An Ever-Growing Wonder Ch.3
This story is pure fiction and is not intended to imply anything About the true sexuality of the reader. This story contains sexual Contact between to underage males if this is illegal to read where You live then please hit the back button now!! Everything in this Story is made up, the names and people are fake: they are not Real! Please do not copy or paste this anywhere else, but please feel free to email me kidd_02012@hotmail.com -------------------------------------------------------------- Cole Allen Dunham-15 Devin Nicholas Faden -16 Stephanie Dunham-15 (Cole's Twin) Dylan Dunham- 12 (Little brother deaf) John Dunham-35 (father, Bioengineer) Susan Dunham-33 (Mother, New column writer) Raymond Faden- 40 (Devin's father, Mechanic) ------------------------------------------------------
I'm still an emotional mess come Monday, I spent all day Sunday in my room not really coming out, only to grab a bite to eat and that's it. I drop to the floor to do some sit ups, and push ups. After I do my fast reps, I run to the shower, I don't really mess around much I just wash myself up and hair and get out.
I avoid Stephanie, and being alone with her so she can't interrogate me as to why I was held up in my room all day. I run into Dylan on my way to the kitchen. He asks what's up.
I just shake my head, and he nods. Mom is in the kitchen making pancakes, "Hey sweetie are you feeling better?"
"Yeah a little bit." I lie. I told her yesterday I just felt like crap as to why I didn't participate in any family things. The truth is I feel like crap, just I don't know how Jordan is going to be, and I don't know what to say to Devin when I see him.
Stephanie comes in and shoots me a look, I just cast my eyes down, and start to eat. "Feeling better Cole?" she asks.
I just nod my head, and chew my food. "That's good I was going to suggest mom take you to the Doctor if you weren't feeling better." She says smiling.
"Stephanie, that is considerate to look out for your twin." Mom chimes in even though she doesn't see the smile Steph has on.
"Thanks, sis, but I feel much better." I say sarcastically.
I hear Jordan pull up like clockwork, I say goodbye to everyone, and get out of there. Jordan is well smiling and waiting for me when I get out of the house. She is smiling when I reach the door.
"Hey sexy." She says kissing me on the lips.
I kiss her back, and I instantly notice that its not the type of kiss that I crave for more as I did with Devin. "Hey babe." I say.
"I missed you so much yesterday; Stephanie said you were feeling under the weather?" She asks.
I nod my head, as she starts to drive us to school, "Yeah, felt like crap all day. I didn't really get out of bed." I tell her, and that was the truth, well except the part I climbed on our roof to watch the stars, but I never told anyone about that.
She starts groaning about finals coming up, "I don't want to take them at all! It isn't fair I am a senior, we should have the right to not take them!"
"Even so, I know you will do good on them you are really smart babe." I say trying to play the ever supporting boyfriend.
She puts a hand on my leg, "Thanks, that's why I love you so much! So I was thinking I will probably go to UCF in the fall so we could still be together, plus I mean I will be turning eighteen as well. Plus you will be turning sixteen soon which I can't wait. I mean we are going to have an amazing summer babe." She says.
"Jord, why did you even go out with me? I mean I am just a freshman, and like you pointed out I am fifteen. You are crazy beautiful and smart, and a senior?" I ask.
She laughs as she parks the car in the parking lot, "Cole I love you, I don't know when you picked up my books at the beginning of the school year you were so sweet, and I watched you run in cross country, and play basketball. Plus you never looked at me like I was a piece of meat like other guys. Plus you are a crazy good baseball player, but that's not the reason I am dating you. You are sweet, and kind. Why are we ok?" she asks.
"No we are fine." I say trying to smile at her and mean it.
"Good." She says, and straddles me in the passenger seat, and kisses me on the lips.
I kiss her back, and she lets her hands roam over me, I don't know why but I get into the making out with her letting my hand go up her shirt, and pull her into me. I feel her slide her hand down my basketball shorts and grab my dick, and I moan a little as she starts to massage it.
I let my hand run up her skirt, gliding it across her thong, but I can't make myself do anything else but that, with one hand still on my dick she raises my shirt up with the other one running her hand over my four pack.
There is a knock on the passenger window by my head, and I jump, and she pulls her hands from my shorts, and scoots back into her seat. I look over to see who knocked on the window and it's Jeff.
He has this huge grin on his face, "Sup guys?" he asks winking.
This causes Jordan to sigh and roll her eyes, "But you really need to get rid of him." she says.
I laugh, "Can't darling that's my best friend." I say readjusting myself before I open the door.
I kiss her goodbye and get out of the car, I high five Jeff, and asks what's up. He laughs, and wipes his hand on my skirt, "Dude I don't want her stuff all over my hands!"
I laugh, "What did you do this weekend?" I ask.
He shrugs, "Went to a party got so drunk and had sex with this random chick. Not really just went got drunk and made out maybe messed around but I didn't know her well. What about you I tried calling you."
"I was at Jordan's Friday and Saturday I spent working on a project with Devin, and I felt like crap yesterday." I say.
"You let Devin the homo into your house?" he asks looking at me.
I give him a look, "Since when are you bashing on him?"
"Dude, one he is taller than you, and if he wanted to rape you, you wouldn't have a chance of fighting him off. Plus he might have an STD, you don't know anything about him man." He says looking at me concerned.
I throw up my hands, "Jeff are you serious? Devin has never done anything to you! You don't even know if he is gay. You don't know anything about him."
"Well he has never denied that he likes the cock! You know what they say about why his teeth are so white, come on man he is weird he wears skinny jeans in the middle of summer, and he wears slim fit shirts, and hangs out with that goth chick Jenni. He is weird." Jeff says.
It's starting to annoy me so bad, "Really cause when he came over to my house he was wearing jeans normal ones and a collard shirt! So what he hangs out with goth Jenni I hang out with you and Jordan hates you!" I say.
"Why are you getting so offended?" Jeff asks.
"Because I am so sick of people telling me who I can be friends with I have Jordan in one ear about you, and you in my ear about Devin, and me and him aren't even friends! We are just doing this stupid project." I yell at him and walk off.
I grab my history book from my locker slamming the door shut and walk to class. I'm not even in a great mood, and I don't even want to see Devin's smirk on his face when he comes waltzing in the door.
I sit and wait impatiently as more kids file into the classroom I see Jeff walk in and he makes eye contact with me, but I break it to let him know that no I'm still mad at him. So he goes and sits next to Melissa, and goes right into conversation with her.
I am still waiting for Devin to walk in when the bell rings, Coach is still reading the news paper, so I take out my phone and text Devin asking him where he is.
"Mr. Dunham care to give me the phone for the rest of the period?" Coach asks.
I didn't even realize he was standing over me, I just sighed and handed over the phone, "Sure." I tell him.
This spawns a lecture, "Class I know this is the age of technology, but when that bell rings you are on my time. Now Mr. Dunham I am going to use you as an example. I am not going to turn his phone into the office. I am going to keep it for the class period, but in return Mr. Dunham here has to give me one hundred push ups." He says.
I just shake my head; this day couldn't get worse for me. "Sure coach where at?" I ask.
"Well right here in front of the classroom, as I said you are the example." He boasts.
I bite my tongue and get up in front of the classroom, and start doing push ups. You would have though he would have counted for me but no. Instead he started the lesson. Even though I could feel all eyes on me, and I could guarantee that no one was paying attention to coach.
I was knocking the push ups out, but once I got to forty it started to burn a little to much, I was slowing down. I looked up and caught Jeff's eye. He just shook his head and said that sucks, and gave me thumbs up. It wasn't the fact that my arms were burning it was having them burn and listen to coach drone on about stupid history, that and I couldn't focus on it when I was wondering where Devin was.
The door opens to the classroom and Devin finally strolls in. I can tell by the Chuck Taylor, that and the skinny jeans. I glance up and he is watching me smiling, he is wearing a long sleeved shirt, and all I could think is that its ninety degrees out and he is comfortable in a long sleeve shirt.
"Glad you could join us Mr. Faden." Coach says putting out a hand for the note Devin had.
"Aww shucks Coach I wouldn't miss a Monday morning without you." He says smiling.
Coach reads the note, "Sit down Devin before I have you doing push ups down here with Dunham."
I shoot coach a dirty look, but he doesn't see it. "Well coach as great as that sounds I will sit down, I wouldn't want to put Cole down and show him up in front of the class."
This actually doesn't make me laugh, as it did the rest of the class. I just ignored them, and finished up the push ups. I finally got off the floor and made my way to my desk, my arms feeling like spaghetti, "Wouldn't mind being on top of you on the floor." Devin whispers in my ear.
"Oh wait, that's right you are straight. But was worried as to why I wasn't in class." he adds.
I just ignore him as well, even though when he said that he'd like to be on top of me I had a flash of us together on the floor, but I quickly ended that before I got hard in the middle of class.
Finally the class ended, and I went to get my phone from coach, "Don't pull it out in my class again!" he says.
I take the phone and get out of the room. I check my phone and Devin did reply. Saying he had to take care of something real quick.
I grab an apple from the cafeteria, and head over to where Jordan is to surprise her from behind and hug, and kiss her. I am almost behind here when I hear her and Mandy talking.
"It was intense like I was so close to taking his virginity, he is so cute laying there naked and not knowing what to do. He has this little four pack going on its so funny and cute on his little frame, but he has a nice dick! I was impressed! So we are about to actually do it and he freaks out! I mean like freaks the fuck out on me and scoots out from under me and to the corner of my bed like a little kid and starts to cry!" she tells Mandy.
I hear Mandy laugh, "OMG! That is crazy! So he has a big dick? I can't imagine what you felt when he freaked out on you, what did you do? I would have been like um we are fucking weather or not you want to! Have you talked to him about it? I mean he doesn't try and touch you at all like that?"
"MANDY that would have been rape if I made him have sex with me! His dick is bigger than Marcus's, who knew what he was doing and sucked at having sex. No I haven't really talked to him about it, but I am going to try again, maybe pressure him into it. He is just so innocent, he looked so innocent naked with me. I do forget how young he is sometimes. Yeah he had his hand up my skirt this morning, so maybe he was just waiting for my go ahead." Jordan tells her.
"Or maybe he is a short faggot." Mandy says giggling.
Jordan laughs at this too, "I thought that too, until this morning." She sees Mandy's face who has stopped laughing and is now looking at me.
Jordan turns around and gets up, "Cole.."
I am so mad, and hurt that I just look at her, "Don't say anything. I think you said enough." I tell her and drop the apple and take off.
I feel her grab my arm and I am fighting not to cry, "Cole wait please." She begs.
I break her grip from my arm, "Jordan, leave me the FUCK alone." I scream at her.
I know I shocked her and Mandy, because both of their jaws are open. If anyone know me, they know I don't cuss at all no matter how upset I am, but I couldn't get it through her self-absorbed head to leave me alone.
I take off back into the halls, and once I am far enough from people, I lean against the wall and fall to the ground, and cry. I don't even know why I am crying for the fact that Jordan said that crap, or that I am gay.
I feel someone sit next to me, and I tell them to leave me alone, but they put their arm around me. I recognize Stephanie's perfume, and I lean into her. "Cole what's going on?" she asks.
I just cry, and I finally choke out, "I'm gay."
"What?" she asks. Now sitting in front of me she takes my face in her hands, "Cole what did you say."
"I'm gay, and I am falling apart." I tell her.
I figure she will leave, and tell me that I can't be gay, but she just hugs me. "Bubba it will be okay. Come on lets get the hell out of here today." She says pulling me up to my feet.
We find ourselves at a McDonalds, which is ironic since the only time we ever go to one, is when we are sad, and hurt. We ordered a large fry and two large drinks. We find a booth in a corner.
I eat a fry, and use a napkin to wipe away the snot from my nose. I don't want to look at Stephanie in the eye I am scared to see what she thinks.
"Cole, we have to talk about this." She says.
I look up at her, my twin we have the same green eyes, but I am sure mine are bloodshot, and puffy. "I know, but I don't know what else to say."
"How do you know, you are gay?" she asks.
I take a deep breath, "Because Jordan tried to have sex with me Friday night, and I completely freaked out, and cried on her. I couldn't have sex with her. The sad thing is she is totally hot, and every freaking freshman boy wants to have sex with my girlfriend if she is even that. I heard he telling Mandy about what happened and they laughed and said crap. I ended up cussing at her to get her to leave me alone."
"Okay so you don't want to have sex with Jordan, I don't blame you, you could catch something from her!" Stephanie says.
I groan, "No you don't understand". I pull out my wallet and throw my fake ID at her.
"Where'd you get one at? I have been trying to get one for awhile now! So what does this prove?"
"I was at the gay club down town, the night you caught me coming back into the window. I took the Xterra and drove to the club. I met a guy and we made out, and it was incredible, but I freaked out because I saw Devin and he saw me." I say.
"Wait as in gay Devin?" she asks.
I roll my eyes, "Yes as in skinny jean wearing Devin. We made out a lot Saturday in my room. I got upset at him cause he said I was gay, and I was denying it, and I was and I really like him." I say.
She holds up her hand, "Okay, you made out with Devin in your room, that's so not fair he is so cute, but gay...but still you made out in your room. Do you realize Dylan, me, or mom could have walked in on you two?"
I sigh, "Yes I am aware of that. I couldn't help it I never kissed someone and felt like that ever." I tell her blushing a little.
"Aww my little brother is blushing, because he is crushing." She teases.
"We are twins! I am not your little brother!" I say.
She laughs, "Yes you are. I was born three minuets before you. So what do you plan to do now?" she asks.
"I plan to eat these horrible fries, and I don't know, but it feels so good to tell someone finally this was killing me!" I say eating a fry.
I feel my phone vibrate, I really don't want to check it, because I figure it will be Jordan for the millionth time.
Devin [Where are you?]
Me [Stephanie and I left.]
Devin [oh, I was looking for you....I heard what happened in the quad. Jenni over heard it all]
Me [Great...I bet she is having a fun time with my humiliation.]
Devin [No, not really. She thinks it's great someone finally told Jordan off, I heard you even let slip a cuss word.]
Me [Yeah I did. She wouldn't let go of my arm, and it kind of hurt. I am not proud that I cussed I never cuss.]
Devin [I believe you used FUCK right?]
Me [Yes that would be the word.]
Devin [You dirty, dirty boy.]
Me [ I admitted that I am gay to Stephanie]
Devin [Congrats, what made you finally admit it?]
Me [I would rather talk about this face to face.] Devin [Tell you what leave a window open and I will come visit you tonight after my shift at the club.]
Me [You will?]
Devin [Yup, but we are just talking don't think I am coming to confess my love for you and have the most amazing sex you will ever experience in your life]
Me [I didn't think any of that! And I am fine with being a virgin.]
"COLE! Pay attention to me when I talk!"
I snap up from the texts, "Sorry."
She snags a fry, "I want you to know I am proud, that you finally came to terms with being gay, but what do you plan to tell mom and dad? What about Dylan?"
I let out a sigh, "I don't really know right now. I wasn't going to even think of coming out to mom, or dad just yet. I am just coming to terms myself. I am not ready to throw the closet door open and come out yelling I'm gay!"
This makes her laugh, "See this is the twin I miss. The goofy smiley one no matter what you decided I will have your back. What about Dylan?"
"I will tell Dylan eventually probably way before mom and dad. All this is just new to me as well, and I still need to deal with Jordan." I say.
"Okay well let's just put all the stress aside, So have you done anything else with Devin? Have you seen him without a shirt on?" She asks excitedly.
I blush, "No I haven't ok, I am still very much a virgin, but he does kiss amazingly."
She laughs, "I have heard he is ripped, and has a tattoo of like a pentagram on his hip or something, or so I heard."
I roll my eyes, "No its not a pentagram. I have seen the tattoo it says "Cause I stole your soul You said I`d never be able" its really neat. I don't know how you get a pentagram out of it but its on his hips."
"How do you know where it's at?" She asks.
"Because after we ate, he stretched out on my bed and his shirt rode up a little."
We finish our fries, and we head out to the park. We used to come here in junior high all the time. We would have so much fun, but that seemed so long ago when stuff wasn't as complicated as it is now.
"Hey Steph."
"Yeah Cole?" She asks sitting in the swing set.
"Do you have a guy you like?" I ask sitting next to her.
She swings back and forth for a bit, "Yeah I do have a crush on someone, but before you ask it's not going to happen because he doesn't even see me."
I don't ask anything else, I know Stephanie like I know myself. When we don't want to talk about it we have our signs that we make clear that it's not up for discussion. "I miss coming here a lot." I say.
We swing for a bit more, before it starts to get dark, and we both suggest we head home at the same time and we laugh at ourselves. "Jinx you owe me a drink." Stephanie laughs at me, "Plus you need to point me to the guy that made your fake ID I really need one. Me and a few friends want to go clubbing."
The walk home was fun I missed me and her talking; I mean we did tell each other everything. I guess having a twin was probably the best thing I could imagine, "Do you think I am cute?" I ask.
"I am not answering that! Cole you're my brother and I know I am, we look alike except you have short hair and well different parts between your legs." She laughs.
I laugh with her, "Sorry, I am just insecure about my size."
"Don't be. You are cute."
We made it home just in time for dinner, it was an actual enjoyable one. Our dad was home and joined in the conversation. Maybe it's always been this enjoyable lately, and I have just been to caught up in my own personal confusion. Even Dylan was keeping up in conversation and making jokes back and forth with us. Even after dinner we stayed at the table and talked and laughed, eventually we all went our separate ways to our rooms.
I check the clock its already ten, and I am wiped from all the mental stress today so I strip down to my boxers, and crawl into my bed pulling the sheets up, I check my window and its open just in case Devin does stop by which I doubt he will since it's already so late.
I feel something moving, on my bed I don't open my eyes I just roll over towards the wall. Hell it could be Stephanie looking for something in my room she needs. I roll towards the wall but hit something else, its warm. I open my eyes and I see a silhouette.
I start to thrash to fight off the sheets, when a hand reaches out, "Calm down, its just me."
"Devin?" I ask.
"No the tooth fairy. Yes me, I told you I would be by tonight."
I lay back down on my back and look over at him, I reach for my phone and turn the night light app on, I see that its one am. I look at Devin and he looks sleepy. "How long have you been here?"
He stretches, and I can feel his body along mine, "About forty minutes give or take some."
"Why didn't you wake me up sooner?" I ask.
He smiles, "I liked watching you sleep, it was cute."
I just smile and he runs a hand down my face, and over my chest. "You scared the heck out of me though." I tell him.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean too. Just you were so comfortable asleep I couldn't help but just watch you." He says moving closer to me.
I move to kiss him, and he lets me. Our lips meet and its what I have been craving all day. I part my lips to let his tongue slip in my mouth. I crave his kiss like I need air. I pull him over me so he is on top of me, and we never break the kiss.
I feel his smooth hands pull the sheet away from my body, and I let him. I take his shirt off, so I can feel the warmth of our skin contact. As soon as his shirt is off he hits my phone, leaving the room dowsed in moonlight.
"Why did you do that?" I ask.
He kisses me again, and I melt into it. I feel his warm skin on my chest, and I cant help but get hard. I whimper as he presses into my body, I place his hand on my chest, letting him no its okay for him to explore, that I want him to touch me.
I push into him with my hips and he pushes back, I wished he wasn't wearing pants. I feel my hard on press into him and I moan. He kisses my neck, and down to my chest. I never felt so alive, as if every nerve in my body was being electrified. He kisses my jaw, and kisses my lips again.
He grinds into me and I grind back, and its way more than I can take. I moan out as I star to cum in my boxers. It doesn't stop him from kissing me harder, and grinding into me, and I twitch from the best orgasm I ever had.
The realization hits me of what just happens and I break the kiss off. I'm breathing heavily, and Devin pulls back and asks what's wrong. I don't say anything I feel the heat rise up in my face, and I am glad he put the night light out.
"Did you?" He asks.
"I'm sorry." I gasp out before I start to cry, and I try and get off the bed, but he stops me by hugging me from behind.
"It's okay baby. It happens nothing to be ashamed of your still trying to gain control over your hormones." He whispers in my ear.
This doesn't reassure me, "You're the same age as me, and you don't cream your boxers!" I say in between sobs.
He kisses the back of my neck, "I am sixteen, I am a year older than you, just because I am in the same grade you don't realize I am older. No I don't cream my pants I also have been sexually active for a long while, where you haven't. it's ok babe I promise."
"I didn't know you were sixteen, I thought you were fifteen like me." I say.
"There is a lot about me you don't know." He says kissing my neck again.
I get off the bed "I need to go change...." I whisper walking over to my closet and grabbing a pair of clean boxers, I head to the bathroom.
Once I shut the door I flip on the light, and sure enough I cummed a lot. I peel off the sticky boxers, and grab a rag and clean myself off. Once I am satisfied I cleaned the cum off enough, I slip my boxers on and head back into my room. I am still blushing as I get back in bed.
"Are you going to stay the night?" I ask.
He shakes his head, "No, but I am going to stay until you fall asleep if that's ok."
I curl into him, "Devin, what are we?"
He puts an arm over me, "We are just two boys right now. Cole I wont lead you on I am not your boyfriend, and I don't know if we ever will be. Maybe we can be, but your also new to being gay, and I shouldn't have did what I did earlier, just I do like you a lot. But you are still confused and I wont confuse you more by doing this again." he says.
"But I like you too." I mumble out.
"Well maybe we can be official, but not tonight. You have some things to work out, and I will be there to help, and maybe when your comfortable enough we will take the next step, but you need to figure out what you want me or Jordan." He says kissing my head.
"Ok, but will you still come over like this, minus the umm accident?" I ask.
He laughs, "yeah I will come over but no more making out!" he says.
I let a little moan of disapproval out, and I fall asleep to the sound of his heartbeat, I know when I wake up he will be gone.