Standard Disclaimer applies. Don't read this if you are not over the legal age of the area you habitate. Also, this is entirely a work of FICTION. It is in no means the truth about Kevin Richardson, just wishful thinking on the part of the author.
One quick shout out - Edna Mae thanks for the continued support. You keep me on my toes.
Sorry for the long delay, I have been on vacation for the past month in Europe and just got back last week. Hope everyone enjoys and please feel free to write back. Onward and upward...
Always and Forever Chapter 5
I awoke to the sun pouring through the bedroom window. Kevin's arms were holding me close to his body. I can also feel something poking me in the small of my back. I smile as I gently turn over to face my sleeping beauty. Kevin remains asleep as I just stare at him. He is sleeping so peacefully. It takes all of my strength to resist not jumping on top of him and make love to him. I gently trace his strong muscles with my fingertip. He doesn't stir. I glance over his shoulder to see the alarm clock read 6:45. An idea flashes in my mind as I slowly disentangle myself from his embrace. I get out of bed and run to the kitchen. I start the coffeepot, then turn to start breakfast.
I reach into the refrigerator and pull out the bacon and orange juice. I reach for a glass and pour myself some OJ before I start frying the bacon. As the smell of bacon start to waft through the house, I notice that the coffee is ready as well. I start mixing ingredients together letting my mind wander to the things that I have to do today. I don't want to go and meet with Jana. I know that I have to go and reach some kind of closure on this issue. But why does it have to happen so quickly after I've met Kevin. Of course, talking about quick...what about my relationship with Kevin? I've only known him for hardly 48 hours and he is spending the night in my bed. Do I love him in this short an amount of time? Can he love me in this amount of time? Why am I second-guessing myself? All of these things are running rampant in my mind as I realize the bacon is extra-crispy. 'Oops, well at least I didn't burn it,' I think to myself. Reaching back into the fridge, I find the eggs. Trying to keep my concentration on cooking, I try to place all of my questions to the back of my mind, but they keep emerging louder than ever. Finally, after getting the eggs scrambled and in the pan to cook, I allow myself to be honest with myself.
With a cup of coffee in hand, I sit down and try to answer the questions I've been evading since I woke up. I know that I feel something for Kevin. He has filled a space in my heart that has been vacant for a year. I haven't felt this way since Jana. Ok, but is it too soon? Have I rushed things with Kevin? Was last night a way of trying to avoid Jana? Why can't my mind just be quiet for two minutes? As I sip on my coffee and stir the eggs, I realize Kevin and I need to slow down. Now how do I gracefully broach this topic without hurting Kevin's feelings? With determination, I decide it's not something I can deal with after only one cup of coffee. 'I'll think about things after the meeting.'
With that settled in my mind, I decide it is time to wake Sleeping Beauty. I walk into the kitchen and refill my coffee cup and fill a second for Kevin. I carefully traverse back to the bedroom and open the door. The sight before me makes me smile broadly. Apparently in my absence Kevin decides to make himself at home. As I set the coffee cups on the nightstand, I look at him. He has taken the liberty of stretching over the entire bed, basically spread eagle over my king-size bed. I lean down over him and lightly kiss his lips, nothing. Thinking there has to be nice way of waking him up, I decide why be nice. I walk into the bathroom and fill a cup with cold water. Coming back into the bedroom, I think I should give him a second chance before dousing him with water. I lean over again and kiss him. Still nothing. "Kevin, I hate to do this but it's time to get up," I say out loud before I toss the water in his general direction.
Kevin sits up in bed and screams, "Brian, Nick, I'm going to kill you!" He does not realize until I start laughing that it was me.
"Sorry about that Kevin, but it seemed like the only way to get you out of bed. Seems like it's not the first time for that to happen either," I giggle before I hand him his cup of coffee.
With a scowl on his face, he drinks his coffee without even acknowledging I'm speaking to him. Finally he says, "Well, at least you have the decency to bring a peace offering with you."
"I may be mischievous, but I'm not hateful," I laugh out.
"Mischievous, huh? We'll have to see about that," he smirks at me.
"You might find out about that side of me if you're really nice. Come on, breakfast is almost ready."
"What no 'good morning kiss'?"
"You've already had three, but you were asleep so you couldn't enjoy them," I say as I exit the room.
"Those don't count."
Soon after the witty repartee exchange, Kevin finds his way into the kitchen. As he is refilling his coffee cup, I walk up behind him and place my hands on hips and lean up to give him a kiss on the cheek. "Good morning."
"It's about time. I've been waiting all morning for that."
"Oh, shut up. Breakfast is getting cold." I say as I walk to the small table and set our plates down. He follows carrying the insulated coffee carafe. He leans over and fills my cup and sits down. "Thank you, dear."
"No problem, honey bun." He smiles at me that genuine smile that melts my heart.
As we start eating, there is a quiet around the house - a very comfortable quiet. Soon Kevin looks at me and asks, "So what is on the agenda for today?"
"Well, I have some business to tend to at the office, but other than that I'm free," I smile at him.
With a worrisome look he questions, "Yeah, you do. Are you ready?"
"Yes and no. I keep wondering what she wants. I can't keep my mind from wondering. Does she want to bury the hatchet? Or does she want me back? Of course, that is not an option at this point in my life."
"What if we never would've met? Would you've went back to her?"
"I don't know. I don't think so. But that is irrelevant. I do have you, and I don't want to think of my life without you."
"Pete, I know that my life would be so empty without you. I was so lonely before you came into my life. I know that we have fell into a rather comfortable situation in a short span of time. I hope that you are comfortable with that."
"Kevin, I've thought about that as well, but can we talk about that after my meeting with Jana?"
"Of course."
"Besides, I would've never believed that you were lonely. You have four great friends that are basically your brothers."
"Yeah, the guys are great. But, emotionally I was lonely. I couldn't just go out and date anyone. It's hard. I was so lonely, and I met you and everything fell into place. You filled a void in my life that has been empty for a very long time. You remember when you said our backgrounds were so similar? You were right. Not just about our childhood, but about relationships as well," he said remembering the pain of the past.
"Kevin, I am so sorry. We have never talked about this. I just thought I was the only one who has ever had a bad break-up. I was so consumed in my own problems that I never thought you could've went through the same thing."
"I know how you feel. It was a long time ago, and I didn't bring it up because I didn't want to relive that pain or burden you with my heartaches."
"Kevin, you and are friends above anything else. Our relationship is a bonus. And as friends you are could never burden me with anything. I want to be a part of your life, whatever is in the past is in the past, but if you are hurting I want to ease the pain."
"I am so lucky to have found you. You are so loving and caring, you are truly a great friend as well as boyfriend. You love me for who I am. I can't say that about all of my friends."
"Well, I say we are lucky to have found each other. And, I don't care who you are, where you're from, what you do, as long as you love me." I sang to him.
"Oh, really now" he says laughing at my serenade.
"Really, as long as you are you, I couldn't care if you were a street rat. I didn't fall in love with Kevin from BSB. I fell in love with Kevin Richardson the man who is in a popular music band. But, take all of that away and all that's left is you and my love."
"I don't deserve you."
"Yes, you do. Because I love you, more than any words can describe. Kevin, I fell in love with you. Love is not a matter of deserving it. It's a gift from God. He has allowed us to find each other, and I thank Him for that with every heartbeat."
"God, I love you, too. There's nothing that I want more than to spend the rest of my life with you."
"I feel the same way." I say as I lean across the table and kiss him, "But now we have to get ready."
"We have one small problem," he says with a frown.
"What?"
"I don't have any clothes to wear. I don't want to go into your office looking like a slob."
"You look fine, but if your worried I'm sure we can find something in my closet you can wear. And no matter what you do, you could never look like a slob. You're pretty anyway you look at it." I say as I bat my eyelashes at him.
"Oh, you are so gonna get it." He says with a smile on his face. "Pretty, huh?"
"Go get dressed before we're late."
"Alright, I'm going, I'm going" he says as he leans down for a quick kiss.
I start cleaning up the kitchen and thinking about the conversation we just had. It scared me that we were already talking about the future, but yet it comforted me in a way as well. I finished in the kitchen and walked to bedroom to get myself ready. As I walked in the door, I could hear the shower running. I quickly pulled out some clothes for Kevin and myself and laid them on the bed. As I finished laying out the clothes, Kevin walked out of the bathroom with only a towel wrapped around his waist. I stood there and stared at him as the water droplets rolled their way down his sculpted torso. I had to visibly shake myself out my daze. "You ok?"
"Yeah, just having indecent thoughts that I wish we had time to entertain," I say as I walk by him.
"We could make time," he grin slyly at me.
"You wish, buddy." I grab his towel and run into the bathroom and shut the door.
"Hey!!"
"Is that the best you can come back with?" I say through the locked door.
"You just wait, I'll get you my pretty." He says in his best witchy voice.
"I'm scared now." I laugh.
"You should be. Shower before were late."
"Ok, Ok, I'm goin' already." I say as I turn on the water and step into the shower.
After shaving and showering and all of those important things were done, I turned off the water and stepped out of the shower. I grabbed my towel and dried off. I quickly walked out of the bathroom into an empty bedroom. I walked over the bed and start to get ready. When all of a sudden I found myself facedown, pinned by a heavy weight to the bed. Then the torture really began, Kevin, I assumed, started tickling me. I writhed under the weight trying to escape the onslaught of tickling only to find that my way was being blocked. I looked up and my dearest sister was holding me down, while Kevin was attacking me. "OK, I give. UNCLE!"
"I thought you might see things my way." I heard Kevin say as I got off the bed.
"Oh, this was payback, huh? I was expecting something more creative than this." I said as I looked up at him. Then I turned on Amy, "And you, you had no right to interfere with this. You shall pay, in the worst way."
"Oh, big brother is gonna get me. I'm so scared." She laughed in my face.
"Payback is a bitch. If you don't remember anything else that I teach you, remember that life lesson. Now get out so I can get dressed. We are going to be late as it is."
"Talking about bitch." I heard her say as she walked out the door. Kevin was trying to hide the giggles when he heard her.
"Don't you be laughing." I said.
"I'm not." He desperately tried to say, but failed. He burst into hysterics.
"Oh, let me get ready, will ya? We've got to get a move on. Wouldn't want Jana to think I stood her up."
"Ok, I'll be waiting in the living room." He said as he walked out the door.
I quickly got dressed and fixed my hair. Hoping to hurry things along and get out the door. I wanted a little bit of time in the office, before I had to face Jana. I ran out of the bedroom and grabbed my keys and yelled at Kevin, "Let's go. Time's a wastin'."
He soon joined me in the car and we drove off in the direction of the office. The ride to the office was silent except for the radio playing in the background. I could tell something was on Kevin's mind as we drove, but I didn't want to pry into his mind. I figured if he wanted to tell me he would share on his own time. We finally pulled into my parking space in front of the office building. As we got into the elevators, Kevin grabbed my hand and squeezes it. I look up and smile a "Thanks." We step off the elevator and walk into the lobby, which is quiet. My secretary sees me coming and gets all of my messages ready to hand to me.
"Good morning, Joy. This is my friend Mr. Richardson. What's on the docket today?"
"Well, you have an appointment with Jana at 10am and I have rescheduled everything else for later. I knew that you wouldn't want to see clients after her."
"Thanks, Joy, you're the best. After Jana gets here, why don't you forward the phones and take the rest of the day off. Mr. Richardson and I will be leaving after the meeting as well."
"Thank you, sir."
"No problem, you deserve a break."
Kevin and I step into my office after speaking with Joy. I close the door behind us. "Are you ready?" Kevin asks sincerely.
"As I'll ever be. There's really no way to prepare for this."
"I won't say anything. I'm just here for moral support."
"Thanks, you are really too good to me."
"Well you are really good for me. I can't remember the last time I was this happy," he says as he pulls me into his embrace.
"Do you want anything to drink?"
"A cup of coffee sounds good."
"Ok," I buzzed Joy. "Could you bring us two cups of coffee, one with a touch of cream." I say into the intercom. "Sure thing," she replies.
"How did you know?" Kevin asks me.
"I'm a very observant person."
Joy stepped in and hand us the coffee, "Thanks, Joy," Kevin smiles at her.
"You're welcome, Mr. Richardson."
"Please call me Kevin. I don't know why Chris got so formal on me."
"Kevin Richardson, are you from the Backstreet Boys?"
"Yes, how did you know?"
"I thought you looked familiar. My daughter is a huge fan. All I ever hear is Kevin this or Nick that, etc. I hate to ask, but could I get an autograph?"
"Why don't I do better. I'll have Chris bring you everyone's autographs tomorrow."
"Thanks, Mr...Kevin."
"No prob."
As Joy leaves the office, I look at him. "You are so kind. You know that?" I walk over and kiss him gently on the lips. Just as we are finishing the kiss, the intercom buzzes. "Mr. Thomas, your 10 o'clock appointment is here."
"Ok, I'll be right there." I say until I hear the click. "Battle stations," I say as I stand up.
"It'll be ok."
"I know. Ready or not here we go." I say as I walk to the door. Kevin sits on the couch as I open the door.
"Jana, will you please come in?" Jana walk in past me and sees Kevin sitting on the couch. "Jana, this is my associate, Mr. Kevin Richardson. He will be sitting in on this meeting today." I say very matter-of-factly. "Kevin, this is Ms. Jana Carlisle."
"Nice to meet you," Jana says politely, "Chris, I was hoping we could talk in private," she whispers to me.
"I don't think that will be necessary. What can I do for you?"
"I'm sorry, Mr. Richardson, this meeting is of a personal nature, could you please excuse us?" Jana asks.
"No, Jana, Kevin will be staying. There is nothing that you will be saying that he won't hear sooner or later."
"Fine, Christian, we need to talk."
"That's why we are here."
"Ok, we left some issue unresolved and I want to resolve them now."
"Jana, everything was finalized when I caught you in bed with another man." I retorted.
"I tried to apologize for that. It was a mistake. Chris, I love you. I always have, and I always will. I want to give our relationship a second chance."
"Jana, I'm sorry you feel that way. I can not return your feelings. I am currently seeing someone, who loves me, and I love them."
"Who? When I talked to your mother she said you hadn't been out since we broke up."
"What? You're calling my mother to check my availability? Jana, this is so like you. You don't talk to me in over a year then you try to manipulate your way back into my life. It is not going to happen. I am truly happy in a loving relationship, and I am not going to throw that away to let you tear out my heart and stomp on it again." I said angrily.
"Christian, it will be different, I've changed," Jana pleaded.
"Well Jana, I have changed too. And yes, it will be different because I'm not the fool I was then. See how much I've changed? I've moved on why can't you?" I said viscously.
"Fine. Christian Thomas, I never want to see you again!" Jana yelled as she stormed out of my office. I follow close behind her and slammed the door. I turned around to find Kevin's open arms waiting for me. He pulled me into a hug and held me. "That went well," I replied sarcastically.
"Just let it go. It's over."
"You don't know how long I've waited for this moment. To finally be rid off all the pain," I said as I sob into his shoulder.
"It's ok. It's all over. You're going to be fine," he soothed.
"I know. I'm just crying out of happiness. I can finally say she's out of my life for good." I said as I dried my eyes. "Let's get the hell out of Dodge."
"Ok. Where do you want to go?" Kevin asked
"Anywhere but here. How 'bout we stop and get some lunch and take it to the park by the river?"
"Sounds good."
We locked up the office and left. We got into the Durango and took off. "There's a small French bakery around the corner. Stop there, and I will get us some lunch," I told Kevin as he was driving.
He pulled up to the curb, and I ran in to the bakery. I got some quiche, bread, and cheese. I ran back out to Kevin and dropped off the items. "I'll be right back, need to get one more thing." I ran down the street a little way to the liquor store. I picked out a very tasteful Merlot and bought it. As I got back to the car, I said, "Ok, let's go. I've got everything now."
We drove out to the river-park and parked. I grabbed a blanket from the back of the car and we walked a little closer to the water. Once we found a suitable site, I spread out the blanket and set up lunch. "This is really nice," Kevin said as I was preparing the banquet.
"Oh yeah, drinking wine out of Styrofoam cups is my idea of class," I retorted.
"I just meant sitting here with you. It's not everyday that I get to have lunch with a sexy man," he said trying to lighten the mood.
"You'd better not let the guys hear you say that, or they might get their feelings hurt," I chuckle.
"Well, if you don't tell them, neither will I."
"I'm sorry for all of this."
"This is perfect," he said trying to avoid the subject.
"I meant earlier."
"I know, but let's not talk about it. It's said and done. Now, we can focus on more important matters, i.e. us."
"What about us?"
"Nothing. But, now that we're together nothing else can get in our way."
"You're right." I say as I finish off my glass (or should I say cup) of wine.
"Do you know how badly I want to kiss you?"
"No, how bad?" I smile.
"Very badly. Why don't we go back to your house and chill for a while?"
"Ok, twist my arm why don't ya?"
"Let's go already." He smiled as I start to pick up the trash and put it in the empty bags.
Once we got back to the car, Kevin pulled me in close and kissed me. I melted in his arms, but then realized we are in public. "We have to stop before someone recognizes you." I said as I tear myself away from his embrace.
"I just had to do that," he said apologetically.
"Don't apologize. Trust me I wanted you to do it, but I know that we have to be careful."
"Oh, I know. I'd be the first to preach about it to the guys," he laughed.
We drove home and once we got there, we went in to find the house empty. I found a note from Amy saying that she was spending the day with Brian and that they would be back later in the afternoon. Seeing that we were alone, Kevin pulls me close and started kissing me again this time I didn't refuse or pull away. Things heated up quickly. We were both fascinated with each other's bodies. Our hands roamed everywhere. Kevin's hand found a permanent resting-place on my ass and my hand locked behind his neck. All of a sudden, Kevin lifted me and hooked my legs around his waist. He carried me like this into the bedroom and laid me on the bed. As we kept kissing, I started to unbutton the shirt he was wearing as he did the same for me. As I reached for his belt, he broke away from the kiss and asked, "Where is this going?"
"I don't know. But, I do know I love you and being with you feels right." I said as I massaged his bare chest.
"I know it feels right, but I don't want to rush you."
"Trust me, if I don't feel comfortable, I will tell you." I said as I leaned up and kissed him. As we started kissing again I resume my task of undressing him. As I pushed down his pant, I realized how much I needed him.
"Kevin, make love to me." I pleaded.
"Are you sure?"
"I wouldn't have asked if I wasn't," I said as I crawled farther onto the bed.
"I just don't want you to regret anything later."
"I love you with all of my heart, and I don't regret that. I need you. I need you to make love to me," I said sincerely.
His only response was to stand and drop his pants and boxers. He laid back down on the bed next to me totally naked. "I want you so bad," he said lustfully.
"I want you, too," I said with just as much passion. I undo my pant and Kevin helped me out of them. He also removes my boxers and kissed the top of my hard cock, which makes me shudder with excitement. I pulled him back on top of me. We lay there for while kissing. It felt so good to have his naked body on top of mine. Our bodies felt as if we were a perfect fit for each other.
"I love you so much," he whispered into my ear before kissing the earlobe.
"I love you, too," I groaned out.
He started kissing down my throat and chest stopping to play with my nipple ring. I moaned as he swirls his tongue over it. I gently pushed his head down lower. Realizing what I wanted, he moved down and took my cock into his mouth. "Oh God, that feels so good." I moaned as Kevin bobs up and down. He started down my trail past my balls to my ass. I spread my legs wider to give him better access. As he gently nipped at my balls, he wet his finger and then toyed with my puckered bud. I gasp at his touch.
"Umm, Kevin . . . you need to stop."
"What's the matter?" he looked up quizzically.
"Well, there's something that I forgot to tell you."
"What?"
"Kevin, um, I'm still a virgin in that sense," I said as I turned my head in shame.
"That's nothing to be ashamed about. We don't have to do this right now. We can wait till you are ready," he said lovingly.
"No. It's not that. I want this to happen. I just think it might be easier if we had some lube or something."
"What did you have in mind?"
"Well, there are some condoms and lube in the medicine cabinet, it you don't mind getting them."
"No prob. Anything to make you more comfortable," he said as he runs into the bathroom. He returned with the lube and a handful of condoms. He laid the condoms on the nightstand and crawled back on top of me. He kissed me for a while, "Exactly to what extent are you a virgin?" he asked quietly.
"I've never had anal sex. I slept with Jana, and I've gotten off with two guys, but I never fucked them or let them fuck me," I told him trying to ease his fears as well as mine.
"Are you positive you want to do this now? I don't mind waiting until you are 100% sure about this."
"No, I want you now. I have never wanted anyone as badly as I want you." I said as I kissed him "We just have to go slow with the process, because I'm new."
"Ok, if you are sure."
"Absolutely positively," I say as I reach for a condom and the lube. I carefully open the condom and roll it down his pulsating shaft. I handed him the lube and he places some in his hand and rubs it on my asshole. Before I realized it, he had a finger in my ass. I squirmed slightly as I grew accustomed to his probing digit.
"Tell me if you are in pain."
"Okay, I will." I moan out in ecstasy.
Soon he had two fingers in my ass, if felt so good. I never knew this kind of joy before. Then he added a third finger, I winced in pain as his third finger entered, but I tried to relax because I know something a lot bigger is going to replace his fingers. "Are you ready?" he asked. All I could do was nod my head. I grabbed the lube and generously coated his latex-covered prong. As I give it a few strokes, it swelled and pulsed in my hand. He removed my hand and lifted my legs to his shoulders. I can feel his head brushing my cherry hole. He slowly removed his finders and pressed his hips forward. "Relax and take a deep breath," he instructed. As I do, he pushed into me. I felt my sphincter spread as he pushes the dead in. He kept pushing until I heard a pop and bit my lower lip. "Are you ok?" I nodded my head. "It only gets easier now," he informs me. He slowly pushed more into me stopping every so often to kiss me and allow my body to acclimate to his engorged invader. He kept this up until the next thing I knew is I feel his balls against my asscheeks. He leaned down and kissed me passionately waiting until I gave him the green light to move. Finally as the pain subsided, I told him, "Ok, I'm ready." Kevin started small in and out movements. As he kept going all of the pain was replaced with an indescribable joy and pleasure. I felt filled in a way that I never knew existed. Soon, Kevin was really fucking me. His long rod was poking and caressing sensitive spots I never knew I had. He found a tempo and maintained. I was moaning in sheer delight as he kept going in and out of me.
"Oh, baby, you feels so good," I heard him moan. "You are so tight," he kept saying.
"Yes, Kevin, screw my ass. Your dick feels so good in me." I started screaming once I found my voice. Kevin was really plowing my ass, when I couldn't take it anymore. "Kev, baby, I'm cumming," I panted.
"I am too. Here it comes," he yelled.
We both let out primal grunts as we climaxed together. As we lay there kissing with Kevin's dick still encased in my ass I said, "O my God that was incredible. Thank you. Thank you for being my first."
"You were so good. I love you," he replied, "That was the best sex I've ever had," he complimented.
As we lay there his softening dick finally came out of my ass with a plop. "I feel so empty," I say as I pull him closer to me. "You were amazing. I never know it could be like that. I love you so much," I said while kissing him. Before I knew it, we had drifted off to sleep.
I woke up hearing the front door opening. I glanced at Kevin who was still asleep. The clock on the nightstand read 7:30. I pulled myself out of Kevin's arms trying not to disturb him. I get out of bed and pull on a sweatshirt and some shorts and go into the living room.
I walk in to find Amy and Brian making out. I felt embarrassed about walking in on them, but that feeling soon passed. "Excuse me," I said as I cleared my throat. They both jumped away from each other, which was rather humorous. "Nice color of lipstick, Bri." I said as I walked into the kitchen. I noticed Amy reaching over to wipe it off as I left the room. "You guys have fun?" I yelled from the kitchen.
"Yeah, Amy took me around to see the sights," Brian said.
"Oh really," I said mischievously.
"Yeah, it was fun. What did you and Kevin do today?" Brian inquired.
"Well, we had some business to take care of then we came back here and chilled out. Kevin is already asleep."
"Who's asleep?" I heard from behind me.
"You were about 2 minutes ago," I laughed.
"When you weren't beside me I got scared, but then I heard loud mouth over there and knew they were back. How was today?"
"Fine, we had a good time." Amy said.
"Oh is that what it was when I walked in?" I joked
"Oh, like you and Kevin didn't have fun last night? I'm not that heavy of a sleeper," Amy says to get back at me. Kevin and I both blush. Brian just smiled widely.
"What are you smiling about?" Kev asked.
"I'm just glad to see you happy."
"Thanks." Kev replied.
"What do you guys have planned for tonight?" I ask.
"Nothing." Amy and Brian say in unison, then laugh.
"Well, why don't we call the other guys and see if they want to go out to dinner? Amy do you remember what Tuesday night is?"
"Oh shit. You mean they are still open?"
"Yeah, whatcha think?" I ask.
"Sounds good to me. What about you two? Are you ready for something really special?"
"Uh...What are you talking about?"
"Don't worry, it's harmless, so the say," I teased.
"Sure, why not?" Brian gave in.
"It's fun I promise," Amy assured them.
"Brian, why don't you call the guys while we get dressed?"
"Ok, what do I tell them?"
"Tell them we'll be there in 20 minutes and casual dress."
"Alrighty then," he said as Kevin and I walked back to the bedroom.
"Where are you taking us?" Kevin asked.
"A gay strip club."
"What?"
"I'm joking. It's a surprise. Trust me your mother would approve." I said as we stepped out of the room ready to go.
"They going?" I asked Brian.
"Yeah, they were all excited about an adventure."
"Ok, then let's roll." I said as walked out to the garage. We piled in and took off. As soon as we got on the road, I pulled out my cell phone and dialed a number. "Yes, I would like to make a reservation for 7 people at 8:30. Christian Thomas. Yes, Thank you" was all of the conversation they could hear. "Don't worry, guys. It's a lot of fun." Both Amy and I said. Kevin still looked wary of the situation. I put my hand on his knee to comfort him; he looked at me and I just smile. As we pulled up to the hotel, we see the guys waiting on us. I pulled up to the curb and they jump in.
"Where are we going?" AJ asked.
"Who knows? These two are tight-lipped and won't say" Kevin said.
"Calm down. I promise you'll feel like you're home." I assured them.
After a 15-minute drive out of the city, Howie says, "You're taking us out here to kill us aren't you?"
"Yeah, I made reservations to sacrifice you to Satan," I joked. Everyone, including Kevin laughed. We drove along until we got to the place - an old farmhouse in the middle of a wheat field. There were several cars parked around the house. "So, where are we?" Nick asked.
"Don't ask questions, just be on your best behavior. Also, please remove your hats and glasses before we go in."
"Yes, daddy," AJ joked. Kevin was silent again.
"I promise nothing bad will happen," I told him, but he didn't even look at me. 'Fine be that way,' I thought. We walked onto the porch where a stoutly matron with a white bonnet greeted us. "Mr. Thomas?"
"Yes, ma'am, I am Mr. Thomas."
"Good, dinner is about to be served please find a seat and we will bring out dinner." We walked into a screened porch and you could smell the homemade bread baking. We found a picnic table set up toward the edge and claimed it.
"Now, would you like to know where we are?" I asked.
"Yes, please," Brian stated.
"This is an Amish farm. The owners and everything about this place is Amish. They don't believe in buying too many things. The only things they buy are things for the farm. They do not buy personal items. All of the clothes you see are handmade and all of the food you are about to eat is made from scratch. Plus, they feed enough you won't walk away hungry. They open their homes to visitors like us to bring some income. They are very humble and God-fearing people, so please do not disrespect them by using foul language." I explained honestly. Just as I finished the patriarch walked in and said, "Welcome friends! Welcome to my family home.
Tonight's meal was prepared by the younger generation of our family - all girls ages 16-21. They have prepared roast beef, mashed potatoes, gravy, corn on the cob, green beans, fresh bread, churned butter, and apricot preserves. Please eat your fill, but do not be wasteful. Everything that you eat tonight was produced from this plot of ground that the Lord has graciously bestowed on our family. So, will you please bow with me to thank Him for the goodness he bestowed on us." He explained. We all bowed our head as the gentleman prayed. As we were praying, I could feel a hand on top of mine. I glanced down and it was Kevin's. I smiled lightly and close my eyes and offered my own prayer of thanks. As a resounding, "Amen" filled the room, I looked at him and he said, "Sorry, I didn't trust you."
"It's ok. You were just worried." I said. He moved in to kiss me, but I stopped him. "Not here, later."
"Sorry."
I just smiled and squeezed his hand. All of the guys watched as five young women served different tables. Our girls served each of a drink either coffee, water, or lemonade. Then brought out our plates. We all dug in. Everyone was hungry. I complimented the girl who was probably 17 about the food and she blushed and said, "Thank you." The guys were astonished at the amount of food. Amy and I just laughed as we watched them eat their fill.
Overall, it was a very good night. I paid the matron for our meals and bout five jars of preserves the guys liked. I gave each one a jar and said, "Something to remember you visit to Amish country." Then we all stood, thanked the family, and left. We were all stuffed and had a hard time squeezing into the car. Once we were loaded, I drove off back to the city.
"Chris, thank you for such a good time," Howie said. Everyone agreed.
"No problem. I know you guys don't get home cooked meals that often, and I thought this would be a treat."
Kevin laid his hand on mine, "I really am sorry about earlier."
"Just forget about it. You had a good time that's all that matters." I said as I bring his hand to my lips and kiss it.
"I love you.
"Me too."
"So, where are we going tomorrow?" Nick asked.
"Well, tomorrow I leave to go see Chris' and my parents," Amy said sadly.
"And I am busy. I have to go to work. Then I don't know what." I said.
"We have a promo gig at the mall tomorrow morning. Then a radio interview that afternoon. Then we have free time." Kevin spouted off the schedule. All of the guys moaned. "What did you think this was? Vacation?" Kevin joked.
"I don't want to work," AJ complained.
"Me neither, AJ, but if we don't someone will replace us," I said.
"Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know duty calls." He said sarcastically. We all just laughed at him. We got to the hotel about 11pm.
"Are you guys tired? Or, do you want to go get some coffee?" I said.
"Let's go get coffee," AJ said.
"Oh great, just what he needs, more energy," Nick laughed out.
"There's a Starbuck's right around the corner if you want to go." I announced as I parked the car. We all agreed and got out and walked. It was a nice night. Not a cloud in the sky and a cool breeze was blowing. Kevin walked beside me and grabbed my hand and held it. We were in the middle of the group so no one could see it. It felt so right walking hand in hand with this man. "I love you" I whispered to him. he smiled and kissed me on the cheek before we entered the café. We all ordered something to drink and found a table in the corner. I sat down beside Kevin who immediately grabbed my hand. I watched as Amy and Brian sat holding hands as well. I smiled inwardly, wishing them both the best. Kevin read my mind, "They're cute, aren't they?"
"Yeah, I just hope they can work it all out with the distance and everything." As I say this, I realize Amy maybe leaving tomorrow, but Kevin and the guys will be leaving sometime after the concert. I push it out of my mind and focus on the present. I jump into the conversation trying to forget about the future. I can tell by the look in Kevin's face he was thinking about it, too. We sat there for an hour and everyone started to get tired. We all got up and walked back to the hotel. We said good night as AJ, Nick, Howie, and Brian went inside. Amy, Kevin, and I got in the car and took off for home. The ride was quiet except the radio playing softly. When we got home, Amy said good night and went to the guestroom. Kevin and I sat down on the couch in each other's arms.
"We should talk," he said breaking the silence.
"Yeah, it's inevitable." I sighed.
"What about us?" he asked solemnly, "I just found you, fell in love with you and in four days I will leave you."
"Four days. Wow. It seems like we've been together forever."
"I know. I love you, Christian Thomas, and I don't want to lose you."
I turned to look at him. "Listen, Kevin Richardson, I'm not going anywhere that you can't find me. I love you and there is no way in hell I'm going to give you up without a fight. Got it?"
"Yes sir. But how are we going to make it? I can't bear being apart from you. But, we leave to go to Europe next month. We won't even be on the same continent," he said almost in tears.
"Don't cry. We are both intelligent individuals. I'm sure we can think of something so we can see each other as much as possible." I said holding back my own tears.
"You're right. We can come up with some plan to make this work, but can we think about it tomorrow. I want to capitalize on the present," he said as he leaned into kiss me.
"Speaking of which, when are we going to see each other tomorrow?"
"I don't know we will think of something."
"Ok, now that's settled let's take this to the bedroom." I said pulling him off the couch. As soon as he partially standing, I said, "Race ya?" and took off running down the hall. "No fair, cheater." I hear behind me as I collapse on the bed. Soon, Kevin sauntered in the room, closes the door, and turns off the light. The only light source is the moon shining through the window. I take off my clothes and go into the bathroom. When I came back, I found Kevin sprawled on the bed naked. The moonlight bouncing off his tanned body making him even more irresistible. I crawled on top of him kissing him as I go. "You are so fucking fine." I whispered in his ear. He giggles and rolled over on top of me. I reach over and grab a condom we left on the nightstand and handed it to him. He opens the package and rolled it down on me. I looked confused. Then he straddled my dick and lowered himself down on it. I have never felt such sensations. His ass was so tight and hot. As he slid down further, I felt like I'm ready to come. He positioned then starts raising and lowering himself. I thrust my hips up to meet his downward motions. He keeps riding me until he basically just bouncing up and down on my dick. Soon, he lets a torrent of cum loose that splashed over my chest and abs. As his ass is spasming from his orgasm, it pushes me over the edge and I fill the end of the condom with my sperm. As we finish, he collapses onto me. After a while, I laugh and say. "You know except for an occasional moan, we were rather quiet." Kevin laughs with me. He then crawled off of me and rolls over as if to go to sleep.
"Excuse me!?"
"How may I help you sir?"
"We left some unfinished business."
"Really? What could that be?"
"I want you to make love to me now," I whined.
"All you have to do is ask," he laughed as I slapped his ass.
"Kev, sugar pie, honey bunch, love of my life, will you please make love to me?"
"Anything for you, my love," he says as he rolled on top of me. I can feel his hard member already between my legs. He grabs another condom and rolled it on. Then he grabbed the lube and generously lubes both of us. He finally started to enter me. I am so hot for him that I grabbed his ass and pulled him into me. He was so shocked he couldn't stop me. "Oh yeah, that's it baby!" I cried out in pleasure. Sensing that this time I didn't need too much preparation he really start to 'bury the bone' "Oh harder, Kevin!" I yelled.
"What about being quiet?" He laughed.
"Fuck it! May the entire world and my sister know that I am making love to the man I love." I yelled. Kevin kept giving it to me fast, fast, slow, slow interspersed with kissing my neck and lips. It's a different tempo from earlier, but still as effective. He rides my ass for a good 30 minutes before I feel all of his muscles contract and feel his dick balloon in my ass. I knew he was there. "Oh, I'm cumming baby!" He yelled as his seed fires into my ass. When I felt him reach the top, I start cumming too. "You are so wonderful, I love you." I said as he drifts off to sleep. "I love you too," he mumbles I lay my head down beside his and hiss his nose. 'I hope he stays in me all night long,' I think as I drift off to sleep.