This story is different than i normally write. It's a love story. My first.
I was going through some old boxes of things and found some adult magazines I used to have. I hadn't seen them in years. As I went through them I saw a wrapped package and there were a few more in there. But these were covered in plastic. The guy in the cover of them, I had actually met a few times. Before I knew who he was of course. But I always thought he was the most gorgeous man I had ever seen.
As I mentioned, I had actually met him a few times. It turns that we had worked in the same building. And it wasn't until sometime later that I found he was the guy in my magazines. This story is for him. A kind of 'What if' story about a guy I wanted for many years, but fate never made that fantasy come true.
This is for Terry. Where ever he may be.
Enjoy.... ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
All for Terry (Chapter 19) ....Neil Leaves....
...... I sat there in this very nice seafood place that Terry had taken me to. It was on the seaside pier. We sat down on the side that face the hills and edge of the bay. Night was starting to fall, and the lights if the city were coming on. So it looked beautiful. We were swated at a window seat that was opened up. So the smell of the ocean waifed in. There was a soft light that glowed between us. It showed in his face. Casting shadows that only seemed to accentuate the beauty of the man.
"Anything you want" he said "Lets get some wine"
He waived down the waiter who came to the to our table. The guy was obviously gay. A young Twinkie looking fellow. And he stared at Terry for a moment.
"Wh-what can I get for you sir?" He asked
The kid didn't even look my way. He just gawked at the man I was here with. I wanted to blurt out that 'he is mine gay boy'. To tell him to stop eating Terry up with his eyes. But who could blame him. It was Terry after all. Then Terry looked at me and then back at the kid
"WE' would like some wine" he said "Out. Oh yes. Of course sir" the kid replied
He finally looked over at me. To his dismay. Then Terry reached ovwr the table and grabbed my hand. A motion to show the boy he was indeed with me. I looked at his hand and smiled.
"Not my type" Terry said "Twinks. " "Oh. I see. Glad to hear" I stated "I want you" he then blurted
I felt my breath stop as well as my heart for a moment. That familiar ache returned. Hearing him say that made my hwart leap in my chest. Then my heart began to thump harder in my chest. Accelerating it's beats. I still couldn't believe I had Terry here with me. And him saying that he want me. I felt my hand begin to sweat.
"I do" he reiterated to me "There is just something inside that says yes" "Like I know this is right"
Then he paused for a second. His eyes looked at mine. Piercing into them. I could see in then his desire for me. Then he almost asked me to reverify this. "So long as you do" he added
I wanted to shout out to the bay a resounding yes. Yes I did want this man. But then I breathe in and just squeezed his hand
Then.nodded my acknowledgment. He smiled again and them grabbed at his menu. I did the same. Then I saw a price and nearly screamed. It was indeed an expensive place. I almost put it down ans said no. But he again said it was okay. He wanted mw to have a nice dinner. So I looked for something on the cheaper and.
"Your wine sir" said the waiters voice "Just leave the bottle" Terry stated "Yes sir" came the reply
He then poured the wine into our glasses. Terry swirled it around before the kid finished pouring. Then tasted it. Then he nodded and the guy finished. Then he asked what we wanted. We ordered and then he left us. Terry looked at me funny. He knew I went for a cheap meal, per this menus standard. He smiled and then said I was cute.
"You are so cute" he said " I see what you did." "And its okay"
I felt embarrassed. But I didn't want to take advanatge of him. And he seemed to underatand. I looked out the window and out to the falling sunset. It was beautiful. Probably one of the most beautiful things I had ever seen. Watching as the sun fell over thw water on the horizon. But even that sight paled to when I looked back at Terry.
"Beautiful" I then said "It is a gorgeous sunset" he said back "No Terry. You are"
He smiled and almost blushed. Then he pulled me over the table. And then followed with another kiss. I felt light headed from it for some teason. Then we sat back and touched glasses, as he toasted what he said would be a nice future.
"To us. Lets see where we take this" he said
The food came and we got down to dinner. Several galsses of wine later we were done. Then he paid the bill. I siad I wanted to pay some, but he scolded me saying again it was his great.
"I said my treat" he crowed "Sorry.." I began to say
Then he suggested we take a walk. So we did. We left the restaurant and walked along the pier. Then we ended up walking on the beach. Removing our shoes and socks. Then walking even to the waves of water floating onto shore. The water cold between my toes. Terry held my hand as we did. Arms slightly swinging back and forth. We talked about work mostly. I found how he got into his business and yold him how I ended up where I was.
"Its funny that we somehow ended up at the same place" he said. "Fate" I said back "Yup." He replied
Then he stopped us and pulled me back into his strong embrace. Then he kissed me again. Right there standing in the waves as they rushed in.
"Thank you fate" he said
I was so enamored with him. And was glad that fate had brought me to him. This man I never thought would like me. I looked at his face again. He was utterly stunning to me. I looked at those lips that just had kissed me. Slightly moist from the kiss we shared.
"So what so you want to do now"? He asked "I don't know"I answered "Kind of liking this"
I reached his hand and grasped for it. Then let my fingers play with his. Rubbing them against his. I wanted him. But it wasn't completely sexual what I was feeling. Yes I wanted to have sex with Terry. But I would be just content to sit next to him on the beach. Then I looked over at the pier again. It was now a nice silhouette in the evening sky. Then i looked back at him.
"Its beautiful here" I said "You want to come to my place to relax" "Have a night cap" "Ohh. Sure" he answered back
Then I realised how it sounded. So I reiterated what I meant.
"Oh noo, noo" I huffed "Nothing like that."
He smiled and touched my arm. Squeezing ot lightly.
"I know" he said "I just don't want the night to end" I said "Wanna spend as much time with you as I can"
Terry leaned in to me and kissed me once more
"You adorable" he said "And I would love to"
So we headed back to the car and drove back to my place. Terry held my hand most of the way back. We got to my plave and I lead him inside. He amiled as he stepped into my place. I had totally cleaned it the night before because of tonight. Wanting him not to see any mess. Even though I thought myself not a messy guy.
"Ots a nice place" he said to me "Thanks" I said back "Do you want a glass of wine" "Sure" he replied
I opened up a bottle and handed him a glass. He patted the sofa cushion next to his. Saying to 'come sit' And smiled at me. I sat there next to him. His wonderful cologne waifed off of him again and entered my nose.
"You smell soo good" I said
I leaned in close to take it in again. Near his neck I was now. Smelling him. He turned and pulled my face to his. Telling me to 'just kiss him already'. So I did. I was then pulled into him as we sat there smooching on the couch. It was more passionate a kiss then I think i had ever has. Our lips pressed to one another. Tongues danced with each other in a mouth tango like no other. My hand touched his face. Then moved down to his neck and then to his shoulder. It contiued it path down to his arms. I squeezed at his bicep as his hand held my face. Feeling the muscle under his shirt. It felt so good. My hand then somehow moved over to his chest. I squeezed at the pectoral through his shirt. So now I was feeling him up basically.
"Love your body" I said as we parted lips "Feels so strong"
And I pondered whether to move my hand elsewhere. Somewhere south if his aweaome chest. A chest I knew was beautiful under his shirt. But I stopped myself. Then gazed at his eyes. Longing flowing between us. Terry then sighed. Then he lifted his arm back to the back if the sofa. Then behind my shoulder. He pulled me to him.
"Come here" he said
He gave me a kiss and then I was pulled into his arm. My hand finding his chest. So I lay it there. Feeling his heart beat and I lay my head into his neck. His gorgeous smell infiltrated my nostrils. And I nuzzled more into him. Then Terry just held me for a bit. And I could have stayed there forever. Then as we sat there I found my eyes moving down to his lower half. And thats when I saw his bulge. It appeared that he was getting an erection. Then i looked up at him. He lookwd back at me and then realised I has seen hus erection. Then he pulles his arm up and away from me. Then he moved to get up.
"I better go" he then said "No. Don't " I said back
Then he stood up. Ans there it was before me. His very noticable erection in his slacks. I was mortified for him. But I didn't want him to leave. I wanted him. Butbthen he said that he wanted mw to be comfortable
And didnt want to rush it like all his past relationships. He then reached down and fixed himself in his pants.
"Come here" he said "Kiss me so I can leave"
So I got up and kissed Terry. I hugged hima s I did. Pushing my crotch to his. And feeling his dick against me.
"Hmm" I sighed as we parted. "You don't have to go" "No. I should." He said
Then repeated the relationship concern. Then he pulled feom me. And again adjusting himself.
"I really like you" he added "So we will take it slow. Okay" "Okay" I said back
And I lwt the man go. Sighing at the door as i walked him out. Watching his beautiful ass in those slacks as he walked away. He turned and blew me a kiss. And again I sighed. I then closed the door and sat down. Pondering whether he may have changed his mind about me. I grew sad almost instantly. Pondering the worse case scenario. Pondering what I did wrong as I sat there. I took a breath as I realised I was horny now. Not getting the man I desperate desired. And then my phone rang. It was Neil. Like a strange twist of fate. It was the other guy in my life. He was horny too. And he wanted me to come over. So i did.
"Okay. I'll be right there" I said back
So I grabbed my keys and left. Driving over to his place. The moment I stepped into his trailer he jumped me. He pulles at my pants and went for my dick immediately. Pulling it out and then going down on me. It would have been great had I not lost my erection from before. The one that Terry had given me from his touch and feeling his body against me.
"What is wrong with you?" He grumbled "You aren't getting hard"
I didn't understand it. Why was I know getting hard again. I was just a bit ago. And it was missing Neil off. He pulled from me in disgust. Then stood up. Then he told me to go home. Almost throwing me out
"Wait. Neil" I huffed "Noo!" He growled "I don't know what the Hell is wrong with you" "But it seeems you have fucking lost interest in me." "So just go the Fuck home man"
Then I pulled up my pants and was all but shoved out the door.
"Thanks for nothing man" he growled "You have made my desision to gi back to Denver clear" "Hope you find what ever it is you want"
And then the door slammed at me. I headed back home and had some more wine. Its all I could really do. I tried to call Neil to explain myself. I wanted to let him know it wasn't him. Even though I wasn't sure what it was. He answered, but asked I never call him again. "Goodbye" he said. Then he hung up. I sighed in my disappointment in myself more than anything else. And that was the last I ever heard or saw of Neil..... ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ More to come