Andy and Sean
This is a story of the emerging sexual relationship and adventures of Andy Johnson and Sean Allcock, from both their perspectives. It is fictional, aspirational, and hot.
For more background on how they met, found each other and realized their mutual attraction you can find parts 1 to 4 of a story called "He and I" in the Gay Male — Adult Youth section of nifty.org.
Part 1 of Andy and Sean* is identical to Part 5 of "He and I". So you can follow their developing relationship at either location. *
Suffice to say, Andy, 18, is a recent high school graduate and Sean, 27, was his young teacher and swim team coach, who is now his good friend. They are about to become "friends with benefits," or even more, as Sean drives Andy to Springfield for Andy's college orientation and a weekend of discovery.
My name is Andrew (andrewphil69@gmail.com). People call me Drew. I would appreciate feedback and any suggestions to make these stories even hotter and more, well, satisfying to my readers' needs.
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Part 11 – Some questions and the possible future(s)
Andy:
It was time for me to sort out lust and love. I think I lust after every handsome buffed male I see: in the flesh, in a magazine, in a video. The more endowed they are, the more I lust after them. But love was something else, much more complicated.
I know I have been lusting after Chad, ever since our brief encounter in Springfield. My fantasies include him, and often include both Chad and Sean in a threesome. I realize the absurdity of my imagination, mixing lust with love.
Can they be separated? Can one love without lust? Can one lust without love? As the song goes, "What's love got to do with it?" Can one satisfy one's lust for one person without compromising one's love for another? Can one love, both emotionally and sexually, more than one person at a time? What does it mean to be "faithful?" Full of faith!
I think Sean loves Joyce, but can he love me at the same time? He apparently lusts for us both. Equally? Can he really be bisexual? I know I'm not. I know that a nude, handsome man has a very different affect on me than a nude, beautiful woman. I do appreciate a beautiful woman, and could surely `make love' to one, but it wouldn't be the same. I don't think it would fully take care of my inner urges.
I don't want to lose Sean. If I come on to Chad am I putting at risk my relationship with Sean? Why did he tell me all about minimizing the risks of sex if he didn't expect me to explore? Lots of questions needing lots of answers. I guess I will have to have a man-to-man talk with Sean, or maybe even with Chad, if things progress in that direction.
Which brings me to a stopping point in my journal. Life goes on. Love and lust, satisfying appetites, both emotional and sexual.
If you are interested in my future journeys please email the author ( andrewphil69@gmail.com) and he will consider telling more of the complex relationships of me (Andy) and Sean, as well as Chad and Joyce. When, once more, stories are generated the author will be happy to alert you.
Since the lives of all folks are complex there is ample room to fulfill your own fantasies, so the author is willing to produce stories with you in a leading role, doing what you would like. Try me.
Today is Andy's (and the author's) birthday, April 13th. The author is 46 today, with lots of vivid and explicit memories real and imagined.
Stay hard, Drew