This is a new tale with the gorgeous character from the 'All for Terry' story. Its a different tale about thus stunningly beautiful man that passed through my life ever so briefly some years back. And different story with the same people meeting under different circumstances. Again its only fiction as this beautiful man and i never did anything but meet. 'Two ships passing in the night' as it were. But never docking together.
This is for Terry. Where ever he may be.
Enjoy.... ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ All for Terry (My Cop, My Hero (6)
... My head was right. I did want Terry. I wanted to reach over and pulled his beautiful face to mine and kiss him. To feel and taste those lips I looked at as he sat there. To feel this against mine in a soft tender kiss. A kiss that insured I was already falling for this man. But I knew it was a very bad thought to let linger in my head. I knew that whatever was going on between us would perish if I did something stupid.
"He is the most perfect man.." My head continued
But what of this other cop Jason. Who was he? Was his just a cop friend or was he something more? Were they together or just fuck buddies? Hell I didn't even know if Terry was gay or what he was. My head was lost in utter confusion and a.longubg for this man I was hanging out with. I huffed out a heavy breath and then just smiled at him. He smiled back and turned back to enjoy the show. I watched as he mouthed the words to the songs being played by the house band. Some great classic rock stuff. So I was able to enjoy myself. It was a nice tine to spend with Michelle and Terry. So I did have fun. And i was even able to get into it. The music and such. Several drinks and many songs later Jason declared he needed to get home. That he had the early shift tomorrow. He got up and so did Terry. It was then I noticed how tall Terry was next to him. I mean Jason was 5'9 or so. But had a great body from what is saw. But Terry seemed to tower over him. That gave each other a quick hug and pat. He turned to us and he shook mine and Michelle's hand. Then he left.
"See you later" Terry then said to him
And i thought I saw him wink at the guy. I was able to.look down better now at Terry as he stood there. The jeans he wore were fairly snug in his magnificent rear. And i saw a bulge in the front. Not huge. Just a nice bilge in those jeans. I gulped as I swallowed down some saliva. I then gazed back up at his face. I was lost in how this man looked.
"Well. I think I may have to bounce too" Michelle said "Gotta get back to Quinn" "Oh shit. Yeah!" I blurted back
I got up and realized I needed to get her back home. I looked at Terry and then said that I had to leave too.
"I guess I will bounce too" I added "I drove us here"
Michelle was about to say that she could get a cab. But Terry chimed in and said that he would feel better if I took her home. To make sure she was okay. I was hoping he would want me to stay. Just so i had some alone time with him. Even if it was not what I truly wanted. But he was right. I had to take her home. He then came around and gave Michelle a hug. Then I looked at him and was gonna just shake his hand. But then he grabbed my arm and pulled me into his embrace. His strength holding me to him in a nice powerful hug. I felt almost dizzy from it. His scent and his body next to me made me dizzy from the desire I had for this man. And I don't know if it was me and just mt head thinking this. But his embrace seemed longer than those for Michelle and even his cop friend Jason. My eyes closed in my want not to leave his arms. Ever.
"It was nice that you guys came out" he said again "We will do this again" "Heck yeah" Michelle said "This was great"
I agreed. And then we turned to leave. I smiled at the gorgeous man as he waved at us. Shouting out to me to drive safely. I agreed and we headed out so I could get Michelle back home. In the car she started to talk to me about the night.
"That was weird" she said. "Are you okay?" "I'm fine" I blurted "It wasn't a date like I said" "Yeah. I get that" she added "But I was watching at how you looked at him" "You really like him. Don't you?"
I bit at my lip as I drove. My nervousness at her comment apparent. Then of course I tried to deny my feelings. Even if it was a pretty bad facade. She smiled and placed her hand on my arm. Saying that it was okay. I just blurted out that I was fine and drove the rest of the way in silence. I got back to my place and almost cried. I didn't understand why all of a sudden I was getting emotional about it. I just sat there in bed and sighed. My heart heavy from tonight. Then as I prepared to go to sleep my phone rang. I grabbed it to see it was him. Terry. I looked at it for a moment as it rang. Why was he calking me? Why when he had someone to go home to? But I still answered it. I still just had to hear his voice again. My desire for him demanded it.
"Hello?" I asked "Hey. Its me Terry" he said "I just wanted to make sure you guys got home okay?" "Ohh. Oh yeah. We are good" I said back "Dropped Michelle of and I am here in bed"
I couldn't believe I told him that. He didn't care that I was in bed. Besides he was probably in bed with Jason, or whomever he was with. Then Terry just blurted out a question that took me by surprise. He must have notice my discomfort throughout the night and wanted to see what was up.
"Are you okay?" He then asked "I just noticed you seemed a bit uncomfortable" "Did I offend up you in any...?"
I cut him off as I wanted him to know it wasn't him. That any weirdness was all me.
"Noo!" I blurted out "Its not you" "I am sorry. I must have presumed something that wasn't there is all" "Ohh?" He came back "And what is that"
I then git uncomfortable again. He was digging for an answer. And it was like he knew what I was going to say as his tone seemed to suggest it. But I didn't want to speak too much. I almost shut up entirely until he pushed. He wanted to make sure he didn't do or say something that bothered me. But wanting to know what I was saying to him. So he asked again. I sighed as I pushed out what I meant. Telling myself it really didn't matter. He wasn't interested in me and was just playing with me somehow. At least I perceived that. But I did tell him. I told him what my feelings were when he introduced me to his friend. How even though I knew this wasn't a date that I managed to convince myself it had been.
"I just.." I huffed as I spoke. Trying to get out the words i needed to say. "I know it wasn't.." "Wasn't what?" He asked again
I then took a deep breath. He could hear me and then asked again what was bothering me. I felt a pressure in my head to just get it out to get it all out. And then the words did fall out. Like a rug rolling out uncontrollably.
"I am sorry Terry" I started "I like you. Probably more than I should" "I somehow made myself believe you were interested." "With everything that has happened in my life, you made me feel good" "And I somehow..."
I started to feel my words quiver. I was afraid I may cry. I was gonna bust out bawling in the phone to him. Making a complete fool of myself.
"Hey. Its okay" he said "I like you too" "Maybe more than I should" "That's why I want to get to know you better"
And there it was. A confession from this beautiful man that he had interest. In me. I felt my heart as it wanted to just stop forever. But why, again I told myself. Why? What about his friend. To me they seemed ever too close to just be friends. But now my confusion fir this all was at peak. So I just asked him about it, about Jason and their relationship. I had to know what he was feeling too. And what he meant about liking me more than he should. Was it because he was with this Jason guy. Or was there something more. I mean i had assumed he was straight. Now with all this I had no idea what to think. But I just needed to know.
"But what about Jason?" I then asked "Jason? What about Jason?" He asked with confusion.
But then he sighed and it was like he understood it all. Terry them told me what and who Jason was. And when he did I felt utterly foolish at my silly assumptions.
"Oh gosh" he started with a laugh "Jason and I are not dating" "He is with someone. And not my type" "Besides I am still a novice at all of this" "But there is something so endearing in you" "That's why I wanted to get to know you" "I am so sorry if I made you think that I wasn't interested"
My heart then fell. But in a good way. A steady burn in it, like a flame lighting up. Then he said that he was nervous too. That was why he had Jason come along. 'Just in case'. The phrase echoed in my head because that was why I was glad that Michelle came along too. The exact same reason. So I sighed as i let out sone trapped air from my lungs. Then he suggested we both get some sleep. That it was a a nice if rocky start.
"I will call you I a day or so and we can get together again" he then said "Just the two of us this time" "If that's okay." "Or if you want. Call me." "Okay?" "Okay" I said back
Then we said our good night's and hung up. I then lay there in bed with my thoughts on the evening. I quickly texted Michelle to tell here what just happened. That the night was not a bust. Just a 'rocky start' as he said.and that we planned in getting together again. I sighed as I lay my head down. I grabbed my other pillow and hugged it. My face snuggling into it as if it could be his body. Then I softly sighed as sleep came. And I drifted into sweet dreams of Terry. My cop, my hero.... ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ More to come