This story is different than i normally write. It's a love story. My first.
I was going through some old boxes of things and found some adult magazines I used to have. I hadn't seen them in years. As I went through them I saw a wrapped package and there were a few more in there. But these were covered in plastic. The guy in the cover of them, I had actually met a few times. Before I knew who he was of course. But I always thought he was the most gorgeous man I had ever seen.
As I mentioned, I had actually met him a few times. It turns that we had worked in the same building. And it wasn't until sometime later that I found he was the guy in my magazines. This story is for him. A kind of 'What if' story about a guy I wanted for many years, but fate never made that fantasy come true.
This is for Terry. Where ever he may be.
Enjoy....
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All for Terry (Chapter 15) .....Just drinks.....
...... It was him. I could not believe it was Terry. The Terry, my Terry, but not my Terry. I was lost in confusion and immediate desire as I stared up at the beautiful man standing in our conference room. He smiled as he looked about the room. The suit was opened at the front to show a bit of the light blue shirt he had on under it. A coordinated tie with his suit and shirt was perfect. I thought I was going to fall out of my chair.
"I wanted to give you this presentation of what we can do for you" he stated "What my team can do to expand your companies reach"
Terry then mived his hand to his hip, pushing aside his suit jacket. he shirt fitting nicely to the man's chest as he placed his hand on his hip. I could see the shape of his pectoral against the soft cotton if his shirt. I was in utter awe of him as he stood there. Terry then glanced over at me and smiled. A familiar recognition crossing over his face. But then he went back into his sales pitch.
"Are you okay" my boss said softly as she tapped my arm "Mm hmm" was all I could respond.
My eyes not wanting to leave Terry for even the slightest. I couldn't and wouldn't. Gazing at the sheer magnificence of the man standing at the other end of the table. Terry then came around and passed out the info packets of his propstition to expand our company. He placed a folder before each person. His arm reaching over next to them as he placed the info before them.
"Ohh God. He is coming this way" my head screamed
Then as he continued to talk to the people in the room, I saw his suit covered arm next to me. I looked up at him and he smiled at me. Then his scent hit me. It was that familar scent from the very first time I was in that elevator with him those years ago. It was intoxicating, and I wanted to grab his arm and just inhaled it. Inhale him. But I just breathed, sighed as it he shook my hand. I felt the heat of it, and what seemed an electrical charge that passed between us. Or maybe it was just my lust or desire for him. I couldn't be sure. Then he passed me and moved on. Then he went around the table and back to his original place. Then the meeting continued.
"He is so fucking beautiful" I said to myself. "The most beautiful man I have ever seen"
After the meeting, Terry wrapped up and closed up the presentation. He then shook Arpi's hand his gorgeous hand cupping hers as the held one another's. He then looked over at me again. He smiled and the nodded at me.
"And you" He then called out to me
That's when Terry came over to me. Did he recognize me? I felt sweaty palms as I gripped my fingers tightly. Had he recognized me from before. I hoped so. But I was almost shaking at the fact that he was coming towards me. His face a stunning sight and his gorgeous hazel eyes flickered as he gazed at me. Then Terry was now standing before me. His tall broad physique filling up his suit nicely. He smiled as he started to talk to me.
"Do I know you from somewhere?" he then asked "I am sure of it" "I, Umm.." Was all I could seem to get out
My nerves had be speechless as this beautiful man was talking to me. His lips purse slightly as he continued to grill me as to where he knew me from. And then he just came out and asked the strangest, yet intriguing question. Wondering if we had met at some 'White party'. Indicating his belief in assuming I was gay. And it was about as blunt as could be.
"Was it at the beach 'white party' in July"? he asked
Again I was caught utterly speechless. I must have looked stupid and silly as this man tried to talk to me. I could see my boss some feet away as she conversed with someone else from his firm. She looked at me oddly. Like there was something wrong with me. But I just was stuck in a state of dumbfoundedness I couldn't seem to get out of.
"So, were you there?" he ask "No" I finally spit out "Not much for parties" "Oh. Okay" he came back "But I am sure we have met before"
I then seemed to get some of my wits back and finally answered him. I took a breath and then said where I knew him from. Mentioning the old building we had both worked at. looking at him as I could see him thinking about that place. Then he had a bigger smile on him as he looked back at me.
"Ohh my gosh, yess" he said "I remember you now" "Yeah. We crossed paths a few times in the elevator" I then said "Yes we did" He came back "Yes we did"
Then he placed a hand on my arm and patted it. It seemed more a friendly pat at first. But the he seemed to almost squeeze my arm. "Its good to see you again" He then added
There was a sight pause between us. He pondered something else to say to me. Then did
"I remember talking to your friend" He then said "What was his name..?" "Tim?" I asked back "Yes, Tim. That's it" He blurted back
Terry's eyes looked back at me, at mine intently at that moment. Those sexy eyes seemed to pierce mine as he gazed at me. Then he continued his conversation. Telling me what he and Tim had spoken about once in the lobby as they had bumped into one another. Terry had mentioned they seemed to find one another down there a few times. But then he revealed to me something that he and Tim had talked about not long before he had left that building to move elsewhere. How Tim had told him that I had had a crush on him. My eyes shot open in shock.
"That little shit!" my head screamed at me "He had told Terry I had a crush on him" "Oh my God Tim!" "If you weren't dead, I would kill you"
I tried to rebute that Tim was just being the wierdo he tended to be. That I didn't have a crush, nor had a crush on him. Even though that was a lie. For I was standing there before the most perfect specimen of maleness I had ever and would ever see. I blushed unlike I ever had before. Looking away from Terry. He saw me do this and reached for my shoulder. Then I felt him squeeze at it.
"Its okay" He then said "I kinda thought you were cute too"
I looked back at his face as he smiled lightly at me. His lips pulling as they stretched in his smile. His face seeming even more beautiful as he did. Then he asked me if I wanted to get a few drinks later. I gulped at the thought of one on one time with him. Swallowing a deep gulp of saliva that had collected in my mouth.
"So, what do you say?" he then reiterated "Wanna have a drink or two" "Or maybe dinner?'" "Would like to get to know you better"
My mouth hung open in shock at his words. I could not believe Terry was asking me out for a drink. Again I swallowed. O then remembered that I was supposed to meet Neil later for dinner. 'Fuck' I said in my head. I had the most gorgeous man alive asking me to drinks and I had a date planned already with someone I had already had sex with. Someone I was trying to get into a relationship with. Or was I? I really was not sure what Neil and I were at the moment. Only met with him a few times now. Hadn't even considered the whole relationship thing until just a few days before. After the sex we had. And now I had this predicament. Was Terry interested in me? Or was it just drinks?
"Just drinks" I then deciphered "Just colleagues getting drinks" "This man wouldn't want me"
So I decided to have drinks with Terry that night. And blow off Neil. I would call him later to saw I had to cancel for a work thing. Hoping he would be cool with it. So I looked back at the beautiful man before me and answered his question
"Sure. Wouldn't mind a drink" I said "Its been a rough week"
I laughed lightly and he smiled more. His eyes lighting up some from my answer.
"Great. We can meet back here later and I will drive us to this great place." he then said "Great music and drinks" "Then we can talk about work and stuff. Okay?" "Okay" I said back
Then watched as Terry left the office. His broad back turned to me as he grabbed his things and then left after shaking my bosses hand too. Then winked at me as he walked out. Arpi looked at me and jabbed my arm. I felt the pain of the hard jab and looked at her oddly "Whatt!?" I huffed "Are you getting drinks with him?" "Yeah" I said back to her
She looked at me like I was mad. Then reminded me about the guy I was seeing later. I then explained to here where I knew Terry from and stated that it was just drinks to catch up. And stated that Neil would understand as it was for work. She looked at me and nodded her head accusingly. Then after that I called Neil to cancel our date for the evening for work reasons. I could not help it. I had to see Terry again, even if it wasn't for anything serious or sexual. He was just so stunning to look at. This beautiful man I that didn't know I knew what lay under his suit and pants. I actually felt my loins twitch at the thought of knowing how he looked naked.
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to be continued