Alison was 11 and she felt different than the other girls at her school. She didn?t have her mom, having been abandoned to her grandma when she was only 6, but the real reason she felt different was that she?d started to develop early and was already filling out a b cup bra. She had a skinny little body and would rather play with dolls than boys, but they wouldn?t leave her alone. The other girls her age were mean to her as if she?d chosen to have them just to show off. Having to wear a bra and be subjected to boys trying to touch her, and having to live with snide comments from other girls, made her retreat into a shell. Her room was her sanctuary; she could clip in her iPod and hide from the world.
She smiled to herself when she thought of her best friend , her cousin Alex, he was coming to stay for a week over his Easter break Alex was her sounding board and they texted daily back and forth and sometimes chatted on the computer. Alex had always been there since she was little and they shared everything. He was almost 15 but he still treated her like she was his best friend. Alex was her Aunt?s son his mom was the sister of Alison?s missing mom and they all tried to make up for the homelife they were sure she was missing. They filled Alison?s life with love whenever they were around too bad they weren?t around all the time.
Alex and Alison shared most everything despite the age difference , she?d shared her shame when she began her period early and had to leave school to change her clothes. Conversely, he?d told of a boy that had stayed over and showed him how to masturbate, but he was too ashamed to tell her he had let the boy suck him and that he?d returned the favor. He had started to look at some of the girls in his school and they looked at him too, no way was he gay, still, he got hard thinking how good it had felt. He also got hard thinking about some of the girls at school, it was very confusing. All Alex knew was it felt so good to jack off and he was doing it once or twice a day. He felt bad about hiding that from Alison, but he thought maybe he might try to tell her how he felt , this visit, but his feelings were so confused.
Finally, the last day of school , Alison was excited on the bus ride home she hardly noticed the older boy that sneaked a feel when she walked down the aisle to her seat, she was going to see Alex for a whole week! She rushed into the house and saw his bag on the floor by the front door, she rushed into the kitchen and saw him out in the patio drinking an iced tea. She rushed out to give him a big hug and, as he hugged her he couldn?t believe this was little Alison. This girl had big titties like the older girls in his school. When had she grown those? He was remembering a slender slip of a girl and here she was, with bigger titties than Mary Jane Clark! As he hugged her he felt them pressing against him in a way he?d dreamed of and his cock was instantly hard. This was going to be a hard week if that was how he was going to react every time.
Finally after dinner, they had some time to talk, and as Alex sat on the floor in her room she leaned over the edge of the bed and told him how miserable it was that the boys all tried to touch her and the girls hated her all because of these damn boobs. All the while Alex was trying to steal a peek down her blouse when she leaned over the edge of the bed. He felt like a shit, but he couldn?t help it he had to to keep his hands in his lap to keep her from seeing that he was hard. As they talked soon he was telling her about masturbating and how good it felt , he was excited and blurted out what he had done with his friend , after he told her, she said maybe she could do that too and make him feel good. It was as if another person had said that after it came out, but she knew she didn?t want to lose Alex and if that boy could make him feel good she would do better. Another thing she noticed, was that Alex kept looking at her boobs. She asked him straight out if he liked them, Stunned, Alex stammered out, yesss, you are even bigger than Mary Jane Clark. Because it was Alex, Alison wanted him to like her better than anyone else so she unbuttoned her blouse to let him see in. Just then, her grandma said it?s time for you two to get to bed. As he lay in bed that night Alex remembered how Alison filled her white cotton bra, as if she were ready to burst the seams. He jacked off twice, thinking of those swelling breasts, he still couldn?t believe that Alison, his special confidant, was in possession of that sexy rack and god, she wasn?t even 12 yet. Alison wasn?t immune either, for the first time ever, she was aware of her personal power over a boy, and it was Alex the one she wanted most to hold close.
The next day they played around, some video games, some talking, and then they went downtown for ice cream. On the way home they walked on the levee along the river and Alex took her hand and held it all the way while he r heart was pounding. What she didn?t know, was that Alex also was nervous, when he looked over at her, in the ice cream shop, all he could see was her bra barely containing her ripe boobs, straining against her blouse. When he took her hand he thought he would explode. On the way home they stopped at the playground and he pushed her on the swings and they rode the teeter totter. As she got off the swings he caught her and held her in his arms they held each other for an electric minute and then he kissed her. It felt so good that neither of them could stop. After the initial shock of it washed over them they were a little stunned and they walked on home.
When they walked in Grandma told Alison,? you two will have to be here alone for a bit, tonight is my bingo night and Lois is picking me up in a few minutes. I left dinner in the fridge all you need to do is warm it up, I?ll be home by midnight, ok?? Alison nodded and gave grandma a kiss on the cheek and said, ?Have a good time tonight.? Alison was so excited, she could hardly stand it, Alex had kissed her and it was so exciting, like nothing she?d ever felt before. Alex was in the bathroom jacking off, he felt so excited that he couldn?t stop till he shot jism all over his underwear and the floor.
After dinner, Alison went to her room for a bit, but not to listen to music, instead she got all cleaned up and put on some lipstick and eye shadow. She put on a clean skirt and blouse and instead of her usual practice of buttoning up to the neck, she left the top two button open, hoping he?d notice how grown up she looked. When she got back to the living room Alex was sitting on the couch, and there was another electric moment when he saw her and gasped at how beautiful she looked. She went to him and sat on the couch beside him as his arms drew her into a deep kiss. Immediately, his hands went to her breasts, but this time, instead of the revulsion she normally felt when boys touched her, they were on fire. She felt her nipples harden and she wanted his hands on them, and she felt something new as he touched her, a wonderful feeling of excitement suffused her in the area Grandma warned her to protect from boys.
Alex kissed her wildly and she kissed back as his hands cupped her breasts, and she helped him unbutton her blouse. His face went down between her breasts as he kissed her there. He fumbled with her bra clasp and suddenly she burst from the cotton restraint and his hands and mouth were on her skin. Alison melted under his touch and felt so good that he wanted to touch her breasts.
Alex was raging hard by now, and took her hand and showed her. She said ?do you want me to make you feel good like that boy did?? He gasped out a yes as he pulled his pants down. Alison had never seen a penis it seemed angry and red and throbbing, and Alex put her hand on it and said roughly, ?suck it for me.? As she lowered her head to do as he insisted, he rammed it into her mouth almost gagging her. She pulled back and started to say something when he forced h r head back down and said again, ?suck it? She tried to get into it but it revulsed her every time he got excited and gagged her, she wanted so badly to make him feel good but she just couldn?t . Finally, Alex pulled away and put his hand on his cock and wildly moved it up and down until his white jism spurted through his fingers, his face was red and contorted and she couldn?t imagine that this was something people that loved each other did. She moved closer trying to kiss him again but he pulled back breathing hard and stormed off angrily to the bathroom, she heard him pee and flush the toilet and then he just went to his room. Alison was so confused, how had she made him so mad? She looked down at her blouse all wadded up where he?d tossed it and saw a big glob of his cum on her freshly ironed skirt. She got up and went to her room sobbing into her pillow for hours. She heard her grandma come in, and open the door to check on her as Alison pretended to sleep. When grandma went upstairs she crept to the bathroom and washed off all the makeup and looked at herself in the mirror seeing the red marks on her breasts that he?d put there when he grabbed them. What had she done to make him so angry?
Alex was in his room fuming, that little bitch Alison had led him on with those lush titties but she sure didn?t deliver the goods. He?d jacked off again, thinking of the fear in her eyes when he rammed his cock in her mouth. He realized then that he hadn?t even seen her pussy, and as he drifted off to sleep with his cock in his hand he thought about getting her cherry, wasn?t that what the older boys were always talking about? Alex had never gone as far with a girl as he had tonight, and he dreamed of making her do all the things he?d heard about.
In the morning, Alison woke with a start, remembering last night. She touched her breasts, they were so sore where Alex had twisted and kneaded them, and all she could think of was the horror of him pushing his penis down her throat till she ?d gagged . She got up and showered, the warm water making her feel better. She stuffed her blouse and skirt in the hamper and dressed in shorts and a clean blouse, the bra made her breasts tingle they were so bruised and sensitive. She dreaded seeing Alex at breakfast but Grandma said he was still asleep. After breakfast she did a load of wash so that Grandma wouldn?t see the mess Alex had left on her skirt , she remember the awful look on his face when the jism was squirting out and she wondered how that could feel good and if he was like that with the boy he?d told her about. While she was daydreaming in front of the washer, her Grandma startled her by saying, ? you are going to need a new bras soon, these are already too small for you. Maybe we should go down to Target and try on some new ones today? Alison blurted out, ?I can do it Grandma you don?t need to go with me,? Alison really did not want her grandma to see her bruised breasts. ?Well, OK, if you think you can get the right size.?
Late that day, as she was walking through the lingerie section she looked at the prettier bras that were on display, and they had a ?buy two get one free ?sale going on, so while she bought two of the plain bras that Grandma told her to get , she also got one that was pretty and lacy and made her feel pretty.
She also bought a couple of pair of silky nylon panties, she didn?t have anything but cotton and all the other girls at school talked about how sexy the nylon felt. She bought one pair of black ones and she felt delightfully wicked when she put them on later. It always made her feel good to go shopping, and she?d almost forgotten the disaster of the night before by the time she got back home. Grandma wasn?t home, so she went straight to her room and tried on her new lacy bra and the deliciously silky black panties as she was modeling in front of the mirror she looked up to see Alex behind her. He said ?mmm, very sexy baby, did you get those for me?? Alison tried to cover her body as she told him to get out. ?Not a chance baby I want more of what you got.? Alison screamed as he popped the clasp on her new bra and as she tried to cover her breasts, he shoved his hand in the waist band of the new panties and pushed them down. With his hand over her mouth he shoved her back against the bed and she fell with his weight on top of her. She felt his fingers pressing against her mound looking for a way in. Eventually his fingers found her pussy slit and roughly forced their way in tearing her hymen and drenching his hand with blood. Knowing she was truly cherry engorged his cock to nth degree and he ripped his pants down and mounted her in one swift move never thinking about his sweet confidant all he wanted was relief for his throbbing member and he thrust deep into her again and again finally his brain cleared for a second in time for him to pull out and cum all over her body from the waist up. As he returned to reality he realized the enormity of what he?d done to the sobbing girl laying in her bloody sheets with her new black panties around her ankles. He half sobbed oh Alison I?m sorry, I?m sorry I didn?t mean to, it just happened, he tried to comfort her and pulled her close as she sobbed ? Alex how could you? I loved you so much.? ?I don?t know Ali, when I saw you in those panties and half naked I couldn?t stop, can you ever forgive me?? Alex felt genuine remorse but at the same time his body betrayed him and he felt his cock beginning to stiffen against her sobbing body. As he pulled her to him he began to kiss her face trying to stop the tears running down began to feel her involuntarily at first begin to kiss him back as she clung to his neck with both arms. He kept murmuring baby baby over and over to her and he felt her move against him. He had a rubber in his wallet and he stopped for a minute while he drew it out and rolled it down his cock her eyes were huge as he started to kiss her again and then she felt him enter her violated pussy again. This time she didn?t fight as she tasted the salty tears in her mouth and her body moved in a rhythm as he pushed into her. Her body was reacting to the stimulus and even when she reached an orgasm she didn?t react outwardly she let him fuck her in a lifeless sort of way. What she thought was love had died there in that bed. Afterwards, she curled in a ball and that was the way her Grandma found her, she tried to hide the bloody sheets , but her Grandma thought she?d started her ?monthlies? and was ashamed of that. Alison endured the lecture from her Grandma and then went to clean herself in the shower. When she returned Grandma had made her bed with clean sheets and folded up the shiny black panties on the pillow.
Alex acted strange during the days following always finding something to be doing by himself , but every night after Grandma was asleep he made his way to Alison?s bed and he fucked her over and over while she lay unresponsive under him. She felt somewhat dead to his touch, but when he was in her, her body responded involuntarily, Alex was so wound up in his own pleasure getting he never noticed that she was climaxing too, she didn?t understand it but it happened over and over and she wanted that feeling .
Finally, Saturday came and Alex was gone and her torment ended, or did it? Now she craved that feeling and she began to explore her pussy to see if she could make that feeling happen. She tried sticking things in herself, but nothing worked until one day she realized that it wasn?t deep inside her where the good feeling came from , but on the outer edge of her little pussy , there was a place there that required little effort or touching to give her the orgasmic relief she sought. It still wasn?t quite as good as Alex had felt, but she didn?t have to endure all that sweaty grunting and the sticky cum all over. Once she discovered the secret she began to masturbate two or three times a day starting with pinching her nipples and then touching her body all over, then on to touching her pussy lips harder and harder till she came. Every night she went to sleep with her hand in her panties bringing her to orgasm and sleep.
This first lesson in life brought her two things that would remain with her, a ravenous need for sexual release, and a total mistrust of men, never again would she place her happiness in the hands of a man.
To be continued?..