Alive in the Lights

Alive in the Lights ch.3

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---------------------------------------------------------------------- I have a new email! kd_stories@yahoo.com ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Grey Alexander Holden Age:16-Main Character Victoria Holden- Age 35-Mother Tessa Palmer age: 19-Grey's PR/tutor Kaiden Ryan Barens Age: 16 ----------------------------------------------------------------------

"Sweet boy, you are so pretty. Time for you to wake up." I hear someone telling me and petting my hair.

I open one eye, and see an arm I have no clue who's it is, but my eyes shift to the watch, and I recognize it instantly the silver band. "NICHOLAS! GET OUT OF MY ROOM!" I yell trying to pull my covers over my head.

I hear his cheerful laugh, "Come on mate get up! I caught an early flight out to this middle of nowhere place to go over routine with you, now up!" He says in his thick Australian accent.

"GO AWAY!" I yell from under the covers.

"It's seven am! GET UP!" He shouts laughing; he grabs the cover and yanks it off me.

"Awe come on!" I yell trying to cover my exposed torso to him.

"Boy, you have nothing that I have not seen besides my partner is much more desirable than you!"

"I sit up, I am good looking!" I say offend.

He just laughs, "Maybe for these young girls, but you need some growing up to do now get up we haven't got all day! You have a lot to do."

I grab a pair of black gym shorts, from my dresser and put them on, following him down the stairs to the dinning area where he has prepared his "World Famous" protein shake. In all honesty it tastes like shit.

I sit down in front of the mud looking shake, "Can't you make this taste any better?" I ask.

"Boy bigger entertainers that drink this thank me everyday for it!" He says sitting beside me with his own shake.

Tessa comes in with a bowl of cereal, and I shoot her a dirty look she sets it down on the table, "Don't look at me like that. Talk to your mother."

"You let him in!" I say pouty.

"Actually he has a key; your mom gave him one a long time ago."

I just slump my shoulders in defeat. "I thought I was going to have a week off before I did anything with the press?"

She gives me a sympathetic look, "They were all booked, and I tried to tell your mom we could do it next month but she insisted this weekend, oh she has already called and asked if you sent a tweet saying that it's true Crystal broke up with you?"

I take a swig of the shake mix, and almost spit it out as it sinks in to what she said, "Wait she is supposed to break up with me?"

"Oh you haven't seen have you?" She asks picking up her iPad she taps a few things and slides it over to me. I take the IPad waiting for the screen to stop rotating, and she has it on POPTeen News.

"This just broke in the power teen couple Grey Holden and Crystal Raines are no longer together! That is right and you heard it hear first! Crystal told us "Grey is such a sweet, kind hearted person. I didn't want to break his heart at all, I just explained that we couldn't find the time to see one another, my new album is just out and I am about to go off on tour. It's not fair to him he is just off his second world tour and he needs his rest. I hope we can remain friends, which I think is a yes. He was sad to hear it, but I think he is ok." All has been silent at the Holden camp; we are waiting to see what Grey has to say. We hope he isn't heart broken!"

I look up at Tessa, "Are you serious?"

She tries hard to hide the smile, but she cracks up laughing. "Yes that is what I thought too."

"I have never been happier to be "Single" they are going to want to do an interview aren't they?"

She nods her head as she takes a bite of her cereal, "Yes they have already called and your twitter has been blowing up!"

I take another gulp of the shake; I tap a few times on the IPad and pull up twitter. Sure enough there are all kinds of tweets ranging from; she wasn't good enough Grey, I hope you aren't sad, we still love you Grey. I type out a tweet.

"Thnks everyone, it's true about Crystal, and me but Crystal is still a good friend we just both have so much going on! I love U ALL!"

I slide the IPad back over to Tessa she reads it over, "So around noon?"

"How about between my break that way I can free up my afternoon?" I ask.

"Sounds good!"

"Okay now that you are done, taking care of that finish the shake up boy, we are wasting time!" Nick says.

I drink the rest of the shake and follow Nick to the garage; I had a workout studio built on top of the garage making it a two story garage. I had it equipped with a floor I could practice choreography, and the other half was for actual working out. I was happy when it finished, probably where I am when I am most frustrated.

"Okay, so I hope you aren't out of shape considering your last show was what Sunday? We aren't going to spice it up; we will use the same dancing for your set list. We just simply do not have the time, but don't think I will go easy."

I didn't bother to argue, I just nodded. Hell I was already wondering if Kaiden was up. I hear Nick shout from the top, and he hits the stereo, and my first song comes on.

I take a step back, and start to slide left, but fake it right. Nick is right beside me to make sure I am hitting each step. I am still a little groggy, but I am keeping up and executing every step with him. I can already feel the sweat building on my hair as it starts to stick to my face.

We go through the first few songs no problem, considering its so much easier to move when I am not singing. The fifth song comes on called "Just stop" it has one of the harder steps, considering I have more dancers on stage and a main girl, who I am singing and trying to get her to stop from leaving me.

Nick assumes the role as Carrie who is the female dancer. The first 30 seconds of the routine is perfect, it's when I have to move around him to sing the chorus is where I mess up, and I forget the next step. I tried to recover, but I kept fumbling over my feet.

I step out of line, and Nick pauses the music, and throws me a towel. "Take a few minuets you did beautiful."

I take the towel and, wipe my brow; I can feel the sweat trickle down my spine. I am glad I was shirtless because the shirt would have been soaked by now. Nick comes and sits next to me passing a bottle of water to me.

"How is Mike?" I ask.

He smiles at this, "He is just charming as ever. He is at home right now, he does send his wishes to you."

Mike is his partner, they met in college, and they just fell in love. I know Mike doesn't work and sometimes comes out when Nick is teaching a new routine or he is actually on tour with me. Mike is a great guy he is really nice, always supportive and happy.

"Who has you distracted?" Nick asks.

"The new help around the yard..." I say, and take a sip of water.

I told Nick along time ago, when I saw him and Mike kissing after a show. Well I figured he already knew I was gay. I begged him not to say a word, and he just smiles and said he would never out me, because that isn't right to out anyone who is not ready.

"Well are you going to tell me about him?" He asks.

I just shrug my shoulders, and wipe the sweat from my chest, "There isn't much to tell. He is nice and really cute, but that's all I really know about him."

"Yet, he has you to where you can't even perform?"

"No, I just was wondering if he's working yet." I say.

Nick just laughs, "I am just teasing you, I was like that with Mike. I had to get to know him; I needed to know what he was doing." He pats my knee, "Come on, lets get this over done. That way Tessa can have you do what she needs you, and you can go check on the boy."

We took the song from the top, and I was nailing every step, spin, and jump perfect. Nick was just smiling at me. I was smiling back, because he knew I was excited to be cutting out session short.

The rest of the songs were basic steps. I could do them in my sleep, but it still didn't stop me from sweating my butt off. Sweat was pouring off me by the time we finished, the last song we kind of did a battle I knew the song, so Nick likes to turn it into a competition. I think he does it a lot for himself at times, but he did win.

"Not bad for an old man!" I tease him.

He just shakes his head, "Boy I could out dance you even when I am 75."

We leave the workout area, and I hunt down Tessa who is in the living room IPad in hand. "Is that thing permanently glued to you?"

She looks up, "Sadly for right now yes. I am just trying to get a few things done, so I can go see my boyfriend after this weekend and have some time off."

I sit next to her and lean on her, "Eww you are sweaty GREY!"

I rub my hair on her, "You like it, Do you miss your boyfriend?"

"Yes, he is sweet not a lot of guys would put up with the being gone so much." She says.

"Sorry..." I say feeling a little guilty.

She looks at me sadly, and pulls me into a hug, "Don't be! I wouldn't choose anything different, you are like the little brother I never had. Let's be honest I don't have much to go home to besides a boyfriend, and plus you need me a lot more."

"I still feel like you give up your life for me." I say.

"Don't silly, if I didn't like what I do, I wouldn't be here. Now let's call POPTeen." She says.

I didn't think she meant face time then with the IPad, "Tess I look like crap I have no shirt on!"

She just laughs, "Good it makes it look like you are doing fine, and moving on."

I guess she was right, besides it would draw more attention to me. I make sure only my collar bone and shoulders are showing, I really didn't want to show my nipples off!

A young woman comes onto the IPad, and Tessa tell her who she is. "Oh Hello!" the woman says.

"I am handing the IPad over to Grey now." Tessa says handing me the IPad.

I take it and watch as Tessa pulls a chair to sit in front of me, that way if the interviewer asks something I can't answer I can read a signal that will tell me I can talk or can't or to be vague.

"Hello, Grey I am Lindsay with POPTeen!" The brown haired girl says.

I smile back, "Hi Lindsay."

"How are you today? You look like you have just got done working out?" She asks.

I just smile, "I am doing well, yeah I just finished going over my dance routine."

She gives me a confused smile, "Tour is over why are you still going over that?"

I meet Tessa's eyes she shakes her head yes. "Well I have a last minuet concert tomorrow that I am doing in Wichita Kansas."

"Kansas? That is a random area to put on a concert at."

I laugh, "I didn't get to perform here, and I didn't want to leave any of my fans disappointed."

She laughs, "Awe, such a pleaser for the fans. Ok Grey lets get down to it, the big question well concern today is the big split between you and Crystal Rains. How are you handling it? Do you to plan to try and work it out? What's the plan?"

I shift uncomfortable not sure what to say, "Well Lindsay I will admit that I wasn't expecting it. Crystal is an amazing person, I understand we don't get to see much of one another, and that puts a strain on everything. I just got off my world tour, and her new album was just released she is readying herself for tour, while I am hitting studio in a month or so. I hope we remain good friends she is a really nice person, and I think I will try and stay single for now. I have a lot of things that need my attention."

"Awe bless your heart you seem a little hurt by the break up. You said you will enter studio in a month? What can your die hard fans expect from this album?"

Tessa signals to play this one safe, "Well I have some ideas, I am keeping this one more personal, and that's all I can really say about it."

"Grey do you see collaboration with Crystal in the future, or anyone else for that matter?"

I run a hand through my hair, "Well that I can't say she is a busy person, and I have a few people I would love to collab with."

I look at Tessa and she gets the hint, and come sits by me.

"Well Lindsay I hate that this interview was so short, but I have to get going I have a lot of things to cover before my concert tomorrow." I say.

"That's ok, and thank you for taking time out of your busy schedule Grey."

We close out the connection and I look over at her, "That was nerve racking."

"It's okay, so what do you plan to do for the rest of the day?" she asks.

"Was going to see what Kaiden is doing."

"Grey, your mom gave everyone off today, even Ms. Anna." She says.

"Oh...that sucks I don't even have his number." I say looking disappointed.

"That's why I do." She says smiling.

"What would I do without you?"

She smiles, "Be a loser."

"Text me his number, I am going to my room to get my phone." I tell her leaving the couch.

I bound up the stairs happier than I have been in a while, and I really don't know why that is. I pick up my phone and Tessa already sent the number to me. I hit the number and it automatically dialing.

After a few rings, I hear him pick up. "Hello?"

"Kaiden?" I ask.

"Yeah?" filled by silence, "Who is this?" he asks.

I couldn't help but laugh on this one, "It's Grey...."

"Hey, man. You do know I'm off, and its still early!" He groans.

"Dude! It's like ten, and I have been up for hours already. I know you are off, that's why I called to see if you wanted to come over and hang out with me?" I ask him biting my lip and hoping he says yes.

"Umm...yeah that seems cool, I wont be able to come over for like an hour or so."

I don't want to wait an hour, "How about 15 minuets? That gives you enough time to shower, and pack a bag stay tonight along with the weekend?"

I don't hear him say anything. "Yeah, that seems cool."

"Okay I will see you soon." I say with a smile.

(Kaiden's POV)

I put the phone down, and start to race around my room, shit! I don't know what to even bring! I grab an old duffel bag from my closet and start throwing boxers and socks. I look in my closet I have jeans, and shorts.....

I throw two pairs of jeans and shorts, just because I have no idea what I want to wear tomorrow. I also throw in a few normal shirts and a few polo shirts. I have my vans that I slip on. He said 15 minuets? Shit that doesn't even give me enough time to shower, I already wasted ten. I run my hands through my messy hair. I zip up the bag and then I unzip it so I can put some deodorant on throw it into the bag.

I guess, I will just wear my tank top and khaki shorts that I have on. I hope he wont think it looks like crap....but then again I swear I have saw him checking me out, still chalking it up to wishful thinking though.

I look around my small room, I hate it. I hate this house, I close the blinds and grab my bag flipping my light off I shut the door. I hear my parents in the living room, I hear them in the living room laughing and talking.

I poke my head in, "I will be back Monday." I tell them.

My mother looks up just for a second, "Okay. Be safe." And she looks away my dad doesn't even acknowledge me, nor does my sister.

I walk out the front door, and I can't help but start to cry, I feel tears start to fall onto my face; I fucking hate this so much. Ever since I came out to them this is how it has been. So distant they didn't support me, or even love me now. My mom was in tears, and my dad just looked at me and said he was ashamed of me, and he actually asked what he did so wrong to deserve this.

I just looked at him bewildered, what did he do? I didn't ask to be gay! That was more than six months ago, I am so used to it now I am surprised it even hits me this hard, they don't even act like I am here anymore. I remember when they told me I could still stay at the house, but I needed to get a job to start supporting myself, as in buying everything I needed including food.

Hell I still hear my dad say he thinks I should move out to the garage, so he can use my room as his office. I push it all to the side, as I sit on the steps I wipe my face, as I see a black Camaro pull up to the side of the road by the curb.

The passenger window rolls down and it's Grey. I wipe my eyes one more time and get up with my bag, and take off to the car. "The trunk is open."

I set my bag down in the trunk, and close it softly as if it will shatter. I get into the passenger seat, and the cold air hits me, and it feels good. I try not to make eye contact with Grey just yet.

"You okay?" He asks looking at me.

I just not my head and mumble out a yes lowly, I don't trust my voice just yet. He pulls back onto the road, he doesn't say much for the first few minuets until we are out of my neighborhood.

"Thanks, for coming over. I know it must suck having to see the same place all week. Plus I hope you don't feel obligated to come over and "entertain" me. I mean I wouldn't be upset if you said you had plans." He says barely taking a breath in between words.

I just start to laugh hard, "Grey do you get this nervous all the time?"

He lets out a breath, "Well maybe, no I am not sure. You were upset and was crying and I didn't know what to say, and I thought maybe you were upset cause you felt like you had to hang out with me. But I wouldn't understand why you would be crying..."

"It's fine; no I would rather spend time with you than at my house." I say to reassure him.

"It's because I am so funny, amazing, and just badass?"

I laugh harder, "if you say so Grey."

We turn onto the back road to go to his house, I love this ride on my bike. The fresh air from the trees it just makes me feel like there is nothing to stress about. I love the smell of the trees as well.

I feel him hit the gas, and we start to go faster, I see him give me a grin, "I'd rather not go this fast." I say.

"Crap! I'm sorry...just thought I don't know maybe you'd be impressed."

"It's a car, I'm already impressed that you are a nice person." I tell him.

He looks over at me, "What do you mean?"

"Well most celebrities aren't so normal. They are usually rude, but I don't know I just feel comfortable around you. Like we aren't so different."

He just smiles big, and I feel my heart melt for him. I love, that smile I have seen him on TV give it a million times, but for it actually to be for me just makes me smile right back.

We pull up to the gate, and he hits a black box on his sun visor, and the gate slowly starts to swing open, we pull into the drive way. I get nervous and I don't really know why he must have been able to tell.

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah, just still a little worked up over earlier." I lie.

"Cool, so I did some intense workouts, do you mind if we go and chill in the hot tub?"

I shake my head, "That's cool, it's whatever you want."

"You don't have to, if you don't want to..." he says hesitantly.

"No it's fine."

"Cool!" he says grinning.

He parks the car, and I get out and start making my way to the house, and he stops me, "Hot tub is up stairs." He says pointing up.

I follow him up the stairs, and I never realized that the garage had a second floor. Much less that it was a personal gym or work out place for him. "Where is the hot tub?" I ask.

"It's in the next room. There are some extra shorts on the shelf by the towels." He says pointing to them.

I grab a pair, and watch him head into the room. I change into them as soon as he is through the door. I take off my shirt and follow after him. He is already in the hot tub, eyes closed and a cute look on his face.

I slip into the warm water, I didn't think it would be that comfortable to get into the hot tub in the middle of the day, but I boy was I wrong. It felt amazing I guess because of all the stress I was under.

"Hope you don't mind, I don't wear anything in the hot tub." Grey says smiling.

This kind of takes me by surprise and I give a nervous laugh, "It's your hot tub."

"It just feels better when its direct skin contact."

"So are you nervous for tomorrow?" I ask trying to shift the conversation from him being naked in the hot tub.

"Not really, I have done this hundreds of times now. After awhile it's all the same, I want to say the venue is outside that and there will be other performers so my set won't be long. Nick my personal trainer went over routines this morning I have like a six song set or so."

"I would be a mess of stress if I was you." I says laughing.

"I can't explain it, like I get nervous before I get on stage, but once I am there and it's like I come alive in the lights. Like all doubt leaves my mind, and I am having fun. That's why I do this, yeah it sucks at times with privacy and always working, but the fun and the feeling of being so alive and the things I see are so worth it. I know this performance will be different though."

I don't say much just yet, I am processing what he has said. I envy that he has that connection to what he does, "What do you mean it will be different?"

He smiles at me, "I will have a friend there. I haven't had one be on side stage before."

This makes me blush a little and I can't stop smiling, "I will be on the side of the stage?"

"Yeah, if I am right it's outside stage, and you can be on the side and get to watch the whole thing. We can even watch some of the others perform!"

"That's so awesome!" I say.

We fall silent for a bit, just enjoy being in the hot tub, I still can't get over the good fortune that has actually found it's way into my life. "Umm...Kaiden?"

"Yeah?" I ask lifting my head up off the side and opening my eyes to look at him.

"I don't know I want to ask, but I don't know if it's ok or not?"

"Spit it out!" I tell him laughing.

"Do you think you could give my shoulders and a little bit of my back a massage? I don't want to get stiff; I haven't done a workout like that all week."

"Yeah, that's cool I might not be really good though."

"That's ok." He says, he moves his way over to me, and spreads my legs open, and get in between them. His shoulders, neck, and head are still above the water.

I kind of wished the bubbles would subside long enough to get a peek at him in his nakedness, but I they aren't doing what I want. I bring my fingers to his bare shoulders, and start to grip them, and move my hands delicately so I am not rough on his shoulders.

"That feels so good." He says leaning his head back.

I just smile, and keep working on his shoulders, his blond hair that curls on the ends touching my hands every time I move them. I notice he has his eyes closed, and I want to hug him and slowly kiss him.

"Can you go lower?" he asks.

I do what he asks, and move my hands to his shoulder blades and the along his spine, I start to press my fingers into his smooth skin, and he lets out a moan. I can't control my imagination, and I start to get hard. I bite my lip as I work on him.

After hearing him moan a little more, I am rock hard, and he turns his head towards me, "Thanks so much that felt amazing I didn't know you were so good with your hands."

I just smile, "No problem."

He moves forward, and gets out of the hot tub, exposing his tight fit ass towards me, and I swear I almost cum in my shorts right there. I take in the view as the water drips off his shoulders, down the small of his back. The drops finally make their way over his cute butt and a few slip right down the middle of his crack. I know if feels like eternity, but I only get the view for like five seconds before he wraps a towel around his waist and turns to me.

I avert my eyes and act like I am looking at me hand, "You gonna get out?" he asks with a smile.

"Yeah, I didn't even see you get out." I say getting out of the tub.

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