This is a new tale with the gorgeous character from the 'All for Terry' story. Its a different tale about thus stunningly beautiful man that passed through my life ever so briefly some years back. And different story with the same people meeting under different circumstances. Again its only fiction as this beautiful man and i never did anything but meet. 'Two ships passing in the night' as it were. But never docking together.
This is for Terry. Where ever he may be.
Enjoy.... ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ All for Terry (My Cop, My Hero (7)
... "See. I told you he liked you" Came the text response the next morning from Michelle. "And you were all worried"
I sent her back a text saying she was the one that worried. But it made me smile. Then I looked at the phone number of the last call. His. I felt a tingle in my chest. As soft heated quiver as it were. It was him. Terry. I knew I was falling for him. He seemed almost to good to be true. Because no one seemed to make me feel as good as he did. Even in the brief moments near him. And we had not even touched in any way I wanted to touch him. Any way I wanted to feel him. But I hoped that this would lead me to the happiness that I have so longed for. But I just was unsure. All if this was uncertain. But it was right now the best feeling I have had in ages. I looked at the phone number that was his as I had already linked his name to it. There before me on the phone was his name. 'Terry'. And I reached for it and touched the small screen. As if touching it meant I was touching him. How I wanted to just dial the number. To hit dials I could just hear his voice again. The voice that was gentle and soft and soothing all at once. And this man wanted to see me.
I lay my head down and drifted off to sleep. A nice deep sleep filled with images of yellow flowers in a field. A soft breeze whisping through them, making the flowers move. I could fee someones hand on me as they lead me through the field of yellow. Bit I could not see them not hear them. But I could somehow hear the breeze as if in my head. I was head up the hill and to where there was a tree all by itself there. Thick leaves that I could clearly see even from the distance I was. I moved closer to it with whomever was leading me there. Then I saw a figure by the tree. A tall person. A man. And as I closed in to where he was I started to see him better. He was in a suit and tie. And his firm was strong in what he wore. A tall blonde man now. And then I saw it was this man I was smitten by. It was Terry. He was holding out his hand to mine in hus striking dashing look. He was mouthing something to me as I reached for him. I tried to read his lips but then the image muttled up and the sound if wind grew. Then a chirp and another chirp. It was birds, many birds. The sound if them growing as I tried to regain the focus in the images around me. I then looked back to where Terry was standing. And he wasn't there. He was gone. And the image even if the tree was hazy, the yellow flowers a blot of yellow smeared as if in a canvas. And all there was was the birds. Aching in my head. I tried to call out to Terry. Bit I could not hear myself, only the birds. Again and again I called out his name. But still only the birds. Multiplying around me. Then one more tome I shouted out his name. It did spill out if my lips finally. The name and sound piercing the cries of birds. And they faded away to a dull chirping.
"Terry!" I shouted.
That was when I woke up. Eyes shooting open from what had just happened. I looked around to see I was in my room. So I knew it was a dream, and a strange dream at that. But what did it mean? I didn't know. I just had me thinking all day about it and him. I did not tell anyone about it. Not even Michelle. The next few days was back I the usual. Going to work and back. Evenings alone in apartment just watching TV then heading to bed. No strange dreams interrupting sleep. But I would constantly look a my phone. Looks at his number. Pulling my finger of the dial button. Wanting so much to call him. Jus so I could eat is voce. But stopping myself as I did not want to seem desperate. Thinking he would see me as such. So I stopped myself every time. Then the next day while at work my phone rang. It was early and I had barely stepped in to the office and was working on something for a client. On the work line calling them.
"Oh shit its Terry" my head screamed
Yes Terry was calling me. But I could not answer as I was on the other phone currently. So it rang there about 8 times before it was gone. Either he hung up or I was getting a message. I went nack to talking to the client. And I didn't think that I heard the message notifier go off on my phone.
"He didn't leave a massage?" I questioned "Maybe he just down want to" "Or he just was calling saying he changed his mind"
All that ran through my head. This gorgeous man realized I was beneath him and didn't want to see me. But he tried to cal to say so and then when I did not answer he just didn't want to leave a message. Yup am that poured into my head. I went back to that strange dream of the other night. The one where he faded away. Was that a message on my subconscious taking me that this was gonna happen? It was now all I could think of. So I could not really concentrate on the call at hand. I made some excuse to the client about having to get off the line.
"I will give you a call in an hour again" I said "Yes. Yes sir. Of course" "Thank you"
I grabbed my phone to look at it and saw that there was a message from him left. My heart sighed as he had bothered to say something. Well at least I hoped it was from.him. So I clicked on my voice mail.
"Hey its Terry" he said
My heart felt a strange yearning as I listened to his beautiful voice. Manly yet had soft undertones. At least when he spoke to me it did. But it was like the rest of him perfect. I listened to his message.he said that he was hoping to get together tomorrow evening as he was off. That he knew a great place in down town. Down where there were street shops. We could have a nice meal and then walk around there.
"I know you are probably busy right now" he started "Let me know if that sounds good for you?" "Talk to you soon"
Well he still wanted to see me. And that made me feel better. I was worried he had changed his mind. So I decided to call him back right then. I hit then return dial button and let it ring a few times. Terry answered after about the third ring.
"Hello?" He asked "Hey Terry. Its me." I started "I got your message" "Sorry I mised your call" "I was with a client."
He apologized for interrupting. But I cut him off saying it was okay. That it was nice of him to call. I said that I was going to call him today hoping he still wanted to go out.
"Oh my God yes" he declared "I want to get to know you better" "You seem so very sweet"
I smiled as he said that. Calling me sweet warmed my heart. I returned the compliment telling him how ever so nice he has been to me since we first met. And thanked him again for helping me when I was moving. He joking said that he did that so he could stalk me. So he knew where I lived. But pulling back a bit and saying that it was a pleasure to help. Then I remembered that day again. Seeing this gorgeous man in plain clothes and looking even hotter than he did in his uniform. And remembering hollow incredible his body was. Oh my God, how could I ever forget that. And I sure hoped to see more of his body someday soon. My loins twitched at the thought of him naked before me.
"I just wanted to say that that sounds good" I then added "That place you spoke of." "I can meet you there.."
He stoped me as I started to say that. He apparently wanted to come pick me up. I thought about it, but wasn't sure I wanted hi to have to drive out pick me up and then hace to bring me back. But before I could say no, he said he was going to. That he insisted.
"Its okay. I want to" he stated
So I agreed to it. Just hearing his voice was enough to make me do what ever he wanted. Then I said I had to hang up. I had to get back to work. "Me too" he said back. Then we hung up. I smiled as I gazed at the phone again. Sighing happily as I felt that warmth in my chest again. I was indeed very smitten with him this beautiful cop that fate and my asshole ex somehow brought into my life. And I kind of thanked the asshole Ed for being the prick he was. Because it brought me to meeting Terry.
"Terry" I softly said as I sighed "I hope..."
I stopped myself because I knew what I was thinking and going to say to myself. I know what I hoped and wanted. But I had to pull myself back because I still did not know this man that well. Yes he seemed ever so wonderful. But I thought Ed had been great too. That was until he showed his hateful colors. So I had to try and not open myself up too much. I really could not afford to get hurt again. Mentally and physically. This was a cop after all. He could get away with abusing someone. He was a cop. It would all fall in his favor. Not mine if the shit got the fan. "I took a heavy breath as my head pulled up the negative thoughts that always seemed to be boiling on inside me. I could not help it though. I had had a lot of disappointment in my life in the matters of love.
"Okay. Just gotta chill" I said "Ots just a date" "Nothing serious yet" "And maybe I will see some red flags when we go out" "Then I will know not to proceed any further"
I later called Michelle to see how she was. Then told her I was going out with Terry tomorrow. Her voice rose and she became ecstatic. Saying that she was so happy that this was happening for me. That I deserved it, and that Terry was a catch. I came back and said that I had no expectations. That it was just a date. That I didn't even know what would come if it 'if anything'. She seemed to get my in my tone my uncertainty and my lack if confidence in this. So she told me what she thought. She told me again I deserved a nice guy. And she believed that Terry was just that. A nice guy
"I have faith in this" she said "I believe it will all work out and you will be happy"
I smiled a bit as her confidence it it made me feel a bit better. Then she added that he was 'a hottie too'.
"Call me afterwards tomorrow" she said "So I can see how it went"
I agreed and hung up with here. Then I ate and went to bed early. I wanted to hopefully get a good nights sleep for tomorrow. Hoping I would look my best for the date I had with Terry....
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