Angst

Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not write about frank sexual situations, nor do I have any desire to.

This is a story about teen love and discovery. Still though, it is a gay work of fiction.

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A/N-I'm SO sorry that it took so long for me to update. I hope no one thought that "The End" really was the actually end of the series. That was just the name of the particular episode. Anyways, I hope everyone had a wonderful thanksgiving! Thanks for all the continued support.

"So, you got a pen?" Jade asked.

Alex looked around.

"Aren't you the smart chick?" Alex asked.

"Shut up before I break your other leg," Jade said tapping Alex's cast.

"Ankle. He broke his ankle," I clarified.

"But it feels like my leg," Alex replied.

"Oh shut up you big baby," Krystal said.

I stood up and walked over to Alex's side.

"So, how long do you have to keep this thing on?" I asked.

"Eight weeks," Alex sighed "Unfortunately"

Jade stood up. She knew that the mood shifted.

"Okay, so ah, why don't we go find Gino. Krystal, Adam," Jade said.

Krystal sighed and stood up.

"Whatever," She said.

Adam walked over to me and rubbed my back.

"I'll be right back kay?"

"Sure," I said.

I watched my new boyfriend (I loved saying that) Jade and Krystal walk out of the room and shut the door.

"So, you and Adam huh?" Alex spoke.

"Yeah I guess," I replied.

Alex sat up a little.

"Look, It might take me a little longer than everyone else, but I think I can be cool with you two," Alex said.

"Thanks. It means a lot to me that my best friend is gonna try. I know it's weird," I said.

It grew silent for a little while. Until Alex spoke up.

"So, have you two...you know?" Alex asked.

"I don't know. Have we what Alex?" I asked innocently.

"Oh shit man. Don't make me say it," Alex chuckled, nervously.

Just then there was a knock at the door.

"Yeah," Alex called out.

Alex's doctor walked in along with his parents.

"Hey Brandon," Alex's mom greeted me.

"Hi Mrs. Rodriguez. Mr. Rodriguez," I replied.

"Well Alex, how do you feel?" the doctor asked.

"Well, if you consider the fact that I've been in complete and total agony-"

"Oh you have not," I countered.

"Is anything I tell you gonna get me out of school?" Alex asked.

"Well there's a little bit of good news. You will get to stay home for a few days. But as I've told you before, you'll have to wear this cast for eight weeks," the doctor replied.

"Longest eight weeks of my life, here I come," Alex sighed.

Eight weeks. A lot can happen in eight weeks.

I felt good I had a new boyfriend, my best friend back and cool with me being gay. And there was no more Michelle, thank god.

I had figured out that ultimately, she was the source of major problems.

It was after all Michelle who started the wheels of doubt spinning. I hadn't really done anything "gay" so obviously she was just trying to pray on Alex and Adam's weak doubts.

But now was now. Adam and her had broken up and Jade was as mad at her as I myself was, which meant there wasn't a reason on Earth I was ever gonna have to see her again.

Adam opened a beer, took a swig, then stared at me.

"What's wrong?" he asked.

"Why does something have to be wrong?" I asked.

"Come on. You were my best friend before you were my boyfriend. I know when somethings wrong with you," Adam replied.

That was true. He knew me better than my parents did.

"I was just thinking. There's not really a reason for us to associate with Michelle is there?" I asked as lightly as I could.

Adam rustled around and stood up, walking over to my windowsill.

"It's just that....I already told her we could be friends,"

"Adam!"

"I'm sorry okay. I just don't think it would be practical to stay mad at her. After all while she was cheating on me with Ryan, I was wishing I could be with you," Adam replied.

"Really?"

I never knew that bit. I thought I was the one who wanted him badly.

"Yeah but Adam. Michelle is such a spiteful person. I don't want to see her everyday knowing what she did to both of us," I replied.

Adam walked over to me and put his arms around me.

"Okay. Tell you what, how about tomorrow, we go to school, we don't see Michelle and we just...I don't know....start fresh. A new beginning for the both of us,"

I smiled and leaned in to kiss Adam.

"Okay. As long as it's a good new beginning," I said.

I didn't want something new to begin that would lead to another horrible end.

As I finished saying that, Adam grew closer to my face.

"Uhhh, what?" I asked, somewhat nervous.

Adam just stared into my eyes as I stared back into his luscious green pools of wonder.

"Well, we haven't really made things....official yet have we?" he asked.

"What?"

"You know...."

"It's just....this is all happening so fast. Me being with you, Alex finding out about me....."

"But happening fast in a good way right?" Adam asked.

I suppose...no, I knew that everything that was happening to me was a good thing.

"Well...." Adam reached over to my chest and started caressing it slowly.

"Adam..."

"No one's here right..?"

"Yeah......."

"So..."

I looked over at my open door. I didn't think twice about jumping up to shut and lock it, not wanting to take any chances, before practically jumping on top of Adam.

We started kissing with a feverish lust that we both shared. One that I knew said that Adam wanted me right now as much

as I wanted him.

Adam's lips were warm. And smooth. Not chapped. And if it were even possible, they were better tasting than the first time I'd had them.

I would have been content to just make out with Adam until my lips turned blue from lack of oxygen.

But then there was this weird feeling at the part of my lips. I realized that it was Adam trying to slip his tongue into my

mouth so I allowed it access.

As Adam's tongue swirled around in my mouth, I started to lower my hand slowly towards his zipper so that I could unleash the member I had been dying to see, his what-im-sure-would-be-unbelievably-breathtaking-dick.

Once I was sure Adam didn't care I was doing so, I began to undue his zipper further, until-

"Wait...stop," Adam said suddenly, jumping up.

"What,what?" I asked, almost upset.

"We can't do this.....here...now," he replied.

I stood up.

"What?!"

"It wouldn't be right. Call me a girl, call me a guy, but for you.....I want to wait until it's the right time."

Right time? Any time I was hot and horny would be acceptably fine for me!

But sadly, I was going to have to agree.

"You're right....besides, it's not like anyone can't come home at any second," I replied.

Adam gave me half smile before reaching down to redo his fly.

Dammit! So fucking close!

"I so need to blow off some steam. When the hell is someone gonna throw another party?" Adam asked nonchalantly.

"I can throw one Addy," Michelle replied.

Adam stared at Michelle.

"I thought we agreed to be just friends," Adam said.

"We did. I just-"

"Then don't call me by any pet names you used when we were going out," Adam replied coldly.

Krystal and I stared at Michelle.

"Right. So I just thought, maybe-" Michelle strayed.

Krystal and I looked over at Adam.

"Yeah, but not yet, okay," Adam replied.

"Sure," Michelle replied.

I looped my arm through Adam's and led him away. I didn't want to stay with her anymore.

I was surprised with how cool everyone at school was with Adam and me. Nobody's had picked on us, called us fag's (to our faces) or threatened to beat us up or anything. In fact, several people were treating Adam and me like we were their hero. Like guys would ask who was cuter and girls would ask us which guys they thought we gay.

"So ah, do you think Josh is gay?" Jade asked me slowly.

"What? Isn't he your boyfriend?" I asked.

"Yeah well....so is he gay?"

"I don't think you want my opinion," I said, clearing my throat.

I stood up and tried to make myself busy with something.

"Uh, Brandon!" Jade exclaimed.

I turned around and faced Jade.

"I think the guy's and underhanded perv," I sighed.

Jade unfurled a little.

"Oh,...."

I could tell she was expecting me tell her that Josh was hot. Which he was. But that still didn't change the fact that he was an underhanded pervert.

Jade continued look dejected until her phone rang.

"Hold on," Jade said answering her phone.

"Jade, guess what?" Krystal said.

"What?" jade asked.

"Joe got us on to the list to see Shakin Monkey's!" Krystal exclaimed.

"The who?"

"Shakin Monkey's Jade! Come on, you know: my heart will break, but that girls and all her fake loser things," Krystal sung.

Jade cupped the phone with her hand.

"Krystal got onto the list to see some local band in concert."

"Anyways, it's tomorrow night. So, just be ready kay?"

'Yeah, sure Krys," Jade said.

Jade hung up the phone.

"So I guess Adam is getting that party he wanted," Jade spoke.

"Yeah, Shakin Monkey's too," I added sarcastically.

I wasn't too thrilled for this party. After all, a party on a Wednesday? Please. And who the hell are the freaking Shakin Monkey's?

Anyways, I still had an entire day of school left before the party.

"Who......Shakin Monkey's?" Adam looked confused.

"You guys are so lame. The Shakin Monkey's are only like the best group there is," Joe, Krystal's totally fine Latino boyfriend spoke.

Hey, stop ragging on me for looking at other guys. You'd look at other girls even if you had a girlfriend wouldn't you? That's what I thought.

"And hey, a party's a party right? And no party is complete without the package," Josh added.

"Baby, what's the package?" Jade asked.

Josh, who had apparently forgotten that Jade was here, looked a little dazed.

"You know, the fun," Joe quickly bailed Josh out.

"Right," Jade spoke.

I looked at Joe and Josh with disgust.

What, besides appearance, did Krystal and Jade see in these two?

"Okay so ah, I'll see you later babe," Josh said kissing Jade on the cheek.

Joe did the same with Krystal and the two walked off, laughing and talking together.

"Maybe they're doing it," Adam suddenly said.

Krystal hit Adam on the chest.

"What? I'm just saying," Adam objected.

I continued to stare at the two boys walking down the hallway.

Gay or not, I had a bad feeling about them.

"So.....can you hand me that......thanks......so, you guys are going to a party huh?" asked.

I handed him his left crutch.

"You too Alex," I replied.

"Shit man, with this leg?"

"So how's cripple life? All porn and more porn?" I asked.

"Unfortunately no porn for me since my parents keep taking alternate turns off work so someone can be home with me at all times which completely sucks," Alex replied.

"Well don't worry, I'll be over here tonight as soon as the party's over to give you all the details," I said.

"It's not one of those gay people parties is it?" Alex asked.

"Oh yeah. Pink and purple everywhere. And were all gonna dress up like women and stuff and-"

Alex threw a pillow at me.

"If I could walk, you'd be dead," he joked.

"But you can't," I teased.

It was nice that my best friend and I could talk so openly about my sexuality.

"Well, gotta jet. Be back later," I said standing up.

"Hey, bring me back some hot wings too," Alex requested.

"Okay so girl talk," Jade started.

"What?" I asked.

"Pink pumps or silver pointy toes?" Jade asked holding up two different pairs of shoes.

"I don't know," I said.

"Oh come on. Don't all gay guys have an acute sense of fashion?"

"You've known I was gay since forever. And no, not this guy. I'm as manly as gay guys come," I replied.

If that was saying anything at all.

Jade gave me a funny look, gathered Krystal and the both of them went into her room.

"Were manly gay guys right?" I asked Adam.

I looked over at Adam and noticed him reading Cosmo.

"Did you know that if you ex-foliate everyday, your face gets more pimples?" he asked.

Oh god, my boyfriends a queer.

Ding-dong.

"I'll get it," Adam said.

He stood up and answered the door.

"Oh-" Gino said.

Adam and Gino stared at each other.

"Adam," Gino said stepping inside.

"Gino," Adam replied, stalely.

Adam was about to shut the door when Michelle blocked it, coming out of nowhere.

"Wait!"

Adam turned around.

"Michelle?"

"I'm not too late am I?" she asked.

All three of us stared at her.

"What?" she asked.

"Okay so let's get going," Jade said coming out of her room.

She and Krystal froze when they saw Michelle.

"What?" Michelle asked again.

"Well, were in for a long night," Krystal sighed.

Michelle stepped inside.

"Michelle, what are you doing here?" Adam asked.

"You said that we had to start somewhere right?" Michelle replied.

Everybody continued to stare at her until the doorbell rung again.

"I'll get it," Jade said, answering the door.

"Hey babe," Josh said kissing Jade.

Joe walked in and over to Krystal.

Adam moved over to me.

"She's not serious is she?" he whispered.

"You're the one who gave her the idea in the first place," I replied.

"To be nice. I meant friends at school, only," Adam replied.

"So, everybody ready?" Josh asked.

"Yep, let's go," Krystal spoke exiting with Joe.

Josh and Jade exited holding hands.

Gino, Michelle, Adam, and I all kinda just left kinda awkward. Boy the tension there is strong!

"Okay, so were here," Josh said parking the car.

All of us looked out the window.

"Please tell me that this is just where you decided to park," Jade spoke.

Joe and Josh both laughed.

Ewww. What he hell kinda laughs. Motherfuckers sound like Beavis and Butthead....

"Don't worry babe, it's cool," Josh said getting out.

Adam, Jade, Gino, Krystal, and I all looked at each other with looks of disgust.

"Guys it's okay, seriously," Joe smirked.

"Well, it is a party," Adam reasoned.

"Let's go," I sighed.

Once inside I looked around. First off, from what I could see, which was hard because the air was filled with a lot of what I guessed was marijuana smoke, I knew none of these people.

What kind of atmosphere was this for a group to perform? And secondly-

"Hey baby, what's shakin?" some girl asked me.

"Ah not you," I replied.

"Josh where the heck are these Monkey people at?" Jade asked.

"Don't worry Jade, they're coming," Josh replied.

Adam looked over at the bar.

"Wow, cocaine?" he said.

I looked back.

"Are you ready for the Shakin Monkey's?" some guy yelled.

The crowd went some kind of wild.

When these people started playing their "music" I wanted to die.

"They call this music?" Gino asked.

Of course Josh and Joe were jamming.

"Josh, this isn't fun. I wanna go home," Jade spoke.

"Home? We just got here," Josh replied.

"Adam!" Michelle exclaimed.

Adam looked back. Two guys were manhandling Michelle.

"Hey!" Adam exclaimed.

I watched as he threw the two guys off of her.

Only those two guys had two friends who grabbed Adam.

"Hey!" I exclaimed.

Gino and I stormed the two guys and their friends.

"Jade, your friends are gonna get us kicked out!" Josh exclaimed.

Jade turned around.

"Oh my god, Krystal look!" Jade pointed to all of us fighting.

Gino gave some guy a black eye before giving him another one.

Adam helped me kick two guys asses.

We pretty much beat their asses.

"Hey you okay?" I asked Adam.

"Yeah, ah," his eye was cut.

"Adam, here let me look at-

"No, Michelle, it's fine," Adam said pulling away from Michelle.

"Hey guys, what happened?" Jade asked.

"Come on let's go," I said.

"We need immediate medical attention," Gino joked.

"Adam are you sure you don't want me to-"

"Yeah Michelle I'm sure!" Adam replied, harshly.

Michelle stepped back a little.

"Guy's, where ya going?" Joe asked.

"Josh, drive us home please," Jade asked.

"What and miss the Monkey's?" Josh asked.

Jade crossed her arms.

"Dude, they're about to play Losing Grip," Joe said.

Josh turned around.

"Josh!" Jade exclaimed.

"Babe, come on...." Josh said.

"Come on Jade, well catch a taxi," I said.

This damn party. With those two idiots Jade and Krystal have as boyfriends. Something I did not need.

Michelle watched as Brandon blew on Adam's cut. Something she used to do when Adam got hurt. Adam really was gay now. And lost to her, forever.