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Beautiful Lie 12
"Zac, Tommy and Stacy will be here any minute! Please come down here." mom shouted from down the stairs. Her voice seemed to carry on forever in my room. I was going to go down and help her right before she hollered, but I had to put a shirt on first.
Mom was in the kitchen pouring the wine. It was already six and Tommy and Stacy were supposed to be here around six, so I think you get the point.
"Yo, mom," I said, walking to the fridge for a Ginger Ale. "What is crackin'?"
Mom just kind of looked at me weirdly. "Anyways, if you and Tommy want to hang out and eat in your room until about eleven then you can go ahead. Your father, me, and Stacy can just drink wine, eat, and chat."
"All right, thanks mom!" I said happily. Just then the doorbell rang. I ran up to the door, ran my fingers through my hair, then opened the door. "Hey,"
"Hey babe," Tommy said happily, walking in and giving me a peck on the lips.
"Hello Zac, nice to see you." Stacy said, taking off her coat and hanging it on the rack that was near the door.
The parents all began chatting about things that I didn't want to know about then. I took Tommy's hand and led him up to my room. Tonight I wasn't feeling very horny, but knew that that would change in a matter of minutes. But for now I just wanted to snuggle with Tommy.
"Can we watch The Lost World?" Tommy asked.
I looked at him with surprise. "Really?"
"Well, yeah, it's not my favorite movie, but that doesn't mean I don't really like it." he said.
"Okay, I'll put it in then and we'll have a Jurassic Park trilogy marathon starting with number two." I laughed.
I put in the DVD while Tommy got comfortable on my bed, which was removing his shoes and lying down. Once the DVD was in and playing I crawled up next to him. The bed was already a little warm from his body heat. To say the least, I was in fact cold. Tommy sensed this and wrapped his arms around me as the titles began.
`I love you. I just don't...need you right now.'
`I'll tell you what you need, a good anti-psychotic.'
`I'll be back in five or six days.'
`No, you'll be back in five or six pieces.'
"Hey," I said to Tommy seriously. "I love you,"
He giggled. "I love you too," His stomach growled just then. I couldn't help myself, I had to laugh. "Yeah, I'm hungry. No, I'm starving."
"Well, my mom ordered the food like almost an hour ago. She did order a lot, but it should be here any minute."
"What if I die before it gets here though?" he whined.
"Maybe I could try and take your mind off of your hunger?"
"That might work," he said coyly.
I turned over so that I was facing him. He looked so cute waiting for me to pleasure him. Leaning my head forward I went straight for his lips. When our lips met it was like our first kiss all over again. I reached down, undoing my pants, and then I slipped my hand inside of his briefs. When my hand brushed against his tender head Tommy let a small moan from his lips.
"Mmm, you like that?" I asked seductively.
Alls Tommy could do is moan again. I grasped his member and slowly started to jack him off. It was hard to jack him off from the side so I sat up next to him. I found his lips again and started to suck on his tongue. That, and jacking him off, was starting to throw him over the edge and he started to squirm.
"Zac...I think I'm getting...close..." Tommy moaned. I sped up, increasing the pleasure. "Yup, definitely...there..." When I felt his body tense up I stopped jacking him off and just sat there. "Huh? W-why'd you stop?"
"I want to have a romantic moment for our new year."
"You dirty dog," Tommy panted. "That is so cruel."
"Aww, you still love me right?" I gave him my best pouting face.
"I guess I do still love you, but just you wait until I get my hands on you tonight." he said with a hint of seduction. Just then, the door bell rang. Tommy jumped up and pulled his pants back up then ran downstairs. Man, I guess he really was hungry. I laughed to myself then walked downstairs myself. When I got in the kitchen there was Tommy digging through the bags and taking out all the food.
"Babe, calm down." I giggled.
"I told you I was starving." he said, not turning away from the food. Mom, dad, and Stacy were in the living room watching a movie or something. I really wanted to tease Tommy right then and there, but...no, maybe I can.
I moved my hand on his butt and started to squeeze. Tommy slowed down his rapid search for food, but still didn't turn around. I walked to his left side and slid my hand in his pants and briefs then jacked his member a few times before going to the sink and washing my hands with a huge grin. Tommy just stared at me with lust in his eyes.
Everyone ate dinner in the dining room while sharing in idle conversation. Actually, it was more the adults talking and then Tommy and me talking. However the talking arrangement was, the dinner was excellent and I ate way too much of it. That problem only lasted a few minutes though before Tommy dragged my upstairs and back onto my bed to finish our movie.
Around eleven my mom called us downstairs to spend the next hour with them. We didn't mind, but I was getting hornier by the minute. They turned it to NBC to watch the countdown. For the next 57 minutes there was more talking, more drinking, and more eating. Tommy and I were allowed two drinks of wine, but that was it. Dad said he wouldn't want a repeat of Pete's bachelor party.
Finally the moment everyone had been waiting for arrived. We each grabbed a party popper and awaited the counter to strike zero.
The New Year's Eve Ball was just feet away from the building.
Five.
Four.
Three.
Two.
One.
"Happy New Year!" everyone shouted while using the poppers. The thousands of people in New York were screaming and cheering, confetti was flying everywhere, and fireworks were let off.
Mom and dad told everyone that they were going to bed now. Stacy was going to be staying the night since she had a lot to drink and it was getting later by the second. So, that only left Tommy and me in the living room...alone...with no one even on the same floor as us. As soon as Tommy heard bedroom doors shut he was all over me.
"Here? Now?" I asked, becoming overwhelmed by Tommy's assertiveness.
"Yeah, babe, I can't wait any longer. That teasing you did to me earlier worked too well." Tommy said, lifting my shirt over my head.
"Do you...have any...lube?" I tried asking between his dives in my mouth.
"Mmm, yeah," he moaned. "Take your pants off. I need you so bad."
I did as I was instructed without saying a word. Tommy yanked his pants down and lubed up his member. I lied on my back, pulling my boyfriend with me. His head poked at my hole just begging to enter. After making out for a few more seconds Tommy entered me and began humping quickly as if this was the last time we were going to have sex or something.
"Oh, oh, oh," I moaned. Tommy went even faster hearing my moans.
"Shit, I'm already close," he grunted. With one last hard thrust Tommy started moaning wildly and shooting his cum up my hole. When I felt his cum go in me I came myself. He fell on top of my, squishing my cum between us. I suddenly got nervous about my parents or his mom coming out and finding us like we were. "Mmm, that was amazing again. You know, some things aren't better the second time, but this sex the second time got better."
I giggled nervously. "Yeah,"
"Is something the matter?"
"Kind of," I whispered. "What if someone comes out and sees us like this?"
"Well, big deal, but I think we should go take a nice, hot shower because I can't stay like this and I'm cold. So, how bout it, hot stuff?" Tommy said, cocking an eyebrow and licking his lips.
I didn't need to be asked twice. I jumped up from the couch, grabbed Tommy's hand, and ran with him into the shower upstairs. From that point, we had one of the hottest showers either of us had ever had.
When we were back in my room all we could think of was sleep. But something was bugging me and I had to get it off my chest. And I don't mean Tommy.
"Babe, I need to ask you something." I said quietly, gently pushing him off my chest and sitting up.
Tommy sat up with me and rested an arm on my shoulder. "Okay, shoot."
"Well, remember when you said you'd go with me to visit...Hunter some time?"
"You want to go visit him?" he asked softly.
"If you don't mind?"
"Nope, not at all. Just tell me when you wanna go."
"Can we go tomorrow?"
"Sure, no problem." Tommy hugged me tightly. I was trying hard not to cry, but I couldn't help myself. Upon hearing my quiet sobs, Tommy lied down and pulled me on top of him.
"I love you so much, Tommy, but I can't help it. He was my first love. I thought we were going to be together forever." I began to cry harder.
"Shh, I understand, Zac. I'm sure you guys were great together."
"Oh, we were. You remind me of him so much, Tommy. That might sound weird, but you really do."
"It's not weird, it's flattering."
I just lied partly on Tommy until I fell asleep. That night I had another dream of Hunter. It wasn't a bad dream at all. In fact, it was very opposite. I dreamt of our first time we kissed. That night was by far one of the best nights of my life. But that part of my life is over now. The memories of Hunter are all I have left and that is just fine because I now have Tommy.
When I woke up, Tommy was still fast asleep. My clock next to the bed showed seven. Hm, what to do this early? I do have to pee, but if I move then I take the chance of waking up this angel next to me. Bladder or boyfriend? I think I'm going to choose what every male would choose right when waking up in the morning; bladder. Very carefully, I climbed over Tommy and tiptoed out of my room.
My bladder emptied faster than I have ever witnessed. When I crept back in my room Tommy was still fast asleep. I decided to go in the kitchen and make everyone some coffee and breakfast.
Breakfast was simple, but delicious. Scrambled eggs, sausage, hash browns, and toast took me twenty minutes, not including the time I made the coffee and made some more orange juice. The house was still silent except for the TV in the living room that I turned on to the Food Network before I started cooking. Usually mom and dad are up way before me even on holidays. But maybe the alcohol gave them extra...sleep...stuff; not good with the chemicals of the brain.
"Morning," Tommy said in a morning soft voice.
"Oh, morning, babe," I said happily. "I made you some breakfast."
"So I smelt,"
"Did I wake you up?"
"Yeah, but I also noticed that you weren't next to me and I missed you."
"Aww, aren't you just the sweetest guy." I said in a statement; definitely no question about it.
I made him a plate and sat down next to him on the couch. We shared idle conversation until another body drug itself into the kitchen.
"Hi, boys," mom said.
"Morning, mom," I said. "Um, Tommy and I are going to Hunter's site today."
"Oh, okay," she said uneasily. "Are you-"
"Yes, I'm sure." I groaned. Tommy patted my leg then grabbed our plates and into the kitchen. "I made everyone breakfast by the way."
"I see, thank you." she said.
Dad came downstairs a few minutes later all showered and clean. I figured I should start getting ready to go to Hunter's grave. I'm thinking about asking dad if I can drive his truck instead of taking mine or Tommy's car due to the fact that his grave is in the mountains.
The steam from the shower felt so good going though my nose. It would have been even better if my boyfriend was in with me, but he decided he would rather help clean up. Man, I'm kind of tense. I know I was a bit snippy to mom and now I'm bashing my boyfriend. Anyways, I finished my shower and got dressed. When I walked back in my room Tommy was lying down. He looked like he was about to fall asleep.
"Tired?" I asked.
"Eh, kind of," he said.
"Well, as soon as you get in the shower can we go? It takes about an hour to get their and I'm going to ask dad if we can borrow his truck. Hunter's grave is up in the mountains." I explained to my nearly asleep boyfriend.
"Okay," he said sleepily. "I wouldn't be able to take a nap first would I?"
I turned around from my closet and looked at him blankly. "A nap?"
"Yeah, only if you don't mind." But his eyes were already shut.
"Fine, fine, fine!" I said loudly, walking out with my shoes and socks in hand, slamming the door behind me. I walked angrily downstairs and put my shoes on. Without saying anything to anyone I grabbed my keys and wallet then went out to my car and drove away. I figured that if Tommy wanted to take a nap I could go and buy Hunter some fake flowers for his grave and just...sit around for an hour or two.
When I got to Target I noticed how packed it was again. Big deal, I'm not here for anything but some fake flowers. However, I noticed that after I passed the toothpaste aisle for the third time that they don't have any fake flowers. Kmart should have some though. So, I drove to the brand new Kmart down the street from Target and found two aisles full of fake flowers. It was hard to pick them, but I managed to choose the best looking ones. In my bouquet there is a red, white, orange, purple, and yellow tulip, two blue irises, four sunset roses, two red roses, and a sunflower. I figured that was good enough for now. The total was surprisingly cheap; five bucks. Shit, you could only get one real rose for five bucks and I got fourteen flowers for that price even if they are fake.
The time it took to shop for the flowers only took 45 minutes. I figured Tommy deserves at least an hour and a half nap so I decided to just go back to Target, order my usual-white mocha frappuccino-and just sit around. The people at Starbucks were less then friendly and I felt rushed beyond belief. Maybe I didn't want to have a frap, maybe I wanted a coffee, but I held my cool as I remembered what happened the last time I lost my temper.
For the next hour I just sat at one of the booths and sipped on my frap. Many thoughts ran through my head in that time. I was getting myself psyched up for going to the grave site. As much as I wanted to go home I couldn't. Tommy needed his rest. Honestly, right now I could care less though. Never mind, I do care. I love him so much. It should not bug me that he needs a nap. Gosh, I am being such a bitch. What the hell is the matter with me?!
I threw the rest of my frap away and walked back outside to my car. The drive home was fast and short. When I walked inside mom and dad were talking in the kitchen with Stacy.
"Hi guys," I said as happily as I could. "Say dad, can Tommy and I borrow your F-150? We're going up to Hunter's grave today and it would be easier with your truck."
"Sure, sport, just leave your car keys because I have some running around to do today." he replied.
"All right, dad, thanks." I said, before running upstairs and into my room. Tommy was just pulling a shirt over his head as I walked through the doorway.
"Hey, speedy," Tommy giggled. "Ready to go?"
"Yeah," I replied. "Dad's gonna let us use his truck."
"Cool, cool,"
Together we walked downstairs and said our goodbyes. Tommy handed Stacy his car keys before going out with me to the truck. I liked driving dad's truck; it has leather seating, power everything, a sun roof, and is a crew cab.
The drive to the grave site surprisingly wasn't quiet. Tommy and I chatted about anything. He was kept in awe of the scenery that we continually passed. Hunter's grave site was in a small grassy plain with a babbling stream surrounded by the wilderness. I made sure that it was like that. His parents didn't want it, but I assured them that Hunter had once remarked that if he were to die that he'd want to be spread in nature. He absolutely loved the outdoors; rock climbing, water skiing, sky diving. He has done it all.
The closer we got the more anxious and depressed I felt. Tommy noticed and rested his hand on my knee. I saw the Kendall Wood Dr. exit sign and knew I had actually arrived. I took the exit then followed the poorly paved road out to the virtually deserted forest where Hunter rests. Once I pulled on a turn off it was only a few minutes before we reached the grassy area with a large stream that Hunter was spread in.
I stopped the truck and turned it off. "We have to walk the rest of the way, but it's only like a few feet."
"No problem," Tommy said softly. "How are you doing?"
I looked at him with my blank expression. "The stream is this way." I opened the back door and pulled out the bouquet that I bought for the site. Tommy stood next to me then we started to walk.
There it is. I haven't been here since he died last year. It was the same as I remember it the day of his funeral, just more beautiful. I walked closer to the large stream that was flowing over layers of brown and gray pebbles and sat Indian style. Tommy did the same and we just stared at the stream for a few minutes.
"I miss you so much, Hunter. I blamed myself for the accident, but now I know that it wasn't my fault. It's still hard to believe you're gone from this world. Thank you for that dream, though. It helped me release my guilt and anger with myself. I may not be able to see you anymore, but I still feel you in my heart." I had to take a deep breath before continuing. "There will always be that special place in my heart for you, Hunter. I hope I'm still in yours." Tears freely fell from my eyes in large numbers. I stared up at the sky then back to the stream. "Thank you for giving me Tommy. He is so special to me. He reminds me of you in a lot of ways. I don't know how that sounds, but all I know is that I love him as much as I love you. There will never be anyone as perfect as him again. And I am so sorry for how I treated him today." I looked at Tommy who had many tears flowing from his eyes as well. "I hope he can forgive me."
A gentle breeze blew through the air. The trees rustled against each other, blowing many leaves off their branches. Some landed in the stream while others brushed against Tommy and me. The air got a little bit warmer and the clouds that were covering the sky opened up; the sun shown in our quiet spot making the water glisten.
"I brought you these flowers. They're your favorite colors mostly, and some are your favorite flowers as well. I miss you so much, Hunter. But just remember that you will always be in my heart right next to Tommy. And as for Tommy, I just want to thank you again for letting me love him even though you told me I did it all on my own. I love you, Hunter, and I will be back again soon." I couldn't hold it in any longer; I sobbed hardly.
I dug a small hole to stick the flowers in. After I finished burying the stems a few inches I washed my hands in the stream. Tommy hadn't moved since we got here. I wasn't sure if he was mad, or sad, or both. I wonder if he didn't like the things that I said.
A strong gust nearly blew the flowers out of their small hole. I thought it was just a coincidence, but something inside of me told me that it was Hunter telling me "no."
"Zac," Tommy said, almost in a whisper. He looked up at me through his tear stained eyes. "You have no reason to apologize to me about today. I didn't have to take that nap. I should have just sucked it up and taken a shower. As for your attitude earlier it didn't even faze me. I just assumed that you were upset thinking about him. So, I'm sorry, Zac, and I love you so much." Tommy started to cry gently, and looked back down at the water.
I sat next to him and wiggled my way under his arm so I was half resting on his lap. "Don't be sorry. You needed your rest. I shouldn't have been so selfish. Thank you so much for coming up here with me. It feels great up here."
"Okay, how about we're both fine now?" Tommy let out a chuckle. "That little speech you gave was so touching, Zac. I am so lucky to have you."
"You aren't upset about anything I said right? Like about still loving Hunter?"
"Absolutely not, that was even more touching. I know you love me, but I also know that Hunter was your first love and will always be."
"Gosh, I love you." I sighed.
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