This is the continuing story of the utterly beautiful Terry.
I was going through some old boxes of things and found some adult magazines I used to have. I hadn't seen them in years. As I went through them I saw a wrapped package and there were a few more in there. But these were covered in plastic. The guy in the cover of them, I had actually met a few times. Before I knew who he was of course. But I always thought he was the most gorgeous man I had ever seen.
As I mentioned, I had actually met him a few times. It turns that we had worked in the same building. And it wasn't until sometime later that I found he was the guy in my magazines. This story is for him. A kind of 'What if' story about a guy I wanted for many years, but fate never made that fantasy come true.
This is for Terry. Where ever he may be.
Enjoy.... ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ All for Terry (Chapter 44) Seasons Change Things Change...
... ... Yes I was to get married. I was to lock hearts for ever with the man I loved more than life's breath. He proposed to me on a beautiful night overlooking the ocean at one of my favorite beach side restaurants. There in front of a filled up room. And yes I was the happiest I had ever been. Elated to the highest highs of my life. We kissed at the table as I leaned in and planted a loving smooch on my husband to be. Telling him how I adored him. We had dinner and then took a walk on the beach. Just like we had before some years back early in the relationship. My hand in his. The ring he gave me in my finger. We stood there on the sand and made out some. Pulling myself into his string embrace as we did. Then after a bit more outside air we headed home and made love. I crawled up in his body and kissed and licked him all over, tasting the saltiness of the oceans air on him. It was delicious as I kissed him more. Then I pulled myself onto hm and took him inside me again. And boy did we make some good loving. I felt his fullness inside my body and I moaned with him.
"Yes baby. Yess!" I shouted as his member took me "Yes my husband. Take me. I am yours. All yours"
Terry smiled and we kissed again. And then he flipped us around for more passion. My back to the bed and legs up as he slid between them. Then he would thrust in and out of my bowels with his raging dick. Still kissing me as his body humped against mine
"Yes!" He said with a hug "You are mine. All mine"
He paused between hard thrusts and grunts before finishing his comments
"Just as I am yours" he added
And with his might be continued this glorious pounding of my hole. Giving me all of him and all of his seed. Pushing it into my bowels and washing over them as his cock tried to impregnate me. I cried out from the force of his eruption and the heat of his juice warmed up my entire body. And if it were possible for him indeed impregnate me I would baldy succumb to it. For it would be a child from this man I loved. A child I would bare for this man that was to be my husband. Then we lay there after the glorious sex between us. Terry still in me and on me and he huffed and panted for recovery from it. Again kissing me softly as he lay on me.
"I can't wait to marry you" he said "And I you my darling" "You have made me so utterly happy" "I could not imagine anyone else I would want to be wed to"
And we lay there until sleep arrived. Terry climbing off me and then pulling me to him as we lay there on our sides my back pressed to his awesome chest. His softened dick pushed against my buttocks. And woth his arms holding me close we fell to sleep. His lips lastly to my ear telling me again how much he loved me. Then a soft kiss at my line before laying back and letting sleep take him. And I called Lisa that I hadn't spoken to as much since her move back to New York. Telling her the good news. She was excited and jealous of me at the same time. Calling me names for being able to 'find a man'. She asked me when the date was. I said we had not scheduled a specific date yet. But would let her know once we had
"Great. We will talk soon" she said "And congrats my dearest friend" "Thanks." I said back "Thanks"
Well soon after the wedding date was planned. Sometimes in the fall when the colors would be changing just north of us. And we planned on going up to wine country to get married. Just Terry and I and a handful of friends. Not grandeious extravaganza. Just people close to us. Terry had his sister coming and several older friends he had not spoken to in a few years. Neither of us invited our parents as that was useless. I invited Lisa and my boss Arpi and their plus ones. Another friend from where I used to work. It was going to be up at the wine BnB that we had first stayed together in the youth of our relationship. I was at work one day and I saw Serge. The sweet UPS guy that I had become friends with. I told him about it and he smiles happily for me. He came over and gabe me a big hug. I could feel his body against me. Strong and muscled. And then he kissed my cheek.
"That is soo great" he said "Terry is the luckiest guy" "No. I am" I said back
I smiled as he looked at me. And a center he walked away I just pondered my Terry. Sitting there at work not believing that this was happening for me. I never ever believed that I would find happiness, let alone be preparing to walk down the aisle with the man of my dreams. I sighed softly as I sat there. Feeling the love for him just fill me up completely. But, the problem was ince this whole process started to work it's way up from nothing. That was when things began to change between Terry and myself. We started to disagree more, then actually start to have arguments. Some about the wedding and some just about stupid things. And when I told him I was going to invite my friend Serge he near hit the ceiling.
"Why do you want to invite this guy that I don't even know" he growled "He is my friend." I crowed "What's the big deal" "You are inviting friends I don't know too"
Then he shouted back that he didn't like this guy i was 'friends' with. He did not trust the guy or me around him
"What the fuck!" I shouted back at him. "I am not doing anything that you are thinking about" "What is wrong with you!?"
That fight fizzled and there were apologies exchanged. And things somehow when back to normal. But the incidences seemed to happen a lot now. I started wondering if maybe marrying him was not the best idea. Terry was showing a side I just did not like. And when he showed it I wanted nothing to do with him. It even started to interrupt our intimacy. And the on an off arguments were becoming overwhelming. I was a out to indeed tell Terry that we should not get married. That maybe we needed to rethink this whole thing
"I am always so angry at him" I said to Serge one day "He is completely unreasonable." "Its just the stress if the upcoming wedding" he said back "I am sure all will be okay"
I was glad that Serge was thee to talk to. Otherwise I thought I may just go crazy. And it did calm down some. I was ready to just from and bare it. Thinking that he was probably right. That it was the wedding. Too much stress around that for any couple. So I went home and tried to be understanding with Terry's very picky ways lately. And again it seemed to taper off again. The peace restored to the house.
Then came the eruption that changed everything. The blow up between us that ended in a way I would never have expected. I had to stay late for work. The boss wanted some help getting a bunch of reservations finished. And I said I would stay. I tried to call Terry to let him know I would be getting home late.i dialed and he didn't answer. So I figured he was also in the middle of getting stuff done at his job. So I left him a message. I even sent him a text sating the same Then I went back to work. I was out of there an hour later and then headed home. I had not even looked at my phone as I was beat. I just wanted to get home. Then I got home and he was waiting. And he looked pissed. And that was when he started throwing accusations at me. Telling me I was out there cheating in him. That I was probably woth 'Serge', my new lover
"Are you fucking joking me right now!" I shouted back "I was ducking working late" "You can check with my boss if you don't.."
Then he seemed to only get angrier. Telling obscenities at me and saying he could not believe I would do this. Then he screamed that the wedding was off. And as I was not in the mood for his Crap again, I shot back. Screaming that I was fine with that. And I started to shout as to what a jerk he had become. Cursing at him as he shouted back at me.
"Why don't you just fucking go to Hell! I yelled
Then he cursed that he needed to get out of there before... I assumed I may want to hit me. Something he never did. But in the heat of this I figured he would. That he was going to show his true colors after all this time.
"Fine. Get the fuck out!" I yelled at him as he turned to storm out of the house. "Why don't you just fucking 'drop dead!" "I fucking hate you!"
Then he left. I heard his car and he drove off. Tires screeching as he bolted out of the driveway. I was so upset at him I was actually shaking from it. Then I realized all the words said between us. They were hateful words. Words I never believed would spill between us. But they did. I then started to cry. Not believing that all that we had built up to until then was chartered in a few harsh words. Then my phone rang. I grabbed for it. Thinking it was him. That he stopped and thought about this, thought about us. And he was calling to apologize. But it was not. It was actually Serge. He wanted to see how I was. That he had a weird feeling about me that night.
"He is gone!" I started to cry "I got home kate from work and he just went crazy" "And he just left" "What the fuck.."
I started to blubber. Then he asked if he needed me to come over. I said no but thank you. That I would be okay. Then saying that it all should blow over soon.
"Okay" he said back "But if you need me. I am here" "Thanks Serge. You are very sweet"
His kindness stopped my blubbering. So I was able to calm down. But now I worried about Terry. Where did he go, and what was he doing? Was he going to cheat on me because of his accusations. Or was he just going to go out and drink it off. I did not know. And that brought the anger back. I cursed him under my breath as I sat there. The dig came over and sat next to me on the couch. The morning came as I somehow fell asleep where I had left myself. I got up and then went to get dressed. I looked at the phone and no calls. Then I for up and looked through the house. Calling out his name. But no answer. The bed had not been slept in. So he had not come hime last night. I grabbed my phone and called him again. Asking in the voicemail where he was. Then thoughts of him doing what I had presumed last night crept in.
"Did he go out and cheat?" I huffed in annoyance. "Fucking ass hole"
Again I curse him and then decided to get dressed. I had to get to work. I made two other attempts that day to call him. Till nothing. I saw Serge around midday. He asked how things were. And how we were.
"Everything back to normal?" he asked "No!" I huffed angrily "He did not come home. And he has not answered his phone" "I have called several times now" "Where the Hell is he?"
Well still nothing at the next attempt to call. Again I cursed him. Then I went home. It was about 9 pm when the doorbell rang. I first thought it was Terry. That he somehow lost his key and was ringing to get me to open the door And when I went to the door I was yet again annoyed with him. I opened up and asked him 'where the Hell he had been all night' as I opened it. But it was not Terry.it it was a pair of policemen. A man and a woman. Their faces were serious and I immediately became concerned. They asked if this was Terry's home, and if his 'spouse' was in. My face instantly sank. Police only cone to your door when there is a problem or something has happened.
"I am his boyfriend" I then blurted out "What's going on. Where is Terry"
And that was when the female cop told me they had found his car. At the bottom of the hill, and that it had caught fire after crashing.
"Whh- what!" My head screamed.... ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ To be continued