This story is a little different than i normally write. It's a lovestory. My first.
I was going through some old boxes this week and found some adult magazines I used to have. I hadn't seen them in years. As I went through them I saw a wrapped package and there were a few more in there. But these were covered in plastic. The guy in the cover of them, I had actually met a few times. Before I knew who he was of course. But I always thought he was the most gorgeous man I had ever seen.
As I mentioned, I had actually met him a few times. It turns that we had worked in the same building. And it wasn't until sometime later that I found he was the guy in my magazines. This story is for him. A kind of 'What if' story about a guy I wanted for many years, but fate never made that fantasy come true.
This is for Terry. Where ever he may be.
Enjoy....
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All for Terry (Chapter 11) .....The Big Mistake....
...... I had seen the handsome Terry in the elevator and down in the lobby a dozen or so more times before I just stopped seeing him at all. It was a shame because he was a nice sight to see, especially if the day was crazy.
It was a few months later then I found from the source, Tim that the beautiful man no longer worked downstairs.
"I saw him last about a month ago" he said "I asked how he was doing" "He mentioned he got an offer at another company"
Lisa looked at me and patted my shoulder. Like I had lost a puppy or something. "Shame for you" she said "No pretty but to look at"
And that when Tim threw something out that made me want to strangle him. He said that in that last conversation, Terry had mentioned that he had broken up with his guy.
"What!!?" I almost shouted "Well I didn't think you cared" "You had gone out with that guy Luis a few times then..." "Ughhn.no phone number" I bellowed "I would have taken his phone number"
Lisa laughed as she thought it was funny. But I wasn't amused. Even though I didn't think I had a chance with a man like that. But it would have been nice to try. To have an option. But they were right.at that time I had gone out on a few dates with this guy that worked for one of the other businesses in the building. Luis was a good looking Latin guy that I met when Lisa and I went on luch one day. He was at the same place we were and we just started to chat.
"You should get his number" she said "He is hot"
So I did. We went out a few times. Had sex in my car one Friday night after the bunch of us went to a club. And as I was taking him home, we found ourselves in the parking lot of his apartment building, giving each other blow jobs and I fucked him in the cramped quarters of my car. We couldn't go in as he still lived with his parents. So it was the car or driving way over and back to my place. So we did it there.
But after a few encounters with him, it ended. Just as all my relationships did. We were having fun and that was it. He moved on an really wasn't interested in a relationship. Just as I ad been in the past. And it was sad, because he had met my best friend Tina and we had gone out a couple of times. She was overjoyed that I was with someone.
"Good to hear you are not single anymore" she had said "And he is cute "
But as it was, I moved in again. Alone again as always. I found myself back in my lonely bedroom to my thoughts. It was then that I was rummaging through the closet looking for something. And to this day I don't remember what it was. But I found a boz at the bottom of the closet. Under some shoes I didn't wear anymore.
"What is this" I then said to myself. "And how long has it been in here.?"
I pulled it out and looked at it. It had my name in Tina's moms writing. So I opened it. I smiled and almost laughed a bit it was all my old adult magazines. And at the top of the pile was my favorite ones. I realized I hadn't looked at these in a few years, to say the least. And then I realized it had been a few years now since I had moved out of her house.
"Wow" I said with a sigh "Time flies."
I grabbed the one that I liked best. And there was the man's face I remember falling smitten for some years back. That gorgouse blonde hunk of maleness. He was so stunning. Then I tried to remember his name I had given him.
"David. Was it?" I said to myself. "How are you doing handsome "
I touch my fingers to the page. To the face and that kissable mouth. Then i looked at his hair. Shorty and wavy. I looked at his body and the nape of his neck. But then it hit me.
"Holy shiit!" I almost shouted "Terry. That's Terry!" "It's fucking Terry from work!"
I was sitting there looking at the man on the pages in front of me. It was him. I was certain of it. I almost fell off the bed as I was a gasp at the fact that the gorgeous man before me was the one from my office building. Same hieght and build. It was confirmed as one of the images was this man in a suit. It was the same man.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck! " I bitched myself "Cannot believe I was in the same room with this man"
And then as if some strange supernatural thing happened. I swear I could smell him at that moment. I sat there in my bed and just looked at him. The two magazines I had collected with this hunk. Looking at his beautiful body and gorgeous face. I fell asleep with him on the bed. Fell asleep with an erection from looking at him and that stunning body. And I did that for awhile. I even had shown Lisa from work one day his image.
"Holy fuck" hpshe stated "This man was under your nose for months" "Very nice indeed"
I saw her leering at his naked images and pulled the magazine from her. Calling her a slut. It sucked that I could have attempted to say more to him while he was in the building, and didnt. So I was saddened by that. Really I was. But then I met David. This was a whirlwind relationship that came in, stuck aound way longer than it should have, and then imploded in a near violent end. It was based of sex alone. Very hot sex.
"Hi" he had said when we firts met
David was a new guy that started in my office. He was short and very, very cute. He was also several years my junior. But after he sat with me that first day when he was training, the little shit hooked me. David was not only cute, but to me he was charming. When ever he sat near me he would give me his adorable smile. Lisa thought he was a turd.
She even called him a leprechaun once. But for me it was too late. I invited him to go out with is for drinks one day. Of which he was happy to go. We went to a gay bar in the area and all had some fun. And that night David ended up at my place and we had sex. And he was good at it too. Knowing where to lick, bit and touch to get my fires burning.
"I want you" he had said "Let's go back to your place and fuck" "Sure" I said back to him
It was only a few weeks later that it came out that we had started to date. Lisa was not happy as she didn't care for him. And when my old friend Tina met him one night. The night I decided to let him move in with me, she had said not to.
"This guy is no good for you" she had said "He maybe nice for a fuck here and there" "But he is a little prick" "He called my friendship to you an intrusion"
Of course since I was smitten with David I didn't listen to her. I just said that she needed to get to know him. That she would love him as I did. A phrase I had said to all my friends. David moved in and immediately started to drive a wedge between me and
all my friends. He started at the lower end of the totem. And worked his way up. Knowing that Tina would be the hard work do to our years together.
"That little fuckwad is gonna make me kill him" Lisa had said "Why? What with you and David" I asked "I don't like him." "I don't like him and don't trust him."
Then after he moved in it got worse. My friends would say they had called me and left a message with him, I never got. Then he would deny it. Needless to say Tim and Miguel stopped talking to me. Because I called them liars. Then Lisa followed suit as she had a yelling match with David one day. He called her a fat cunt and she went at him. I was there when it happened. Telling them both to knock it off.
"I won't be coming around if that fuck is here" she stated "Then don't" David shot back "We don't want you here anyways" "Is that true" she said looking right at me" "Just go home Lisa" I then said "Fine" he crowed "Fuck you both"
The following months were hard as I worked next to my friends that no longer spoke to me. And i missed hanging out with them. But I was under the spell of the hit little David. All he had to do was take me to bed and any question I may have had about him went out the window. And I loved being a top to this hot guy with the great ass and lockable dick and balls. Lisa left the company some time later. She was moving up to New York to be with family. She stopped by my desk one day to tell me. I guess she didn't want to leave this bad between us.
"Call me if you ever dump the leprechaun" she said
She gave me a note with her number. I smiled and put it in my pocket.
Later that night the note disappeared. So I asked David if he had seen it.
"Ohh shit baby" he stated "I tossed it. I thought it was trash" "What. How could you?" I bitched at him "I just thought it was a bunch of scribblings man"
It was the first time I had gotten mad at him. And I yelled at him, and he yelled back. Then he just said that it was either him or my friends.
The ultimatum did not go over well. But the next day a great round of angry sex and all was well again. "Fuck me!" He crowed "Get it to me man!"
But it was this last incident which broke me, and my relationship with him. It was almost two years to the day that we had met. I was heading home one night after a long day. David had moved on from that job and to something else. So we weren't working at the same place anymore. But I wanted to stop and get some food to bring home. Was not in the mood to cook. I had just pulled into my apartment complex and gotten out of my car. And who should be standing at the entrance to my building. But Tina.
"Hey man. I haven't seen you in ages it seems" I said "Just wanted to come by and drop of your things is all" "What things?" I asked "A few things that were at my mom's house"
I took the box she gave me and looked at her face. It was drawn and sad. And it looked like she had been crying
"Ohh. Cool. " I had said "How is your mom?" I then asked "Funny you should ask" she then said "She died"
My face turned flush and I couldn't breathe. What the heck. Why was I just hearing this from her now? Why hadn't she told me before?
"What..?! What do you mean died!?" I almost shouted "See. I knew it" she crowed "I had been calling you for weeks" "Telling you she was sick" "So you could be there" "But you weren't"
I looked at her like she was mad. She never called me. I would have seen the message on the machine. If not dabvid would tell me. Then my eyes widened and fear struck me.
"But I never got any messages" I shouted in confusion "Yeah I figured" she harped "Too busy with your God damned boy toy"
She started to cry. But then she just said that I failed her. Calling me a lousy friend. And to not call her any more. That we were done. Then she stormed away. Getting into her car and driving off. I just stood there for near ten minutes. Just stood there outside my building. Then looked up to where my apartment was.
" David! " I growled
Then I stormed up to my place. I opened the door and he was home already. That's when I laid into him. Screaming at him at the top of my lungs of what he had done.
"That's my oldest friend" I yelled "Her mom died and I didn't even know" "What the fuck is wrong with you!" "Well I didn't know she was gonna die" he answer back with sarcasm "Besides you don't need a fucking lesbian in your life" "You should be thanking me"
My eyes glared up with so much anger. I lunged at him. He moved as I crashed into a lamp. I fell over and to the floor. But I was gonna get the little shit.
"What the fuck is wrong with you" he chirped
I continued to scream and holler that I was going to kill him. Then I did get hold of him and swung. Knocking him down with a hard punch. He hit a vase and it broke.
"You are fucking insane" he yelled back "Get the fuck out!" I screamed "Get the fuck out of my apartment before I fucking kill you!"
When he challenged me and tried to stand his ground. I really he'd for a large mirror we had in the one wall. I plucked it from the wall and flung the heavy thing at him. He screamed as it flew at him and was able to just get out of the way before it hit the table and shattered into dozens of pieces. And then I ran at him again. He moved and I saw the shards of glass. I then grabbed a big one and came at him. Needless to say, David was out that door as fast as his legs could get him.
"Ohh my God. She is dead" I then huffed as I finally calmed down from anger "She is fine,and I wasn't there"
I then placed my head in my hands and just started to cry. And the tears came. Heavy sobs as I felt horrible. David moved out the next day. Bringing a friend he had from his new job to make sure I don't try and kill him again. I tried to call Tina dozens of times after that. Hoping she would accept my apology. But after multiple call attempts, and dozens of messages, I gave up. I understood. She was mad at me. But what could I do. So I went to her place. Hoping to catch her. But she was not there or she wouldn't see me. For her girlfriend answered the door.
"Please man. Tell her I am so so sorry" I said "But it was David" "I swear I would have been here if I could"
I started to cry right there at the door. She looked at me and just said that I wouldn't matter what I said now.
"You fucked up man" she said "And she is done with you" "It wasn't my fault" I cried "It was a mistake"
Then she closed the door on me. I stood there for a few moments, tears streamed down my face. Then I realized they had all been right. David systematically destroyed all my friendships. And it took less than two years to do so. And now I was truly alone.
'David was a mistake'.........
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To be continued