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You cannot fathom the power of a real addiction unless you are totally consumed by it. My all-powerful addiction is sex. Most people laugh at me about it and wish they were me, but believe me, it is an unforgiving curse. I have been an abused sex addict for about five years now. I'm trying to seek help for it, but it's not easy.
Let me tell you a little bit about myself. My name is Jennifer. I'm twenty-one years old, 5'3" tall with shoulder length brown hair that matches my eyes. I'm an average build with curves in the right places. My chest is 32B and shaped like small oranges. I have a wiggle to my walk, which is usually the bait to catch my sex prey. And I know how to find, catch and devour my prey very easily; which it the reason for my problem. I am so addicted to sex. I need to have some type of sexual activity at least ten times a week. I have worn out vibrators, dildos, vibrating eggs, all types of battery-powered toys and numerous vegetables. When this addiction started, I did just about anything and everyone. I am a lesbian by nature, but I would occasionally fuck a guy to get my fix. I had sex with just about all my neighbors, over half the girls in my high school class, five teachers, store clerks, friends, friends of friends, even my brother and sister. My parents really wanted to help me with this addiction and sent me to a discipline camp to help control my urges. Well, that didn't work since I had all the fresh meat I wanted. After working my way through the second dorm, I was kicked out, not before giving the commander some great oral sex. When I hit nineteen, I moved out on my own with a friend who, surprisingly, I never slept with. Not that I didn't find her attractive, but it just didn't click sexually between us. Maybe that is why it worked. I got my fix almost every night at a local college bar. Usually I could go to the bar, pick up a college girl within fifteen to twenty minutes, have her take me to her dorm and have my way with her. Once I used my prey up, I would walk the halls of the dorm and pick up another victim. Most nights I had two encounters of sexual fun. However, I had a few nights of mini orgies with a bunch of girls. My reputation was known but kept quiet since it was lesbian sex and that was taboo around the college. On those rare occasions that I struck out at the bar, I went back to the apartment and slept with every friend my roommate would bring home. It was so easy and pissed off my roommate. I cared for her but I needed sex. She finally had it and had me seek professional help. At her insistence, I went to see a shrink. By my second visit, I was having sex with my shrink. This happened with the second shrink, even though he was a guy. My roommate was at wits-end with me and took me to a doctor she found and sat through the sessions to prevent me from fucking the doctor.
This is where I found myself.
Dr. Sasha Erics had me relive my sexual beginnings to find the problem. So, with her help, and the help of my roommate, Jenny... we addressed the predicament.
"Let's relive your past in detail... Please start with your very first experience with sex and take your time." Dr. Erics
"Okay..." I answered.
After detailing how we were going to address this, I started to relive my sexual beginnings.
It was early spring and I just turned sixteen. I was completely absorbed in my school and had lots of friends. I had heard about sexual things from the girls and boys in my class but didn't really understand it all other than it was something that could be a lot of fun. I guess my interest in sex piqued when my best friend, Kris slept with her boyfriend and told me how incredible it was. I was a little jealous as she told me about it. I wanted that fun... but I wanted it with Kris for some strange reason. When our friend, Traci had her first sexual experience, she gloated how much fun it was and how her body felt so awesome. That day I went home alone and cried. Call it puberty hitting hard or something, but I was an emotional wreck. After composing myself and having dinner I went out in my backyard to wallow in my depression. Before I could start crying again, my neighbor Stephanie joined me. Stephanie had taken a year off before going to college and she was our babysitter for a few years. Since my brother and sister were younger than I was, she would sit for them every so often. On Friday, she was planning to stay over for the weekend as my parents attended a marriage retreat. I looked forward to having her stay since I really looked up to her. Steph sat with me and had me explain why I was so upset. I did the best I could explaining everything. Consoling and hugging me made me feel better.
"Look Jennifer... I will be over on Friday. That is just two days away and we can take care of your little problem and you'll never have to worry about this again." Steph told me in an innocent manner.
"Okay... I'd like that." I said not really understanding what she was saying.
With a soft kiss on my head, Steph disappeared and I was left feeling much better.
Friday came and my parents left as soon as I arrived home from school. I was alone in the house for about an hour until Steph found her way over. She was really excited and extremely touchy-feely with me.
"This is going to be so much fun!" She said placing her gym bag in my bedroom.
I wasn't sure why she was putting her things in my room since we had a guest room ready for her. Taking her time in my room, I wondered from the living room into my room to see what she was doing. I was a little surprised at the contents of her gym back sprawled over my queen-size bed in a display fashion, but Steph didn't think anything of it as she gathered her things and placed them on my dresser. Something weird was going on but I was so focused on Steph making me feel better about my dilemma that I just let it slide.
"Oh Jennifer... did I tell you the good news?" Steph told me as she gave me another hug. "I have Chris and Jaci sleeping over their friend's house tonight...so it will just be you and me tonight!"
I didn't know what I should be thinking since I didn't really need a baby sitter. I pondered why she was here other than to boost my confidence.
"Just think... we'll be able to do adult type things and be as naughty as we want." She commented as she finally broke the embrace.
Excitement took over... for both of us. We had dinner and then Steph coaxed me to have a beer with her. I never had a beer before but Steph said that we were going to act like adults and do adult things... having a beer was a good start. Well, it tasted terrible, but I wanted to fit in, so I drank it down. I couldn't believe how happy I felt. I got really giddy and extremely touchy-feely with Steph. Then... she suggested we become real women and play together. I had no clue what she was talking about but I agreed merrily.
It didn't bother me when her lips met mine and we kissed in a way I never knew. It felt really nice and I kissed back. It didn't bother me that she was feeling my boobs through my shirt while kissing me causing a wave of unusual pleasure to encompass my body. But when she removed my clothes, I got scared...terrified. I begged her to tell me what she was doing. Persistent, she had me naked in from of her as she gazed at my teen-aged body. I stood in my birthday suit exposing my privates to my next-door neighbor. She licked her lips and proceeded to kiss my body all over. I protested to her actions but she didn't seem to hear me. I tried backing away but she had a grip on me that I felt paralyzed. Really, I wasn't totally in her grip... but I wanted to think that. It actually felt really good what she was doing that my body stayed in place.
"Steph... what are you doing to me?" I cried. "Are you going to hurt me?"
Finally stopping her kissing onslaught to my body, she looked up at me and gave me an evil smile.
"Jennifer... I'm gonna change you into a real woman AND I am going to take you places that you cannot fathom."
As ominous as that sounded... it actually made me relax. Steph had a way about her that made me comfortable, even in uncharted waters. Seeing me relax and commit, she went back to kissing my tender body. This time she was a little more aggressive. When her tongue ran across my forming boob, I squealed. It felt pleasantly weird. She did it several times and I started to pant. Part of my reaction was uncontrollable as it felt really good. Somehow Steph got me into a comfortable position on the sofa and she was kneeling in front of me. Her kissing was moving down my torso moving towards my privates. I watched her movements as my body warmed up. It was extremely weird to see a girl between my naked legs doing 'things' to me... and I didn't object. Part of me wanted to have her naked as well... fair is fair. I wanted to see her pretty boobs and I wanted to see her whole body compared to mine. As Steph headed south, her hands and fingers were caressing my body in front of her mouth. Her fingers combed through my sparse brown pubic hair on the way down to my inner thighs, which made me moan at how good it felt.
"Oh... nice!!!" I cooed.
She tickled and tantalized my inner thigh as her mouth came in touch with my pubic mound. I looked down at her face on my cunny; it was so weird but I subconsciously begged her to do it. I don't know what came over me, but I wanted it. I wanted to see what felt so good. Why did this action drive me... or drive Steph to do this to me? I knew about masturbating and tried it a few times but never found it to be worthwhile. This was taking masturbating to a new level. Steph's mouth came in contact with my cunny and I felt myself go numb. It wasn't like the most incredible feeling but it was making my whole body feel really good. She parted my legs further and used her hands to open my cunny up. I looked down at her as her tongue snaked out of her mouth and entered me. It was in slow motion and I felt my body leap at the touch.
"OOOOOoooooohhh..."
It felt incredibly weird and exciting. Steph had licked my cunny up and down and I felt electrical shocks in my legs as she made me very wet. Her fingers traced my lips and down to my bum hole. That felt great as well and I told her so.
"Oh, yea..."
This eerie feeling started to take me over and I was feeling like I was going to pee. I gasped a little and then... Steph stopped what she was doing. She looked up at me totally possessed. My body relaxed and Steph went right back to licking my cunny. The feelings came back and this time I felt like I was going to explode. Steph stopped again. I whimpered because it felt so good and she stopped it. She did this to me several times each time causing my body to nearly convulse. It was so intense I started begging her to continue... I even held her head between my legs to which she pulled away completely. I was nearly in tears from the great feelings she would start to give me and then pull away.
"Steph.... What are you doing to me?" I begged
"I'm teaching you..." Was all she said.
She got up and left me on the sofa... naked, very wet and horny. After several minutes, frustrated I got up and follow her into my room. She was lying on my bed naked. I stood there paralyzed as I scanned her body. She was truly beautiful. Her long flowing hair covered her ample breasts and her hips encircled a beautiful, well-groomed pubic area. I was totally speechless as I gawked at my very first naked female.
"Come over to me...get on this bed."
I did what I was told and before I could compose myself, Steph tied my hands and legs to the bedpost. Okay, I was slow in reacting but I was so enamored with her body that I was really powerless to stop her. She even whistled as she tied me down.
"What are you doing?" I asked rather meekly.
"I told you... I am making you into a woman." Steph's reply was rather harsh.
When I was down and her little prisoner, she went to her stuff and pulled out a curious feather. She paced the floor around my bed rubbing the feather over her boobs and moaning softly. Her eyes melted into the back of her head. I was still quite horny and it was turning me on further watch her sexy body and the toying she was doing... it was almost ritualistic. Then it was time to descend upon me. Kissing my boobs, my lips and my cunny, Steph took to using the bizarre feather on all these places. I felt the same experiences from the sofa but this time I couldn't move.
"Oh...my... this is good!" I chirped.
The guttural laugh from Steph made me wonder if she was all with it. That didn't matter as I felt those feelings taking me over again. I panted and cooed.
"I'm gonna pee..." I chanted.
Steph froze and stopped touching me. I let out a flustered moan.
"Jennifer... it's not pee... it's cum. You are in the process of having an orgasm." Steph explained like a school teacher. "Your pussy is going to spasm and you are going to let go of sweet juices. This is the start of becoming a woman... And... why your friends like sex."
It felt really crazy that I was being scolded while being tied to my bed naked with my naked next door neighbor towering over me with a feather.
Back to tantalizing me, Steph took the feather to my boobs again focusing on the nipples. I moaned appreciation. Then the feather went between my legs and really felt good on my cunny.
"Oh yes... Steph play with my cunny." I begged.
"PUSSY!" She yelled. "This is your pussy... not cunny... your fucking pussy."
"Oh..."
I didn't know what to say. Steph was really being mean and I was on a horny frenzy. She was extremely good with the feather and I was about to cum...She stopped again. This went on for over two hours using the feather, fingers and her mouth. Each time she would get me so close and then stop cold. She tickled my clitoris many times haunting me with desires that I couldn't touch. I begged, pleaded with her and offered her anything to finish what she was doing to me. She never heard me. I was nearly crying from the sexual torture she was doing to me until she got up on the bed and planted her cunny... pussy on my face and commanded me to lick her. She was soaking wet and rather sticky. My tongue licked the folds of her pussy to merry screams from Steph. It was a bitter taste, but it wasn't too bad at all. It was strange to be licking a girl's privates but it also had an eerily pleasant feeling to it. I licked like it was ice cream and Steph was singing into the air. When she really got going, she rotated her hips and pushed her pussy into my mouth and nose. She was humping my face and squealing. Then I nearly drowned in this sea of milky white cum.
"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh..." Steph screamed long and hard.
I couldn't breathe as my nose was filling up with her sticky juices. My mouth was covered by her pussy... I was getting hysterical. Just as I was going to loose it, Steph got off me and licked my face clean of her girl cum.
"That was lesson one."
Walking away and leaving me on the bed, she grabbed something from her pile on the dresser and disappeared. Moments later I heard her moaning and screaming in the other room. I was hot, sticky and still very horny listening to what I expected were orgasms from Steph. It was sometime before she returned the bedroom. She had that look in her eye again. I tried to plead with her to untie me but she just teased me more. This time she used her fingers to caress my boobs and pussy at the same time. It felt wonderful. Several times her fingers went into my pussy only to hear her whine that I was a virgin.
"You won't be a virgin much longer."
There was nothing I could do to stop her. But, in reality, I don't think I wanted to stop her either. She fingered my pussy to several peaks but never let me cum. I begged her and she just laughed. She left marks on my breasts from her sucking too hard. She licked and sucked on my pussy several times... It really felt awesome but I could never get over the edge. Haunting me more she would make me beg to cum, tease me and then leave me hanging. I was so exhausted from the abuse that I wanted to cum and I was extremely horny but I just couldn't stay focused enough as sleep called me. Seeing I was past exhaustion to really care, Steph glowed at me...
"Maybe I'll make you cum tomorrow." She kissed me so tenderly that it felt as if she really cared.
I fell asleep to sounds of Steph fucking herself silly.
I was still tied up when I woke and I had marks where the rope was. Steph was watching me. The devil was back. Immediately she went into the same sensual torture from the night before, getting me to the brink of cumming and then stopping. After the second hour of this I broke down. I wailed like a baby crying hysterically. I screamed at her to make me cum... make me feel that sensation through.
"You are there at last." Steph said triumphantly over me.
Through the tears I watched her face go to my pussy and she sucked in my clitoris and went to town on it. Her tongue danced over it and I was feeling the powers taking over. My body was coming to the edge and I was tensing up for a let down that never came... I came instead. My whole body erupted in something that I could only describe as an outer-body explosion. Everything in me exploded out. I screamed out for several long minutes as Steph kept licking my clit.
"Aaaaaaaaagggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..."
I felt numb. I felt electrified. I felt like I was on cloud nine...all at the same time. I tried to find myself as I was obliterated from this titanic ongoing orgasm. Several minutes passed and I was on a different plane of existence. When I eventually found myself back in my room, I looked at Steph who was so angelic. I tried to speak but nothing was there. Putting her finger to her lips 'shhhhing' me, she crawled into bed with me and cuddled affectionately. My hands and legs were free and I cradled around her naked body. Not that I could feel much but it was just nice to do it. The lights went out on both of us.
We woke and she helped me into the shower. I was a sticky and very sore mess. We made out in the shower as well as cleaned up until the water went cold. She explained that I needed to feel the intensity this way to really understand my sexual breaking points. I had no clue what she was referring to. Since she was letting me cum freely now, I didn't care. By the middle of the afternoon Steph had let me cum several times... each was a unique experience and different stimuli, from her eating my pussy, to the feather to us humping our pussies together. I liked the pussies together a lot... it let me look into her face as she came on top of me.
The softer side of Steph was back.
"Shall I take your cherry tonight?" She begged from me.
I didn't know what to say. I liked her a lot even though she tortured me severely... it felt like I needed that.
"As long as you don't torture me like you did." I answered.
"Oh, I can't promise that... but I will promise that you will love it."
I nodded as she went to the phone and called my brother and sister and told them to stay where they were for the night. I could see the way she walked in her outfit that I was about to meet the devil again. The torture came back as she disrobed me and teased the hell out of me on the sofa. It was only an hour this time of really bringing me to the edge and back. This time she was naked and teasing herself as well. It was erotic watching her tease herself and not cumming. Several times I was brought to the edge but left high and dry causing me to beg profusely. This seemed to fuel Steph's desire to tease me. I was so hot and horny as she was going about her business of sexual pleasures to the brink and stopping. My cunn.. pussy was soaked and I was beside myself. Then Steph ran out of the room leaving my panting and gasping for air, frustrated. When she came back she was wearing...this... leather-like belt thingy that looked really weird.
"Time to pop your fruit, Jen!" Steph told me as she came within a foot of me in this thingy.
Her smile was genuine and sincere and the devil was nowhere to be found. Taking something in her hand, she mounted on a clasp right at her pubic mound. It was a penis, or something plastic resembling a penis. For a brief second, I looked at Steph as a boy, but it was brief. Steph was far more beautiful and had an incredibly sexy body... plus, she had boobs, delicious boobs. Propping me up on the sofa and opening my legs, she positioned me to stick the penis into me. For as much teasing, toying and abuse she gave me, this was totally different. I knew I was mere minutes away from losing my virginity to my nextdoor neighbor... who was a girl... but it seemed to me to be what I wanted.
"This may hurt for a few seconds, but then you will feel a warmth that will make the pain go away... and then..." Steph laughed not finishing her sentence.
I knew about the hurt part from my friends and expected it. I looked up into Steph's eyes as she mounted me and the tip of the penis parted my flower. It felt like my fingers opening my pussy until it started to move into me. Then I licked my lips and Steph gazed down at me. Slow and methodical she pressed further. It was only in a little way when I felt this enormous pressure inside of me that brought tears to my eyes.
"Ohhh...Steph... it hurts... soooo much." I cried.
"It's okay, look at me... Look into my eyes... I am going to make it all right."
I looked through the tears into her eyes. Her smile brightened and then she slammed her whole body onto me causing the penis to puncture through my hymen for a brief few seconds of aching pain. I squealed, but only for fifteen seconds or so. We were motionless as I felt this bizarre warmth envelop me. My tears dried and I smiled back at Steph. That must have been what she was waiting for as her hips gyrated causing the penis to move in and out of me. It was so peculiar, yet... It was really intense. She started a moaning chant of my name and her eyes were lost in the back of her head. I definitely felt the build of an incredible feeling all around me and I called out Steph's name. Damn... it was starting to get intense... like... oh my...
"Steph... I'm cumming..."
"Me tooooooooooooooooooo..."
The girl intensity was awesome as both of us exploding together. I moaned her name several times as I felt the electricity all over. Steph was chanting in her own little world still fucking my sore pussy until she melted onto me. The penis flopped out of my pussy and it felt like a river pouring from me underneath Steph's body. We kissed and giggled in the sweat of our experience.
"Well, got your cherry..." Steph said gleaming.
"I loved it... I'm so happy I gave it to you."
We kissed and played around for some time. Steph fucked me a couple more times, each time to a rather intense orgasm. I got to fuck her with the 'harness' thingy once but had a bitch of a time with it. I almost invaded her ass on two occasions. I was sooo hooked... this sex thing was incredible. I wanted more but Steph was really tired after we cleaned up the mess on the sofa. I wanted her more... I wanted to do something. We went to bed and Steph was asleep within moments. I wasn't. I needed something. I fingered my pussy for a long time bringing little orgasms. Not satisfied, I went over to Steph and peeled off her panties and went down on her pussy. I licked it like a savage beast. Her legs spread open allowing me to suck and lick her parting fruit. NO experience necessary as I was just trying to fulfill my naughty desires.
"OH fuck... Jen!!!!" Steph squealed as her orgasm poured out.
I didn't stop. I was so high on sexual bliss that I kept licking her pussy. When I hit her clitoris she let out a scream of intensity causing me to hone in and sucked her clit for all it was worth causing her to erupt again. This time it was so concentrated that her legs locked around my head squeezing me to stop. The animal in me tamed. I was satisfied with my newly found pleasures.
"Jesus Jen... you are an animal." Steph giggled as she wrapped her arms around me.
We fell asleep only to wake up early and share each other several more times before my sister came home. She almost walked in on Stephanie fucking me, but we snuck into the bathroom together to finish off.
The weekend was so incredible and I was turned onto something new. I had a hard time not telling my best friends about it but Steph and I talked about it. It was our little secret. The next weekend I stayed at Steph's house and we had sex, sex and more sex together... even with her parents in the house. My pussy hurt so much from all the naughty things we did. I couldn't get enough... Several times over the first month Steph and I would find each other in our back yards and fuck each other or just perform oral sex. She was definitely becoming a new best friend. But when she went on vacation with her parents, without me, I was extremely lost. I couldn't masturbate enough for my desire... so, it wasn't a surprise when I set my eyes on Kris and Traci. Being good friends, it was easy to get them to sleep over my house, Kris the first night, Traci the next. I had Kris naked and eating her pussy within twenty minutes of closing my bedroom door. She was so hot and had longing to experiment with me. We fucked each other and made each other cum several times.
Traci, it took a little longer to taste her pussy since she thought she only liked boys. I changed that. When I ate her hairy pussy through multiple climaxes, she was a changed girl.
My sister was real easy to get into bed, as was my brother. He was my first real penis but it was unsatisfying when he shot his cum into me, he was done. That sucked. So, my sister had many exhausting nights when I couldn't get Stephanie, Kris or Traci.
After reliving my sexual beginnings, Dr. Erics chatted with me about it at length talking about the sexual teasing I experienced caused me to become sexually aggressive. We chatted about more stuff and she suggested that I set up a few more visits. I agreed and thanked her for her time. On our way out of Dr. Erics office Jenny turned to me and said.
"Oh my... Jennifer... I didn't realize all that about you."
I smiled. "Yea... I guess I'm a little screwed up."
We got into the car and I looked at Jenny and for the first time I saw... "Lunch!!!"