This is the continuing story of the utterly beautiful Terry.
I was going through some old boxes of things and found some adult magazines I used to have. I hadn't seen them in years. As I went through them I saw a wrapped package and there were a few more in there. But these were covered in plastic. The guy in the cover of them, I had actually met a few times. Before I knew who he was of course. But I always thought he was the most gorgeous man I had ever seen.
As I mentioned, I had actually met him a few times. It turns that we had worked in the same building. And it wasn't until sometime later that I found he was the guy in my magazines. This story is for him. A kind of 'What if' story about a guy I wanted for many years, but fate never made that fantasy come true.
This is for Terry. Where ever he may be.
Enjoy.... ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ All for Terry (Chapter 41) Lost in his Arms...
... We had gone to bed after that Awesome shower experience. I had never felt such passion in all my life. Terry was everything. Everything to me. Even through the earlier trials and stumbles we had to get here. All the pain just to be here finally with him. To get to be lost in his arms. And I was. We lay there in bed in what was the way I would always seem to lay with him when all was good and perfect. My Terry on his back, softly snoring under my face. And I would pay hald on and half off of his stunning body. I would lay on my side under his arm and shoulder. My leg half bent and between his legs. Then my face at thr top of his chest, just under his chin. My cheek on his chest. The hairs on his beautiful cheat like a soft fuzzy pillow. To me this position held safety for both of us. My being in his arms somewhat and me protecting his body somewhat. I would smell his subtle and fragrance smell as it covered his body and seemed to pour onto mine. My ear at his chest hearing his breathing and his heart beat. The sounds if him, the smell if him and the touch of him pulling me into soft happy sleep. This was my warmest and safest feeling moments. And when I woke each morning having to leave this body I adored I was actually sad for a moment ot two. Dor I didn't want to leave Terry's arms, ever.
"Hey" he said as he smiled down at me. "Should wake up" "No" I would grumble and pull myself to him. "I don't want to." "I just want to stay here in these arms."
I would reach over and pull hus other arm over me. My hand then laying on his awesome chest. And again I would grumble "no". I nuzzled at his chest and breathed in his small again. My heart felt warm and tingled inside me as I did. "No" my head shouted out. 'Never leave this body. Never ever leave this body' and I again pulled at him. Pulled at his side's to try and nuzzle more into his chest. Terry stroked my head and then again suggested we get up. He softly kissed my ahead as he reiterated that I get up. I sighed and looked up at his stunning face. Then finally gabe in and agreed. I softly kissed his chest first. The hairs in his tickling at my lips and nose. Then took another whiff if his scent. Then I turned up and kissed his mouth. Our lips were again as one in this tender exchange.
"I don't want to. But I will" I finally said
Then kissed his chest once more. Then I moved off his chest and body. Turning in the bed as we got up. We went about the rest of the day as we just hung around there at his place. Sitting on the balcony and looking out to the cloudy day that fell over the city. Small spouts of rain fell down on the building and onto the balcony to the south side. I looked out at the city in the distance. Seeing the world move as the rain would not stop motion. Cars moved through the streets and their sounds filled the air below.
"Here" he said as he came out after we had some lunch "The juice you wanted" "Thanks Terry" I said
I looked at his face and just swooned as he stood there next to me. His hand caressed my head as he stood there leaning against me as I sat. I felt his heat on me. And it was soothing to my body in the slight chill that was in the air. Thunder rumbled in the distance and I leaned my head to his side. The sounds and the rain just made me want to crawl back into bed. I suggested he sit. But he replied that he couldn't. He had to make a few calls in something that could not wait until Monday for work.
"You sit and relax baby" he said. "Then he bent over and kissed my head." "I love you" he softly said as he did "I live you too" I responded
Then I turned my head so he could kiss my mouth again. Then he went back inside to make his calls. I sat there and just stared at the sky. A bird flew by some 30 yards off. Headed to the trees below us. Then the rumble of distant thunder moved across the sky. It sent a chill through me. Then I absently reached for Terry and he was not there. That was when that longing ache returned. The dull almost gassy feeling in my chest as I saw he was not next to me. And I then realized what it was. That dull ache was my heart as I could not take him far away from me. Longing for his return to my side. So I grabbed my self in the slight shiver I got from it. But as I looked around I saw where I was. I was there at Terry's place. Sitting there on the balcony waiting for him to do some work. Perturbed ever so slightly by it. But I was just glad to be here with him more than anything. I just sat there drinking my juice and watching the skies before me.
"I can still smell him on me" I said as I pulled my arm to my face
Yes, his scent was on me now. That subtle sweaty cologne scent that was all him. It was the smell that was all Terry. This perfect man I had spent the night with. This man I had fallen head over heels for. I looked back to see where he was. But I assumed he was in his office. That small room at the front if the apartment. So he was not easily visible. And at this moment as my heart ached for him its all I wanted to see was him. His stunning face and that magnificent chest. But he was inside and I know I did not want to disturb him. So I just sat there looking out to the city in the distance. Sighing as I drank a bit more juice.
"Do I get to be happy?" I said to myself "Will he make me happy?" "I hope so. All I can't imagine is him" "Only him"
My mind then wondered as I felt the soft breeze kick up again. A cool chill tickled at the hairs on my neck. And then I drifted off into thought. Drifted off into last night. Feeling this mans body next to me. Feeling his warm and oh so comfortable body next to me. My hand on his chest as I lay there in him. Face nuzzled into that fur on him. Gently adrift on this calm see of joy that was where I was last night. I knew as I lay on him that I never wanted to leave that moment in time. Held close to that awesome body by his one arm. His soft sleepy breathing under me telling me I was where I belonged. Here with him. I smiled softly as I sat there in this almost dreamlike state as my mind went to what was good and safe. Then I was awoken as I felt someone touch me. Almost startled from the sudden touch. It was Terry. He had pulled himself away from his work to see how I was. I felt his hands on my shoulder and chest.
"Hi" he said as I looked up at him again. "How are you doing out here?" "I am good." I said back as I looked at his face "Real good"
He leaned down and kissed me softly. His tender moist lips pressing to mine in a soft yet loving kiss. I could taste something sweet on his lips. It made me lick at my own.
"Sorry I am stuck doing this.." He started to say "It's okay Terry" I said back "I understand."
I grabbed his hand that was on my chest and pulled it to my face. Then i kissed it. His hand then caressed at my cheek. I pushed my cheek to his palm. Swooning at his caress. Loving the touch of his hand. Then I turned to look back at him again. Then just said again it was okay. That I didn't want to stop him from working if it was important. Saying that in was just happy to be there with him.
"Really. I am fine baby" I said again "I am just happy to be here woth you"
He smiled at me and then promised we would do something. Then he leaned down and kissed me again.
"We will do something in a bit" he said "Okay?"
I just nodded back and told him to go finish. That I would just sit there a while longer. So he headed back in. I watched as he stepped back inside. Then looked at his awesome back and butt in those sweat shorts he was wearing. I again smiled in flight that I was indeed here with him. Then turned back to look at a flash of lightning in the far distance. Then a deep and low rumble that followed as it moved across the sky. Honestly I could just stay there with him in the apartment. Hell I could just crawl back into bed with him and just lay there with him if he wanted. Lost in his embrace as we snuggle under the distance thunder. And I would be ever so content with such a scene. Terry and I lost in one another's arms.
"That is all i need" I said softly.
Terry finished shortly after and came out. From his office. He came out and sat there next to me on the outside sofa. I felt him as he weight on the seat seemed to pull me closer to him.
"I have an idea" he stated "Its such a gloomy day" "Why don't we go out have a nice lunch and then go see a movie" "Sound like a good idea?" "That sounds nice" I said back "Lets"
It was a nice idea. I would be in a dark theater sitting next to him during some movie. I would hold him somehow. Touch him as we sat there in the dark. Enjoy a nice scary movie, or mange something suspenseful. Or maybe a romantic comedy. Anything so long as he was with me. Then he suggested something science fiction. Telling me that he remembered me sating I liked sci-fi when we talked on that first vacation together before it got crazy.
"You remembered that?" I asked "Of course" he said "Try to learn what I came when I am smitten woth someone"
I smiled and he smiled back at me. I felt that warmth in my chest again from this. Then he pulled his arm up over my head and behind me. I felt his hand on my shoulder as he pulled me to him. I leaned in to him and placed my head to his broad shoulder. Just laying it there on him. He turned his head and kissed my hair. And I felt his arm pill me in and squeeze me to him. Then he said that maybe we could go back there soon. Back to where we had the best time together. When we had just started this.
"Maybe we can go back there again soon" he stated "I know you loved it there"
I did. He was so right. I did. It was the best time I had had in all my life. And it was where I fell for him. And where we made love for the first rime.
"I would love that" I said as we kissed some more.
We sat there and just held one another for a bit before getting up and going out. The movie was good and lunch was nice too. It was a great grill near the theater. I held on to him during a suspenseful moment in that movie. Just glad he was there with me. Then we came back to his place again. Where I spent another night with him. No sex this time. Just that wonderful sensation of being held by my man. Tightly to his wonderful body. Kissing him for a.bit as sleep came. And I floated off to sweet dreams. His beautiful face in them as I dreamt.... ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ To be continued