I have had some good news on my health front, it seems that my bladder has an infection that the doctors thought not may have made me incontinent. they think they will be able to fix the problem and end my need to wear nappies, this will make my life so much better. I hate having a wet nappy at school and I don't like putting my hand up in class and asking the teacher if I could go to the nurses office so I could get changed. I feel sorry for eilish who I have become good friends with since I started at all hallows, she can't get is fixed. She has to wear a nappy for the rest of her life and she seems to be ok with it. She is an absolute star in swimming and netball and she wishes she met me at the last regional swimming even and she would have been friends with me straight away.
Bridget still wants me to be her date for her formal and the school, god bless them is allowing her to bring a girl as her date for the night. I am not sure how I would be received by the year 12s at their formal as I am in year 8 and at another school. i eventually told mum about Bridget after she and faith came back from their weekend away, Bridget and I were sleeping in my bed and mum walked in and said hello. Mum and faith are telling me to just go and have fun, it would be a big regret if I didn't go as I might not get an opportunity to go to a formal with a girl that I love so much. It mean that I had go dress shopping and I know mum and faith will help me find the perfect dress, I don't want to be spoilt as it isn't my formal and I want to have a bit of fun and show everyone that Bridget has got her life back together after what has happened to her
I want to get this surgery out of the way so I can ramp up my training for the big swimming comp I am in, my doctor down think it will stop me from going to the swim comp, but I should get it done straight away and he booked it in. He wasn't able to get it booked in straight away, but it was booked in for the next weeks and it might make me miss the formal, the formal is on the Friday night and I am having surgery on the Wednesday. I wanted to go to the formal instead of having the surgery, mum and Bridget vetoed any notion as they thought my health was more important. We were sitting at home talking about the night "I don't want o miss it mum" Bridget hugged me and said "well if you can't go I won't go" this made me cry "no bridge you should go. I don't want you to miss something important for my health" mum took Bridgets hand and spoke to her in private. She came back and decided to go but she wasn't going with anyone
Mum loves Bridget and she seems to think I have found the right girl and I believe I have, I don't want to let go of this one as she seems to more worried about me than her own life. She is in her last year of School and she should be out with her friends. I hope when I reach my last year of school, I will be with Bridget and we will go to my formal together. Eilish spent most of the weekend with me, she really is an awesome girl that doesn't let her condition hold her back and she treats me like a good friend she has had all of her life. If Bridget and I ever do leave each other I would love to see of eolith would date me as I think she is a bit of a spunk and she knows how to make me feel good as much as Bridget does. God I hate loving 2 women at the one time
I checked into hospital on Wednesday morning and waited for my surgery, I really do hope this works as I want to live a normal life. I had a card waiting in my room from my home group at st rites and they are the best bunch of students I would know. I was nervous waiting for my surgery, I didn't want things to go all wrong and make my life worse. But mum kept me sane and assured everything will go ok. Just before I went into the theatre, Bridget visited me. She looked worried and I had be brave and tell her I will be ok. Then eilish came and saw me before the surgery, god she is sweet. She had a card signed by the whole grade and a teddy bear for me when I get out of surgery. She is the best friend I could have
When I woke up from surgery, I found eolith sleeping in the chair in my room, she looked peaceful. She jumped out of the chair when she saw I was awake, she hugged me and said you are ok "I hope I am whats going on" mum and faith raced in and hugged me and said :thank god you are ok" I abiding worrying about what went on in the surgery "someone please tell me whats going on" I asked "honey you were in a coma from a reaction to the surgery, but everything went well" I was in a coma I thought "wait I was in a coma was I close to dying?" They all laughed and said "no honey" I breathed a sigh of relief and asked "where is Bridget" mum held my hand and said "she is in hospital honey. She tried to take her own life after the formal, she was treated pretty badly at the event by everyone" I started to sob and thought not again why does this keep happening
I was released on Sunday and I went to see how Bridget was, her mum wouldn't let me see her as she thought I was a bad friend not being there with her on the night. How could I when I was in hospital in a coma, she didn't know about my condition at the time and she apologised as she has been doing it tough with her daughter in hospital agin. I got home and my sisters smothered me as I walked in the door, I love them so much and they have been a rock for me since my health took a turn for the worse, I feel better knowing I don't have to wear a nappy any more. But for now mum wants me to wear a pull up to bed. I tried to have dinned with the family, but I was so tired I went to bed early. Faith slept with me again like she always does and I have missed her cuddles while I sleep. I can't wait for her and mum to get married soon I know mum is looking forward to it
I had a week off from school to recover, I was happy I didn't wet the bed or wet my pull up I put a pair of blue hipster briefs on to celebrate. I got a visit from eilish during the day as she decided not to got to school, she is beautiful and I am glad I have her as a friend. We laid in my bed for most of the day and she felt uncomfortable most of the day. "Eilish do you need a nappy change" she laughed and said "does it bother you if you change me" I shook my head and went and got a fresh nappy. I took her soaked one off and saw her pussy, it looked so good and ready to eat, her bush was thick and I wanted to run my hand through it. She was waiting and smiling "look I have to confess eilish, I am attracted to you and once I saw that pussy I wanted to lick it" she laughed and said "why don't you I won't bite, but if you do make sure its my clit" I felt her pussy and it was so wet and not just from piss "wait does this mean you" she bit her lip and nodded
I lowered my head and opened up her pussy lips and started licking the inside, god she tasted good and it was worth the wait to ask, she moaned and groaned throughout the whole experience. I inserted a finger into her pussy and started fingering it, it was tight but I could get it in easy. She loved having my finger inside her and I loved that warm feeling. I found her clit and I did as I was told to and I bit on it a little and it sent her over the top, I played with it and made her squirm with vigorous. She wasn't far off her climax and when I started rubbing the tip of her pussy it made her cum faster. When she didn't her juices tasted so good. I kissed her thighs and around her pussy to finish her off and then I remembered she needed a new nappy.
She went and had a showed first and came back and put the nappy on herself, she kissed me and cuddled with me the rest of the day. Before she left she asked me "is that Bridget girl really your girlfriend" I really didn't have an answer for her "yes she is and I hate myself right now: she hugged me and didn't let go "look I would rather have a relationship with you than just a one night stand and ruin our friendship" I felt the same way " I feel the same way, but I don't know what is going to happen to Bridget and I want her to be ok" we hugged and kiss with a Bit of passion "I love you Annie and nothing with stop me from loving you" she left and went home. I cried my eyes out that night
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