High school is a time of transition. From kid in middle school, now you're a young adult, and the changes are immense. Almost a dystopian change from your early years, as you now realize your world is crashing down, into a far less innocent environment. Ninth grade is a shocking roller coaster ride, and there are a lots of twists and turns. That small bit of homework now is more extensive, mom and dad's expectations are becoming extensive. You will be helping more around the house, and next year will be the ultimate badge of freedom. Your drivers license is just over the horizon.
As you take so many classes that are new, there are different opportunities now. Just like you did in years past, you might not admit it, but you've looked at porn and other guys in the shower after gym class too. All of us look at other boys, and what their penises look like, or if they are smaller, larger, or more commonly our size. I'm the type that has a decent sized cock, although I became quite conscious of being nude in the locker room. I didn't like it, when classmates would wind up their towels, and slap each other with the thwack! My usual priority was to dry off, put my clothes on, and head to the next class.
As I made my way to History, I had to admit James has a really nice package. His short black pubic hair and bright white cock stuck in my mind, and I felt myself getting really hard. Usually when I watched porn I was watching guys with women having sex, but I have to confess thinking of wanting to experiment with James. I was a heterosexual. I was convinced of it, yet part of me struggled with my inner dialogue, that made me want James to fuck me. If a lady enjoyed giving a blowjob, or getting smashed in the ass, wouldn't I? In biology I had learned baby's clits become penises in the womb, or something to that effect. As I got ready for history class, I decided to have lunch again with James again.
We had known each other since I believe 2nd grade. Even at a young age memory is only so good. We were in the same scout troop, and both of us were into intramural sport's. In middle school we played soccer, and we discussed joining the football team. He was taller than I. Best guess was he was 6 foot even, while I was 5'8 or so. We were both athletic and weight proportional, although he was more fairy and muscular than I was. In every male relationship, friendship or more, there's an alpha or beta dynamic. Or to be more succinct a masculine one and one, who's got more feminine qualities. I always wanted to be there for my friend. Eager might have been the proper word.
Lunch was as usual a disaster. Did my burger just move? We're James's fries soggier than a wet sponge? We laughed. Nothing had changed since our nasty ass middle school lunches. Just a different venue. Actually we liked the seats more, and the classes were more in line, with what we wanted. I was happy to be in a theater elective, while James was learning all kinds of neat stuff in auto shop. Also it seemed like we had a bit more freedom.
Class after class, the week blew by, in a collective haze despite time being an unknown quantity. Here James and I were, playing PlayStation 5 and destroying each other in Mortal Kombat games. Our competitive drives extended to here, as we always wanted to be #1. James's mom brought us popcorn and other snacks. Such a nice lady, and she wished us a good night. Saturdays were meant to stay up late at each other's houses. Had been for years, although this one would change a lot of dynamics. We were playing video games and I noticed that, James was looking at me with a strange smile. It made me feel uncomfortable, but yet I kept thinking am I sexually attracted to him?
Admittedly his big penis and dark pubes, and wow those low hanging balls were in my mind. I was starting to sweat. Profusely. My cock was getting hard in my shorts, and there in the family room couch, all of a sudden James grabbed my crotch. What? The fuck? I was taken aback but paralyzed, and it started to feel good. My breathing was heavy and my heart beat increased. James quietly said to me, "I'm horny and so are you, let's go to the guest bedroom. It was stunning yet I followed him, and he locked the door behind us. He told me to get on the bed, and I complied without protesting. Soon he had my clothes off, and I shook with excitement, as he stroked my cock and balls. It felt amazing, and he took his clothes off. Instantly my hands were on his private parts. Our clothing was everywhere, and he had me rub my penis against his.
It felt so good. Words can't describe it. Somehow his penis was in my mouth. I was hesitant at first, yet I wanted to satisfy him. He was in a state of bliss, as my first blowjob was awkward but he was enjoying it. For some reason it was love at first taste, as I really was digging his musky scent and how his pole felt in my mouth. What really got me bothered was he started massaging my balls, and soon he was doing the same. This was my first blowjob both ways. It was an out of this world experience. My toes curled. I loved looking at him making my penis disappear in his mouth, and his hot wet saliva going down me. Then I felt it.
He spit on his finger and put it in my ass. I was hesitant. Unsure really. Yet I was locked into place. Soon he made me lie down, and placed pillows under my body. He was inside me. My rear end really hurt. I remember crying, and muffling in the pillows. How could I explain this to James mom? I worried a bit about her catching us. Yet James didn't care, and he kept his penis going further in me. His groans and moans were kind of loud. He spanked my ass cheeks, which made me more aware of the feeling my rear end was hurting even more. The pressure was undeniable. Yet I was stuck and James had his way with me, although part of me felt nervous and guilty. Used too.
He was fucking me. It made my brain overload. Admittedly I was overwhelmed in a number of ways. I felt his big cock in me. Please cum I kept thinking. Finally I felt his warm liquid and softening cock penetrate me. There was a lot of pain down below, and he couldn't make me hard. Instead for the next several hours I bled, and my Cherry was definitely popped. That night we both barely slept. Mostly I just realized I had lost my Virginity. Next morning I couldn't walk well. I went home and slept, and called out of school Monday.
With the coming academic year, at first it was rather uncomfortable with James. It was a change to our friendship. Yet later that year we began regularly sucking each other off, and of course he penetrated me more. Finally the pain subsided, and I was able to cum after he fucked me. We both really enjoyed giving each other head, and often were in the 69 position. Both of us drank each other's sperm, and it was such a satisfying experience, to rub our private parts together. It was sexual and more, as this was the first year my gay orientation was awakened like a flower in the spring.