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Adventures of Adam Goldberg part 11
Usual disclaimers apply. I don't own these characters. This is pure fiction. I welcome your comments. Chubbyboyinbama@yahoo.com
Adam's plan for revenge against Barry had gone exactly as planned. Geoff Schwartz and Matt Bradley had helped Adam get Barry right where Adam wanted him and Barry had ended up swallowing both those boy's loads while Adam fucked Barry's ass. Barry eventually went limp from exhaustion but not before he ejaculated all over himself (his dick untouched) from the sensation of his little brother's dick up his ass. When Adam finally came inside Barry's ass, it felt like a triumph. Adam and finally pulled out and was wiping the jizz off his dick with a towel as Geoff and Matt finally unbound Barry's hands.
His hands finally free, Barry had immediately coiled into a ball, rolling away from the three boys, trying to hide his face and body. When Adam offered Barry a towel to clean his belly, Barry looked down at his belly, apparently only realizing in that moment that he had cum. At this moment, Barry leapt from the futon, grabbed his clothes, and was up the basement stairs before Adam could assure him that it was all ok.
Adam immediately felt terrible for what he had done. Barry had been terrible to him plenty of times. And Barry had gone too far when he hit Adam just for sticking a finger up his butt. But the idea for revenge that had once seems like Barry's just desserts now seemed cruel and uncool. The more Adam thought about it, it seemed really uncool. Adam was racked with guilt.
Adam didn't see Barry for a couple weeks. When Barry did finally come home for a visit, he wouldn't look at Adam. Barry would give Adam the cold shoulder every time he walked in the room. If Adam tried to speak to Barry, Barry would quickly leave the room. It was awkward to the degree that their smother asked if they had had a fight. Adam had to make up some fake argument that had had. He couldn't very well say "he's mad cause me and two other guys raped him." Meanwhile, Adam felt worse by the day.
After another week with Barry almost never around (and giving Adam the silent treatment when he was), Adam came home from school to see Barry's car in the driveway. He was determined to apologize to Barry. Whether Barry wanted to hear it or not. He had wronged his big brother and he had to make it right.
Adam looked around the house until he found Barry in his room, door closed, music up loud. Adam knocked, no answer. Another knock got "go away!" Adam opened the door. Barry looked over his should to see Adam and then turned away without speaking. Adam barely saw his face, but the implication was clear. The literal cold shoulder.
Undeterred, Adam turned off the music as he came to sit at the edge of the bed. Barry didn't protest, But turned away more. "Listen Barry..." Adam started, a squeak in his voice. This still happened sometimes when he was nervous. "I know what we did to you was wrong. And I shouldn't have done it. And I'm sorry. No matter how mad I was at you, that doesn't make it ok for us to do that without your ok." Adam had to just put it all out there. No excuses. Nothing from Barry. "Please Barry, you got to talk to me. You can't stay mad forever." Adam put his hand on Barry's shoulder only to have the shoulder wrenched away. "I'm not mad, Adam!" Barry's tone was clear. He was upset. Not near tears, but in that neighborhood. Barry lay down on the bed, still facing away from Adam, and began to curl into a fetal position.
A long silence. "If your not mad, what's the matter?" Adam couldn't believe that Barry wasn't mad. Barry continued to look the other way. "I'm embarrassed. And confused. I don't know what to do". Barry, always high strung and emotional, was really going through it. Adams heart sank knowing he had put his brother here.
"Look Barry, you shouldn't be embarrassed. Me and the guys...what we did.... it was our fault. You shouldn't be embarrassed. We all feel bad about it. But that's on us.....we are the ones that should...". Barry cut Adam off. "I'm not embarrassed about what you guys did. I'm embarrassed about what I did." Adam was confused. Another pause. "What did you do?" Barry. After another long pause. He was almost crying now. "I came."
Adam was really confused now. But before he could ask a follow up question, Barry continued to speak. "I was mad at first of course. You and the guys got the jump on me. And when they made me....when they put there....when I sucked them. It wasn't so bad. I figured it was no worse then when you do it for me. Even when they nutted in my mouth. It didn't even taste that bad. But then when you.....when you put it in.....it hurt a lot. And I thought about when I did it to you that time. And how it must have hurt. And I felt bad. And I thought maybe I had it coming to me. "
Adam just listened quietly.
"But then...." Barry paused. Adam thought maybe he wouldn't keep talking. But finally he did. "At a certain point, it wasn't so bad. At a certain point, it almost felt good. There was a lot going on and the noise and the guys looking down at me. I could still taste them in my mouth. And you kept looking at me. I tried to look up at the ceiling but I kept seeing you looking at me. And then I could feel you nutting. I could feel it inside. And you pulled out and it felt so weird. I was relieved to not feel the pressure. But then I also felt empty. And then I looked down at my belly and saw that I had....I had nutted too. And I wasn't even beating off."
Adam felt so guilty hearing Barry's story. At the same time he was shocked to hear Barry describe being face fucked by two JTP members as not so bad. And even to say that the brutal fucking Adam had delivered hadn't been all bad. But he was till confused as to the significance of certain details. Barry seemed to choke up at the thought of his having cummed too. Adam didn't speak for a while. So long that Barry finally looked to him. Barry saw the confusion on Adams face and elaborated.
"Don't you get it?" Barry seemed impatient. "I nutted because you were fucking me!" Adam still confused. "I nutted because I liked having a dick up my butt. That means I'm a homo." The sound of this word once again in Barry's mouth pissed Adam off. But he let it go. This was supposed to be Adams apology after all. "But how can I be a homo when I want to fuck ladies? It doesn't make sense!"
Adam struggled to put together the words, but he finally managed. As Barry buried his face in his hands, Adam put his hand gently on Barry's arm. Barry didn't recoil this time. "Barry, you got it all wrong. I've been talking to Matt Bradley about this kind of stuff a lot and I think he has the right idea. ". Barry peaked his head up to listen. Adam took this as a good sign.
"Just because you like to do.... certain.... stuff, that doesn't mean anything about what kind of person you are." Adam didn't have the right words to say what he was trying to say. Barry looked confused. So Adam reached for a metaphor in his Brian and found it. "You like veal parm right?" Adam asked innocently. Barry, who adored food answered without hesitation. "It is the greatest food in the planet and I would eat it ever day if mom would make it as requested in my numerous letters, go on." Adam grinned at this. It as involuntary and perhaps owed to the tiny upturn at the corner of Barry's mouth when he said it. Barry was coming out of his pit of despair.
"Ok" Adam continued. "But you like meatloaf too. And spaghetti. And noodle coodle ". Barry nodded as he said "yes, yes, and offended you would even ask. Continue." "So..." adam struggled a little with his point but finally got there . "Just because you occasionally want to have meatloaf, it doesn't mean you love shrimp parm any less or that it's not your favorite of all time."
Barry, who usually missed the point, seemed to finally get it. "So what you're saying is that liking something up my butt doesn't make me a homo as long as I still want to get with the ladies." Adam blanched a little. "I think homo' sounds a little harsh. Matt Bradley says gay' is better. Or `bisexual'? Whatever that means I'm not really sure."
Barry sat up and looked like the world had been lifted from his shoulders. "Bisexual? I like the sound of that. Makes me sound worldly. Like someone that's been to France." Adam laughed and Barry laughed too. Adam felt like his own shoulders were suddenly much lighter. Adam was now the bashful one. "So you really liked it?" Barry had another flash of red on his face, but then quickly smiled. "Not at first. At first I wanted to kill you. But when I got home and took a shower, I kept thinking about it. Playing it over and over in my head. And that night in bed, thinking about. I got hard! I thought it meant I was a homo....gay...for sure. I even tried putting my own fingers up there. "
"You did?" Adam asked, almost not believing his big brothers sudden candor. Barry nodded with a laugh. "Yeah. It's alright, but not the same." Adam thought for a brief second about offering his own dick in place Of Barry's fingers, but he didn't know if this was the right time. So he just looked at Barry and smiled. Barry smiled too. Being told that it was ok to feel how he felt was all Barry needed. All anyone needed really.
After a few more moments of awkward silence, Barry reached over put his hand on Adams thigh. In that moment, it was an oddly intimate gesture, and for a second, Adam didn't know what to do. Barry smiled and Adam smiled back. Then Barry began to unfasten adams belt. Adam looked a little bashful as he quietly said. "You sure you want to do this?" Adam was suddenly very aware of the need for consent. Barry, also a little bashful whispered, "I figure you owe me."
Eight minutes later, having thoroughly rimmed Barry. Adam slipped his nine plus inches inside his big brother's hole for the second time. Unlike the first time, this time was slow, and gentle, and for pleasure rather than pain or revenge. Barry would grunt and coo, saying what was too fast or too hard or too deep. Adam asked questions quietly. Almost whispering. "Like this? Slower? Here? Feel that? That ok?" While Barry was still very inexperienced, Adam called upon his many encounters with Dan (and others) to make Barry's experience more pleasurable. Ultimately, Barry came first, this time due to both the sensation of his brothers cock on his prostrate and of his own hand on his prick. Seeing his brother squirt caused Adam to cum too, almost simultaneously. Adam finally pulled out and collapsed ok Barry's bed next to him. As the two laughed, Adam said, "what about Geoff and Matt Bradley?" Barry thought about it for a moment and smirked as he said, "I'm still gonna kick their asses."