This story is different than i normally write. It's a love story. My first.
I was going through some old boxes of things and found some adult magazines I used to have. I hadn't seen them in years. As I went through them I saw a wrapped package and there were a few more in there. But these were covered in plastic. The guy in the cover of them, I had actually met a few times. Before I knew who he was of course. But I always thought he was the most gorgeous man I had ever seen.
As I mentioned, I had actually met him a few times. It turns that we had worked in the same building. And it wasn't until sometime later that I found he was the guy in my magazines. This story is for him. A kind of 'What if' story about a guy I wanted for many years, but fate never made that fantasy come true.
This is for Terry. Where ever he may be.
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All for Terry (Chapter 18) ....A Dinner to remember....
..... I woke the next day and turned in bed. My face touch the edge of some paper. I looked over to see it was the magazine that Terry was in. It was opened to the hot page of Terry. Sitting there legs spread. His hand between thise sexy thighs, hand gripping at his big full balls. His dick hanging off to the side.
"Mmm" I sighed again. "So fucking perfect"
His face looked into the camera that had taken the picture. A soft yet serious look on his gorgeous face. Those eyes burned into mine. Like he was looking only at me. Like this picture was meant just for me, and no one else. I took a deep breath and just gazed at him some more. Then my hand touched at the image of him. Touched at the chest near the centerfold itself. Then I moved it to his face.
"Ohh Terry" I sighed.
I then kissed my fingers and placed them to his face again. Licking my lips as I actually seemed to remember his taste. Then the scent of his cologne seemed to wash over me.
"I think I am losing my mind" I finally said "It was just a kiss" "Nothing else."
I got dressed and headed to work. And for the most part it was uneventful. I did not see Terry come in that day, and that was good. I could not afford that distraction. Then my phone rang. It was Neil. He wanted to take me out to lunch. I of course agreed.
"Great i will see you at your office bout' noon" he said "Okay great". I replied
I was feeling a bit better until I recieved another call just an hour before lunch. And it was Terry.
"Hey there cutie" he said "Out. Hi Terry, I came back "Want to do lunch?"
'Fuck' my head shouted. I can't. I am seeing Neil. What the Fuck do i tell him. I don't want to lie. But I couldn't say I was seeing Neil. It would mess up everything. Of course I still had no idea what was going on with my life. Because I had never ever been in this position before. And it scared me. So I did half lie. And I felt horrible for doing so. But told him. That he should have called sooner. That I promised to go to lunch with one of thw girls form the office
"Awe Fuck." He huffed "Guess I will have to eat alone" "Just pushing me aside for a girl" he joked
But then he said I was his later. I hung up and breathed in a deep sigh. Then I lowered my head and just shook it back and forth. "I can't do this" I grumbled.
I had to decide what and who I wanted.
"Fuck" I huffed
Neil came to the office about 10 to 12. The girl at reception lead him to mine. I saw him and smiled. He looked good.
"So are you ready?" He said "Yeah. Just a sec" I replied "Let me log off"
We walked down a gew blocks to a place that sold great hot dogs. Neil looked at me and could see I was pensive. So he asked me how was work. I had to think of something
So I went back ro my lie about it.
"Still crazy" I said "We are having issues with the documents printer." "Tickets are getting messed up."
I went on with the lie I was telling him. Adding that someone was supposed to come and fix it. That there was Such a delay. Especially for last-minute. He seemes to take it again. I looked back at Neil. Then smiled and sighed. Happy that I had gotten away with it again. Then finding it odd that I waa okay with lying to him, but not Terry. We finished lunch and he walked me back to the office. He kissed me at the door to the building. Then I stepped inside. I got back to my desk and slumped down in my chair. .
"Its not him" I decided "I dont think Neil is the one"
The problem was, I had never broken up with anyone. It was always the reverse. So I just kept the uncomfortable conversation under wraps. And from our lunch I had told him that I would call him tomorrow or so. That way we could get together.
"Great." He had said "Want this to work" "You are the only reason I am sticking around here"
I finished my day feeling like Crap. But it was as I qas leavung the bulding that I saw Terry's car in the parking lot. It had just pulled in. I stopped as he honked at me. And I felt a smile cross my face. Then the man stepped out if his car. He was stunning as ever. He was in black slacks and a blue shirt.
"Hello sexy" he said as he came towards me. "Hi Terry. What are you doing here?" I said back.
Then he stepped right up to me. I looked at thia perfect man in front of me. The blue in his shirt highlighting the traces of blue in his eyes. Then he pulled me to him. Right there in the parking lot. I couls smell his scent again. It infiltrated my nostrils.
"I figured I lost out on lunch" he then said "But wanted you for dinner again" "Hmm?"
I looked over to see one if the other employees walking out and seeing us together. She half smiled. But then moved on to her car when i waved at her. I sighed as he held me there. Looking back at his magnificent face. Ans wanting to kiss him. But didn't.
"Let me drop off my car at home" I then said "Okay. I will follow you then". He said
Then he leaned down and kissed me. It was perfect. His lips to mine as I was held by him. Feeling his body and strength. Then he reached own and grabbed my butt.
"See you in a bit" he smiled
I watched as he got back to his car. Then I got in mine and lead him home to my apartment. His black Lincoln looking almost ominous in my rearview. We got to my place and parked. I pondered changing, but as I stepped over to his car, he said to get in with a wink. So I did. Placing my bag in his back seat.
"What are you hungry for?" He asked "Anything you want. My treat"
Then he placed his hand in my knee, and squeezed. I was about to say, ' whatever he wanted'. But didn't want to be indecisive what him.
"You okay with seafood?" I asked "Hmm. Sounds great" "I know a nice intimate place near the beach"
Then he leaned in and kissed me again. His hand holding my face softly. "Great choice baby"
Then he grabbed my hand and drove. Placing it on his thigh. I could feel the heat of his leg as my hand lay there. It room us about 20 minutea to get to the beach. Then we drove to the lot near the pier. I looked at the area. I hoped it wasn't one of the ones there. 'They are so expensibe' I thought to myself.
"Lets go" he said as we stepped out of the car.
It was one of those places. I was going to protest. But then he grabbed my hand and held it as we walked. I so I just did. Looking at him as we walked. But then said it as we reached the restaurant.
"This place has got to be pricey" I said "Thats okay" he then said "You deserve it" "Come on"
So he lead me into the place......
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