disclamer: I wasn't forced to write this. You are not forced to read this. ***************************************************************
Just a true story....
The car was warm with laughter and the sexual tension we usually get when we spend an evening with Orbis. I settle back in the seat of the car, happy and trusting with Vague at the wheel. He surprises me, by not heading straight home after dropping our friend off - it was getting late. But summer being as summer does with no worries about tomorrow, I enjoyed the ride, the stars and the moon.
I giggle when I see our destination: Sty Park aka the look-off aka the local lovers lane. Our car pulls up to nestle in the empty parking lot. I am alive with the thought of doing something naughty, this isn't a place we've ever gone to before or since. I don't know what to expect from my firey beloved.
He starts with a kiss on the cheek. He nuzzles closer and I am receptive. I touch his chest with my little hands and look-up at my handsome partner and wait for another kiss. He takes my two wrists in one of his large hands and just holds them. I could struggle, fight him, but I don't. I just trust.
He holds my hands in front of my body above my lap using them to manipulate my body slightly forward, giving him access to my neck and my shoulders. There were no cloths he had to mess with during this first innocent, intense scene. I was wearing a tank top body suit that was well out of his way.
It started with a slight nibbling, and kissing, and a few quick jabs with his teeth. I moaned, I was aloud to, I was far away from anyone else except him. I was away from my 6 house-mates and all their friends and I could let go in this comparable privacy.
I could've struggled with the hands that held me, but that wasn't what I wanted, I wanted to take the nibbles and the caresses and the bites that were to follow.
He used his free hand to hold my hair out of his way, a living handle to direct my head forward while his teeth came down on my neck. My head swam with the pressure that was forming on my sensitive neck. My shut eyes were dancing with colors reds and blues and swirls, and my body felt those swirls. They were consuming me and carrying me away. My neck hurt, but my mind fought it, riding it claiming it. I couldn't help it I started to struggle. He stopped the bite. The flow of pressure crashed aroundme, settling in my bound hands.
He pulled my head back as if for a kiss but no, he latched onto my throat. I was so exposed, helpless, venerable. He didn't bite as hard but it was much harder to take. I found my self fighting all reason as to why I was letting this man rip at my throat with his teeth. I gargle "yellow" at the same time he stopped. I didn't need to say it, he knew.
He kissed my face, my eye-lids, my chin, and my mouth. Loving me calming me. He looked at me and said in the most honest and permanent way " I really will love you forever".
He moved my hands behind my back, where I could struggle less. As he moved to the back of my neck again I lent forward with out the directing touch of his hand on my head. " I really will love you forever". Those words consumed me. I started to cry, the emotions inside were too intense. I was so completely filled with joy I couldn't speak and return the feeling verbally. His teeth lips and breath sinking into my soul made me moan, and made me cry out. I was riding a hurricane made of conflicting and folding pleasure and pain.
And then he stopped
He just held my hands and looked at me. Looking at the tears still flowing with abundance. Meeting my gaze. and just holding me. I started to shiver. I was still coming back to the current reality, and would be for hours.
When he took me home we made love. Quietly and softly, while I slowly came down.