First time ever
This is a true story...
Watching porn was my favorite thing to do especially the ones in which blowjobs were involved. I didn't know why I was attracted to blowjobs; I just was. I liked all kinds; women giving sensual blowjobs all the way to women getting throat fucked till their souls broke. I was 14 years old when I first saw porn.
Slowly I started realizing that it was not women that attracted me to porn but instead it was guys with big cocks. I realized that I wanted to be the girl in the video sucking the cock. I stumbled upon sissy hypnosis videos and started watching them regularly. 5 minutes of that was enough to get me off. But soon getting off was not enough for some reason. I needed to feel a cock. I bought my first dildo when I was 20 years old. I lived with my parents back then so I had to wait a week before I could use it when they went out of town to visit a relative. They left early in the morning and I went back to bed. I woke up and so did the girl inside me. I got the dido out washed it before first use. I lined up a few hours of sissy hypnosis videos and started playing them. After 30 minutes or so I was ready. I got on my knees and started sucking the dildo. I had a rough start. The dildo was about 5 inches and had a decent girth. My mouth was not big enough. But I didn't give up. I kept at it. My heart was pounding. I lost track of time. I had been at it for almost 2 hours; all the while being encouraged by the sissy hypnosis videos. My mouth got wider and tongue became loose and I started to find my way around the dildo better. My parents came back after a week and thought things were still the way they left 'em, except their son's brain got rewired to become a hopeless sissy cock addict.
Since then shower time had become a regularly scheduled "practice session". Slowly i started exploring my ass and surely one day I penetrated myself with the dildo. My affair with dildos lasted for 4 years, until the feeling of dildos were just not enough. I needed the real thing. I started exploring Craigslist and also created a kik account (edgargarcia699). I chatted with many men but no one ever really met all my requirements. One of my main requirements was that the guy were a condom since I was scared of contacting STDs and no matter how horny I was if they didn't meet that requirement I was not doing it. Even oral was out of the question.
One day I came across an ad by a 32 yo bi married black guy who was looking for a blowjob. I contacted him on his kik account. He was good but was not willing to wear a condom. I really liked him so we continued to chat for about a month and I finally convinced him to wear a condom. We agreed to meet. His wife was at work. He gave me his apartment number. It was 12:30 pm; my lunch break. I left work and reached his apartment parking lot and sent him a message letting him know, "I am downstairs." He responded, "Come on up"
I reached his apartment and knocked on his door. He opened and said, "Come in". He had a deep voice. He was about 6'2" 245#; muscular and beefy bug not ripped.
The TV was on and we didn't say a word. He seated himself on the couch and started rubbing his crotch through his shorts looking at me slowly starting to undress for himi. I was 5'10" 230#. My stats: 40" feminine chest (some call it bitch tits), 38" waist, 44" hips bubble butt; needless to say that I was chubby at the right places.
I went upto his couch and knelt in front of him. He started to take his t-shirt off, while he was doing that I went for his shorts. I took off his shorts and saw his bulge. Our eyes locked and then I looked at his buldge again. He grabbed me by my head and gently but firmly pulled my head towards his buldge. He was freshly showered and smelled amazing. He said, "kiss it. Worship it". I obeyed him. I kissed it and buried myself in his buldge. He started to get harder and his buldge grew. My heart was pounding. He put his middle finger in my mouth and made me suck it. Then 2 fingers...3 fingers...and then 4 fingers...and stretched my mouth as if he was checking if my mouth can handle his cock.
The moment of truth, he pulled his underwear down and his cock sprung and hit me on my lips. He was thick and about 6 inches long. He said, "suck it, sissy boy". I paused and then asked him about the condom. He told me that he didn't have any; used the last couple of 'em up with his wife a few days ago. His hands were still on my head and he tried to pull me towards his cock but I resisted. He said, "you came all this way...you know you want it". I said, "I want it but I don't want any diseases". He responded, "I am clean. I promise". I gave in (my body language showed that. He saw it in my eyes) And then...he ordered me to suck it. I opened my mouth and he slid his cock in my mouth. I couldn't believe what was happening. I dreamed of this day for years and it was finally happening. His cock tasted freshly showered. We locked fingers in both hands and our hands rested on his abs. I was working his tip as our fingers and eyes were interlocked. He was in heaven...and so was I. I could tell by his facial expressions that he wanted me to go deeper but he was thick and I wanted to take my time with him. I lost track of time and nibbled on his tip and balls for some time. My saliva was dripping from his shaft to his balls and down between the start of his ass crack and onto the towel which was on the couch. He placed both his hands on my head and this time he grabbed my hair and started to pump his cock into my mouth. My tongue had coiled back and was resisting his cock from entering my throat. He wanted to go all the way in. I took his cock out of my mouth and told him to ease in gently and when I gag to push my head down all the way firmly. I put him back in my mouth, stuck my tongue under his shaft, he started pumping my mouth again and I gagged and he pushed my head down and he entered my throat but didn't go all the way...and I took him out again. He said, "Go back and get back down on your knees and put your hands on your thighs and no matter what happens do not take your hands off your thighs. I am gonna fuck your throat". And I did as he ordered. He stood up in front of me and grabbed my head by my hair. I opened my mouth and he slid back inside me pumping my mouth hard. By this time all our inhibitions had gone away. He was my daddy and I was his bitch. He was fucking my face and talking dirty to me like he owned me. My hands on my thighs, his cock in my throat moving in and out like a piston in a cylinder. His pumps got faster and harder and his grip on my hair got tighter and tighter. I knew he was getting close. He said, "I am gonna cum...I am gonna cum". I assumed an obedient submissive's position, cuped my bitch tits with my palms, opened my mouth. He took his cock out of my mouth and with a loud grunt sprayed his cum all over my face. Some of his cum went inside my mouth. He slid his cock back into my mouth and ordered me to keep sucking. By this time my knees were red and my throat was sore. It had been about an hour and a half.
To be continued...