BEING FEMINIZED
I always had this desire to be forceably feminized by my wife. Actually I had been cross dressing since I was a teenager and LOVED how I felt when I was totally dressed. The only time that I didn't dress as a woman was when I was in the Army. When my military service was completed and I was honorably discharged I went back home and started dating. The desires to wear feminine clothing stated to return with a vengeance. I started to buy bras, panties, garter belts and stockings. I had to hide all my purchases because I was living with my folks and they would not approve of what I was doing. What I didn't know was that my mom knew all about what I was doing because she had discovered my lingerie. She kept all this to herself until one fateful day much, much later. I had met a girl, a girl that I flipped over. She was the image of femininity!!!!!! She always wore a skirt, or dress, stockings, heels, was always made-up and wore gold jewelry. She had shoulder length hair that was always soft to the touch and was shiny. I had visions of me being her!!!!!! I wanted to be a girl like her. My wardrobe of female clothing was starting to grow by leaps and bounds and now I had skirts, blouses, dresses and shoes. I was running out room for all my female clothing. As luck would have it, Barbara and I discussed becoming engaged and I went and bought her a diamond engagement ring. I spent (at the time) $1000.00 which was a lot of money and we became engaged. About two years later we wed, all our family and friends were there. She and I were on our honeymoon and I guess I had a little to much to drink when I asked her if I could wear her stockings and make mad, passionate love to her. She smiled and said YES!!!!! After our hot and passionate love making I guess I went straight to sleep. I woke up to her snuggling up to me not realizing that I was wearing her stockings. She reached down and held my semi-erect cock in her dainty hand and said to me that I really surprised her with my request. At first I didn't know what she was talking about but as soon as I moved I felt the silkiness of the stockings on my legs. I just froze, I didn't know what to say and the fear was in my eyes. Barbara then said that it was okay and that she liked me wearing her stockings and maybe I should think about wearing more feminine clothing such as panties, bra and everything else. I was stunned to say the least but the reaction in my cock gave me away. My cock got rock hard and Barbara just took the entire length into her hot, wet mouth and gave me the best blowjob I ever had. She swallowed my entire climax and then kissed me deeply and she shared my sperm with me. I mounted her and found that her pussy was wet, wet, wet!!!!! I slipped into her in one swift motion. I hit her G spot and she had a mind shattering orgasm. After we rested for a while Barbara said to me that she wanted me to wear panties and her bra while we were in our room. I tried to protest but it was to no avail. She got her panties and bra and helped me wear them. I got rock hard again and Barbara just smiled and said that she thought I looked very good but that I needed "something" in the boob department. We both laughed about it. Upon us finally getting home Barbara bought breast forms for, my own lingerie and all manner of clothing. She wanted me to dress whenever I was home which was often, very often. She wanted me to become a woman for her and demanded that I do so. At first I tried to convince her that I couldn't do as she wanted but Barbara is a very strong willed woman. She told me that if I didn't obey her sex was going to die at once. I just looked at her and knew that she meant it. Whenever I was home I would dress as a woman and became very good at doing my make-up and hair. My job at the time gave me the opportunity to telecommute so actually I was always dressed as a woman. I made sure that I always wore matching lingerie, pantyhose, 3 inch high heels, a skirt or dress and that my hair and make-up was applied correctly. Barbara used to check up on me at times in order to make sure that I complied with her demands, and I did!!!!!! I was shocked to learn that my mom and Barbara had a "girl to girl" talk about me and my mom had told Barbara about my cross dressing before we had gotten married. Barbara told my mom that she loved me and that my dressing wasn't an issue. I just sat there in shock hearing this. I have come to accept the fact that I have been forced to become feminized and I like it, actually I LOVE IT!!!!! I feel so much better that I have become my wife's girlfriend and lover that I am considering having breast implants and SRS. I want to become a "real" woman!!!!! I have had conversations with my mom concerning her finding out about my cross dressing and my hiding of my female clothing but she has said that she knew from the start and that she would be very happy if I did change my sex to that of a female because she ALWAYS wanted a daughter. After I got home from seeing and talking to my mom I had to change my outfit from my male attire to my female attire. I have laid out on my bed my beige lacy bra with matching high waist panty, a lacy garter belt and nude RHT back seam stockings, my camel colored skirt with a white blouse. Barbara will be home soon and I must be dressed as a woman for her.