Here's my new story. As always, it's boy+boy=love so if your homophobe then leave! I don't want any backfires from u guys/girls.
My Best Birthday
"...I do, cherish you, from the depths of my soul,
it's beyond my control, I waited so long to
say this to you, if you're asking do I love you
this much, baby I do, I do."
Adrian sang deeply as the song played out in his headphone. He opened his beautiful ocean blue eyes and looked at me with a half smile. His lips gave a wide grin showing some of his white teeth.
"How's that?" he asked.
I didn't say anything. My eyes was focused on his eyes, his red lips, his smooth face and his brown spiked hair. He scratched the back of his hair, and called to me again, "Uh, Eric? Were you listening?"
The trance broke off and I realized he was already finished. My eyes started to look down afraid of embarrasement. But being embarrased for what? He knew I was gay since that day he found my XY magazine under my bed. He was really cool with it like it was no big deal. Me, Eric Launer. A 15 to be years old gay boy in two days. Usual works on me. I have the same hair and style Nick Carter has. I have a slanted eyes that always makes me think that I'm depressed. I guess I'm about 5'5. My growth spurt is still kicking so I don't know if I'll be much taller by the end of this month. I guess I'm thin, I mean if I hold my breath harder enough, I would see my skin clinging on my ribs.
But, I'm also one of the boys who never went out with a single girl 'cause either I was chickened out to ask one, or I'm ugly. But I actually never cared. Hanging out with Adrien every single friggin' hour is all I need to be felt wanted in this crazy world. I like how's he inches taller than me. I like how he cracks up when I tell him my dirty jokes. I like how he looks in the morning, noon till night. Another words, I like him. Maybe that's why I never got sick and tired of me and him hanging out. Although, he doesn't know about it 'yet'. I guess that's the price I had to pay from having a cute bestfriend beside me who protects me wherever I go . But now, it's so hard to hide it from him. Ever since his voice changed from squeeky to a voice fit for a singer, my feelings became really deep. I can't say that I love him more than bestfriends because as they say, you can't love someone who doesn't love you back as much as you do.
I rolled my eyes to look at him saying, "Gawd, what do you think? Everyone in this bus is looking at you, with a smile!" Adrian looked around the bus looking at each person looking at him and smiling. His face was filled with blushes. I looked at away, giggling like a madman.
"Wuz so funny?" he asked.
"Look at your face! It's almost like a tomato!" He touched his cheeks feeling the warm and redness of the blush. "No it's not!" he lied.
"Liar! You don't have to be like embarrassed, I mean you do have a good voice," I mumbled trying not let anyone hear it. "Awwwww! I think your gay hormones are kicking again!" he whispered while laughing hysterically. My eyes widened. He actually thought that I liked him! I could feel my face getting hotter telling me I'm in a major blush. I looked at away trying to hide my face away from him.
"Fine! Is that what you thought I felt about you? I'm leavin!" I whispered. I don't know why I did that and what I did after. I stood up from my seat beside him and left the bus. Oh well, walking 4 blocks more to highschool isn't that bad. I was still thinking why I did that! My hand smacked my head. 'I am so stupid!' I thought. 'Why couldn't I just confess that I liked him?' I was halfway down to school then someone threw an arm around me. I freaked out that I jumped and I was about to run, but the arm reminded me of someone. I looked back and knew it. It was Adrien. He looked really worried. We didn't spoke to each other until we were almost 2 blocks away from school.
"You angry at me? I was only joking when I said that you.. like me!" he said it with a serious voice.
"Yeah, yeah I know!" I gave him a smile making him smile too. Then, for a second or two, our eyes met each other. I tried to look away from him but his eyes pierced into mine. It somehow gave me a weird feeling in my heart.
"Uh, we better go!" he said with a shaking voice.
He took his eyes away from me and looked away. I looked forward again trying not to think about what just happened. 'Think, think, gotta think of a subject of conversation!' I screamed in my head. Then, all of a sudden, in his delightful voice started to project.
"Only two more days until your 15th birthday!" he shouted. I was happy he remembered my birthday. He continued, "I already have your birthday present!"
"You bought me a present? No way!"
"Hey, I'm your best friend..." then someone cut him off. It was one of his 'girl fans'.
"Hey, Adrien!" she screamed. My ears ringed from her screams of attention. She simply waved at me like I was one of her lowly friends. I didn't wave back or say a simple hey. Then, all of a sudden, She grabbed Adrien's left arm like it was truly hers and wrapped both of her arms around it. She also pulled him away for me, making Adrien's arm around my shoulder drop down hitting my backpack. She went on and on talking with Adrien, while I walked with them feeling so left out. Adrien tried to make me join the conversation but I didn't want to. Then, all of a sudden, a small squirm came out of Adrien's mouth.
I looked at him curiously and saw something that almost broke my heart. The girl kissed him on his lips. Adrien was suprised. His eyes was wide and was staring at me. I looked away and the awful thought of him having sex with another girl came into my mind. I fastened my pace trying to get away. I knew he's straight. Why can't I just stop liking him? My heart ached and my mind was still focused on him. Then I heard someone called my name.
"ERIC! WAIT UP!!!"
I turned around staring at Adrien running at full speed tryin to catch up with me. I stopped and waited for him. He finally caught up and panting like crazy.
"That's....the....second....time....you....ditched....me!" he panted.
"Humph, that view was really disgusting you know!" I said in an angry voice.
"Well, you should get a girl to kiss you. You're missing out the fun!"
"Well, I'm not really attractive to get someone to kiss me like you did!"
He looked at me trying not to pant again. "You ain't ugly! First, look at your straight blonde hair, then look at your slanted eyes, then your smooth cheeks, your perfect nose, and your red lips."
My face blushed and I turned away. "Thanks!" That's all I could say. I was too shocked he complimented me on my looks. We didn't say anything afterwards or should say I couldn't say anything. He talked about so many things, but all I could say was yeah. We finally went to school. Of course, we had the same classes for all period except for the last. He had gym while I had keyboarding. After school was always the same, he meets me at my locker down the basement and we stayed outside for awhile saying bye. A lot of people offered us smoke and pots but good boys us refuse it. I tried it once and I became too hype that Adrien had to hold me down from jumping until I fell asleep. We finally left when half the people we knew left.
As we walked down the block, he put back his headphone bashing out a loud love music again. He sang in whispers but it was loud enough for me to hear his sweet voice. How I missed his sweet voice singing again. It felt like a drug to me. Without it, I don't think I'll live! I gave out a long sigh. Adrien turned his face to me.
"What! You're in love!" My eyes widened.
"No, I'm not!" My face blushed.
"Yes you are! C'mon spit it out!" he said excitedly. He turned off his walkman and faced towards me. There was no way out. If I try to not say it, he'll bug me the rest of my life asking who it is.
"Alright, well it's not really love 'cause he doesn't love me as much as I do to him..." I gave out a deep breath. "It's...." I gazed in his eyes giving him this look that would at least make know who it is. He didn't. I lied.
"It's...this guy I was talkin' to at...Keyboarding." My heart went crazy for a moment. Man! Fate gave me a chance to say it and I didn't. He gave out a worry face for a split-second, and then went back to his normal smile look.
"T-that's great!" he choked. He looked away from me and turned on his music again but louder this time. Something was definetely wrong, he sang alright. Sang like a broken record. At almost every fourth word, he would choke up the word like he's about tear up. I looked at him again if anything was wrong. A faint guilt was on his face.
"Is somethin' wrong Adrien?" I asked.
"Wha...?" he growled. I took his walkman out of his jacket.
"You deaf or something? I said is something wrong?" He stopped for a moment. Then he broke out which I guess was a fake smile. "Nothing's wrong why?"
"Well, you sound like a broken record!"
"Never knew you were listening!" he turned back the volume on high. He shouted, "Fine, I'll sing better...for you!" He smiled again not looking at me though. He kept on singing until we finally arrived at my house.
"You're folks home?" he asked suspicously.
"Nah, don't think so. T.V's not on!"
"Then you don't mind me coming inside!" he asked.
"Whatever!"
We both went to the basement where my room was. As soon as we got inside the bedroom he quickly took off every strip of clothing he has except for his boxers and his sleevless shirt. Seeing his smooth legs and arms semi-hard my dick. He went quickly straight on the bed and lied down spreading his body everywhere. His scent perfumed my nose.
"Man, am I so tired!" he protested.
"What! All you did was sing all day!"
"You forgot, I had gym! All those weightlifting, my body sweated so crazy!"
"Uh-huh!" I sat down beside him. I was about to lie down beside him but he stretched his arms and legs covering almost every space in the bed.
"Do you mind!"
"What's the magic word?" he asked.
"NOW!!!" I screamed.
"Well, I wanted to hear, Adrien's the sexiest guy in the world that I'll fuck him all day and night! But I guess, that would be okay!" He gave me just enough space to lie beside him. I didn't bother talking off my clothes either. I was majorly tired too. Didn't know why though. I never did anything at school. I gave out a quiet groan as I my body lay flat on the bed.
"Hey, hey, c'mon! I'm here right now!" he said laughing.
"You sick bastard! I'm tired too!"
"Please! Oh that reminds me, have you boughth the newest XY Mag? I just saw it yesterday when I was buying Gamefan."
"Yeah, I did! I haven't read it though. Wanna read it?!" I asked.
"Yeah sure! As long as there's no cum soaked pages in it!" he told me giggling.
Oh god, he just reminded me of that time when I cummed in one of the pages which had two guys just wearing boxers hugging each other. When he saw it, his eyes grew wide and then laughed until he accidentally banged his head on my cabinet. I reached under my bed and patted the floor until I felt the magazine. I took the mag and gave it to him. He browsed through the page until he say some guy pics.
"Hey, look at this guy! It looks exactly like me!" he pointed out at the picture. It sure does look like him, except the hair was blonde and it drooped down just below his ear.
"Man, you're right! He's damn cute!!" I said as I looked at the magazine.
"Oh, so you're saying I'm cute too?"
"Well...I," My face blushed. I looked away and tried to forget about it.
"Well?"
"Yes you're cute! Happy?!!" I shouted. Instead of freaking out, he smiled and went back checking the cute boys.
"Hey, that reminds me, why are you looking at boys anyway? You're straight!"
"I'm trying to figure out how you could possibly like these guys... hey! Look at this guy, his brief's actually see-through. Look at the humongous thing!" I quickly got closer to him. I looked at the picture and saw this guy with a humongous thing in the brief. My dick went hard quickly. It tried to get even harder stretching my briefs inside my pants.
"OW!!!" I yiped.
"What?" he asked suspicously.
"N-nothing!" I secretly slipped my hangs under my pants as I stood up.
"That gave you a boner! Didn't it?!" he asked smiling. I couldn't hide it from him. He saw my hands slipping inside my pants.
"Yes! Now would you please turn around! I'm going to change to my boxers!"
He gave me a half smile now. "No, besides, you have the same 'equipment' as mine! Plus, you've seen my cock many times! I noticed you peeking at me everytime I take a piss!"
"No, I don't!" I actually did. Many times 'cause everytime he pisses, he always leave the door open. Now, who could resist the urge of looking at it when you have the chance?
"Whatever! Go change I won't look!" he insisted. He went back on flipping the pages again. I turned around and took off my shirt slowly. Then, I unzipped my pants and took off my briefs. As I took off my briefs, my hard cock sprung out. I quickly took my boxers on the cabinet I was facing to and wore it quickly. I wonder if Adrien's looking at my ass right now? That thought just made my dick get hard again. Shit! My 5 inch member made a tent out of my silk boxers. I tried to think of girls to soften it but when I thought about this girl that I used to die for, Adrien in the bathroom pissing came into my mind again.
'Stop it!' I thought.
Oh, god! There was not point hiding my hard dick. I decided to go to the washroom to get a relief but Adrien halted me.
"Where you goin'?"
"Somewhere, you don't want to know!"
"Washroom to get a relief, isn't it?!" Half of my body turned around to look at him so he won't see my boner.
"What do you mean relief?" I asked.
"Oh, please! Like you don't know!"
"I just need to piss and..." he interrupted me.
"Jack off right? Whatever. Go, masturbate, me don't care!"
I got so pissed at him that I almost went up to him and smacked him in the head. Anger frustrated me so much that my dick started to get limpy. Thank god, I didn't need to masturbate anymore! I went back and lied down beside him. He yawned, "I'm bored, let's do something!"
"Like what?"
"Play, video games I guess!" He jumped up and turned on the playstation that hasn't been touched since last week. I never played my video games by myself unless Adrien asks me to. He tossed me the second controller at my lap forcing me to play. Whatever. Before we played one single round, he turned on the radio. Yes! They're playing summergirls. I bet he's going to sing it! He did. One round, second round, third round was all down right lose for me. But I couldn't concentrate on the game. His voice corrupted my concentration. I didn't care. Hearing his voice makes my body tingle, making my leg twitch shaking the bed.
"Stop it!" Adrien interrupted.
"What am I doing?"
He nudged my leg with his long legs. It was just for a split second when he did that but it made me realize how smooth and hairless he was. My cock started to built up under my shorts. Good thing I was laying on my stomach or he would've seen the bulge in my boxers. My leg stopped twitching. I still couldn't concentrate. He wasn't singing or anything but after a few minutes he was a bit closer to me. His foot touched my lower part of my leg and his arms was only a few inch away from mine.
"Man, you still hairless!"
"Wha?!"
"Your legs! No trace of hair!" He rubbed his foot at my leg trying to feel and roughness. Heh none! I am so lucky having no hair in places where it shouldn't be. I don't have to worry about exposing my legs in public. Hey rubbed it slower then slower almost like trying to tickle me. My dick got harder and harder every single stroke he did. But at the same time I giggled.
"Stop it!" I laughed.
"You like it?"
"Yea but please stop! It's making me...you know, horny!"
He blushed and giggled. He stopped rubbing my leg and went on playing video games until our eyes was as red as tomatoes. My backed ached so much from lying on my stomach that I couldn't even get up and turn off the playstation. Adrien rose up and turned off the TV and the playstation. He jumped back in the bed and layed down.
"Do you mind? Your feet stinks!"
"Well sorry!"
I forced myself up, my back ached like crazy! I layed down beside but not too close that he'll mind. My back was still stinging from the pain. I started massaging my back with my hands but it didn't work. I kept on changing positions to positions but none seemed to work. Adrien slapped my shoulder and whispered, "Stop it! I'm trying to sleep here!"
"Man, sorry. It's my back. It's hurting bad!"
"Poor Eric. Want me to massage it for you?"
"Please!" I layed down in my stomach again as he kneeled down and pushed my shirt up. First, he rubbed my shoulder with both of his hands. It hurted a little at first then it subsided and then, this intense relaxing feeling moved in. I groaned everytime his hands pushed from my lower back up to my neck. Then, he used his elbow and grinded at my lower back muscle where I felt the pain. God, it really hurt when he pushed his elbow harder and harder. I groaned in pain and told him to stop. But he refused and told me that it'll get better if he kept on doing it. I tighten my fist and bit my lips trying to not think about it. How right he was, after a few seconds it started to feel great. Either that or my back is numb.
The next thing I knew, the bedroom was so dark, my shirt was removed and I was cuddling Adrien on my bed. Somehow, he wasn't wearing his shirt. Then, I realized I accidentally slept while he was massaging me. My body felt new again. I stayed beside him, my hand and arms resting at his chest. My fingers slowly crawled down to his left nipple. I carefully touched not trying to wake him up from getting tickled. His nipple was hard and erected. I started pinching the nipple and swirling it with my finger.
"Uh, what're you doin'??!" he asked suprised. Oh my god, he's awake. My mind started to get dizzy and my arm jumped out of his body and quickly hid away. My heart beated so fast and there wasn't any explanation I could ever say to him. "Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god...!"I kept on saying those three words over and over until I felt Adrien crawled on his knees getting close to me. He rested both of his hands on my shoulder trying to comfort me.
"Easy, easy! It's okay!" he calmed me down. I rose up and turned on the light blinding both me and Adrien. Finally, I had the courage telling him what I should've said a long time ago. I turned around and looked at him straight in his eyes. He was now sitting in the edge of my bed waiting for me to say something. The words tried to cling into my mouth but I managed to let it all out. Word by word.
"Adrien, I love you!"
"Yeah, I love you too so?" he replied. He didn't understand what it really meant.
"No, what I mean is, I love you more than best friends, more than I could ever hope for. I..I'm attracted to you." YES! I felt that a curse inside me has been lifted all these years I've ever known him. Eventhough I felt relieved, I didn't think he took it well. He became speechless and shocked. I bit my lip again thinking that he might not accept that. He mumbled something I couldn't quite hear.
"W-what?" I asked nervously.
"I said I'd better go!" he growled.
He quickly wore his shirt and put on his uniform on. He didn't want it. He didn't want my love and what I feel about him. I sat there, my face in my palm pouring out all my tears away. He didn't touch me or caressed me or comforted me this time. He was busy putting his pants and his socks on. I can't believe he didn't take it well. He accepted me for who I am, then how come he can't accept that I love him. Didn't he noticed it by now that I'm attracted to him? I rubbed my eyes wiping it off of my face. I wanted Adrien to know that I like...no...love him but what does he do in return? Ignored it like it was just another waste of time in his life. Before he walked up the stairs, he looked at me and whispered, "I'm sorry."
He ran up the stairs and I heard the main door slammed as he left out of the house. I cried even worse this time. I felt like my heart wasn't wanted in this world anymore. Tears gushed down from my face wetting the pillow I was using. I've never lost a friend in this kind of situation before. Two hours has passed by, I had stop crying but I was still torn apart from the fact he rejected my love. I wanted to cry again to take all the pain away but my eyes was so red and sored that my eyes was so sensitive. I woke up the next day because of my stomach growling too much from not eating last night. I walked up to my kitchen dizzy. I ate almost 3 bowls of cereals in a flash didn't bother chewing it. My parents were looking at me strangely.
"What?"
"Well first, you're eyes are major red today and I saw Adrien leaving yesterday crying!" my mom explained. He was crying? I asked myself. I thought he was disgusted. I made an explanation that we watched Joy Luck Club last night and it really touched us both. Not really a bad lie 'cause Joy Luck Club is really touching! She accepted it, kind of. That morning, I felt less hurt than last night, but still I lost one, actually my only bestfriend in this world. Before I left home for school, I saw his walkman on the floor. Shoot, he totally forgot about it. It was still on and playing one of the music he loves to hear. I turned off and packed it in my backpack. I didn't feel like giving it to him. It's not that I want it but I'm afraid of facing him again. I left my house and walked to the nearest bus station. There he was. He was sitting down like a punk on one of the benches. I tried to walk past him to let him know that I'm hear but my feet was stuck on the spot I was standing. He looked at my way and I quickly turned around trying not act like I knew he was there. He knows I'm here, he stood up but didn't walk towards me. I heard him walking away from me trying to avoid me. I looked back at the bench. It was empty. Sigh...I knew it, he's friggin' mad at me. I sat down on the bench trying to hold back my tears that was about to gush down. It gushed down like crazy. I rubbed my eyes trying to stop it. Then, a friend of mine, sat beside me. I think his name was John or Josh. I didn't know.
"Hey man what's u...why you cryin'?"
"Oh, I'm not crying,I umm.... there was dusts flew a second ago and it like went to my eyes!" I lied trying not to sound like I was crying. He didn't act weird or anything. He talked about how he's so happy about being invited in my birthday party tommorrow. Shoot, I totally forgot about it. I haven't asked some of my friends, especially Adrien about it. Only him and this other guy I talk to in keyboarding. Is he mad also because of that? I've managed to put the problems and Adrien in the back of my head while I talked to John. Adrien took the same bus I used that day. He was way in the front avoiding me again. Eventhough John was there talking about really interesting stuff Adrien haven't told me, my eyes, mind and heart was concentrating on Adrien. My eyes was locked up to him. Once in awhile, he would secretly take a glimpse of me. I quickly turn to look at John. Then I would take a glimpse at him again. I did that quite a few times until John got fed up and started to look at the front too.
"Who're you looking at anyways?" he asked.
"Oh, no one in particular!"
"Oh! You're looking at Adrien aren't you?" He shouted Adrien's name making him face towards us. I looked away while John asked how he was doing. He didn't say anything but I heard him say hey. John asked him if he can sit down with us. I punched John in the guts making him cry in pain. He whispered to me, "Why you do that for?" I told him that Adrien is major mad at me. He asked why but I refused to explain it. He asked me why but I refused again. He shouted to Adrien, "Hey Adrien! Why you mad at Eric here?" I punched John again making him groan in pain.
"I'm not mad at him." he shouted back. I felt so relieved he actually he said it. He actually said he's not mad at me. A smile was glued to my face unable to removed it. I was still looking away. But when I looked at him, he was gone already. I asked John where he was but he told me he went off of the stop that we passed by. I was so happy that he wasn't mad at me. But still, my mind was still saying that he didn't consider me as his best friend anymore. That really put me down. Either way, we still wouldn't talk to each other. We avoided each other in the every single period. If I see him passing by my locker, I would act like I'm digging something up in my locker and when I pass him I try to look away or doing something so important that I didn't notice him.
After school, I tried to leave early. I speed walked down the long hallway looking behind me if he was there. I looked so much times at my back that I accidentally bumped to someone. We both felled down to the floor on our bums. I quickly stood up and offered the the guy my hand for help.
"Man, I'm so sorry I...." he stood up and I quickly noticed it was Adrien. We were both shocked and without a second thought I backed away from him.
"Sorry, my mind's kinda fucked up right now." I explained.
"That's alright." He walked past me. I turned around.
"Umm...Adrien?" He turned around to face me.
"Yeah?" I opened my bag and took out his walkman. "You forgot your walkman in my house." He thanked me and took it away from me.
"Oh....ummmm...Adrien...if you want to go to my birthday party tomorrow night you can, alright?"
"Yeah alright." He left without saying any bye.
I left straight home feeling weird. I didn't know if he didn't want to talk to me or just didn't like the idea that I like him. But otherwise, I was glad that he said that he wasn't angry at me. That was the only thing that kept me smiling the rest of the night in my bedroom. Sigh...I missed him already. I missed how he stays in my house every Friday and we would pillow fight until midnight, then we would watch some porno movie in pay-tv eventhough the screen would be blur 'cause we never pay for it. We would talk to each other while lying on my bed looking at the ceiling. The next thing you know, he would be in top of me when he's sleeping. His drools would drip down to my shoulders to my bed sheet. Gross but I liked it. This is how it's suppose to be tonight. Instead, I'm in my boxers lying down on my bed looking at the fainted stars outside. I wonder if he's looking at them stars too. The twinkles of the stars soon hypnotized me until I finally close my eyes to sleep.
"Oh my God, Eric wake up!!!" My brain quickly reacted. I sat quickly, my heart beated so fast. My mind thought there was fire as I saw black smog coming in my bedroom. I panicked as I looked at my mom wearing a hairnet and a butcher's knife in her hand.
"Mom don't kill me!!" I screamed while taking the small bat I have under my bed. Her panicky face then turned into a mischeivous smile then dropped the knife laughing. "What are you talking about?! Hahaha! Since I burned the food I'm cooking, I want you to buy the ingredients again!" She tried to calm herself down but kept on ending up laughing. I gave out a sigh of relief and dropped the bat behind my bed and took the long list of ingredients from her. It was noon already, and it's my birthday today! Yoohoo!! I'm finally fifteen. Now, I don't have to fake my age when I go to chatrooms. I couldn't wait until tonight 'cause there will be a lot of people coming to my house. Twenty of my friends will be coming over, relatives will be coming here from various places in the world just because it's my birthday. Guess I'm really special to them. Before I left my house, I saw my mom still giggling, my dad was in the backyard cleaning the swimmingpool and mowing the grass. Some of my relatives already arrived this morning and helped my mom cook half the food.
Ugh, so much stuff to buy. I wonder how my parents can afford this things? After I bought all the stuff, I ran back home and helped my parents clean up the place, especially my basement. My bed was placed in the second floor and they put a long dining table there. It was past five when we finished fixing up our house. The swimmingpool shined, the house was filled with balloons. Finally it was seven. By the time I was finished taking a shower, my friends was already in crowding up my living room, dancing from this reggae music. I could hear them laughing and shouting in my parent's bedroom as I was changing to my out clothes. Good thing, they're having fun. I was afraid it might be a lame party. As I entered the living room, two girls grabbed me kissing me in the cheeks.
"Happy Birthday, Eric!" they both screamed. Then everyone started shouting and screaming, "Happy 15th Birthday Eric!" I searched for Adrien in the crowd but I couldn't find him anyway. Him not being in the party really turned me down. But I managed to keep a happy face.
I went to the stereo and turned it down. "Guys, it's kinda crowded in here so if you want to chill out in the backyard to swim or whatever, go ahead!" I screamed so loud. There was one guy shouted, "To the pool!!" Everyone ran pushing and shoving each other for the first person to get into the pool. Good thing my mom hid away all the breakable and priceless stuff in my house. Only me in these other two cute guys stayed in the living room. We both sat down in the couch eating away the nachos. Three of us were talking about nothing. Mostly swapping jokes and stuff that happened in our lives. After a few minutes, we went to the backyard to get some real food to eat. I was so shocked that the rest of my friends were swimming with their clothes on! They forced me to join the fun but I didn't want to. I wasn't that crazy besides, I'm wearing my good clothes.
The brightness of the lights in the backyard brightened the whole block that night. I was sitting down with same two guys. I just remembered their names. Leo and Jake. Funny, Jake used to hang out with this guy named Philip a lot and I mean a lot. Almost like a cute gay couples. I mean like, if you see Jake, you'll see Philip. When you go to the mall, you'll see Philip and Jake. Everywhere Philip and Jake. I didn't mind I guess. I mean that's what me and Adrien do too. But now, Jake's been hanging out with this really hot cutie guy here everytime. Seeing them both laugh and act like a couple really made miss him. It was almost ten o' clock and he's still not here. I felt so depressed that he's not here that I almost went into tears.
"Eric what's wrong? You seemed down." Leo asked. His left arm wrapped around Jake while Jake was snuggling in his shoulders. Gaydar beeping.
"N-nothing. It's just that...well Adrien's not hear and I was really hoping he did. " I explained still looking at the cute scene.
"Isn't he your bestfriend or something?"
"Yeah, but last two days ago, I kinda confessed something to him that really shocked him and me."
Then Jake started to talk, "Don't worry man. If he really cares about you, he'll come. Don't you think so, Leo?"
Both of them looked at each other, eye to eye and smiled. "Yeah, I do."
"Thanks you guys. Really appreciate it!" I said cheerfully. About an hour later, my mom came out to the backyard with a huge cake in her hands. Leo, Jake and me helped her out and took it and placed it on one of the empty tables. My mom clapped her hands twice getting everyone's attention. The backyard became quiet.
"Everyone! It's time for the traditional birthday. Blowing the candles!!" she screamed. Everyone started to get out of the pool, with their wet clothes on. They stood around the cake and waited for me to light up all fifteen candles. After I lit up all the candle, they started to sing the happy birthday. My mom brought out the paper plates and plastic forks but I told her we didn't need them. I pointed out in one of the couples there. The girl took a handful and threw it on her boyfriend's face, then licking it away now from his face. My mom got grossed out in the scene.
"Ewww, gross! What happened to the good teens these days? That cake cost me forty dollars! Look, I'm getting down to the basement were your relatives are. Remember, they should leave by twelve AM!" she said while going back inside the house. Everyone wasted the cake. Half of them was eaten and the rest was in their clothes, the ground and places you don't want to know. Jake and Leo sat there in the same place we were sitting eating a piece of cake in one plate. They were the only one who used the paper plates. I don't know if it was my imagination but I think I just heard Jake say I love you to Leo. But it can't be. Both of them are straight.
Then, it was time to leave. All of them insisted on staying a bit while longer. I let them until quarter to one. My eyes was starting to get woozy and Jake and Leo were sleeping on the blanket they laid out just an hour ago. I knew it, he's not coming. That was the only thing he kept me awake this hour. Trying to make up excuses for myself that he couldn't come today. I told everyone to leave 'cause it's way past midnight. No one refused. Since they noticed that I was really tired, they went off. I woke Leo and Jake up who was now snuggling each other. If anyone catch the sight of these two snuggling, they'll both be the next thought-to-be-gay victims in town.
"Hey you two love birds, wake up! It's one am already!" I bent down and shook both of their shoulders. They refused and got even closer to each other. I nudged their shoulders again shouting out, "Hey guys, wake up! Everyone left already!"
Jake started to open his eyes joined with a loud yawn. He looked at Leo cuddling him for warmth then looked at me. He quickly sat up making Leo roll to the grass. With his simple touch in Leo's chest, Leo quickly woke up. "Leo, let's go!" I stood up when they stood up. The three of us went in the front of the house talking before leaving.
"Eric, cool party man. YAWN! Did Adrien came?" Leo asked.
"No, I...I think he hates me man."
"I don't think he hates you. Don't worry, everything always ends up in a good way. If it's not then it's still not over yet." he explained. Then Jake started talking, "He's right you know. I mean that's what happened to me and Philip. I did something that really made him angry. Two days later we became friends again."
"You think so?"
"Yes! Besides, if he still hates you...just ask Leo here to kick his butt!" Jake said patting Leo's chest. The three of us laughed. But then Jake interrupted, "But...I guess he won't be kicking anyone's ass now 'cause look who's coming!"
As I look behind where he pointed, there was him. The one I've been waiting for the whole party. Adrien. He was wearing cut-off sleeves and blue jeans holding a big wrapped box in both of his hands. He gave a simple sweet smile. A simple smile that made my eyes blur from tears and my legs turn into jelly. Jake noticed my tears starting to flood up my cheeks. He whispered to Leo that I needed privacy time with Adrien. Leo mumbled, "I guess we'll be going Eric."
Both of them left when Adrien finally came. They waved at us before they were completely gone. Adrien waved back and turned around to look at me. He dropped the the birthday box on the grass and his started to become filled with tears. He got closer to me, wrapping his arms around me.
"I'm so sorry. God, I'm so sorry, Eric. I never meant to hurt you! It always hurts to see you in pain!" he whispered. I could feel him starting to cry. I hugged him back tightly never letting go.
"That's alright. It was my fault really. I never intended to tell you that I love you. I just wanted you to know that's all."
"No, it's my fault! You said something that really made me so happy that day but I got so chickened out tell you something ."
"Tell me what?"
"Can we go inside? It starting to get chilly here!"
"Alright." We both walked inside my house and headed up to my mom's bedroom. All my relatives including my parents was staying in my basement. We both sat down on the bed. Leo took both my hands holding it with his. He got closer to me. I asked him, "What was the thing you were gonna say?" He smiled at me nervously wiping off the tears in his eyes. He took a long deep breath.
"The reason why I freaked out when you told me that you love me is that because I was scared what will happen next. We had a good friendship going between us and I didn't want to lose it. So, I got scared and left to think it over!"
"I actually felt the same way when I said I love you. I was so god damn scared what will happen next and when I thought that you hated me, I felt like there wasn't anything in the world that would ever make me happy like you did. I-I want to know, do you also love me?"
"I do. God, I love you so much! Those were the words that slipped out of my tongue when you said those words to me!"
"Y...you mean..."
"I love you Eric." he smiled at me tears starting to fall down his cheeks again. I started to cry again as I hugged him. But this wasn't tears that comes out from getting hurt or in pain. But tears of happiness. He loves me. He actually loves me. I slightly moved away from him, trying to look at him face to face. I wiped off his tears aways stroking my fingers on his cheeks, exploring it for the first time without feeling regretted . Then, this urge in me forced me to do something I wanted my whole life. I kissed him. Not on the cheek, not on the forehead, not on his nose either, but on his lips. As soon as my lips met his, I moved away quickly.
"I'm sorry," I apologized.
"Don't be." He leaned towards me kissing me back. My first 'real' kiss! His hands was holding my head. When I felt his tongue trying to enter me, I opened my mouth to welcome him. His tongue swirled and explored my mouth while I tasted his sweet fluid mixing with mine. I kissed like there was no tommorrow until finally, we stopped for air.
"Now I know how girls feels like when they kiss you."
"You don't know how much I wanted to kiss you. I don't know why I never told you that I love you. I mean, when I found out you were gay, everything in my life started to brighten up."
"Thank you."
"No, thank you." he smiled at me. Then he continued, "Oh my gosh, that reminds me! I left my present in your front lawn! Be back in a flash!" He ran down the stairs and outside. I looked at him in the windows taking the gift inside the house. I became so light that night. No words could ever describe how I'm feeling right now. He entered the room with the my gift. He whispered, "Open it!" Like a child in christmas I sat down and ripped away the wrappings. He kneeled in front of me waiting for me to react. I couldn't believe he remembered it. When we were in the mall few months ago, he noticed my eyes glued at this stereo. I tried to buy but it was way high for my spending range.
"No way! you actually bought me this! I-It must've cost you a fortune!"
"Yeah, the whole two months of my allowance actually! But I'll sacrifice anything for you man." he smiled at me. We kiss again, passionately this time. No letting go for breaths no stopping just a continoues passionate kisses. Every single kiss he gives me sends me soaring to cloud number 9. His hands making circualar movements in my back. I gently layed down on the floor, him on top me. Our lips still attached. He was lying in top of me crushing with me with his weight. Then I felt it. I felt something moved on my thighs. I couldn't help but giggle while kissing him. He stopped kissing me.
"Eric, I know this is way too fast but I want you to...." I covered his lips with my finger. I didn't know if I was thinking through that day but I said yes. His legs was around my waist kneeling, taking off the weight away from me. He removed his shirt. My cock started to get harder and harder. I played around his fully erected nipples as he bent towards me kissing me. Without a second thought, I removed my shirt as he started to undo his zippers. He went off me and closed and locked the door. I crawled my way up the king size bed removing my pants off quickly. By the time he went on the bed, only my brief was on. My cock was fully grown to it's 5 1/2 inch waiting to get caressed by his hands. He was butt naked as I had hoped. As he crawled on top of me, his 6 inch boner hanged down. We kissed again, our mouth open, my mouth started to get wetter. Then he kissed me on my nipples making it hard. Then he went down to my briefs and lower it. My dick quickly sprang out for attention. He didn't touch it yet. He sniffed my balls making groan sounds. Then he looked towards me. Precum oozed on the top of the head. When he grabbed my cut cock, my hip quickly reacted making it jump up. He gazed at my cock, swirling the precum on the head. I groan and my hands grabbed the bed sheet from pleasure. He kept on rubbing his thumb on the head making my hip thrust forward. "Oh god, Adrien!" He stopped. His head got got closer to my pole. He started licking the slit. Then moved his tongue around the top. All of a sudden, he took the head in his mouth sucking it tenderly. He slowly took it in, inch by inch. The warmth of his tongue. Then he started bobbing it up and down. Unimaginable feelings clinged to my head. He slowly moved it faster and faster. My hips moved up and down fucking his face.
"Shit! uhhh, I'm cumming!"
Loads and loads of cum spurted out of my dick. "Unnnhhhh!!" Adrien took all of it. It felt so incredible as he sucked me dry. My dick quickly went to it's limpy size while he licked off the the cum that was still coming out. He sat in beside me and open his legs wide. It was his turn. His aroma drove me crazy. I kneeled in front of him and kissed him. My cum tasted weird, neither bitter, salty nor sweet. I looked down to his boner waiting for me to give him a ride. This is the first time I ever saw a hard cock right in close up. Unlike me, he was uncut. A nice set of pubes layed around his member. I didn't waste anytime playing around. I wanted to taste him so bad.I grabbed his member making him moan from pleasure. I slowly stroke it slowly. He kept on groaning as I rubbed faster and harder. I couldn't wait any more longer. My mouth was drooling and waited too long. I stopped stroking his dick. My tongue licked the head trying to find what it really taste like. It tasted sort of salty. Then I started to put it inside my mouth. I've only managed to take in 3 but it was well enough to make him groan louder. I bobbed up and down trying to keep my jaws open from getting my teeth from hurting it. He brushed my hair away from my face as he moaned. "Oh god! I'm cumming!" he screamed in whisper. Cum splatted inside my mouth. I tried to take it all in but some drip down outside my mouth.He let go of he's dick and we kissed again. Our arms wrapped around each other.
"Man that was better than jacking off! How does my cum taste?" he asked.
"Weird, I guess. A bit salty but weird!" We giggled and soon cuddling each other to sleep. We lay down on my parent's bed looking at the ceiling. If my mom ever finds out I did something 'intimate' in her bed, let's just say I won't be alive after she finds out. As I laid down there falling to sleep, I thought of what Leo said to me...things do actually ends up well.
_____________________________________________________________________________ There! It took me a whole month!! Actually I think just seventeen days. Sigh...I know it's long but hey, a whole month! another chapter will follow after this!
-Chuck