Alive in the Lights ch.6 pt.1
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---------------------------------------------------------------------- This is just the first part of chapter 6 ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Grey Alexander Holden Age:16-Main Character Victoria Holden- Age 35-Mother Neil Holden. Age 40-Father Tessa Palmer age: 19-Grey's PR/tutor Kaiden Ryan Barens Age: 16 ----------------------------------------------------------------------
I reach over and hit the alarm on my cell phone to stop the horrible blaring noise, I notice the arm around me. I look back and it's Grey's. He looks so cute sleeping, he didn't even stir when my alarm went off.
He looks so adorable his bed head hair and the very light dust of freckles along his nose that you don't really notice unless you are this close to his face. Which I can't help but smile, because I know girls would probably kill to be this close to him.
I feel his morning wood pressing into my butt, it feels so good there I want to grind on it so bad, but I don't want to cross that line. I can't cross, that line if I do then I could lose my job but more importantly a friend and I don't need that especially since I have so very few. Speaking of which I need to call Nicole and Tyler back soon. I have been avoiding them since I outed myself.
I see Grey's blue eyes flutter open, and squint at me, and study my face. "Why are you up so early." He groans throwing an arm over his face.
"I forgot to change the alarm." I tell him as I sit up in bed.
"But it's before the crack of dawn!" he protests.
"I know! I have to get up this early so I can shower, and bike here to work!"
"Totally unfair, tell your boss you need a car, and a raise." He mumbles.
I just laugh, "Okay Grey, I need a car and a raise."
He puts his arm down and glares at me, "Smart ass."
"You told me to tell my boss I needed it."
I get out of bed, and make my way to the bathroom to take my morning piss. Grey walks into the bathroom and tells me to move over so he can pee too. I mover over, and he whips his dick out and starts to piss.
I try not to stare at it, I mean I have never peed at the same time as another guy, but its kind of funny. "This is too early!" he moans again.
"It's to early for your bad breath!" I tell him laughing.
I finish using the bathroom and walk to the sink and wash my hands, and face. I look back over at Grey who is checking his breath and makes a face. I grab my tooth brush from the counter and start brushing my teeth. Grey does the same again standing next to me.
I look into the mirror, and I see Grey watching me. I don't say anything at first; I am trying to sneak looks at his defined chest. "Why are you staring!" I ask.
"I'm not! I was just looking at how amazing I look compared to you!" he shoots at me.
I just roll my eyes and finish brushing my teeth. "What do you plan to do today?"
He flops back on to the bed, "Finish the song, and send it into the record label. I was thinking..."
"That's never a good thing when you think." I say laughing.
"I was thinking! I don't even remember what I was thinking!" He says getting frustrated.
I just laugh, "Well maybe that's all you can do is just sing." I tease.
"I remember now! I think I want to start my own record label; I want to re-release my last album with like five new songs. Then my contract would be up with this label and I can start my own." He says looking up at me.
"That sounds like a solid plan, I guess you have been thinking on it for a while?" I ask.
He shakes his head, "Yeah, I mean that or I will just have to re-negotiate my contract. "
"What is it you want?"
"That's easy I want more creative freedom. I want to make songs I want, not these lame poppy love songs that you hear all the time."
"I don't blame you; I would talk to your mom about it. She is your manager, I mean isn't she supposed to help you with those decisions?"
I look at my cell phone, "dude I need to be going down stairs to see Ms. Anna."
"What are you doing after work?" He asks looking hopeful.
"I have to get home..."
He says oh and looks away, I feel my heart breaking a little for him, "Yeah the parents are being weird." I tell him, "But I will need you to give me a ride."
"No problem." He says.
I grab my shirt from my bag, and head down stairs to the kitchens. I walk in and Ms. Anna is cooking at the stove, "You are here a little early." She says not turning around.
"Yeah, I stayed the weekend." I tell her.
She turns around and eyes me hard, "Nothing happened at all!" I say.
"Sit down boy." She says, as she brings the steaming skillet of eggs and hash browns and dumps them on a plate, and she puts some on hers.
"Nothing happened at all, he just wants a friend and I need one at that." I tell her.
"I know sweetie, I just worry can't help it I am an old woman. I just don't want you to have to face his mother when she gets back." She says sitting down. "How are things at your house?"
"I don't know I told them I would be gone this weekend, but they didn't even answer me. So I guess the same I think I should go through with the emancipation process."
"Do you really want to do that it's like divorcing your whole family?"
"Ms. Anna it's been nearly three months and I am treated like crap." I tell her finishing up my plate.
"Don't worry about the plate I will clean it up, why don't you go get started on the weeds." She says.
I head out the door; it's about 8 in the morning, now. My phone starts ringing and it's my dad. I dread answering the phone so I reject the call.
I start pulling the weeds, and he calls again, I again reject the call. He calls right back so I finally answer it.
"I'm at work." I tell him.
"Get your no good fairy ass home now!" he screams into the phone.
My heart speeds up, I haven't heard him speak to me in months, and this is the first thing he says to me. "Okay." I say.
I head back into the house, "Ms. Anna I need to get home, my dad just called and it wasn't good."
"Is everything okay?" She asks with concern on her face.
"I don't know." That's when I notice Grey is in the room.
"I will take you." He says getting up from his breakfast.
"Thanks I tell him." as he grabs the keys to a car, and I follow him out.
He picks the explorer, I don't say much to him as we start to drive towards my house, I do look at him in his blue tank top, and gray gym shorts. "Do you know why he is upset?"
"Not a clue, he hasn't spoken to me in months." I tell him.
"Why?"
"We had a disagreement, and it's been like I don't exist I am just a major disappointment to them."
"Don't say that." Grey says defensively.
"It's true. I'm not you Grey, anything I touch turns to ash, where you touch it, it turns to gold." I tell him.
I knew as soon as I said it I wanted to take it all back, "Is that how you really feel about me?"
"No Grey. I'm sorry, I'm just scared." I tell him.
"It's fine." He says.
I want to say something else, but I know I shouldn't. We pull up to my house, and I see my clothes in the yard . I don't look at Grey; I just get out of the SUV.
"Do you want me to stick around?" He asks I can hear the concern in his voice.
I just shake my head no trusting myself to talk, "Kaiden, are those your clothes?"
"I'll be at work tomorrow." I say shutting the door.
I am shaking, I start to pick up my boxers, and some shirts as I am reaching the porch. I try to insert my key into the lock but it won't open. So I knock on the door it honestly upsets me that I have to knock at my own house.
The door is thrown open, and my father emerges from the inside. "Finally decide to show up huh? What been out selling your ass?" he spits at me.
"No, I told you I was leaving for the weekend!" I say.
He gets closer to me, I take a step back, he is over 6 feet and is a little intimidating, plus he has a few hundred pounds on me, He back hands me and I fall to the ground. "Don't back talk me fairy boy."
I scoot back, as he approaches me "I'm sorry..." I tell him.
He throws a piece of paper at me, "You think you can get by without me or your mother that's what you want fine you got it! You stay the fuck away from my daughter I don't want her to be tainted by you!" he screams and spits on me.
I look at the paper, its the emancipation paper I had in my room. I look back up at him and he has a disgusted look on his face. "You are dead to me boy."
I watch as he walks back into the house and I hear the door lock, its when I feel the throbbing in my lip. I put my hand to it, and I see blood. I pull out my phone, "Grey? Can you please come get me?" I ask.
I start picking up my clothes that are all over the yard, I don't even know how far Grey is from my house, I pile all the clothes by the curb and my bike I finally sit, and pull out my phone, I hit Tyler's number.
"Kaiden?" He answers.
"Hey, it's me...umm...I know this is out of the blue, but I really need your help."
"Dude what's been going on with you I have been trying to call you for like a month now! You can't just drop a huge bomb on me and Nicole like that and go all MIA on us."
"I'm sorry; can I crash at your place for a bit? I just got kicked out of my house...I understand if you don't want me there. I just I don't have anyone else."
"Kaid, you know your welcome here anytime. Do you need me to pick you up?" He asks.
"No I have someone dropping me off, Thank you so much Ty." I tell him and hang up as Grey pulls up.
I am glad he is still in the explorer so I can put my bike in the back, I fold up the emancipation papers and put it in my pocket. I load up my clothes in the car and get into the passenger seat.
"Are you okay? What happened?" He asks.
"They signed the papers that I had to emancipate myself." I tell him.
"Do what? Why would they do that? What happened to your lip?" He launches questions at me like crazy.
"Grey, please....My dad back handed me its not big deal. It was something I wanted, and they gave it to me. I don't want to stress you out, but can you drop me off at my friend Tyler's house? I will be at work tomorrow."
He opens his mouth to say something but closes it. He just grips the steering wheel till his knuckles turn white. I give him the directions to Tyler's he pulls up to the gate and looks at me. "Are all of your friends rich?"
I just nervously laugh, "No his dad is a brain surgeon."
He just nods, he goes to unbuckle his seatbelt but I stop him, "I don't want to reveal your secret that you live here... It's cool I can just get him to come down to the gate and help me." I shut the door.
He rolls down the window, as I get my things out of the back of the explorer. "Will call you later." He says with noticeable hurt in his voice.
"Grey, don't be mad. It's just some family problems." I try to plead with him.
"I thought the point of being a friend was that you could tell me." He hits the gas and leaves me at the gate.
I sit down on the drive way, I can't help but start to cry. It feels as I have lost everything in just one single day. My family, my crush, my whole life I hear the gate open behind me, I don't even look back I know its Tyler.
He sits down next to me and puts his arm around me, "You okay?"
I lean into him and start to cry harder, "I lost everything."
"That's not true man. You have me, and Nicole. Do you want me to call her to come over?"
I just shake my head; I look up to meet his soft hazel colored eyes. I see the sympathy in them, I feel horrible that I dropped him and Nicole after outing myself to them that I was gay on the last day of school. His shaggy brown hair and those soft eyes make him seem so innocent with a light dust of freckles across the bridge of his nose. He is just as skinny as I am but he is taller and has that natural tan all year round, not to mention he is year older than me. "I'm sorry I avoided you and Nicole I just didn't want to face you both if I was going to lose you."
"Kaiden you need to have a little more faith in me! You are gay who the hell cares. What hurt more is that you thought I would abandon you, I have a cousin who is gay but you are like a little brother to me. Come on lets get inside."
I don't say anything I feel like the worst person, I follow him to the gator; he puts what little clothes I have in the back, and puts my bike on top of the clothes so they won't blow away. I don't say anything on the ride up to his house.
"So did your dad do that?" He asks pointing to my lip.
I nod, "You're lucky you have the parents that you have."
"I am lucky, dude I wake up thankful that I was adopted out of Russia by my parents. I would probably be dead from starvation or who knows what."
"Sorry, I know you don't like to talk about that." I mumble.
He parks the gator, and we both get out and pick up my clothes. "Lets go to my room man."
We climb the stairs once we are inside, and he stops in the guest room, and puts my clothes on the bed, and motions me to follow him. I really don't want to, but I do anyway.
His room is immaculate all the latest electronics and a very nice stereo that hooked into his flat screen TV that was mounted on his wall. I sit down on the bean bag, and he sits in his computer chair.
"Why did you avoid me for so long?"
I just shrug my shoulders, "I figured you would have acted like my parents. They thought I was sick, they fucking hate me!" I yell and start to cry again.
"I don't hate you, Nicole doesn't hate you, and look your parents are insane. You are a great person Kaid, and you let that person shine through sometimes when you aren't hiding who you really are. So you are gay big deal, I'm Russian and adopted." He says smiling.
"Yeah that's not a big deal." I say.
"Neither is you being gay."
"You really don't care that I am gay? You will let me stay here?" I ask not believing my luck.
"Yeah, already talked to the rents they love you man, they are a little pissed about your parents being dumb, but you can't fix stupid. So tell me I thought you had sex before with a girl?"
"Yeah I have had sex before, but it just wasn't as great as I thought it would be, it was hard to be into it." I tell him trying not to laugh.
"How the hell am I still a virgin! Have you had sex with a guy?" He asks.
"I didn't think you were a virgin, and no I haven't had sex with a guy."
"Why haven't you?"
"Maybe, because I just came out and I don't know any other gay people at all." I tell him.
"Have you done anything with a guy?"
"No, I am a virgin when it comes to being gay."
"Then how do you know you are gay?" He asks with curiosity in his eyes.
I let out a sigh, "You know how you see a girl? You look at her and you think yeah she is sexy her ass, tits, and legs or whatever turns you on? I don't feel that at all! I look at a guy and I feel those things, his arms, abs, butt, bulge and stuff."
He looks as if I have given him a riddle, "Oh, so it's not weird for you at all?"
I just laugh, "I'm gay of course it's not weird for me."
"Have I ever turned you on?"
I look at him as if he has lost his mind, "No, Tyler you are cute don't get me wrong, but you are like a brother to me there is no way you have ever turned me on."
He looks a little hurt, "So you never fantasized about me at all?"
I shake my head, "Not one bit. You are cute, but I know you way to well."
"Jeez don't destroy my self confidence or anything." He laughs.
"So on a scale of one to catastrophic how pissed is Nicole at me?"
"I'm super pissed at you!" she yells coming through the door.
I look at Tyler, "Sorry! I called her as soon as you called me." he says.
I just put my head down in shame, I start to cry again, "I'm sorry okay..."
"Stop crying, I was just so worried about you!" she says, and pulls me into a hug.
She always smells so good, I cry harder, because I was so stupid instead of seeing their reactions I was being selfish and cut them out of my life. I missed Nicole so much. Her blonde hair always in a messy bun and blue eyes. If I was straight we would be together she was a petite funny girl, and had an attitude when she needed to have one.
"I missed you." I tell her.
"I missed you too; I just wished you would have answered your cell phone."
I go over what happened with my parents. Nicole looks just as pissed off as Tyler does, "What the hell is wrong with them?" She asks.
"All I saw was hate in his eyes when he threw the paper at me."
"Well I tried to call you yesterday, and you ignored my call. Kaid I need to know something." Nicole asks.
"I was just really busy this whole weekend, I was still confused about everything." I say.
"Okay, that's all well and fine but what is this?" She asks handing me her Iphone, and hits play.
I hear a voice, which I heard all weekend. "So, I thought I would do a song that I wrote a few days ago, at my house. No it's not a break up song since every thing that has gone down. It's a song I personally wrote I hope you all enjoy it, now if my good friend Kaiden would bring me my guitar."
I don't even need to look at the video, I just hand her the phone back, and Tyler takes it and watches it he looks up at me. "You know Grey Holden?"
"Kaiden, what were you doing on stage with him? Then there is a picture of you two laughing on Teenzine." Nicole says.
"I work for him, I just got the job at the beginning of summer. I didn't know who I was working for until like three weeks or so. He asked me if I wanted to go to the concert and I told him sure." I say trying to defend myself.
I can tell Nicole is giddy, "Is he really cute in person?"
I just blush if she only knew how much of Grey I have got to see and touch, "He is cute, and really nice. Please guys don't let anyone know where he is I signed a contract and I wouldn't want to piss him off if the media showed outside his house."
"So this is your new friend?" Tyler asks.
I look at him, "Tyler, you are my only male best friend. I just work for Grey I barely know him."
I see his expression gets lighter, "Well if he is ever a dick to you let me know I will hit him famous or not."
Me and Nicole laugh at this, "So you actually met him!" she gushes.
I shake my head, "Yeah he is really cool. Not at all like I expected he is really nice and respectable, but please no one can say a word of it. His mother already wants to fire me she hates me!"
"Hey if he is employing you and it helps you we won't say a thing." Nicole tells me and Tyler agrees.
I hug each one of them, "I missed you guys so much!"
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