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Beautiful Lie 11
"Tommy, Tommy, Tommy," I repeated into my lover's ear very softly. I also stroked his stomach up and down. Even with this added disturbance to his sleep Tommy barely stirred. "Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby." There! He stirred. Maybe if I just uncover him a little bit and let the cold air touch his bare skin...
"Mmm," he groaned in obvious discomfort.
"Wake up, my baby." I said in another soft tone.
"Zac," Tommy moaned. "Reach under the bed."
I looked at him curiously, but he refused to open his eyes. I reached under the bed, though, and pulled out from under it a small wrapped gift. The bed moved on Tommy's side.
"Happy anniversary," he said. I looked at him and just observed. His cute, curly hair was a little flat in the back. The even tan on his hairless chest went all the way down to his blanket-covered toes. Those big hazel eyes just seemed like pools of milk chocolate that I could not tear my gaze away from most times. His perfect red lips that were soft to the touch, and to the look. His nose and ears are in perfect size, not too big and not too small. As my gaze ran all over his body, it eventually went back up to those eyes of his.
"You didn't have to get me anything. I think last night made up for anything anyways." I smiled.
"Well, I bought it quite a few days ago so if you don't open it then I'm going to have to give it to someone else."
"I didn't say I didn't want the gift." I said quickly, as if it was being taken away from me.
Tommy just laughed before saying, "Babe, calm down, no one else can have this gift. It is yours and yours only."
I just had to laugh too because I sounded like a five year old on Christmas morning. The wrapping on the box was nice and shiny. I carefully unwrapped it and opened the lid. "Oh, Tommy,"
"I saw you only had the first one on DVD and the other two on VHS so I knew I wanted to get that for you."
"Thank you, babe. See, now this is why I love you so much."
"And that's why I love you; I don't always have to buy you extravagant gifts. You're happy with the simple and small things in life." Just then his cell phone rang. He looked at who was calling then did something that blew my mind away. Tommy threw his cell phone at the wall across his room as hard as he could. When it hit, the phone shattered into many tiny pieces.
"Babe!?" I said in surprise.
He just smiled at me and rested his head on my leg. "I needed a new one anyways. I've been looking at this MOTORAZR2 thing. I like it, but it's a bit pricey. So, I think either I'll be phone-less for the next few weeks or I buy a super cheap one until I can afford the Motorola."
A light bulb turned on in my head. Since I hadn't gotten Tommy anything yet I figured this phone was the key to success. Besides, what my baby wants my baby gets especially with all that's been going on.
Last night before we went to bed he told me everything that's been happening to him. Erik was completely blackmailing him into dating. If Tommy didn't comply Erik would've told me that he was raped when he was younger. Time out for a second. What exactly was Erik thinking? That if I learned Tommy was raped that I'd just abandon him so he could just step right on in? Well, whatever his motive, it was definitely finished now. Tommy also told me more about what happened with his dad. The thought of hurting this amazing boy was so taboo in my mind.
"I need to take a shower and get ready to go. My mom needs to do some shopping today and I volunteered to take her." I lied, but it'll be worth it.
"Okay, well, shall I shower with you? It would save water after all and mom won't be home until about noon." Tommy said coyly. Ah, amazing.
"I guess, but only because of water conservation." I laughed, running to the bathroom with my boyfriend in tow.
In the shower, we gently washed each others' body. I was getting turned on, but we didn't do anything but shower, so get your mind out of the gutter! Once Tommy finished washing me it was my turn to tease him. And boy I was obviously doing a good job.
At the first hint of cool water we both hurriedly got out and dressed. Bad thing: I didn't come with a change of clothes, remember? I came straight from the bar. Speaking of which, my head is starting to pound.
"Babe, can I get some Advil or something?" I asked, holding my forehead. "I think I kind of have a hangover."
"Sure, why didn't you say anything sooner?" he asked, concern on his face.
"Well I wasn't thinking about anything but you. Now that I'm getting ready to leave I guess I just have more to concentrate on."
"Zac, a hangover doesn't just come. Maybe it's a headache from something else?"
"I have nothing else to have a headache for." I said. He started to walk away, but I grabbed him by his arm and pulled him into me. "Especially not anymore."
He smiled. "I'm glad all that's behind us, and I am so sorry again."
"Hey, hey, hey, I said no more apologizing. And you're right, all that is behind us. Just another reason for no more apologies."
"I know, but I can't help it. I just feel so damn bad."
"Baby, look at me," I nudged him off my body. "I don't blame you for what happened at all, okay? Erik was being an inconsiderate prick. You were just trying to protect me and for that I have even more reason to call you my amazing boyfriend. I love you so much, Tommy. Please don't ever doubt that either." Sincerity was flowing from my words, and I meant every single one of them.
"Okay, babe, I won't ever doubt you." Tommy cried softly, latching his arms around me.
"Now, I really have to go because I need some new clothes."
"Fine," he sighed. "I'll call you later, all right?"
I kissed him on his cheek. "I'll be waiting." I walked out of his room with a smile on my face and relief in my mind. But then I just remembered something. "Hey Tommy,"
"Babe, do you need me to-"
We both laughed. "Yeah, I need a ride home." I said.
"Let's go then," Tommy took my hand in his and we walked outside to his car. On the way, I made small talk. One thing I did definitely talk about though was my hair. Tommy told me he loved my hair, but I thought he might just have been polite. Either way he's sweet for saying that. We pulled up to my house and he shut his car off.
"Thanks for bringing me home." I said casually.
"No problem," he also said casually.
"I should get in so I can change then go...I mean, take my mom shopping." I hope he isn't going to catch on from that slip.
"I'm still gonna call you later, okay?"
"Sure, can't wait. I should be home around two or three at the latest."
Tommy leaned over and laid his lips on mine. "All right, talk to you later."
I grabbed my movie and got out. Tommy didn't drive off until I was safely in my house. Mom was watching TV when I walked inside. Dad must have already left for work, not that he'd be there for more than a few hours anyways.
"Oh, hey sweetie, did you have fun at the party last night?" she asked me, sipping from her coffee cup.
"Sure did, but I had even more fun afterwards." Oh my God, did I really just say that?
"How was Tommy's? Did you boys get everything figured out?"
"Yep," I replied. I told her most of the things Tommy told me; at least the less personal parts. She looked shocked the throughout my entire story. "And I told Tommy that I had to come home early to take you shopping so that I could by him the new phone he wants."
"Shall I go with you, or was I just a scapegoat?"
"Sorry mom, you were just a scapegoat, unless you want to come then I'd be more than happy to take you."
"No, you go ahead, but be home before five, please." she said.
"Okay, mom," I said, as I ran up to my room to change into some fresher clothes. When I came back downstairs she wasn't in the living room. Eh, she probably went to Gabby's house or something.
My drive to the mall was uneventful. Although, I did have an adventure trying to find a parking spot. But once I did that's when the adrenaline began to kick in. People were going crazy everywhere. I guess it's all about those after Christmas sales.
The Verizon store wasn't that crowded, and a salesman helped me out right away. Buying the phone was a fast and easy process, and that's probably only because I knew what I wanted. I paid for the phone which came to a total of $200. Not that much of a big deal, but now my last pay check is completely gone. It's worth it though, totally worth it. Before I left the mall I stopped by a florist really quick.
When I pulled back in my driveway a thought popped in my head. I rushed inside and searched for my mom. I found her in the basement painting some old patio furniture.
"Mom, where's grandma and grandpa? And Aunt Nancy and Uncle Tim?" I asked.
She stopped painting and looked at me seriously. "They left on Friday when you slept all day. They told me to tell you that they love you, but that they really had to leave."
"Oh, darn," I said. "Well, now I feel bad."
"Don't feel bad, honey. They understood what was going on, kind of."
"Well, I'll have to call them and wish them a Happy New Years. Since New Years is tomorrow, do we have any plans?"
"Not really," mom said, continuing her painting. "Your dad just wants to stay home and relax so if you want to invite Tommy and his mom over then tell them that dinner is at six."
"All right, mom, thanks!" I ran up the stairs, but then ran back down. "Here, I got this for Tommy for our anniversary." I pulled the box holding the phone out of the plastic bag in which it was placed.
Mom gasped. "This is nice. How much did it cost though?"
"Well, the guy who sold me it was really, and I mean really, nice, so he gave me a 12% discount plus the stores After Christmas discount, so the total came to $200."
Again mom gasped. "How much money do you have now?"
"Um, none now." I quietly muttered.
"I see,"
"And about your Christmas presents, those are going to have to be delayed just a little longer. I plan on getting my job back when school starts next week."
"No hurry. I told you that you don't even need to get us anything at all. Your-"
"Life is the best thing I can give to you guys." I finished her sentence for her. "I know, mom, but for you I did get something special, but I have to go out and get it from my car, and you need to go and wait up in the dining room." I walked back upstairs and outside to my car to get the bouquet I bought my mom. As I walked back in I told her to cover her eyes. I tiptoed in and se the vase on the table. "Okay, open."
She removed her hands from her eyes and let out a surprised gasp. "Zac, what are these? They're beautiful."
"The bouquet is called Purple Passion Rose and Lily."
"They are so beautiful," mom gushed. "Thank you so much!" She hugged me tightly which was accompanied by a kiss. "Now, I'm gonna make you some pudding."
I laughed. "Okay, Tommy should be calling me and I think we might go out for dinner, but I'm not sure."
"You do whatever you want. I'm going to put some water in this vase and get cracking on your pudding."
I walked upstairs and into my room. Ah, what a nice feeling to be in my own room after so long; if you can believe less than 24 hours is long. It seemed to have changed somehow. Maybe it's because Tommy is usually here with me. Oh man, I hope he calls me soon. I cannot wait to see him! Now that Erik is behind us completely it's like we're starting over or something. And I really want to see the look on his face when he opens the plain cardboard box that's holding the cell phone that he wants but can't afford. That's the last thing I remember thinking before I fell asleep.
"Zac," I heard, but I couldn't open my eyes; they felt too heavy. "Baby,"
"Mmm," I managed to grumble out. Then I felt something on my lips. It wasn't heavy, just something light and moist.
"Wake up, sleepyhead."
"Huh? What?" I said groggily.
"I'm here,"
"I thought you were gonna call me."
"I did, four times. So I just decided to come over and see you. I was probably going to anyways." Tommy said.
"Right," I yawned. "Oh, I have your anniversary present."
"I thought I told you I didn't need and/or want anything."
"Hm, nope you didn't say anything like that." I smiled. I handed him the plain cardboard box.
Tommy opened the box followed by a gasp. "A MOTORAZR2,"
"Since you broke your old one and then said you wanted this one, well, I knew what I was going to get you for our anniversary." I stood up and went over to my desk for the cup of water that was sitting there.
"But Zac, this is like a $300 phone."
"Yeah, but the salesman gave me a 12% discount and the stores After Christmas sale helped bring it down quite a bit." I explained. "So, do you like it?"
"Like it? I love it! Thank you so much, Zac, but you should not have spent $200 on me." he said, grabbing me in a tight hug. "And now, I need to come up with a way to repay you." Tommy cocked an eyebrow and gave me an inquisitive look.
"I'm sure you can think of..." I would've finished my sentence, but Tommy started kissing me.
Tommy lifted my shirt over my head and yanked my pants down. He stopped kissing me and began sucking my member. Oh, it felt like heaven. We haven't done this in quite some time. We didn't even do this when we made up Saturday night. Anyways, back to my pleasure. He increased his sucking and speed. I felt that feeling that would make me useless afterwards.
"Stop," I said quickly. "I don't want to cum yet, Tommy."
"Okay," He stood up and continued kissing me. This time I took his shirt and shorts off then went down on him. The taste of his dick sent chills down my spine. To think that I almost lost all of this was completely irrelevant at that moment, but of course the thought stayed in my mind. Luckily for Tommy, that thought egged me on to be the most passionate lover tonight. "Oh, Zac," he moaned.
"Uh uh, not yet, babe." I said, standing back up. I pulled him onto the bed on top of me. We lied there kissing slowly and passionately. The time came when I felt a sensation in my soul. It was the pleasure sensation, but it felt just as nice. No, no pleasure, just pure...love. I love Tommy. It's no longer a silent question in my mind. It's no longer able to guilt me. I just love Tommy. "Tommy," I said in between the opening of our mouths.
"Yeah?" he said, also in between openings.
"How about we try...something new...today?" I tried saying.
"Mmm," he moaned. "Like...what?"
"You having...sex with me."
Tommy stopped kissing me and sat up on his knees. "What?"
"I, um, want to have sex with you." I gave him a weak, unsure smile. I know I want to have sex with him, but I've read that it hurts.
"Um, are you sure? I mean, that's a big thing, and we just made up." he argued politely.
"I know, but I love you so much Tommy. I don't know how else to show you."
"You know I've never doubted your love. And if you're only doing this for that reason than I'm going to have to say no."
"It's more than that though, Tommy. I do love you so much and I need another way to prove it to you. But I've also wanted this for a while. In fact, I was thinking about asking you before Erik stepped in." He cringed at hearing Erik's name.
"And you're absolutely positive? You know there is no going back after this."
"Tommy, I'm absolutely positive I want you to be my first and only."
"Okay," he sighed with a smile. "Do you have a condom, or..."
"I don't want you to use a condom, unless you want to I mean. There is some K-Y® in my drawer." I said, trying to act calm. "Before we do this though, I need to hear the truth. Did you and Erik ever do anything?"
"No," he said firmly. "He wanted to give me a blow job, but I refused to let him."
"He wanted to do that when we were at the mall, huh?"
"You heard?"
"Yeah, that's why I was cold to you the rest of the night."
"Babe, I am so sorry you had to hear that."
"It's okay; it's all water under the bridge now, right? So, did you get the lube?"
"Oh, yeah," Tommy got off of me and I lifted my legs up to my chest and mentally prepared myself for what was about to happen. Tommy squeezed some of the lube onto a finger and pressed at my hole. This is it. He slowly began to enter me, watching my face for any sign of discomfort. His finger was all the way in; he started to move it in and out slowly. Then he progressed to two fingers in me. I winced as he pushed both in and he stopped immediately. "Sorry," he whispered gently.
"It's okay," I grimaced.
"Ready for the real thing?"
"Yeah, just take it slow okay?"
"I wouldn't even nightmare about hurting you." he said amusedly.
Tommy leaned down and put his member right at my hole. Before he started to enter me he searched my face for any sign of discomfort again. Showing no emotion other than love he carefully began to enter me. I hissed at the feeling of his dick making its way inside of me. He stopped every time I'd make a face, but I told him to just keep going. The pain that was throbbing in my butt was soon fading away into a small pleasure. I felt Tommy's skin touch me so I knew he was all the way in me. I opened my eyes and looked at him intently.
"I love you," I said.
"I love you too, and thank you for this."
My smile widened. "No, thank you."
Tommy started to slide out, and then he pushed back in again. I was getting used to the feeling fast and I was trying to search for more pleasure in this activity, but came up short. The fifth time he thrusted something inside of me erupted. I felt a burst of pleasure, and I couldn't keep it to myself.
"Oh, my God!" I shouted in high bliss.
"I see I've found your prostate." Tommy said with a sly grin.
"So, that's what you were doing thrusting weirdly. I thought you were just screwing around because it didn't feel good."
"Nah, it's feeling great." Tommy gushed. "I just wanted you to feel as great." He leaned down and kissed me, halting his thrusts. Without warning Tommy pushed deep inside of me and brushed against my prostate again causing another loud moan. "I'm really close to cumming already."
"Me too, baby." I cooed.
Tommy started to pump in and out once again. With every thrust of his hips it felt like more and more pleasure was surging through both of us. His breathing really took a deeper, more ragged pace. The weather was cold, but in my room it was starting to get really warm. I didn't start sweating, but as I reached up to tweak Tommy's nipples his skin felt a little moist.
My hands roamed all over his body as he maintained his passionate thrusting. This continued for another five minutes before I began feeling the feeling I didn't always like to feel with him, only because I knew it would only last a few seconds. He was also beginning to feel it though; his grunting and pace were the give away.
"Uhh," Tommy grunted. "Mmm, Zac I'm...oh, oh, mmm." He thrusted hard one last time and I felt a warm liquid gushing inside of me accompanied with a slight twitch. The feeling of him cumming and hearing him moan caused me to squirt my load all over my stomach and chest. "Zac," he said dreamily. Tommy was breathing hard. He fell slightly onto my side.
"Wow," I said. No lie in that word.
"You're telling me," Tommy panted. Half and hour passed by before either of us decided to get up. The only reason I actually got up was because I really had to pee. I put some clothes on before opening my door and walking down the hall to the bathroom.
"Oh, my mom wanted me to invite you and your mom over tomorrow for New Years. I guess she's just going to get a lot of take out, some movies, and alcohol; not that I'll be having any of that." I said when I stepped back in my room.
Tommy looked at me and smiled. "I'll definitely be here and I'll talk to mom when I go home."
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