I don't think I need to go into all the legal mumbo-jumbo. Just, if you're not old enough to be reading it, dont read it!! And if your offended, then don't read it!!
As the cold of the winter squeezes through every crack and vacant corner in the house, I couldn't help but look out the window and feel slightly depressed to have no one there to help me keep warm. I thought about how I would never find anyone. But my mind quickly shifted to saying that I was too young, and that I WOULD eventually find someone. And I was right, I was only 15 for gods sakes. I had plenty of time. So I guess I should describe myself now.
My name's Ryan. I'm 5'9", about 135 pounds, reddish-brown hair that always seemed to curl up around my ears and in the back, but remain wavy at the front and top, medium blue eyes, not too buff, but I had some muscle on me...but I seem to have forgotten the most important part. My trademark. Which would be my smile. I can not remember many times that I have not had a smile on my face. Girls would hang around me a lot, because I was "good-looking" or "hot." I wasn't interested in them much because I'm gay! I'm not out to anyone, except for my one good friend, Allyson. Her and I go way back to Kindergarten. She was the one who always had an eye out for me, as I did for her. When I told her I was gay, she got upset at first, because she said that she always pictured us getting married. I felt really bad, but I couldn't change it. She's gotten better with it now and accepted that I can't be "changed back" no matter how hard she tries.
I'm a sophmore, in the more advanced classes. So naturally, I made friends with the upperclassmen. There was one guy in my Anatomy class, Andrew. Oh man, was he gorgeous. At 6'2" and 195 lbs., He had the body of a jock, but he wasn't on any sports teams. He worked out a lot which made him great eye candy for me. He dressed preppy... always had his sandy blond hair spiked up, and green eyes that made you just want to melt. Yeah, I guess you could say I was crushing. Too bad he didn't even notice me. He might have caught me staring at him once or twice, but I don't think he even took consideration that I was falling for him.
So back to me thinking. It was an early December morning, and I had to get up from drinking the piping hot coffee by the window and start to make my way to the bus stop. As I closed the door, I heard the wind howl as I walked down the street with a smile on my face.
All of a sudden, I'm at school. I see Allyson standing outside waiting for me to get off the bus.
"Hey Allyson, whats up girl?"
"Hey Ryan, nothing much is going on with me. I need your notes from yesterday in Algebra 2 class. I was too busy staring at Derek to even write anything down," She said with a dopy grin on her face.
"Suck it up, sister. Quit your drooling. hehe". (I loved teasing her.)
"Shut up! A girl can dream, can't she," she said with a look of hope.
I told her "Alright, I'll let you have the notes, and your little fantasy. But you need to snap back into reality once you're done."
She gave me a smile, and we walked to the first class we had together..... Spanish.
"Hola Ryan y Meghan, como estas?" said Mrs. Rodriguez, our spanish teacher, as we entered the room. We both answered with smiles and 2 "Bien"'s. We sat 2 seats apart from each other, which made it easy for us to talk, but not private whispers. There was always the kid in the middle who kept talking and wouldn't shut up about anything we said. We learned that one the hard way.
So, after Spanish, we split up. She headed to Career Explorations, and I headed to Anatomy with Drew. Man, now I need to snap back into reality. I entered the class, sat in my usual seat and started talking it up with everyone around me. Well, everyone except for Andrew. We haven't really talked. Usually he sat off with his friends on the other side of the room, but today, he was sitting next to me. I wonder why.
Mr.Miller started passing back the test on the human leg. He handed me my test with a "Great job" and a smile. A 98%....not bad. I looked next to me to see that Andrew had failed with a 54%. I looked up at him, trying to hide my grade so that I did not rub it in.
I looked at him and said, "That sucks, man. But dont worry, you'll get better on the next one."
He looked back and said, "Yeah, when pigs fly. This is the only class I'm having problems in. And I want at least a 'B' in this class, so that I don't have a 'C' at all in high school so that colleges can look at that."
I pulled my head away from my paper. "You know, if you need help, you could always ask me. I really wouldn't mind helping someone else out with anatomy." as I flashed him my test score.
He looked down at the paper, and then back at me in shock saying, "DAMN, how did you get that? I know, you had to sleep with Mr.Miller."
I looked up at him saying, "If I had to sleep with him, it would have had to been a 200%. He's so gross."
We both laughed, followed by him saying, "Well, if you really think that you can help me, I'll take it."
I told him,"Sure. Just pick me up after school and we'll go to the park and I'll teach you."
Then he said something that I thought would never happen. "You know, it's really cold out. I think we could either go to my house, or we could head to yours so that we don't freeze our asses off!"
I told him," Sure, why not. Meet me outside and I'll point out where I live, and then we can head there. My parents won't be home until 12 tonight, so at least we won't have to deal with them." I WAS SO HAPPY!
He gave me a smile and told me it was a deal.
I walked out of Anatomy feeling so happy and like I was walking on water. Just thinking of me and Andrew being together in my house made me smile from ear to ear. I don't want to ruin things between us, so I won't be my normal flirtacious self just yet.
The end of school took way too long. Each second felt like an hour. As the last bell of the day rang to let us out, I bolted out of the classroom, ran to go get my books, sprinted outside to where I saw Andrew standing there with his keys in his hand, motioning for me to to get in the car with him. I pointed out where I lived. We listened to music on the way there.
As we finally got there, we both opened the door, got out, and he followed me up the stairs to my front door. We walked into my house together. I led him up to my room where we could study quietly. He laid on my bed, as I took the chair to the computer. He opened up his anatomy book and looked confused. I taught him a little about the leg. Starting at the fillanges(toes) and I ended up at the patella(knee cap). He seemed to have understood it more. I told him it was time for a break. I went into the kitchen to get us both something to drink.
As I returned, I noticed him through the crack in my door, opening my drawer's finding my boxers, and holding up the crotch area to his nose and smelling the spot. I have to admit, not only was I turned on, I was also happy that he was gay. And not to mention that from his actions, he might have actually liked me. And I thought that he didn't notice me.
I went back downstairs slowly and quietly and returned up the stairs this time louder so that he had the chance to put everything away before I made my way up. I opened the door to find him still on my bed with a blushed face and a semi-hard dick showing through his pants. I only glanced, trying not to make myself ovbious.
I gave him his drink, and he smiled back at me and began to drank. I went back to teaching him. I started to explain the femur, and he just wasn't getting it. So I started to do a little demonstration. I walked over to him, placed my hand on his thigh, and told him that the bone in the center of his thigh was his femur. He looked at me happy and redder than ever. I looked down to see that he now had a visible hard on in his pants.
I looked back up and just gave him a smile and a wink. He didn't take his eyes off of mine, and neither did I. So, I decided to take over. I then told him, "You know, I think that you might need help figuring out the where the maxilla is. Maybe I should help." With that, I pushed him back onto my bad, and placed my lips on his. He didn't try and push me off, but instead kissed back. I pulled myself off of him, and gave him a smile. He looked back at me in shock and said," I didn't know that you were gay, like me. Since the beginning of this year, I'm not sure if you noticed, but I was always staring at you, and always thought how beautiful you were." I looked at him wondering how he could just confess to me like that, that he was in love with me. Man, was I happy.
"Truth is, I didn't even think that you knew I existed. And I thought you might have noticed me staring at you. You are so gorgeous. I would think everyday what it would be like for us to be together. And when I'm having one of the few bad days that I do have, I would think of that and it would put the smile back onto my face." I just blurted out what I could think of. It was true though.
He looked up at me and said, "I think I'm going to need more anatomy demonstrations. hehe"
I looked at him and said, "Anytime you want babe."
To be continued...
So there's chapter one. Any questions and/or comments, email me at discool424@yahoo.com.