Author's Note: This is a follow-up to my story called "That Boy at the Pool". This story picks up with Tim after his first sexual encounter with Ant and Sean. Now he's trying to figure out how to come out at school, and pursue his crush, Hunter. Looking forward to hearing what everyone things at oliver.day.149@gmail.com
Chapter 1 - Coming Out Again
As I went to bed that night, my mind was racing with everything that had happened that day. My name is Tim, and I had a lot to think about that night, since it was the culmination of a long buildup. A few months before, I had met a couple guys at the gym. I was drawn to them because they were practicing swimming laps, and I had been wanting to learn how to swim like that in hopes of joining the swim team next year when I start high school. That, and they were really hot walking around in their speedos... Their names are Ant and Sean, and they are boyfriends. I approached them and got to know them, and eventually they offered to help me with my swimming, which I was really happy about. Over a few months, I feel like I really got good at swimming, and would be able to join the high school team. In addition to learning to swim from them, I also learned some more things. When we started, I was very body conscious - I wouldn't get naked in front of them to change or shower, and I was still wearing boxers and swim trunks. Eventually, I got comfortable changing and showering with them, they helped me switch over to briefs and speedos, and also helped me get comfortable enough with them to come out as gay, both to myself and to them. That all culminated that day at the gym, where while we were relaxing in the sauna after swimming, one thing lead to another, and since we were alone in there, we all got hard, and I made out with both of them, got my first blowjob from them, and tried sucking dick myself for the first time. We all agreed that it probably shouldn't happen like that at the gym again, but they said they would invite me to have `fun' with them again somewhere else.
I tried to go to bed but my head was too full of thoughts to fall asleep. It was surreal that I had actually come out to Ant and Sean earlier that night. I had known on some level that I liked guys for a while, but was too scared to admit it even to myself, even though I had been exclusively looking at gay porn for a few months, and even had a crush on one of my best guy friends - Hunter. Though, I did have hope that Hunter could be gay too, since he had never really expressed interest in girls or had a girlfriend like a lot of our other friends. I knew I wanted to come out to him at some point to see if us being together would be possible, but I was still new to this whole gay thing, so I needed to start off easier with someone else. I thought about it and decided on my other friend, Shane. He was also a good friend, and his older sister had come out as gay a while back, so I thought he would be a good next person to come out to.
With that out of the way, my mind wandered back to Hunter, and wondering if I would ever get the chance to be with him like I had been with Sean and Ant that evening. I felt my dick harden inside my briefs, and got even harder when my mind went to that feeling of getting a blowjob that I felt for the first time that night. I gave in and pulled down my underwear so I could grab my dick, and continued to let my mind be filled with Sean, Ant, and Hunter.
The next morning, I was happy since it was Friday. On the way out the door I asked my mom if it was okay for me to invite a friend over for a sleepover since it was Friday, and I got permission. I went to school and went through my classes like normal, and when it came to lunch time, I found Shane and asked him if he wanted to come over that night and sleep over. He seemed surprised since sleepovers were not something he and I usually did, but seemed excited to come over. We agreed to stop by his house on the way home so he could grab some clothes and a toothbrush.
Once we got to my house, we went to my room to play some video games, and did that for a while until it was dinner time, when my mom ordered us some pizza. We ate, played some more games, and chatted, but I was scared to bring up the real reason I had invited him over. It took him finally nudging me to get me to do it.
///"So, Tim... why did you invite just me over for a sleepover today? Not that I don't appreciate it, but I just thought you would invite someone like Hunter too..."
"Oh... well I think he was busy..." was all I could think to say.
///"Oh... okay..." he said.
We were both silent for a bit.
"Actually... I was hoping to talk to you about something..." I said.
He paused the game and looked over at me.
///"Of course... what's up, Tim?"
"I uh..." I said as I broke eye contact and looked at the floor. "I wanted to start telling people, but I'm a bit scared, so I thought you would be a good person to start with... but I... I'm gay..."
Shane got up from his seat, pulled me out of mine, and hugged me.
///"Tim... thanks for trusting me with that. I appreciate you telling me this... why are you wanting to tell people now?"
"Well uh... you know those guys I've been practicing swimming with?"
///"Yeah"
"Well, they are boyfriends, and seeing them together kind of let me accept being gay, as well as wanting to see if I could have a chance with my crush..." I blushed as I mentioned the crush part.
///"Oh my gosh! I love it! Wait, who is your crush, is it someone I know?"
I nodded.
///"Wait... oh, I know, it's Hunter!"
"How did you know?" I asked.
///"Just a feeling... it's not obvious if you don't know that you are gay, but I think I've noticed you get slightly flirty with him before..."
I blushed again.
"So... Do you think I would ever have a chance with him?"
///"I think so! I don't know if he is gay or bi, but I could definitely see it if he is! I think you should give it a go!"
"But how would I figure that out?" I asked.
///"That's a good question, I don't know..." he said.
We continued to talk for a while, but didn't come up with any good ways to approach the problem. In the end, Shane agreed to help and do some recon and see if he could get Hunter to open up to him about anybody he is interested in.
When it came time to go to bed, I got a bit awkward. I forgot that we would be sharing my bed after I just came out to Shane, and I hoped he wouldn't feel awkward. I offered to let him have the bed and I could sleep on the floor, but he seemed to understand my worry, and reassured me he didn't have any issues sharing a bed with me even though I'm gay. I don't think he realized at the time how much that gesture meant to me, but we kept chatting in bed - mostly Shane asking me which guys at school were hot and which were not.