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This document contains homosexual themes and acts. If you are underage or don't like the subject, then don't read it.
The story is not autobiographical and is a product of the writer's fertile imagination.
Author's Note
This is a short chapter. I just felt that the ideas and plot broke well at the end of this chapter. There are more chapters to come.
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Previously
"You are a fucking doctor!"
"Well, you know that the first part of your description is right. The doctor part, you will have to take my word for it."
There was a little pause as his comment went through processing in Sean's brain and then Sean erupted in laughter.
"Can I have your email address?" Thomas gave it to him.
"Do you want mine?"
"Sean I listened carefully to you last night and I suspect that you don't want a lot of complications in your life. I suspect tonight we were on the same page but probably tomorrow or the next day, we won't be. By the way, Sean you are a very considerate, caring top. I am really glad that I went to the club tonight. Give me an email at some point if you want. I'll leave it with you. I really have to run."
He was gone. It was probably one of the more moving nights of being with a guy in a long time. Sean's first realization was amazement. Thomas had blown him off just like Sean did to all the other guys. What did he mean that they wouldn't be on the same page after today and that he, Sean, didn't want complications? That took the edge off the night. This was truly a new experience for him.
Present
Thomas had a major accident to deal with as soon as he arrived. He took a break around 10 for some coffee and breakfast. He put his head back. He could still remember Sean in him. He hadn't had anyone as good as Sean in a long time. He reflected on what he had said on the spur of the moment as he was leaving. He had blown him off and not very diplomatically. Idiot! He had sounded so fucking pompous and now he had no way to contact him to apologize. They were different but Sean was a decent guy. He had been thoughtful and considerate and hot as hell. Sean would never contact him again and he could not blame him. Thomas you are a sanctimonious idiot.
Sean too was having a busy day. He came up for a breath in the afternoon. He remembered everything that Thomas had said. It did mirror some of his thoughts that night after being with Robert. He realized that the complication would be a partner, a boyfriend, getting in the way of the things he did. Thomas was telling him that they both wanted sex that night but Thomas was looking for more. OK, fuck it. He sighed; he wasn't ready to go into this now. Guess no email to Thomas.
The next weeks were busy for both guys. They each thought about their reaction to their evening together. Sean reverted to his normal patterns but he had odd bouts of introspection for the next weeks and so did Thomas. Sean in particular was looking a little more deeply into himself. Both had some hot experiences with pickups or with buddies. Both were immersed in their busy lives.
One evening at the club Sean and Mike were sitting talking as Mike's partner was off dancing with the guys. "Mike, a question that you don't have to answer. What is it like living with a guy?"
"Not a question I expected to hear from our Sean. No that wasn't meant as a cheap shot. You seem really satisfied with your life."
"I was just wondering how you felt about being tied to one person."
"Sean, wrong, value laden terminology. I am not tied to anyone." He held up his hand to stop Sean's interruption. "I know it is corny but I love the silly bugger. I love waking with arms round each other. I like being with him. We enjoy each others company. We share a lot of common things; we do some things apart. You know we'll leave here tonight and we'll make love as if it is the first time. We share our joys and our burdens. Will it last? My parents didn't but his have. Life is a crap shoot. I suspect you get hurt a bit and have regrets no matter what you choose to do. You just have to look at the total picture." He smiled and shrugged his shoulders.
Sean was at a loss for word. Finally, "Elegant. Impressive. Thanks Mike. What a wonderful perspective. OK, enough of my silly questions, let's dance"
It was Thomas who was most upset with himself. Once two weeks after their night together, he had gone back to the club to apologize but Sean was not there. That evening, he had picked up a guy and had a satisfying end to his day. About a couple of weeks after his attempt to meet Sean and apologize, he got off the day shift staying awhile to do some scheduling. It was early evening and he felt like a drink and some dancing. So he ended up at the club hoping that he might be able to apologize to Sean and to have a good night with someone. He was beginning to ask himself what he was looking for in a guy. Maybe he wasn't giving guys a chance. Maybe he was part of his own problem. Stalemate in his mind.
He arrived at the club and took his usual seat at the bar. He ordered a drink and a sandwich. He was deep in thought finishing his food when he heard someone clearing his throat behind him. He turned.
"Oh shit, I didn't even think that you would want to talk to me."
"Why?"
"I was a sanctimonious prick when I left your place a month ago. Please accept my apologies."
Sean's face lit up. "Not the words I would use. You are being a bit hard on yourself." He looked at him with that little smirk of his. "Apology accepted but with a proviso. See I am in the law business." The bugger was enjoying this. OK, he deserved it, Thomas thought to himself. "Only if you will dance with me."
"You must have a masochistic streak in your psyche." Thomas laughed an almost bitter, resigned laugh.
"Ah Doctor. Come; let's find out if you are a sadist."
Shit, Sean often surprised him with his attitudes and language.
They danced in sync and had a great time.
After a particularly sexy slow dance, Sean spoke up. "This time I'm hungry. Come and have a dessert with me. I would like to talk with you without all the noise in here."
Sean kept impressing him. He ordered a salad with grilled chicken with the oil and vinegar dressing on the side. One of the reasons that he had such a great body. They chatted about the last month, mostly about their jobs. Sean worked hard in a lot of pressure as a para legal. So did Thomas but as he always knew, everyone's pressure was their pressure. You couldn't compare.
The meal finished and Sean looked at him. "I have almost emailed you several times. Thomas, for your information, a lot of what you said to me as you left, were thoughts that I had about myself the week before. I dismissed them at that time but somehow your rushed departure and therefore your rushed comments, hit home. I have thought a lot about it in the last month, well off and on." Sean gave him a warm, charming smile. "I do live a life without ... complications. Translated I think that means I only have myself and my activities. I don't really get involved with anyone."
He paused as if he were deciding what to say. "OK here it is. I never have guys sleep over and I never do at their place. I come up with a reason and I or they depart. I wanted you to stay that night. Don't look at me like that. Yes, I was still horny but I wanted the closeness." He paused wondering if he should say more and Thomas must have guessed as he gave him a 'finish it' sign and then Sean blew him away. "With you."
"Oh!" Thomas stared at him. "Christ, pretty lame reply. You have taken me totally by surprise. You know I came back to the club tonight hoping to apologize and figuring I would leave by myself. But I know that way back in my mind, there was this little glimmer of hope that more would happen. I, I, I find you physically, mentally and intellectually very attractive. In no particular order by the way."
"So where does all this talk leave us?"
Thomas was madly tying to have a coherent thought. Finally, some thoughts gelled. "I have a suggestion." He paused and Sean signalled him to go ahead. "Let's see each other a few times. I guess ... date? You know .... Oh shit you know what dating is. We can meet a few times during the week and on the weekends and see if we like each other."
"You mean like boyfriends?"
"Let's not label it too much. Dates!"
"So are we dates with benefits?" Sean had a little twinkle in his eye and his face lit up. He really was an attractive guy, filled with life.
"Sean, I am so goddam horny .... Sorry I guess I should be restrained and verbally nuanced. You know, lawyer talk."
"Screw verbally nuanced. My place?"
"Yes! We still have things to discuss. Tomorrow morning?"
"I like your style Thomas. Tomorrow morning, over breakfast, at my place? Sounds like the game, Clue. Please not with the knife in the kitchen."
Thomas shook his head with a big smile. This guy was interesting. Thomas took his hand and squeezed it and they were off quickly.
On the way to Sean's condo, Thomas decided to be the aggressor that night. He felt somehow that he had to let Sean know he had demands and needs and that Sean would have to take that into account if they were to go any distance. They had to be equals. And then there was the top and bottom question. It had to be addressed but not tonight. Finally, he wanted Sean to know how horny he was.
They stepped inside the condo and Sean closed the door. Thomas grabbed his shirt and pulled him roughly into an embrace and started to kiss him. He could tell that this was unexpected by the little stiffening of Sean's body. He didn't stop. While kissing him, he held him tightly with one hand and arm and undid his shirt with the other fingers. Sean was shirtless in seconds. Thomas licked his chest and nipples and then pulled the hair with his fingers.
He stopped and looked up at Sean who looked as if he were transported to somewhere else. He was moaning. When his eyes opened, Thomas looked him straight in the eye and slowly kissed him gently. Thomas looked at him intently. "That answers one question. I kiss on the first date." He resumed the kiss but just using the tip of his tongue on Sean's lips. "Sean just give me the tip of your tongue." To Thomas, that was very erotic. It appeared that Sean felt the same. He was staring into Thomas' eyes with awe and amazement. And lust.
"Come on big guy, I have plans for you." He led Sean into the bedroom. He was determined to set the pace tonight.
He undressed Sean quickly and flicked his very inflamed cock with his fingers. That got Sean's attention immediately. Then he slowly undressed letting Sean watch him just as he had watched Sean that first time weeks ago. Thomas was not ashamed of his body either. Sean seemed to enjoy every moment. Sean sat on the bed as he pulled Thomas towards him. Sean licked his legs toward the crease where the legs joined the body and then slowly circled the head of Thomas' cock with his tongue. Thomas couldn't stop moving with small noises in his throat. The head was quickly in Sean's mouth where he alternated using his tongue and sucking. Thomas was sure that he grew even bigger than a few minutes before. He was in heaven.
Thomas pulled himself away and pushed Sean down onto the bed. He licked from his nipples to Sean's balls. He took each one in his mouth. Sean was almost panting. He still hadn't touched his cock. He decided on a risky move. He spread Sean's legs apart and even lifted his ass a bit. He started down, licking form his balls to his ass. He was careful not to linger anywhere too long. He simply let the lap of his tongue flick closer and closer to his opening. He wanted Sean to feel the erotic sensations in those areas but just for a second. His last lick was down and over the opening which brought a strangled noise from Sean's throat but Thomas changed tactics quickly. In a second, his mouth had engulfed the head of his cock and sucked and sucked harder as he moved down as far as he could go. Sean could not stop moving his body. He was obviously totally involved. Thomas came up putting his legs on each side of Sean's. Their cocks were battling each other. He looked at Sean with mischief in his face. "I told you I was horny."
He didn't give Sean a choice. He stretched out on his back beside Sean with his legs spread wide. His look was an invitation. He was open, vulnerable and inviting.
Sean was between Thomas' legs offering him the condom and lube. Thomas took it and as he rolled it on Sean, he put his other hand on Sean's ass. That was where his other hand went when he finished rolling on the condom and he pulled Sean's condom covered cock forward into his waiting mouth. His fingers just happened to be in Sean' crack and they just happened to be active near his opening as he sucked him hard with mouth and tongue. One finger might have lingered on his opening for a moment. Then he released him. "I need you big guy." He applied a lot of lube in himself and on Sean.
Sean was as careful as usual but Thomas grabbed his ass and pulled him in quickly and hard. "I really need you big guy. Fast and hard."
Thomas shot a huge amount from his chest to his stomach. Minutes later he felt Sean change his rhythm and push in and hold. His face was filled with pleasure. Thomas lowered his legs from Sean's back. Sean came out looking at him in amazement. What had Mike said to him? 'Tonight we'll make love just like it is the first time'.
Thomas pulled Sean down onto him and kissed him lightly. Again with mischief, Thomas looked at him, "Now we both need a shower ... together! Who knows where that might lead?" They did and it did lead somewhere. Hot, very hot.
Sean came out of his sleep with arms around him and a very hard cock moving up and down his crack. The sensation was new to him and quite arousing. As he came more awake, the fear arose with it. He turned to give Thomas a kiss and that broke the contact. Those pleasurable sensations died and so did his bad feelings. But he was still hard and after a quick pee, they eventually lost their erections in a very pleasurable way. They needed yet another shower.
Author's Note There is another chapter written. Hope you enjoyed this one.
Let me know your thoughts on this chapter preecherdave@gmail.com
If you liked this story, you might want to read the others that I have published on Nifty. In particular, Unexpected Change which has had the most positive comments and one of my favourites, Getting My Act Together.
Unexpected Change, Nifty, College, April 16, 2011 Friendship, Nifty, Adult Friends, May 20, 2011 Surprising Last Year at University, Nifty, College, June 9, 2011 Murder Changed My Life, Nifty, Beginnings, July 8, 2011 What is Love?, Nifty, Beginnings, August 31, 2011 Getting My Act Together, Nifty, Adult-Friends, November 10, 2011 Surprised, Nifty, Adult-Friends, January 14, 2012 Surprised Eric and Dave, Beginnings, February 10, 2012 Surprised Graham and Robert, Nifty, Adult-Friends, March 22, 2012 What a Difference a Year Makes, Nifty, Adult-Friends, September 13, 2012 Discoveries, Nifty, Beginnings, November 1, 2012 Introspection, Nifty, Relationships, August 1, 2013