This is a new tale with the gorgeous character from the 'All for Terry' story. Its a different tale about thus stunningly beautiful man that passed through my life ever so briefly some years back. And different story with the same people meeting under different circumstances. Again its only fiction as this beautiful man and i never did anything but meet. 'Two ships passing in the night' as it were. But never docking together.
This is for Terry. Where ever he may be.
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All for Terry (A Long Wait (10)
... I never would have thought that I would have gotten myself in the arms of the man that was my first crush. The man that started the questioning of my sexuality. That was the hot Terry from up the street. This stunning man that I had such a infatuation with when I was struggling with sexuality and the repercussions of my struggles. How guys at school treated me even though I had no idea myself. But my first crush Terry. My first hero Terry had always been the one (other than the coach) that treated me like a person. The coach guiding me one the facets of orals sex. But it was the gorgeous Terry that 'got my Cherry's as they say. I just figured he was a good person. Not realized g this perfect man was also gay (like myself). But I was to find out. And we would connect one day in a manner that would change my life. I would from that day become all the more infatuated with him. And infatuation that would last my growing years after I left home. It happened one afternoon after school. Oscar and his crew were still out to torment me as best as possible. Still making life hell for me. But in that day I had had enough. After eventually very my my bike back and making Oscars life a problem when he got in trouble. He was back to the same shit. The same abusive assaults had returned But on this day I had had it. The day was rough and he only pushed me over the edge. So when he and his buddies followed me home. And then jumped me again just down the street from my house, I lost it. I screamed out in anger and then turned on Oscar. Jumping on him and knocking him to the ground. I was so enraged I just started to wail on him. Fists flying madly as I was gonna kill him. His buddies that normally jumped in and attached me stepped back for a few moments as they saw the fury in my punches.
"Mother fucker. Gonna fucking kill you!" I squealed "Mother fuck"
He started to cry out as he had little defense on my attack. Unable to defend from my flying fists. Then as he screamed out to his buddies to help me they moved. But as one grabbed my shoulders I turned and slugged him hard in the nose. He shrieked. Falling back in pain. And as the second guy moved on me I heard a voice from behind
"Not so fast you little turd" came a familiar voice
Then the arm was yanked from me and I returned to the destruction of Oscars face. This guy who had always been the bully was now getting his, by me. In a few punches later I felt stronger hands pulling at me. The a voice from behind as I was pulled back.
"It's okay man. It's okay." I heard "He is done. You fucked him all up"
I shook in the arms holding me. Wanting to get free. But then I smelled the scent of him. A familiar smell of safety. A smell that I knew was Terry. He just held me tightly and I stared to cry. Overwhelmed by the emotion of it all. I had never been that mad before. Ready to kill as I was. And if he had not stopped me I might have killed Oscar. I felt the strong embrace of Terry on me trying to calm me as I blubner d there. Then I looked down at my victim. Terry said I had fucked him up. And I did fuck him up. His face was bloody and Oscar was crying. Like a baby. My rage subsided fast and I almost smiled as I looked at him. But I was still crying from it.
"It's okay buddy. It's okay" he said softly "I am here. All is okay"
Oscar looked up and then Terry yelled at him. Telling him to go. "Get outta here before I let him loose on you" he growled "You little piece of shit!'
Oscar scrambled to his feet and ran off tears flowing from his face. I then tuned and pulled myself to Terry. Bawling into his neck as I cried out like mad. He just held me there close. Tightly to his wonderful body. He felt so damned good too. Warm and strong against me. His scent a calming and exciting smell. I actually got my dick start to twitch. And from the way he was looking at me, he had noticed it too.
"Come on. Let's get you inside" I give your some water and you can chill here at my parents place." He said
I nodded and he lead me inside his home. It was simple and modestly looking. Nothing fancy anywhere. I looked about for his parents. But they weren't there.
"Parents won't be home until after 6." Terry said "Come. Sit down and relax"
He handed me a glass of water and we sat there at their kitchen table. Terry to the left of me. He smiled and grabbed my hand to comfort me in what was apparently a very intense situation. He squeezed it and then smiled over at me. I looked at his soft eyes and smile. And thanked him again for being so kind to me
"Thanks" I said "You are the only one around here that's always so nice to me" "You should not be treated like shit" he replied "Does t matter who you are or what you are" "You should always feel love form those around you"
He smiled softly at me again. I looked at him, this gorgeous man standing just a few feet away. I looked at his face, eyes, his neck and then to his arms. My God he was perfect. And I felt it in me how I liked him. Terry then paused and stared right at me. His face turning serious and almost stern. Then he asked me what I figured he would asked me. A simple question that no one has bothered to ask.
"So. If you don't mind my asking" he began
I started to get nervous. Knowing what the question would be. I used not knowing the answer. By I was more worried that what I said back might make Terry hate me. This guy was always nice. But why if that changes should I reveal my sexual interest in guys or him for that matter.
"Are you?" He then asked What?" I came back acting oblivious to the question he was posing
A slight paused of silence filled the room. Then Terry continued to ask. And I could see he was trying to choose the right words as to not offend me
"Are you. I mean to say" he continued "Do you like guys?" "No judgement here" "Just curious. Do they know and that's why those fucks torment you?"
I looked up to his beautiful face, looked into his soft eyes. Searching for his compassion. And it was there. I could see it in his eyes. The compassion I seemed from him. But there was something else there. Something I could not gauge. So I answered his question, as best as I could
"I don't know what I am" I finally let out
I lowered my head as if by shame. Then just repeated my comment. For I really truly was not sure. Was it just something I was going through. I really had no idea He came around the table and placed his hand on my shoulder. I looked up to his eyes again. Tear began to form at the edges of mine. Still afraid of his rejection. His hand squeezed at my shoulder. Then he said to turn and look at him. So I did. The softness in his eyes seemed more prominent some how. And then he spoke. Letting me know it was okay. He was okay with me.
"Never be ashamed of who you are." He said "I understand what you are going through" "Coming out can be difficult. That's for sure"
I listened to him. His words made me feel better. Saying it was alright like that. He understood. And I pondered those words. How could he understand if he was not going through it too. Then he said more.
"Just so you know" he then said "I am gay too"
My eyes widened as shock blasted me. And I answered only as I could
"What!?" I blurted out....
+++++++++++++++++++ To be continued