This is a new tale with the gorgeous character from the 'All for Terry' story. Its a different tale about thus stunningly beautiful man that passed through my life ever so briefly some years back. And different story with the same people meeting under different circumstances. Again its only fiction as this beautiful man and i never did anything but meet. 'Two ships passing in the night' as it were. But never docking together.
This is for Terry. Where ever he may be.
Enjoy.... ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
All for Terry (My Cop, My Hero (10)
... I slept well that night after our first date. My head lying down in the pillow with thoughts of only him. My cop, my hero. This man that made me feel safe and happy. Something that I hadn't felt in a long time. Tenderness. And I knew I didn't know him too much yet. I just knew he was a cop and he was very sweet. But the way he made me feel in such a short time made me have trust in him.
..So my dreams were filled with him that night. I saw myself laying in a field of yellow blooms. Looking up at the blue sky as I lay there. The warm sun on my face, a soft breeze caressing it. And all I heard was the chirps of birds somewhere in the distance. I heard someone call for me. I sat up and looked to see Terry walking towards me. The same clothes he had on at last nights dinner. He waved at me as he closed the gap between us. I watched this stunning creature as he walked iver to me in the tall flowers. His hands grazing some of them as he passed. The flowers seemed to pop and shoot out cascades of a glittery yellow as he tapped at them. I could actually feel my face light up as I saw him come close. My eyes softened with love as Terry stooped before me. He smiled down at me and then crouched down next to me. There were no words, just actions. He touched my cheek and I felt the heat if hus hand on my face. Then Terry leaned in and kissed me. Again that soft tender kiss like before. I tasted him again. That soft subtle taste it his lips. And man did he smell good. I his cologne waited into my nose and dilled my head. And I was lost in him ince more. Then as he pulled from my lips I said I loved him. But there was no sound. Not one bit. I could still hear the birds and the whips of the wind around my ears. But my voice was gone. And as he spoke back to me I could not hear him either. So I tried to speak louder. Soon calling his name so he could hear me.
"Terry. Terry. Terry!" I shouted
..My eyes shut and I shot up in bed. I was back in my room and it was still dark outside. It was a dream. I knew it was but it had felt and seemed so real. His touch and smell. The sounds around me. It was both a beautiful vision and a disturbing one. Why could i hear everything but our voices. Why could he not hear my declaration of love. Was it a black omen saying that those words may never be exchanged between us? I did not know. But it gabe me concern. I sat up in bed and looked at the clock to the bedside. It was 3am. And from then on I could not sleep. I stared at the clock for a few minutes. Just watching the numbers change. I listened for sounds around me. The room was silent but I could hear the sounds of someone upstairs moving about.
"Someone else unable to sleep" I said. To myself "I wonder what their concern is?"
I started to ponder my neighbors own possible problems. As to why we were both up at this time. I knew mine, but was curious as to this other person. What was going in in their head to keep them up. I was about to up Just get out of bed and go watch some TV. That maybe that would help me sleep. Then I looked at me phone sitting on the nightstand next to the bed. The little green light telling me. I had a notification was glowing.
"Might as well see what it is" I said
So i grabbed my phone and turned it on. It was a text, and it was from Terry. I felt my heart beat quickly puck up. I caught my breath too. What was he sending me? Was it a 'nice night' message or something else, something that would crush my heart. Would he say that he changed his mind about me. That he was going to look elsewhere for companionship. My heart started to thump madly in my chest. I was ever so afraid to open up the message. Afraid of what it would say. But I knew I would see it eventually. Whatever he had to tell me I would find out that night or tomorrow or another day. So I decided to open it.
"Oh well." I said to myself "Might as well know now" "Take the thrashing before it gets any deeper"
I then opened it up and read Terry's message. And it quickly calmed my fears.
"Just wanted to tell you that it was a great night" it started "Hopefully you enjoyed my company as much as I did yours" "You are so sweet and I wanted to let you know I do want to see you again" "I will call you sometime tomorrow when I am not chasing around bad guys. Just to hear your sweet voice" "Sleep well okay?" "Talk to you soon. 'T"
I felt tears well up in my eyes. But they were happy ones. He wanted to see me again. I pulled the phone to my chest and hugged it. Then I said his name to myself. I wished I had a picture of him at that moment. Just so I could look up in his beautiful face. But all I did have was the images emblazoned in my head.
"I love you" I softly said to the opened darkness of my room.
I then fell into a nice peaceful sleep after that. Again images of Terry flashing before me in the darkness. Back in the fields of blooms. Laying there as before. And again seeing the figure as he moved towards me. It was a duplicate of the previous dream. But this one moved further on. And this time he was in uniform. Just as he had been that first time we met.
"My God he looks awesome in his uniform" I told myself. "Definitely a cop fantasy if ever there was one"
The policeman Terry came over and stood there above me. This time there was words. Audible words. He told me I was under arrest. Telling me to get up. He smiled as he said this. A very devious looking smile. So I got up from the ground and he grabbed me. Turning me around as he held my arms behind me. Then he grabbed my face with his other hand. He moved in close behind me. I could feel heat on my as he did. Then his breath was at my ear. Oh so close to it. ould even smell his cologne in the dream. That dreamy soft cologne that I had smelled on his before. On our date and even before then. It was a fantastic scent that told me it was him. A scent that was only Terry. Then he said again I was under arrest. He lips by my ear. The hold on my arm behind me tight. He turned my face closer to his behind me. Them he whispered an almost deviant message to my ears. A message I actually found so erotic that it set me off in dream
"I am going to cuff you and stuff you" he said in a commanding voice
Then he turned my face a bit more and he kissed me. A deep passioned kiss. His lips on mine. Moist and soft. My head reeled as the words he said echoed in my skull. I was so hit for this perfect man after this dream that in itself left echoes bouncing around in my head.
"Cuff you and stuff you." Repeated "Cuff you and stuff you" "Cuff you and stuff you"
I thought I would busty from my desire for him. My body boiling over with the desperate longing to have him next to me at that very moment. To have him inside me at that very moment.
"Yes sir!" I shouted in my head "Yes sir. Yes Terry.!" "Ohh God yes Terry. Yess!"
My eyes again shot opened as the shouts for him again echoed out in my head. Then bounced off my bedroom walls as I looked around the room that had just my furniture. The bed dresser and chair that lay in the room. These items and me laying there in the bed alone. I felt dampness on me and cold air surrounding me. Then I sat up in bed. I noticed I was drenched in sweat. I looked down at my midsection and it was damp too. I checked myself as I knew what had happened during sleep. So I checked to make sure I had not had a wet dream. Something I had not experience since my teens. And due to the boiling over that had occurred in my dreams, I feared such a possibility. But gladly I had not embarrassed myself with such an act.
"My God. That was intense" I said
I sat there thinking about that dream. So powerful it had been that it caused this fear of my somehow making a mess of myself. All i knew was that I did want Terry. As much as I was falling for this man, I wanted him too. I wanted Terry more than emotionally. I wanted him physically. In the biblical sense as it were.
I got up and looked at the clock. It was 6am. And I turned back in bed and just lay there for a bit longer. I hugged my pillow as I imagined it him a d his body. How I wanted to pull myself to him and key feel his body near me. I hoped that some time soon I would indeed be laying with him in bed. My bed, his bed. It did not matter which. So long as I was laying with him. Touching him, enjoying his body.
"Hope he is well and safe" I said.
I felt myself almost drift off before the alarm went off. So I huffed and clicked it off. I must have forgotten to turn it off as it was Saturday. It sucked that he had to work today. It would have been nice to spend the day with him someplace. Maybe the beach or harbor. Or someplace near the ocean..it would feel nice to have the ocean air on me. Bare feet walking through the sands. And my Terry at my side. But his job had weird schedules. So I really did not know when I would see him again. Then he called me. Just as Terry promised. It was about 4 and I was at the store getting a few things. Then my phone when off while I was perusing frozen fish. I grabbed it and saw.it was him. I smiled and then answered.
"Hi" I said with excitement that it was him "Hi sweetie" he came back. "Sorry. I was gonna call you ate lunch. But.." "No. Its okay" "I am glad you called anyways" "I was just thinking about you"
I was actually. As I was looking at the fish I remembered wanting to for to the harbor with him.
"Serious?" He questioned "Yes." I came back "At the store and seeing the fish.." "What?"
I then told him what I wanted to do. And then he said that he was also thinking about the pier tomorrow. That he was calling to see if I wanted to go. That he had the next two days off. That he wanted to spend the entire day with me. I smiled to myself and felt a tickle in my chest. Then as I sighed it almost ached. We made a date for it and then hung up. He said he was glad he was able to call. And that it was nice hearing my voice.
"Me too" I said back "It was nice to hear your voice too". "I will see you tomorrow"
Then just before hanging up, Terry saud 'kisses'. I felt a stir of emotion as I said goodbye and then he hung up. I sighed deeply. And the ache in my chest seemed to grow.
"Tomorrow then." I said to the phone "My love".
And no sooner that I had hung up did I get a call from Michelle. She wanted to see if I was up for dinner with her tonight.
"I will cook" she said "Quinn is at grandma's. And I wanted to catch up"
I smiled and agreed. I had so much to tell her.... ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ To be continued