This story is different than i normally write. It's a lovestory. My first.
I was going through some old boxes of things and found some adult magazines I used to have. I hadn't seen them in years. As I went through them I saw a wrapped package and there were a few more in there. But these were covered in plastic. The guy in the cover of them, I had actually met a few times. Before I knew who he was of course. But I always thought he was the most gorgeous man I had ever seen.
As I mentioned, I had actually met him a few times. It turns that we had worked in the same building. And it wasn't until sometime later that I found he was the guy in my magazines. This story is for him. A kind of 'What if' story about a guy I wanted for many years, but fate never made that fantasy come true.
This is for Terry. Where ever he may be.
Enjoy....
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All for Terry (Chapter 14) .....Unsure Romance.....
..... I had spent the rest of the day with Rosie and Johanna. Hanging out at pride. My mind was pondering this hook up she sneaked in on me. At first I was a bit offended that she assumed I needed help finding a man. But then realized I didn't have trouble finding men. My lucky after all was far from great in that area. And I did have the handsome Neil's number. And I wondered whether i would call him or not.
"Give me a call when you guys are getting together" she asked me "I want to know how it goes"
She smiled and gave me a big hug and kiss in cheek. Then after we parted I went home. I thought it was a nice day for the most part. A little weird when I found she had set me up with this good looking guy. But then was glad as I figured we could go out. Have a few drinks and see where it went from there.
"Nice guy" I said
I went to bed that night early. I was beat after all the walking I had done. But as I lay there in bed, sleep would not come. And I wasn't sure why. He day was a nice one. I even met a nice guy tiday. But for some reason I could not sleep. Then I face flashed across my mind. But it wasn't Neil's. The handsoem guy I met today. For some odd reason I was thinking a out Terry. I looked it the clock on the nightstand. The soft green glow of the numbers on it catching my eye. It was after 11. So I turned the light back in and then reached to the bottom drawer if the nightstand. That's where I had those magazines with Terry's face on them. I looked at the cover and it said November. The month if that magazine.
"Hmm. Strange" I said as I looked back at the clock again
November, the eleventh month. I found it curious as I looked at the time, and then the magazine again. And then i looked at his face again. I sighed a deep sigh as I looked at his beautiful face.
"What is it about you Terry" I said to face "Why are you in my head tonight"
I touched the page again and felt a dull throb in my chest. Almost like I sting of heartburn. I stared at his image for a few minutes before finally feeling sleep as it inched into my head.
"Good night handsome" I said to this image again.
Then placed the mazagine back in the drawer. Then finally went to bed. Dreams of a beach somewhere filled my head. I was laying there on the sand getting some sun. Looking out to the water. Then as I lay there one if the people in the water came out towards me I saw his strong form as whe walked towards me. The sun then seemed to flash as if from behind him as he stopped a ove me. I could see the water on his body but not his face. Then he said something I couldn't quite understand. But I could feel myself smile from it. And then I reach for this man and pulled hm to me. And that's when I woke.
"Hmmm. Love you" I said as I woke.
Then I realized I had just dreamt whatever that was. And I looked over at the clock and it was almost time to get up. I hit the arm and started my day. Getting up nand showering for another day. Morning was just starting t snow itself out my window. I started my coffee and got dressed. And as I sat down to have some cereal, I looked out the window. I saw some kinds running down the parking area. And i saw alot of cars out there this morning. I pondered why no one was rushing out.
"Ohh fuck" I then said to myself "It's Sunday" "What an idiot"
I don'tknow what made me think it was a weekday, but I stopped for a moment. Then finished eating. I then went to get changed. I huffed in disgust at myself for thinking this. Then I checked my phone and saw I had a message.
"Hey man. It's Neil" came the message "Had a nice time meeting you" "Let me know if you want to go out for drinks or something" "Hmm" I sighed with a smile "Neil. Cool"
I decided to call him back and see what he was up to today. Maybe we could get some lunch or something. So I dialed hum back. It rang a few times and then he answered
"Hey Neil its me" I said "Just returning your call" "Ohh hey. Hi" he said back
We talked for a bit and decided to get together on Tuesday for dinner. I agreed and made the date.
"See you then" I said back
I smiled as it was nice that I was going out. First time in a while. I knew I needed to see people again. Otherwise I would end up alone. Something I know I did not want. I went to work the next day as usual. Greeted my boss and told her I had a great time at pride that weekend. She asked if I met anyone. So I told her I had a date on Tuesday with him
"That's great" she said
We discussed some new things coming up. She mentioned that they were going to do some new marking to get our company more noticed. She said they had someone coming in on that week to discuss what and how we could get the name out there better.
"Well that's great" I said "Yes we need more revenue" she stated "Don't want to be thinning out the crew if I can help it"
We talked a bit more about my date. As she seemed more interested in me. Asking about this guy and stuff. I liked that she had interest in my well being. She has always been the best boss I ever had.
"Thanks " I said after we talked "Just want to make sure you are happy" she said back "A happy employee is a productive one"
Then she laughed. I went back to work and had a very productive day. Then went home to another day of just me. I hoped that soon I would have more days of me with someone. Maybe Neil. I didn't know. Just hoped so. Was starting to hate this being alone thing. Tuesday came and went. I was soon at the bar and grill that I was meeting Neil at. I had gotten there early as I wanted to be there first. I was nervous for some strange reason. And I had a few drinks before he got there. I seemed to need calming down from my nerves
"Ohh. Wow!" I sighed as he walked in
Neil was looking quite handsome as he walked into the place. His tall lean frame looking very nice in the shirt he wore. He saw me and smiled. Then he sat down across from me.
"Been here long?" He asked "Bout 10 minutes" I lied "So I decided to have a drink"
The waiter came by as he saw Neil and took his drink order. We then perused the menu as we chatted and had some drink. We talked about his schooling he was going through and whether or not he was planning on staying here or not. He said that he had planned on going back to Colorado in 2 months after his classes finished. "Unless I find something to keep me here" he then said
He looked at me as he said that. So I figured that if this went well that he would be staying here permanently. So I had to make a really good impression on him to keep the guy here.
"Cool" I said softly as he smiled at me
The dinner was nice. We talked about life and family and such. Then he suggested we head back to his place. It was close and we could relax for a bit. So I agreed and we headed out. Then I realised why he wanted here. Neil had no car and walked to the place. But we drove back in mine. It was maybe 6 block down.
"Turn in here" he said
I turned into what was an RV park. Then down a few turns until we were parked next to a small bright silver streamliner camper. There was a small truck next to it, which I surmised was his. Then he lead me up to the door of the trailer. I followed him in with some trepidation. I had no idea he lived in a trailer. But it did answer the question if his temporary stay in the city.
"Home swet home" he said "Come. Sit down"
It was a small place, but nicely appointed. I sat in the main living portion. There was a tiny kitchenette area and a table \ sofa area that we sat down at. He sat next to me for a moment. Pulling his arm uo and behund my neck. Then he looked at me, at my eyes.
" it's small" he said "But I love it" "It's cute" I said back
Then that's when Neil made his move. He turned to me and pulled his face closer to me. Then his hand touched my face and then he pulled me to his mouth. And then we kissed. Neil was quickly on me. Sucking in my mouth and hands at my arms and shirt. He obviously wanted to have sex already. I wasn't sure, but gave into his advances anyways. Kissing him back harder. Then also reaching for his shirt. Needless we were shirtless in moments, and Neil was going for my pants. He had me out and went down in me fast. I was shocked by his quick actions. But again I gave into them.
"I wanna fuck you" he growled as we continued to make out
He then pulled me to my feet and lead me the 10 or so feet from the living area into the tiny bedroom. There was only room for the bed and a pair of thin nightstands in each side. He pulled me into the room and pushed me to the bed. Then Neil proceeded to take me. First prepping me and then thrusting himself into me. I felt the pain of his hard entry and groaned from it. Then he just started to fuck em.
Rising up and down I to me and he took my ass. He grabbed at my erect dick as he continued to drill me. Strokung me as he fucked
"Hmm.so good baby" he cooed "You feel soo good on me" "Have been needing some sex badly" "Kiss me"
He then leaned down to my lips and we kissed. Then after a bit more of this he pulled from me and shot onto my belly. Sighing as he came. Then he turned and fell down oin the bed next to me. Grabbing at my hard shaft and pulling me to an orgasm as well. Shooting more in my belly.
"That felt very nice" he said
He leaned in to kiss me. And did so. Then we just lay there in his bed for a bit. I looked at him, then up at the short ceiling in his camper. Not sure if this was the right thing to do. I mean, I just met the guy. He was cute and was a friend of Johanna's. But I hadn't expected sex on the get go. After laying there a bit, I sat up and said I had to get home. Work being my excuse to leave. He smiled and then pulled me down to kiss him. So I did. Then I went home and to bed.
"Fuck" I sighed as I stared at the higher ceiling in my apartment "Was that all it was. A fuck" "Oh well"
I huffed and then went to sleep. It was uneasy sleep regardless of the nice night before the sex. But it was the sex that bothered me. And I didn't know why.
"Ughnn" I huffed as sleep came.
Then as morning came and the alarm went off, I did feel better. I took my shower and got dressed for work. I saw there was a message in my phone. So I played it. It was Neil. He said he had a great time and wanted to get together again. "Call me" he came back at the end
I half smiled at the message. It felt nice that he still seemed interested. And I did like him. Even if I was a bit uncomfortable about the whole sex in first vdate thing that had happened with us. So I decided to call him a bit later. I got to work and started my day. Then I got an email from my boss Arpi. She wanted me to sit in on the marketing meeting.
"Ohh okay" I said back "Don't know what you need from me, but sure"
I tried to call Neil before I was off to the meeting. I got his voicemail too. So I left him a nice message back. Letting him know I had a nice time too. That I would love to get together again. Then I hung up I stepped into the meeting and took a seat. There was a guy in there writing something on the white board in front of him. I could only see his back and the short dark blonde wavy hair on his head. The suit on his shoulder framed them nicely. Broad and strong looking. And then the man turned around. My eyes shot opened and my jaw nearly hit the table. And then he introduced himself.
"Hi" he said "I am with Envision Marketing" "And my name is Terry"...... ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
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