This story is different than i normally write. It's a love story. My first.
I was going through some old boxes of things and found some adult magazines I used to have. I hadn't seen them in years. As I went through them I saw a wrapped package and there were a few more in there. But these were covered in plastic. The guy in the cover of them, I had actually met a few times. Before I knew who he was of course. But I always thought he was the most gorgeous man I had ever seen.
As I mentioned, I had actually met him a few times. It turns that we had worked in the same building. And it wasn't until sometime later that I found he was the guy in my magazines. This story is for him. A kind of 'What if' story about a guy I wanted for many years, but fate never made that fantasy come true.
This is for Terry. Where ever he may be.
Enjoy.... ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
All for Terry (Chapter 17) .....Trouble with Neil.....
..... I had just had the perfect date. I was in blissfully happiness with the time I had spent with Terry. Terry, the man I nlknew form my old job of a few years before. Terry, the man of whom I had adult male magazines that had pictures of him. Naked. Terry, the most gorgeous man my eyes have ever laid upon. Someone I never would have thought would ever be interested in me. But somehow he was. And it was a dream come true.
"Fuckk!" My head screamed again
I had just spent time with this God of a man. And the guy I was sort of seeing had just sent me a message. Wondering when I was gettig home. So I rushed home. I called him saying that the work dinner ran late. And I was tired. That I would call him in the morning. He seemed okay with that.
"Alright babe" he then said "Call ya later sexy" "You too" I said back.
But I felt terrible. I had just lied to the guy. Neil was a nice and handsome guy. And I just lied to him. It was all a bundle of confusion as to why I decided not to see him that night. Here was Neil. A guy I was about to possibly start a relationship with. We had already had sex. And it was good. But then there was Terry. Ohh my God, Terry. The man I had somehow found was an infatuation for me for many years. Even before I ever met him. Heck even before I ever bumped into him at my old job.
"What the Fuck do I do" I huffed that night.
Needless. I got very little sleep that night. I got up thw next morning and went to work. I stepped into my office and atarted work. "So" I then heard behind me
It was Arpi. She stood there smiling at me from the door. She had an accusing look on her.
"You know. Work relationships are never good" she said "Yeah Terry is a handsome man" "Handsome!" My head screamed "Have you seen him?!"
But I just looked at her and smiled back. Then I said it was just a dinner. That I had a guy. "Sort of"
"Well I wouldn't mess it up for some fun" she added "You are getting serious with this other guy" "And cheating will always end badly" "Not cheating" I said "Just couldn't resist having dinner with him" "He is gorgeous after all"
Then I pointed out I was seeing Neil later. "Good" she replied. Then we pointed out that I looked tired. And I was. And I just qanted to go home. But I had a bunch of clients to call. So i did. Then around lunch time I saw him come into the office. Terry. I looked as he passed on the far side of the place. He was shaking hands with everyone. Then was caught by Arpi. She started to lead him odd. But hw looked over towards me and winked at me. I felt my heart skip a beat. Then a hard ache entered my chest. Like a soft bought of heartburn. Then as he walked off it worsened.
"Why" I just sighed to myself "She is right" "He couldn't possibly work"
Then I pondered that maybe Terry just wanted to Fuck me.thwn move on to someone else. I figured men like him where just out to collect trophies of sex. So I went back to work. I was on the phone sometime later when hw showed up at my office. I was in the phone and looking down at the pad I was writing notes on, so I didn't sww him show up.
"Okay. Great" I said to the person on the phone. "I will check some dates and call you back"
Then I hung up. That's when I saw his shoes. I looked up and there stood Terry. He was as stunning as ever. He was leaning against the doorway. Legs crossed at the ankle, and arms crosses over his chest. His sleeves were rolled up to show off his furry forearms.
"Bet they love working with you" he said "Ohh. Hi" I said surprised "Didn't see you there" "Its okay." He came back "Like watching you"
I gazed at him. Up and down his body. His face, arms, his crotch. I could see the bulge of his contained dick. I lingered on it briefly. Then my eyes moved back up to his face. He had a slight smirk on his face.
"So. When can I see you again?" he then asled
I lookrd at his face. Studying his cheeks, nose, eyes and mouth. Trying to capture his features. So I would not lose them. Then he uncrossed his hands and stepped over to my desk. He leaned over it. Placing his hands to the desk. Then lowered his face down closer to me. I looked at his triceps as it flexed in his shirt. The muscle pushing at the material. I swallowed spit as I looked at his lips.
"Hmm?" He then hummed "So when?"
I breathed in. I needed to. Not knowing what to say. I wantdd to see him again. But not tonight. I was seeing Neil tonight. So I looked at the stunning man again. His lips I so wanted to kiss again. So I told him a part truth.
"I didn't sleep last night" I then said "So gonna hit the hay early" "Is that okay"
He smiled at me. Then he leaned over the desk and kissed me. Grabbing my head as he pulled me to him. Then those lips touched mine. He tasted so good. I held my lips to his. The softness and just having them to kiss.
"You okay?" He asked "Couldn't stop thinking about last night" "So its your fault" I said smiling
Terry pulled back a few inches from me. His eyes looked inro mine. Searching for something.
"No sleep because of me?" He asked "Have to say. I like that" "Buy maybe I should be there" "So you really get no sleep."
He kissed me again. Fire explosed in my mouth and head. I was lost in those lips again. The ache in my heart returned. Then he stepped back and stood again. His lips were moist again from our kiss.
"Okay" he then said "I will let you sleep" "But I will call on you tomorrow. Okay?"
I nodded back at him. Licking my lips to taste him again.
"What is going on here?" Arpi asked
Sje had showed up as he kissed me. Looking at me like I was a slut. Terry turned and smiled at her.
"Just wanted to say hi" he stated "See ya later."
He winked as he left me there with her. Moments later she scolded me again. But I really wasn't listening. I was gazing off into some oblivion. My fingers pulled to my lips as I touched where he had kissed. After my scolding, and the day ended. I headed home. I was supposed to meet Neil for dinner and more.
"I'll come pick you up" I said "Then we can go back to my trailer" he said "Then have some real fun"
I smiled at his comments. But I sat there as he spoke to me on the phone. And I wasn't as turned on as when we first met. I mean he is hot. Neil is hot. But something was blocking my feelings for him. And i knew what it was. And I hated that, because I never saw myself as the type of man that would dump someone a new interest. But Terry was more than that for some reason. And I did not really know what it was. Whether it was just the fantasy of having someone like Terry. But it seemed like there was connection with him. Something powerful. Like I was meant to meet this man.
"I'll see you later" I said to Neil.
Neil and I got together that evening. We had some dinner at a local bar and grill. Then after a bit of flirting we headed back to his place. He was on me the moment we stepped into his trailer. Pulling at my shirt and then my pants. I kissed him back as he was trying to get me naked. Then he went for my dick. Dropping to his knees and going for me. I felt his mouth. It felt good, but I was for some reason not getting erect. I pushed at his face several times and still nothing
"Is everything okay?" he asked "Huh. Ohh yeah..." I tried to say "Are you sure?"
I was feeling deglated. Literally. I was.not getting hard for him, and I could tell he wasn't liking it. It wasn't like the last time together. Where we were all over wach other.
"Are you even enjoying this?" He grumbled
Then I pushed him off. I had to stop this very uncomfortable interaction. Now.
"Just work.." I then blurted "Rough day". "Alot of stress"
He stood up and then he pulled me to him. Then he hugged me. "I get it" he then said "I have had those days" "Just never affected sex" "Sorry.." I trued to apologize.
He seemed okay with my lie. Then he said to just go home. To get a few drinks and relax. He offered an alternate date for this. And I agreed. He kissed me and then I left. I licked my lips after the kiss. Then weirdly wiped my mouth.and then for the first time noticed he was an awfully wet kisser. I sighed in disappointment for how the evening ended. But went home and to my bed.
"Hope to see you again" was a text I hadn't noticed
It was from Terry. I felt that pang in my chest again. A thump that only seemed to happen with him. I smiled and touched the screen. But did not text back. I was just too confused right now. But then I dug out the magazines again. The ones that had Terry in them. Then I lay there in bed just looking at his face. The soft smile and those lips again. I sighed deeply and the ache returned in my chest. And I felt a throb in my shorts. One that has stopped happening for Neil.
"What are you doing to mw Terry" I huffed "And what of Neil?"
I fell asleep with the magazine lying next to me. Opened to the centerfold of his beautiful body. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
To be continued