A Tough Life

A Tough Life By Adam Stewart

Author's note: A gay love story following the life of a guy to the current day with all its ups and downs.

Warning: It contains lots of explicit m/m sex.

I was born in 1952 along with my twin brother but he died within three days so I never knew him as such. My parents decided not to have any more children so I was an only child. They were deeply religious and once I had a mind of my own I decided I hated religion and all it stood for which of course didn't go down well at home. My childhood was far from happy and I often wondered why my parents bothered having children. They certainly never showed any love towards me and my mother had a strong dislike of children in general. If I was ill she'd pack me off to bed saying "Don't bother me" so I spent hours on my own amusing myself.

I hated school but when I was ten I made pals with a boy called Richard. He was a year older than me but because of when his birthday fell we were in the same class. His mother worked so after school we'd go back to his home and play. I seldom saw his father who always seemed to be working but his mother was a kindly soul and I liked her very much. She seemed happy enough to let me spend hours with Richard which I did as much as I could to avoid being at home. Even at weekends we'd spend hours together, either at his house or out on our bikes. In those days parents never bothered about young children out on their own for the day so left them to their own devices.

Richard's bedroom was right at the top of his parent's Victorian house. It was a large room with the bed at one end and an area where we could play at the other. Being right away from the rooms downstairs, we were left to our own devices even when his mother was at home. If she wanted us she'd holler up the stairs and we'd eventually appear.

By the time I reached fourteen I was conscious that I was different to other boys. I hated girls and found them silly and noisy so kept away from them as much as I could whereas my classmates were always going on about some girl or other and saying rude things about what they'd like to do with them. Whether they really understood what they were saying I never knew but I was certainly never interested so ignored the banter. I was far more interested in what the boys were doing and secretly made up stories about what we could do together. Richard was clearly the same way inclined but at the time neither of us realised exactly what our feelings meant.

Richard loved playing games which involved touching each other and taking off our clothes. His favourite game was doctors and nurses and being the older he always wanted to be the doctor or the nurse, which suited me since I was happy to go along with whatever he wanted to do. When we knew we were on our own and his mother was at work he'd get me to be the patient so he could examine me.

"Now slip off your shirt young man" he'd giggle, "I can't examine you with that on" so I'd take off my shirt and he'd feel all over my chest and my stomach to determine what pretend ailment I had. Once he'd done that he'd say "I think I'd better examine your legs so take off your trousers and don't forget to remove your shoes and socks first". He always used a very officious tone of voice and I would obediently comply so removed my shoes, socks and trousers and lay back on the floor for him to examine me further. Once he'd done that and run his hands up and down my legs right into my crotch, he'd look at me as if he was trying to decide what pretend ailment I had. "I need these off" he'd then say and pull my pants off me whilst I lifted my buttocks off the floor. Once fully naked he'd examine my tinkle in great detail using a magnifying glass, not that it was small because even at that age I was well endowed. I had jet black hair and my short pubic hair which was now showing nicely was also jet black. He'd pick up my penis and inspect it carefully before feeling each testicle. The result was that it soon turned into a boner which he then slid between his fingers.

We'd play these games for hours and I never tired of them. One day he showed me some pornographic magazines. Where he'd got hold of these I had no idea and didn't like to ask but they were certainly revealing to a fourteen year-old. After that we'd pretend we were porn stars having sex with each other so he too would strip naked and we'd rub our erections together enjoying the sensation it gave each of us.

Quite what his parents would have said had they known, I've no idea but it certainly brought me out of myself and to enjoy my sexuality.

When term finished, my father announced that I was being sent to a boys only school. According to him it 'would make a man of me'. In fact it made me even more conscious of how different I was to the 'normal' boy. Richard moved onto another school and our time together slowly became a thing of the past. He no doubt found new friends to have fun with but my misery continued to get worse.

Other boys soon began to realise I was different to them so I was bullied mercilessly. As in all schools there was one particular bully who unfortunately was in my class. He too was a bit older but he was also a hunk of a guy who towered over me so I had no chance of getting out of his clutches once he'd made up his mind he was going to have fun with me. Thinking back I have a feeling he too was gay since most of what he did to me was of a sexual nature but at the time he always made it look as if he was humiliating me. Like all bullies he had his henchman who always did what he was told whatever the circumstances. Whether he too was of the same persuasion I could never decide.

The problem was there were so many opportunities for me to spy on other boys getting undressed or having showers We had physical education twice a week and sports once a week so it was a continual pleasure for me after such events when the boys had to strip naked in the communal changing room and shower in the communal showers. We also had swimming once a week and since the school had its own swimming pool, all boys had to swim naked. Quite why I never found out but that was the rule so we all had to strip off and spend an hour swimming naked or splashing around in the pool before we went back to the communal showers and then get dressed. Needless to say this was always an enjoyable session for me, apart from the fact that I enjoyed swimming since it was one of the few things I was good at. The problem however was that other boys noticed my interest and in particular the bully, although I suspect he too enjoyed the spectacle before him.

The result was that I was bullied regularly whenever the opportunity arose. The bully and his mate would frequently grab hold of me in the playground and drag me to an area where we were out of sight of the teacher on duty. Once there, he'd get his mate to hold me in an arm lock behind my back whilst the bully pulled open my shirt and had a good feel up and down my torso. Since in those days our trousers were held up with braces there was easy access below the waistband, so he'd frequently stuff his hand down inside my pants and have a good feel. The only problem was that his feeling was far from gentle and he'd squeeze my balls until I had tears in my eyes and then grab hold of my dick and rub that up and down until I was at last showing signs of interest. Then he'd leer at me and say "The poof likes having his dick rubbed doesn't he". On some occasions he'd bend me over and pull my trousers and pants down to have a good feel of my hole and insert a wet finger inside me. As time went by I realised there was little point in resisting so didn't. Besides, I began to enjoy what he was doing but never let on. I also knew there was no point in telling anyone so kept it to myself.

When I was fifteen he went one step further. My route home involved walking through a wooded area which took quite a lot off my journey. One day on my way home from school he and his mate suddenly grabbed me from behind and dragged me deeper into the wood and off the beaten track where nobody would see us.

"Strip off" he demanded.

"Do what?" I replied somewhat shocked.

"I said strip off you stupid poof or do you want me to rip your clothes off you" he growled. Knowing what my mother would say if I went home with ripped clothes I duly obliged as they looked on.

"See, its easy when you want to obey isn't it" he laughed as he grabbed hold of my flapping dick.

"Suck him until he's hard" he told his mate who looked at him somewhat aghast. "I said suck him or do you want me to strip you off too" the bully demanded. The other boy immediately went down on his knees and did as told. Although this was probably the first time he'd ever performed such an act, the boy was quite good and soon got me hard because I enjoyed what he was doing.

Once the bully was satisfied that he'd humiliated me, although in reality I wasn't the slightest bit bothered but made out I was to make him feel he had, he grabbed hold of me and pushed me into a muddy puddle nearby. He rolled me back and forth until my body was covered in mud from head to toe. He then grabbed my clothes and walked off with the other boy laughing. "That'll teach the little wanker to watch us whilst we're changing". I watched them go and saw them scatter my clothes around before walking back to the main path. He could have taken my clothes with him so I was grateful for the fact he hadn't. I scrambled to my feet and gathered my clothes. Once I'd done so I tried to clean myself up with my hanky. It was then I realised he'd taken my pants with him. "Who's the poof now then" I said aloud. It was clear to me that he got off doing what he did and taking a memento with him.

Fortunately my mother was out when I got home so I quickly stuffed my clothes into the clothes basket and had a bath. She never did query why I was short of a pair of pants.

After that incident, bully, as I now called him, would just grin at me whenever our eyes met. We'd somehow come to an amicable agreement without actually saying. He'd saunter up to me in the playground, grin and nod to me to follow him. No longer did he have his henchman since he knew I was a willing participant. He'd lead me to the spot that was out of view, unbutton my shirt and have a good feel of my naked chest before plunging his hand down inside my pants to have a good feel. Invariably I was hard which added to his enjoyment, and mine for that matter.

The other thing he loved doing was when we had biology. The teacher often had us gather round her table to show us something in particular. Being taller he'd stand behind the other boys with me beside him. He'd then open up his trousers and pull out his cock and slowly massage it until it was hard. Sometimes he'd use his other hand to feel my butt. How he got away with it never ceased to amaze me but I started to look forward to his brazen display whenever we had biology.

His final act with me happened just three days before the end of the school year. For me it was also the end of school since I wasn't academic enough to move into the sixth form much to the disgust of my parents who'd now given up on me as a lost cause. We'd had our final swimming session, and because it was the end of term involved a group of naked adolescents playing energetic games, which thinking back was somewhat bizarre. As usual I took my time to shower and get dressed so I could view the many naked guys all around me and I noticed that bully was doing the same. As such we were the last to leave. Once outside he came up to me and put a hand on my shoulder. "Let's have some fun Mark". For a moment I was stunned since this was the first time he'd called me by my name. He usually called me poof or some other derogatory name. I then found myself being led behind the building in which the swimming pool was situated until we reached a back door. To my surprise he pulled out a key, unlocked the door and ushered me inside. Where he got the key from I have no idea and didn't want to know.

Once inside, he led me by the hand through an array of equipment and chemicals used for the pool filtration system until we reached another door. He gingerly opened it and listened. We could hear the janitor walking round no doubt checking to see that everyone had gone before locking up. Once satisfied we heard him exit the front entrance and lock the door behind him. He was an old guy and not that efficient, so didn't come down to where we were waiting. Once we were satisfied he'd gone, we slipped out into the corridor and went onto the changing room.

"Strip" bully demanded so I duly obliged. To my amazement, he too stripped and once we were both naked we looked at each other. We were both showing signs of interest and we grinned. "On your knees and suck my cock" he next demanded so I quickly got down and took his stumpy cock into my mouth. It fitted easily so I soon had it right inside and I enjoyed the feel of it. As I sucked he groaned with pleasure so I knew I was doing it right. He grabbed hold of my hair with both hands and mouth fucked me. After several minutes of me sucking, he pulled my head off his cock which was now rock hard. He told me to bend over a table nearby and I felt him pull my cheek butts apart to open my hole. "Yeah, beautiful arse" he muttered before gathering a load of spittle in his mouth and then dribbling it over the exposed entrance. I then felt his fingers plunge inside. I'd never had this done to me before so it was something new but I loved it. He was far from gently, in fact quite the opposite but that didn't bother me.

Once he'd opened me up, he pulled his fingers out and I heard him collect another load of spittle in his mouth. I glanced round and saw him dribble this into his hand and then slick the end of his cock. I knew instinctively what he was going to do. I'd read porn stories so knew all about fucking but had never experienced it. He again pulled my hole wide open and then thrust his cock inside me with one push. "Fuck" I yelled as the pain shot through me when he breached my ring of muscle but once his shaft was right inside it was the most wonderful feeling I'd ever experienced. From that moment on I knew I'd love being fucked. He continued thrusting back and forth whilst gripping my waist with both hands. I too was gripping the edge of the table to hold myself.

"Yeah, you've got a fucking gorgeous arse to fuck" he cried as he continued fucking. After several minutes I sensed his whole body tense and guessed what was to happen next. Within seconds he was plunging back and forth again and I could feel his warm spunk filling me up. When he was done, he leant forward still with his cock inside me and gently kissed the back of my neck. "Thanks, that was brilliant" he whispered. It was the most beautiful thing he'd done all the time I'd known him.

He then pulled out and gave my backside a sharp slap. "Turn over" he demanded which I did as the sting of the slap slowly died away. He then pushed me down onto the table with both hands on my chest. My own cock was still hard and he took it into his mouth. Mine was much longer and thicker than his but he managed to take most of it into his mouth. He then sucked me until I too was shooting my load of cum and to my surprise he drank the lot. "Yeah, fucking beautiful" he grinned.

We then quickly got dressed and slipped out the way we'd come. I never saw him again and I often wonder what happened to him.

When I got home, my mother glared at me. "So what are you going to do with yourself now?" she asked. "You're going to have to find yourself a job because I'm not having you slink around at home all day."

"Don't worry, I will" I growled and walked heavy footed up to my room. Ideally I hoped to get a job away from home but knew that was unlikely for the moment until I had some money to rent a room. One thing I knew was that my parents would never help me. I was seventeen just three days later and as usual that passed with little fanfare. My parents didn't believe in making a fuss over such things. For that matter they never made a fuss over anything so it passed almost without noticing apart from getting a card from them and a pair of grey socks which I chucked straight in the bin when my mother wasn't looking. I'd done the odd paper round so had a little money which I'd saved so I used that to buy a new pair of black trousers and a white shirt. In no way was I going to wear my school clothes again so they were dumped into the back of the wardrobe.

About a week after I'd left school, I was reading the job section in the local paper and came across an advert that said "Young man required to help in photographic shop; must be keen and willing to do anything." The shop was in Dorking so one afternoon I went along to check it out. The shop was empty so I went inside and a nice looking guy in his early forties came out from the back. When I told him I'd come about the advert his face lit up. He flipped the close sign on the door and led me through to the back.

"So what interests you about this job?" he asked smiling. I liked him immediately and he made me feel at ease.

"I want to do something interesting and useful" I replied and then added "And I'm a hard worker and willing to do anything."

"Anything" he grinned. I nodded not too sure what he meant by that. He then told me what the job would entail which was basically helping him in the shop and with the photographic studio he ran for family portraits and the like, plus being his general dogsbody to fetch and carry as required.

"Does that sound of interest to you?"

"Yeah, sounds great" I replied enthusiastically.

"And what do you get up to in your spare time?" My immediate thought was wanking off but decided I couldn't tell him that so I just said I liked reading, going out on my bike and playing around with my box camera. He was impressed with the last bit. "And what about a girlfriend or are you not into girls?"

"No" I said emphatically.

"Ah as I thought, you prefer boys" he grinned. I went bright red having realised what question I'd said no to. "Don't worry, your secret is safe with me; even though we're legal most people don't approve do they." He then leaned forward and took hold of my hands which were lying idly in my lap. "To be honest I'd much rather employ a gay guy so it suits me." I smiled somewhat relieved and suddenly realised that he must be gay too. He then went through the hours of work and the rate of pay, which was much higher than I'd reckoned. "So, would you like to accept?"

"Yeah, certainly, thanks" I spluttered hardly believing that I'd landed my first job which would be one in the eye for my parents.

"Great, so when could you start?"

"Whenever, I've got nothing else to do"

"In that case, how about starting right now?"

"Yeah, suits me, thank you sir." He smiled and said there was no need to call him sir and instead to call him Roland.

"Okay but before I show you the ropes there's something else I'd like to discuss with you." He stood up and indicated for me to do the same. He told me to remove my bomber jacket and put it to one side. He then stood in front of me and removed my tie saying that he preferred to adopt a more casual style so there was no need to wear a tie, which suited me down to the ground because I hated them. Having done so, he unfastened the first two buttons of my shirt and pulled it open to expose some flesh. "Mm, very nice" he muttered. "You have a very nice body Mark" he said as he looked me up and down. "Would you be willing to remove your shirt so I can have a better look?" I smiled suddenly realising he was coming on to me but it didn't bother me so I unbuttoned my crisp white shirt and slipped it off. He took it from me and hung it over the chair I'd been sitting on. He then ran his hands up and down my chest and slipped the tip of his finger inside the waist of my trousers. Now I'd left school I'd discarded the braces we were required to wear and was wearing a belt on my smart black trousers.

He then moved round the back of me and I could sense his eyes looking me up and down. I then felt his hand gently rubbing over the back of my trousers which fitted snugly over my rounded butt. "Very nice, you really are stunningly beautiful" he said as he moved round in front of me. "And if I'm not mistaken you have plenty to offer down here" he added as he gently brushed his hand over the bulge that was now forming in my crotch. I grinned but said nothing.

He then paused and looked me in the eye as if considering what to say next. "I produce photographs of beautiful young men such as you for a discerning group of gentlemen; they are only sold to such men so are not sold on the open market; as such only those of our persuasion see them. You say you're willing to do anything so would you be willing to pose for me? I'd pay you extra of course for each session we do."

My heart suddenly started racing as I took in what he was saying, or at least what I thought he was saying. Was I interested in doing something like that? Hell, why not? Bully had done enough things to me to make me know that I wasn't that bothered about what guys did. "Yeah, sure; as I say I'm up for anything" I grinned.

Roland chuckled and felt my crotch again, "Yes, I thought you would." He then asked me to slip off my trousers so he could check the rest of me and as I stood in my underpants with a definite bulge appearing down below, his eyes gazed over me almost drooling. "Beautiful, absolutely beautiful" he kept telling himself.

He then led me upstairs into a room that was clearly used as a studio for such shots since there was a double bed with photographic lights at each corner and a camera mounted on a tripod at the end of the bed. The windows were covered with a black material and the walls were a dark colour. The sheet covering the bed was a dark red so my white flesh stood out as I lay on it. He told me to adopt whatever poses I wanted as he shot away with what appeared to be a very expensive camera. Having taken a number of shots with me in my underwear he asked, "Now, are you willing to remove those pants?" I grinned and immediately did so and tossed them into the corner. I was now stark naked with a boner because just the thought of what he was doing excited me even though he hadn't actually touched me.

He spent the rest of the afternoon taking shots of me in all kinds of poses, some of which were very sexy such as me on my knees and pulling my butt cheeks apart to show my hole. As things progressed I enjoyed doing it more and more and I did what he wanted naturally without any problem at all.

"Okay, that's enough for today at least" he giggled so I climbed off the bed. "You really are beautiful" he said yet again and lightly kissed me on the lips. "Thanks, you were great; a natural, and this is so perfect" he added as he clasped his hands round my still hard cock. I groaned with pleasure at the feel of his hot hand round my tool and was hoping he'd go down on it but he didn't. I grabbed my pants and ran downstairs to where I'd left my clothes. Once dressed he patted me on the back saying "See you tomorrow; don't be late".

"I won't and thanks for everything" I replied as I went to leave. When I got home I took great delight in telling my mother that I'd got a job and had already started. She showed little interest so I didn't say more than it was working in a photographic shop. As I went upstairs to change I chuckled to myself wondering what she'd say if she really knew what I'd been doing.

I really enjoyed my time working for Roland and the work was certainly varied. I also learnt a lot about different kinds of films, exposures, lighting and how to take good photographs. My porn photographs sold like hot cakes so Roland frequently asked me to do more. Each set became more and more erotic and we even did some outdoors. He took me to a quiet spot he knew where I could strip and prance around naked whilst he snapped away.

He also had other young guys come along to be photographed so I'd enjoy watching them pose naked. Where he found these guys I've no idea but some of them were really hot. When I was eighteen, he asked if I'd do a duo with one of these guys who really turned me on so I immediately said I would. The most we did was pretend to suck each other's cocks but the final results were very sexy and also sold out in no time.

Because I enjoyed swimming, I regularly went to the local swimming baths. Sadly I had to wear swimming trunks, which was a pain because I'd always enjoyed swimming naked at school. One day a very nice looking guy came in when I was in the communal changing room, which I always preferred using to the individual cubicles so I could spy on whoever was around. He was about thirty and had a stunning body which made me stop what I was doing to admire him. He smiled and moved over to where I was standing with my towel half covering my private parts. "You've got a stunning body" he whispered and reached down to feel behind my towel. I was already reacting so his hand soon found my burgeoning organ. "Mm, nice" he growled. I looked down at his which was also growing rapidly. "Fancy joining me for a coffee when we're done here?" I nodded unable to speak because my heart was racing like mad.

When we'd both dressed I followed him out and he took me to a local coffee shop where he bought me a coffee and a cake. "So, what does a young stud like you do to amuse yourself?" I wasn't too sure how to answer that so I just grinned and said "Play around" although if the truth be known he was the first guy to pick me up if you didn't count bully at school. "Fancy coming back to my place then?" he said with a very sexy grin. I nodded so once we'd finished our coffee he led me to a small flat not that far away.

As soon as he'd closed the front door his hands were all over me and within seconds he'd undressed me. My cock clearly showed how interested I was which pleased him no end. Being not too sure what to do in such situations I just stood and watched as he seductively undressed. I'd already seen his body but now I could really have a good look my cock twitched with excitement. The guy was stunning with beautiful strong legs, a big long cock that must have been at least eight inches long with a wide girth and abs to die for. He also looked as if he sunbathed a lot since he had the most perfect tan which made my white skin stand out in contrast.

He led me into the bedroom where there was a large double bed with black sheets and black pillows. The walls were also covered with black and white wallpaper that made the whole room look very erotic. He told me to kneel up on the bed and stick my arse in the air. "Mm a beautiful arse" he muttered to himself as he ran his finger up and down my hole. He then pulled it wide apart and dribbled spit into it. This was quickly followed by two stubby fingers being gently pushed inside. Despite his size he was a very gentle guy and much more so than bully at school. I felt my entrance being stretched wide open no doubt in readiness for his big cock. Every so often he'd feel between my legs which he'd pulled wide apart before starting and fondle my balls and then run a hand up and down my stiff cock which was already weeping with anticipation.

When he decided I was sufficiently open to take him, I felt him squeeze some KY jelly into my hole and then offer the head of his cock up to it. Slowly and gently he pushed in. It felt so much different to that first fuck in the school swimming pool changing room. This was gentle and very sexy. I could soon feel his whole shaft inside me and stretching my channel. It was the most wonderful feeling I'd ever experienced. Gently he started moving his length back and forth and I could feel the head of his cock coming right out and then pushing back in but not once did it hurt. "Yeah, you've got a gorgeous arse to fuck" he groaned, "Lovely and tight; I love a tight arse to fuck". I too was groaning and moaning my pleasure because it was pure bliss.

He must have fucked me for a good ten minutes before he started increasing the pace. He then paused for a few seconds as his seed reached its peak and shot out inside me. "Yes, beautiful" he cried as he continued thrusting in and out draining his big cock inside me. When he was done, he pulled out and told me to get off the bed. He climbed onto his back and pulled his strong legs up over his chest to offer himself. Without any invitation I knelt between his wide open legs and looked at the wide open hole before me. It was a beautiful sight and I could see the pink flesh inside.

"Now get your face into that hole and lick me out; I want to feel your hot tongue inside me" he growled. That was something I'd never done before so this was another first. I wondered what it would be like; would it smell and what would it taste like? As I asked myself these questions I lowered my head between his chunky buttocks and plunged my tongue into the wide open hole. It tasted like nectar and I loved it. I opened his hole some more by pulling his butt cheeks wide apart with my fingers and thrust my tongue deep inside. I felt my whole body shiver with excitement and decided I definitely liked doing this. "When you've got that hole nice and wet I want you to thrust your cock in with one push; don't bother with lube. I couldn't wait to do that but wanted to make sure I did have him sufficiently wet enough for my cock to go in.

Having decided he was ready, I grabbed hold of my rampant cock and plunged in. "Fuck, yeah, that's beautiful; now give that arse a nice long hard fuck boy." I didn't need any encouragement since the feel of my hot flesh against his was just wonderful. This too was a first for me and I decided it would certainly not be the last time I'd do something like this to a guy. I fucked and fucked trying to hold back my urge to reach my climax. I wanted this to last as long as I could and was rather pleased with myself that I managed to continue fucking him for a good ten minutes like he'd done me. Suddenly the urge to spill my load came upon me and I had to let go. "Yeah, fill me up boy; I want to feel your hot spunk right inside me; yeah beautiful." As I fucked, more and more cum kept spewing from my hot rod. It seemed never ending which pleased the guy no end. Finally I was spent and looked up at him. "That was fucking brilliant and I get the feeling you rather enjoyed that."

"Too right I did, it was fucking brilliant" I grinned as I pulled out.

Sadly I never saw him again so it was a one off but from that moment onwards I knew I loved being fucked and I loved fucking with everything in between so was determined to make sure I got my fair share of it as time went by but first of all I had to leave home and get away from my parents who were doing my head in. Apart from their religious crap they kept trying to push down my throat they also kept on at me about finding a nice young girl to marry. "Yeah, you'll be lucky" I told myself.

As it happened my move away from home came sooner than I expected. One day when I went to work, Roland asked me to join him in the room behind the shop. "I've got something I need to tell you Mark" he started by saying, "As you've probably worked out yourself, this shop is not doing good business; the rent has just gone up and I can't sustain the costs any longer." My face dropped because I really enjoyed the work and I enjoyed working with Roland, apart from the extra photographic activities we still undertook every so often. "But, not all is doom and gloom" he grinned. "How would you like to move to London and work with me?" He then went onto explain that he'd obtained a job with the BBC on a freelance contract, not that I really understood what that was all about at the time, but he needed a young assistant to join him.

"Wow, that sounds great" I exclaimed, "but where would I live".

"Well, I'm moving in with a guy I've met who has a house in Camden and he's got an attic room you can rent if you want; I don't think he wants much for it so you should be able to afford it on the money you'll earn from me. It's self contained with its own shower and toilet and you'll be able to use our kitchen to make your meals. Personally I think once he sees you he'll be happy for you to eat with us and we can share the costs but he'll need to meet you first. What do you say?"

"It sounds fucking perfect" I grinned, "I've wanted to leave home for ages but didn't think I could afford it."

"I can't pay you a lot more than I pay you now but I'd still like you to pose for me every so often if you're willing and if you're prepared to do more pornographic shots then at present that will produce more work."

"Yeah, I'm not fussy what I do or who I do it with" I laughed excitedly and jumped up to hug him. It was the first time we'd made that kind of contact and I ended up on his lap. He pulled me into a passionate kiss and I felt my cock jumping to attention.

"God you're so hot, Dale is going to love you and if you're interested he loves threesomes."

"Yeah, bring it on" I grinned and felt into his crotch to feel his hard organ. He groaned as I gently squeezed it and kissed me hard on the lips.

I almost ran home that evening; I was feeling so happy. I couldn't wait to tell my mother that I was leaving home. Roland had said he'd like to close the shop down immediately and I agreed to help him with that, even though he couldn't pay me. With luck my new life in London would start within five days and it couldn't come soon enough.

When I told my mother she looked at me as if I was crazy. "And where are you going to live?" she asked so I told her about Roland's friend and the attic room I could rent. "And how will you manage your meals? You've never cooked in your life."

"I'm not completely fucking useless you know" I shouted which needless to say led to her giving me a lecture on blasphemy and which led to me telling her I was thankful to get away from their religious crap. I also knew they considered homosexuality to be vile so didn't dare tell them they'd produced a gay son.

"I'd have thought you'd be glad to see the back of me", I shouted, "Neither you nor dad have ever shown any real love for me." With that I stormed off upstairs and stayed there until the following morning despite her wailing that I should come down and eat my meal. My dad never came up to see me or attempt any kind of reconciliation so I plunged my head into the pillow shouting fuck both of you.

By the following morning I was starving so I got up early and crept out of the house before either of them had appeared. I knew there was a transport cafe open on the outskirts of Dorking so I cycled there and got myself the biggest breakfast I could order to appease my hunger. When I got to the shop I must have looked like shit because Roland sat me down and asked me what had happened. I told him the whole story and he hugged me. "Parents can be such shits at times".

I nodded in agreement. "Especially mine; I so wish we could go to London immediately because I don't want to see them ever again." Roland put his arms round me and thought for a moment.

"If things are really that bad you could always come and stay with me for a few days; I've only got a small flat with one bed but you're welcome to share that until we leave. If we get our skates on we can probably be out of here within two days.

I looked at him with open eyes. "Can I really?" He nodded and grinned before giving me a gentle kiss on the lips.

"We gays have got to stick together" he laughed which lifted my mood. We worked like mad for the rest of the day and when we'd finished I rode my bike home and packed my things. I'd already worked out what to take with me so it didn't take long to pack. The only thing I couldn't take with me was my bike but that was old so not a major loss. Once packed up I went downstairs and announced to my mother that I was leaving. She looked at me and on seeing my suitcase in the hallway shrugged her shoulders.

"I just hope you know what you're doing" was her only comment as I picked it up and left. I walked back to the shop with my belongings and Roland took me home.

Having a naked nineteen year-old in bed with him for two nights was Roland's dream come true and he was unable to control himself so ended up by giving me a gorgeous fuck each night. He was such a beautiful and gentle guy that I loved him and I loved each fuck. We did manage to clear the shop out within the two days by working late each night so on the third day we packed up his car with all his photographic equipment including cameras, lights, tripods, loads of film that he'd kept back from the shop plus all the equipment he used for developing and printing his own films. By the time we'd finished there was just enough room for his and my personal things.

"All set for an exciting new life" he grinned once we were ready to go and he'd locked up his rented flat.

"Yep, can't wait" I said excitedly.

"Nor can I, we're going to have such fun together not only with work but doing other things as well and I'm sure Dale is going to love you too."

"I really appreciate you inviting me to join you" I said with all seriousness.

"It's my pleasure; besides you're a fucking good worker and a delightful guy to have around; who wouldn't want a gorgeous young guy like you as their assistant" he chuckled. He then leant over and gave me a passionate kiss right there in the car. He clearly didn't give a damn as to who might see us and neither did I since it was unlikely either of us would be in the area again. As he kissed he also placed a hand in my crotch which caused it to react as usual. I grinned and placed my hand on his to hold it there.

"You can do that as often as you like" I laughed.

"Don't worry, I will" he giggled as he started the car and we set off.

Dale was waiting for us when we arrived. He'd had a day off work especially to be there which I thought was rather nice. On our way, Roland explained that he'd met Dale in a bar on one his many trips to London and they were immediately attracted to each other. When Roland got the BBC job, Dale said he could move in with him.

"Wow, so this is the young man you've been grooming" Dale grinned as soon as he set eyes on me.

"Yep, isn't he gorgeous?" Before I knew what was happening Dale had pulled me into his arms and was kissing me and it was not just a peck on the lips; it was a full blown hard kiss and even a hint of tongue. "And he's got the most gorgeous cock" Roland chuckled, which caused Dale to have a feel.

"Wow, he certainly is gorgeous; am going to look forward to having fun with you young man; hope you're into threesomes."

"Never had one but I'm up for anything" I grinned.

"Yeah, so I can feel".

We then spent the next half hour unpacking the car and getting our stuff into Dale's Victorian house that had a basement which was to be used as Roland's studio for taking his erotic photos and a darkroom. On the ground floor there was a large living room with a kitchen to one side and on the first floor two bedrooms, one of which was theirs plus a large bathroom that had an oval bath large enough to take two people according to Dale.

My room was in the attic so had a dormer window which overlooked the garden. It was larger than my room at home so I was more than happy and it included a small fridge. Since Roland and Dale had agreed that I could have main meals with them I decided to do my own breakfast in my room as I only tended to have cereal and a cup of tea each morning. The fridge would come in handy to keep my milk and some beers! Off this room was a small bathroom which included a shower. Not that big but sufficient for my needs.

I unpacked my case and decided where everything should go. There was a built in wardrobe at one end so there was plenty of space. Once done, I laid on the bed, mainly to try it out but once there I read some porn magazines that Roland had given me. The bed was very comfy, in fact a damn site more so than mine at home. I'd stripped off naked so I could fondle myself as I looked at the pictures in the magazine. It wasn't long before I had a hard-on and was in the process of massaging that when there was a knock on the door.

"Can I come in" Dale asked as he partially opened the door.

"Um, yeah okay" I replied as I tried to cover myself up rather unsuccessfully.

"Ah, sorry, just wanted to make sure everything was okay for you" he grinned having seen my nakedness and my erection.

"It's okay, come on in" I grinned having decided to brazen it out, "I'm sure Roland has told you he does erotic photo shoots of me so I'm used to being on show."

"Yeah, I've seen some of them" he replied as he came right into the room. "You've certainly got a beautiful body" he added as he sat on the side of the bed and stared at my manhood. "Wow, that's some organ you've got there" he chuckled and felt himself. He was in arm's length so I dropped a hand into his crotch to feel the bulge which was rapidly forming.

"From what I can feel you're not bad yourself" I grinned. He smiled and placed a hand over mine to press it on harder.

"Mm, that feels good; not had such a young hand feel me for a long time."

"Well, you know where I am so any time" I chuckled and gripped hold of the now fully fledged organ and gave it a squeeze.

"I shall certainly hold you to that" he laughed.

"Don't mind holding this anytime" I laughed in reply.

"I can see we're going to get on just fine" he replied and leant over to give me a kiss. As he did so I placed a hand behind his head and held his lips hard against mine. This time I opened my mouth and his tongue quickly took advantage and probed my mouth. My cock was now bobbing up and down with excitement as we kissed and tongued each other. Seeing my excited organ he pulled out of the kiss and went down on it.

"Oh fuck, that feels good" I exclaimed as his hot lips surrounded my tool.

"The fuck comes later" he giggled before going back to the task in hand. It didn't take him long to bring me to a satisfactory conclusion and I shot my load. He drank the lot and ended by licking my slit to clean me up. Once done he looked at me and grinned. "You taste as beautiful as you look."

"Thanks, and thank you for letting me rent this room, its great"

"You're more than welcome and I hope you'll be very happy here"

"So far I certainly can't complain" I grinned and felt his still hard cock inside his trousers.

"Think I'd better get back downstairs and keep Roland happy" he grinned, "but I just wanted to make sure you'd settled in okay and to say the meal will be at seven if that's okay with you".

"Yeah fine and you must let me know how you want me to pay for my food."

He smiled and patted my naked leg. "I'm sure we can think of a way that doesn't involve money."

I grinned suddenly catching on. "Yeah, great, whatever you want."

He stood up and blew me a kiss as he left the room to go back downstairs. I settled back on the bed feeling fully satisfied and had a good feeling about my life ahead of me. Hopefully it would be a lot better than the tough life to date. "Go fuck yourself mother and you father" I said out loud. God I was so happy to be away from them at last and all they stood for.

The next three weeks were busy. I accompanied Roland to most of the BBC offices and studios around London including Broadcasting House, Television Centre, Lime Grove Studios, Ealing Studios and Alexander Palace. His job was to photograph publicity material for radio and television programmes and other publicity material they wanted. The hope was that this work would bring in other commercial work, which it did as time went by. My role was to be the pair of hands, and as he always said 'to look cute when required'. I therefore spent my time humping cases of photographic equipment about, helping him set things up and being a fetch and carrier which often involved me travelling round the various locations on the tube which I found very enlightening.

I soon became adept at recognising gays sitting opposite or beside me. If they were opposite we'd look each other up and down and gaze into each other's crotch whilst the other casually felt himself if there was nobody else around. If a guy sat beside me who was interested I would feel their knees pressing against mine. If pressed back it indicated that I was interested so subject to nobody else being around a hand would casually feel in my crotch. On one occasion a guy invited me back to his room in Shepherds Bush when I was travelling to Television Centre so we had a very enjoyable session at his place in which I fucked him for a good half hour. I therefore loved the job and loved working for Roland who was such a kind, caring guy.

It didn't take long for Dale to involve me in a threesome with him and Roland one evening. I was more than willing and let the pair of them fuck me. On another occasion they got me to fuck each of them which was just as satisfying.

They'd both told me about a gay bar in Earls Court called The Coleherne so one Friday evening I decided to check it out. I'd never been to such a place before so had no idea what to expect. When I arrived I was amazed to see the place packed with gays, most dressed in leather gear which made me feel slightly out of place but on looking round I noticed others, generally guys around my age, who were dressed in jeans.

As soon as I walked in and made my way towards the bar, I attracted interest and several guys offered to buy me a drink. Not wanting to look churlish I accepted so ended up with three drinks bought for me in return for a quick grope and feel down below. It certainly didn't bother me and I enjoyed it immensely. I then noticed another guy enter. He was tall like me and very good looking. When he got nearer I noted that he was dressed in tight leather trousers that showed his body off to perfection. When he'd bought his drink he turned and saw me looking at him. He smiled and I smiled back wondering whether he'd make contact. Having looked around the bar at other guys he made his way over.

"Hi, I'm Terence"

"Hi, I'm Mark" I replied and offered my hand. He took it and held it for several seconds as he looked me up and down.

"You're gorgeous" he then said and let go of my hand.

"Thanks, and you; I like your leather trousers." He smiled and casually felt the bulge beneath the leather which made my eyes stare at it some more. Seeing my interest he moved his hand onto mine which was now getting excited. He felt it and squeezed it as he took sips from his drink, giving me a big smile each time it reacted and grew larger. My heart was in my mouth and my pulse was racing like mad. I could just imagine sinking my hot tool into him or him doing the same to me.

Seeing that I'd finished my drink he offered to buy me one. Before I'd said what, he'd turned towards the bar and threw back whatever he was drinking. A few moments later he returned with two shorts and gave me one. It was whiskey which was a drink I'd not had that often but it tasted good and I felt it warm the cockles of my heart as I sipped it. Seeing how fast he drank his, I did the same and soon felt my head swimming as I was not used to drinking spirits. "Another" he said as he took my empty glass. I offered to buy this round but he just grinned, felt my crotch and said "You can pay me back later". As I watched him go to the bar I realised what he'd said.

"Fuck, I'm in" I muttered to myself and automatically felt my hardening cock. He returned with two more whiskies and gave me mine. These too disappeared almost as fast but when my glass was empty he took it and placed it on a shelf behind me along with his own. He then pulled out the bottom of my T shirt and slipped his hands inside. As they touched my naked skin I gasped and my cock twitched with excitement. He pulled me in for a kiss and I went all out for it. Our mouths were soon locked together with tongues shooting back and forth as he ground my body against his, crotch against crotch. I could feel his hardness pressing against mine and I could feel pre-cum weeping out of my cock inside my pants.

He'd now unfastened my belt and the top of my trousers so he could gain access inside. The fact that we were standing in a crowded bar seemed not to bother him, and for that matter neither did it me. Besides, I'd already seen other guys making out in much the same way. Having got the access he required he plunged a hand down inside my pants. "Ah" I groaned as his warm hand felt my flesh. He grinned as he continued kissing and squeezed my organ more making it weep yet more pre-cum. He then felt my balls and as he did so he tweaked my nipples with his other hand. He then slipped the hand down inside my trousers round the back almost pulling my pants down my backside. His finger pressed against my hole and gently pushed in.

"Mm, you're so gorgeous; I want to fuck you and eat you" he groaned. My own hands were busy feeling his beautiful globes of flesh behind him and I so wanted to feel the actual flesh rather than through his tight leather trousers but I was not used to such action in a public place so let him take the lead. "What are you doing tonight?" he whispered into my ear.

"Nothing" I managed to reply.

"You want to come back to my place? I live in Kings Cross."

"Yeah" I replied immediately hardly believing that I was being picked up by this gorgeous guy.

"Can you stay the night or do you have to get back?"

"No, I'm a free agent so can stay as long as you want" I replied.

"Brilliant, then let's get moving because I want to have you stark naked and fuck your brains out." I grinned and felt my whole body shiver with excitement. The thought of being fucked by this stud was beyond belief.

He had a two bed apartment in an old block of flats which was furnished with modern furniture. On our way he'd told me he was an artist and an art teacher so the walls were full of paintings which I later found out were mainly his work. He was good and I liked them very much. He was also a very nice guy who treated me with respect even though he was aching to get me into bed. There was a large living room and an equally nice kitchen which was where he led me on our arrival. He collected two glasses and a bottle of whiskey and took me into the living room. Having poured two generous measures, we each took a sip and he moved up to me. Within seconds he'd stripped me stark naked to look at my body. "Fucking beautiful" he groaned. "I'd love to draw you and do a painting of you; would you be willing to sit for me?"

"Yeah, anytime" I rather liked the idea of having a painting done of me.

"It would have to be in the nude, are you up for that?"

"Sure I'm not shy" I laughed.

"No I'm sure you're not with this tool" he giggled as he played with it until it was hard again. He then removed his own clothes and it was my turn to gasp.

"Fuck, you're gorgeous" I exclaimed as I looked at his naked torso with its big cock and two large floppy balls."

"I'm glad you like it because I want to feel this beautiful hot rod inside me once I've given you a good long hard fuck but first let's get in the mood." He indicated for me to sit on a sofa whilst he fetched a tobacco tin. When he opened the tin it was stuffed full of ready rolled joints. Even I recognised them despite having never smoked one. Without asking he lit two up and passed one to me. I watched him take a drag on his and then did the same to mine. Within minutes I felt the effect. I loved it and immediately took another drag. As we smoked we kissed exchanging our inhaled smoke between each other. In between that we sipped our drinks and when the glasses were empty he filled them up again. Having smoked one joint he lit another for each of us so we repeated the process. By the time that was finished I was up for anything, which was no doubt his plan but I trusted him so let him take the lead.

When we'd finished our third refill, he stood up and took hold of my hand. I followed him to his bedroom which again was simply furnished in a modern style. The bedding was all black, very much like the guy's who picked me up at the swimming pool several years before, the walls were painted a dark ruby red and at the end of the bed there was a camera on a tripod with lights on either side. I recognised the equipment immediately and commented on it.

"Yeah, I make porn films" he grinned, "If you're interested I could include you in one because you'd go down like a storm."

"Yeah, you bet" I replied, "I take it you pay guys to do it".

"Of course" he laughed, "And they get paid well if they're up to doing anything; why, are you really interested then?" I said I definitely was and mentioned the photo shoots I did for Roland without saying who he was. "Brilliant, then let's film ourselves having some fun so you can see what you look like on film and if you still want to go ahead we can arrange a session with one of my regular guys." With that agreed he switched on the two lamps that lit up the bed and set the movie camera into motion.

We got on the bed and he told me to forget the camera and just enjoy myself. I first went down on his cock which was now hard. He clearly loved it being sucked and groaned and moaned as I did so. He lifted his legs up over his chest and told me to finger his hole whilst I sucked his cock. I was surprised to find that it was already nicely lubricated so my fingers slipped right inside. "Stick three in and then four" he told me after a while which I did and was surprised at how easily they slipped in right up to my thumb. "Yeah give that arse a good fingering" he yelled as I continued sucking his cock which by now was rock hard.

"Okay, on your knees; I'm gonna fuck you with this big tool of mine." I immediately obeyed and offered my butt for him to fuck. First I felt him squeeze some lube inside and then finger me with two and then three fingers. It felt brilliant and I was tempted to ask him to add a fourth but he quickly pulled them out and thrust his big cock inside instead.

"Oh fuck, yes; fuck that arse" I cried. He took me at my word and gave me the hardest fuck I'd ever experienced up to that point in my sex life and I loved every second of it. Once he'd spilled his load, he got up on all fours and told me to fuck him just as hard. I slammed my aching cock into his arse and fucked him with all my might. The harder I fucked, the more I loved it and somehow managed to stop myself from reaching my climax too soon. I reckon I must have fucked him for almost fifteen minutes before I yelled out "Fuck, fuck, I'm coming".

"Yeah fill me up with your lovely man juice" he cried which is exactly what I did. When I'd finally come down from my high I pulled out and collapsed on the bed. He giggled as he bent over and kissed me.

"You were beautiful and anytime you want to do a porn film you just let me know; you're a natural."

"Really?"

"Yep, really and when I've developed that film I'll show you." He then got up and took off the reel of film and went into the other bedroom. This was smaller and once inside I recognised it as being a dark room. He had all the necessary equipment so within minutes he'd loaded it into the developing unit and set it going. Whilst it did its stuff we slipped behind the black curtain that covered the door to the hall to keep the room dark, and went back into the living room. We sat naked on the sofa and had another whisky and another joint each. My whole body was buzzing and our cocks were asking for more attention. This time he went down on me on the sofa but then paused. "You like poppers? I'd read about it but had never used it so I just nodded not wanting to show my inexperience, although I think he knew that already. He reached over to a low table and picked up a small brown bottle. He unscrewed the cap and took several long sniffs up each nostril before passing it to me. I did the same and for a moment couldn't notice anything but then it hit me. My whole head suddenly spun. It was a wonderful feeling and I grinned as I passed the bottle back to him. He took another two long hard sniffs and passed it back so I did the same. This time he screwed the cap on tight and put it to one side as he went down on my rock hard cock.

As he sucked my head and my whole body was buzzing. I took another drag from my joint and that added to the rapturous feelings I was getting. He continued sucking until I was shooting my load which he took right into his mouth. Once done, he looked up and grinned. "Mm, you taste so beautiful". He grabbed the bottle of poppers again and took several more sniffs before passing it to me. I did the same and having recapped the bottle he pushed my head down onto his hot tool. He was thick and long but I took the organ right into my mouth until it hit the back of my throat. He got me into a position where my throat was straight and told me to relax. He then pushed his big tool some more and suddenly I felt it go past my epiglottis into my throat. It felt wonderful as he pumped away and I felt his hot cum shoot down my throat.

"Wow, you're good" he exclaimed once he'd pulled out. I grinned and he kissed me hard on the lips. "I can think of all kinds of scenes for you to take part in if you really want to do porn."

"Yeah, I do, apart from the fact that I could do with the extra cash"

"If you really want to earn some more cash I could also use you as a nude model at my life class provided you don't mind being stark naked in front of a load of students of both sexes."

"Yeah, doesn't bother me who sees my junk; in fact I rather like showing it off" I laughed.

"I'm not surprised, you've got plenty to show off; you're fucking gorgeous and I wouldn't mind betting you'd have all the students wetting their pants as they draw you." He then explained that it was a private class of about a dozen students and everything they did was life art in all its forms so I'd have to be prepared to have students coming up close and personal to get a better view of my bits. "I also run a small class for guys, gay of course, and in that one we get a bit more adventurous and involve two models sometimes."

"Yeah, bring it on I'm up for anything." When he told me the fee I'd get for each session I was even more interested.

I ended up by staying that night and most of the next day. We had endless sessions of sex in all kinds of positions. The film he'd made of our first session was brilliant even though the camera was fixed so only showed the action from afar but even though I say it myself, I looked good on film and Terence agreed.

The mixed life art class was each Wednesday evening near to where Terence lived in Kings Cross so I'd go there after work and he'd take me to the class. As he predicted, when the students saw my naked body on display for them they gasped. He told me what pose he wanted me to adopt so I then had to stay still whilst the class drew me in every detail. Every so often they'd come up close whilst he explained how to draw particular parts of my anatomy including my cock which started to react but nobody seemed that bothered. I enjoyed exposing my all and when it was time for a coffee break I was allowed to get up and join them. He'd provided a gown for me to wear but I didn't bother which seemed to please several of the students as they asked me what I normally did for a living.

The gay art class was held on the first Thursday of each month which as it happened was that first week I'd done the mixed one. There were six guys all in their mid forties. That week Terence had also invited Colby along who was to be the guy I'd be doing my first porn film with so it was good to get to know him. When the guys saw me they salivated and wanted to touch me but Terence told them they had to draw me first. This week was a sex scene so first Colby had to suck my cock whilst they drew the action. His hot lips surrounded my cock and I was soon rock hard. He then had to hold it whilst they drew the scene.

After the break, during which all the guys did have a good feel of both of us, I had to fuck Colby. He had a beautiful arse so I certainly didn't mind doing that. The hardest thing was to hold my cock in his arse whilst the guys did their drawing. Terence did allow me to finish the fuck when they'd all finished so I had six randy guys all feeling themselves whilst Colby and I performed. Terence was pleased to see that it had no affect on my performance so was even more certain that I'd be great for our first porn film which was to be some weeks later.

After each class Terence took me back to his place where we had a meal followed by sex before I had to get back home ready for work the following morning. I enjoyed doing the classes but eventually the summer break came along so they stopped until September.

For my twentieth birthday, Dale and Roland pulled all the stops out, which was really nice because even as a child, my parents had never done anything special. It fell on a Saturday and Dale planned a special birthday meal that evening to which he'd said I could invite Terence. About mid afternoon Dale called up the stairs and asked me to go down. I'd been idly lazing on my bed reading. When I got downstairs the living room had been decked out with balloons and they sang happy birthday. I was overcome with emotion and had tears pouring down my face by the end. It was so sweet of them.

"We've now got another surprise for you" Roland grinned, "but we need to blindfold you first and you mustn't move it whatever happens."

"Okay" I grinned not having a clue what they were up to but I guessed knowing these two it was something unusual. Once he'd fitted a black piece of cloth round my eyes and I couldn't see a thing, he led me forward and told me to stand still. I was in the habit of not wearing shoes or socks at home and I noticed a change in the flooring. It felt I was standing on a sheet but said nothing. There was then a pause whilst he and Dale did something which sounded like a rustling of clothes. They then moved nearer and I felt hands starting to undress me. First they slipped off my T shirt over my head making sure the blindfold didn't move and then they unfastened my belt and removed my jeans. I was now standing in my briefs and already I was getting excited since my cock reacted to the slightest thing.

"Put your hands on your head and keep them there" Dale giggled so I did as instructed. I trusted these guys implicitly so had no fear of what they were going to do. By now I guessed it was going to be something sexual which made my cock grow harder. Suddenly I felt the top of my briefs being pulled open and something cold and creamy being poured inside. A hand then rubbed whatever it was around to spread the creamy mixture all over my cock and my balls. By now I was giggling like mad and so were they. Whilst one hand rubbed the mix over my front, I felt a hand slip down the back and rub more of whatever it was along my crack.

Eventually my briefs were slipped down my legs and removed and I was told to keep my hands on my head. I then felt a hot pair of lips surround my cock and start sucking. I recognised the lips as belonging to Dale who was giggling as he sucked and felt my balls which were still covered in the creamy mess. Roland then removed the blindfold but told me to keep my hands on my head. When I could see I gasped. Both guys were stark naked with erections. I looked down and my pubic area was smothered in pink sugar icing. Dale was still sucking my cock which by now was rock hard. Roland then slipped a finger into my arse and gave that a good feel.

Before Dale brought me right off, he told me to go on all fours. He then plunged his cock into my arse and gave me a good long hard fuck until he'd left his present inside. Once done, Roland did the same and gave me a wank in the process. When he'd left his present and I'd shot my load all over the floor which I now noted was a white sheet to protect the carpet, he pulled out and they both kissed me with a full on hard kiss.

"Happy birthday and we hope you enjoyed your present" Dale giggled.

"That was the best birthday present I've ever had in my whole life" I replied and pulled them both into another very passionate kiss.

"Okay guys, time to clean up" Roland laughed so I went up to my room to shower whilst they had a quick soak in their oval bath.

That evening Terence joined us for a meal which was just perfect. I felt so happy and couldn't believe how kind and nice everyone was being. The only black cloud was an envelope sitting on the mantelpiece. I'd recognised the writing as my mother's when it arrived so put it up there since I didn't want to spoil what was such a beautiful and happy day. Roland guessed who it was from and understood why I'd not opened it so it was left there. I decided not to open it until once all the festivities were over.

After the meal we sat in the living room and had a good laugh. Dale served yet more drinks so by around ten in the evening I was feeling somewhat tipsy. Roland had told Terence he could stay the night with me if he wanted and he said he'd love to. He never gave up the chance to have sex with me so it was decided we'd go to bed.

"Why not have a nice soak in the bath together" Dale suggested. I grinned at Terence and he nodded so Dale took us up to the main bathroom and told us to help ourselves to some bath foam if we wanted. Once the bath was ready and we'd stripped off, I poured in some of the foam. We climbed in and as Dale had said, the oval bath accommodated two people perfectly. We kissed and cuddled for several minutes and enjoyed the feel of the warm water round our nakedness. I'd brought with me the envelope from my mother since I knew I'd have to open it sometime.

"Are you going to open that?" Terence chuckled. I explained what it was and he persuaded me to open it there and then with him by my side. I decided that was a good idea so I ripped open the envelope. As expected it was a birthday card from my parents, which was something I suppose, but inside there was a long letter. As I read it my blood began to boil. She hardly mentioned my birthday and there were no birthday wishes. Instead she went on about why hadn't I contacted them or gone to see them since leaving home and how inconsiderate and unkind I was being. She also asked 'And have you found a nice girl yet? It's time you settled down for the future and found a nice girl to marry and start a family.'

I read the paragraph several times over and nearly choked. It wasn't the first time she'd made such comments but I'd always ignored them of course. Terence read it and laughed. "Perhaps you should reply and say, sorry but I've found a gorgeous man instead and I fuck him whenever I can." I nearly died with laughing and just imagined what my parents would say or do if I did.

"I'm fucking tempted to do that" I laughed but knew deep down that even I couldn't do that to them despite the way they'd treated me over the years and the lack of love they'd shown towards me. Instead I tore the letter and the card up into little pieces and tossed it into the water. Terence then knelt astride me and pulled me into a kiss.

"If you don't mind me saying, your parents are fucking idiots; you're the nicest, kindest, loving person I've ever known." My eyes filled with tears because nobody had ever said that to me before. I mouthed a thank you and kissed him. Both cocks were soon excited and he felt behind him to grab hold of mine. He then lubricated his arse with some soap and slowly sat down on my long hard shaft.

"Oh god that feels so wonderful" I exclaimed in between more kisses in which his tongue delved deep into my mouth. As we kissed he moved his butt up and down slowly fucking himself on my cock. Eventually I felt my seed rising and groaned with pleasure. Suddenly I felt my cock erupt and he sat down hard on it wriggling his butt around so as to give me the maximum pleasure, and him of course. When I was done, he leaned forward and we kissed.

Finally we untangled ourselves and climbed out the bath. We grabbed towels and dried off giggling and laughing. "That was beautiful and yet another beautiful birthday present" I told him.

"It's not over yet" he laughed, "the night is young and I've got plenty more to do with you". I giggled and he led me up to my room where we spent the next two hours having sex. First he wanted me to lick his arse and then roughly finger it with four fingers right up to the piece of skin between my thumb and index finger. His hole was stretched wide apart and I could see his pink flesh inside but he loved it and I loved doing it to him. Once he'd had his arse well and truly serviced, he laid me on my back, lifted my legs high in the air and fucked the life out of me. It was beautiful.

A few weeks after my birthday, the weather became really hot and dry for a change. Each day was blue sky and sunshine and a hose ban was put in force which meant that we had to water Dale's shrubs and flowers in his small garden with a watering can using waste water we collected. Immediately outside the French window there was a small patio which was hidden from the neighbours next door although the house at the end could see it if they bothered to look out their top windows. Roland needed to produce another set of erotic photos so we spent a whole weekend doing a shoot, some of which was on the patio.

On my travels round the BBC I'd met a lovely guy called Sam. He was a porter and was a nineteen year-old Jamaican. His parents had moved to Bradford soon after the war so he'd been born here. Like me he'd known he was gay, or at least different, from an early age and one day his mother caught him rolling around naked with another guy. He was eighteen and she'd gone berserk. When she told his father he too went mad and threw his son out of the house. Sam decided to come to London and managed to get a job at the BBC so he felt himself lucky but he was on low pay and lived in a small grotty bedsit in Camden. He had the most beautiful smooth skin and one day we somehow got onto the topic of showing off our bodies to others. He said he loved stripping off and I said I did too and told him about the erotic photos I did for Roland and my life class modelling work I did for Terence and the porn I was to do. When I said I got paid for doing it Sam was immediately interested so I spoke to both Terence and Roland who said they were definitely interested.

The life art classes had now stopped for the summer but Terence said he'd invite Sam to do a porn film with me in due course. Roland told me to invite Sam round that weekend so he could join in our photo shoot. I'd not seen Sam naked up to then but when he stripped off both Roland and I gasped. He had the most beautiful body imaginable with a huge cock and two equally huge black balls. His thighs were to die for and he had two gorgeous globes of butt flesh. His eyes were brown and when he smiled they shone like stars along with his beautiful white teeth. His hair was short as was his pubic hair which somehow added to his whole body appearance. Roland and I fell in love with his body and his beautiful personality. I knew that Terence would also love him once he set his eyes on him.

Roland decided he wanted some outside shots and asked us if we'd mind posing out on the patio. It didn't bother us if someone saw us so we stripped off and got to work. Whilst we posed, individually at first and then together in different positions, Roland clicked away with the camera. We spent the whole morning out there and enjoyed the feel of the warm sunshine on our naked bodies.

After lunch we did some more in the basement which had now been decked out as a proper studio for our porn work with a mattress on the floor and lights all round us to illuminate our bodies. Roland got us to adopt every pose possible, including kissing, sucking each other's cock and even some with Sam's cock partially inside my white arse. When the photos were finally printed they were brilliant and Roland decided it was the best set he'd ever produced. Needless to say they sold like hot cakes and he had to print more to keep up with demand.

Dale also loved Sam and invited him to stay for dinner that evening. Afterwards, I asked him if he'd like to stay the night. His eyes lit up and he nodded enthusiastically so after the pair of us had cleared away the dishes I took him up to my room. Dale or Roland always cooked and still wouldn't let me pay for food saying they got payment in other ways, which they did but I enjoyed having sex with them so it was perfect for me, but I always cleared away the dishes when I joined them for a meal which they appreciated.

Once upstairs, Sam grinned at me. I moved up to him and we held each other in our arms for several moments just kissing lightly on the lips. I then moved a hand down to his crotch and felt his cock already hard. "Mm, now that feels nice" I mumbled whilst kissing which made him smile. He then felt me and fingered my erection which was already excited as usual. It didn't take long after that for our clothes to be discarded and we stood naked.

"You've got such a beautiful body" he said gently kissing down my chest.

"So have you" I replied gasping with pleasure as his lips sucked and lightly bit my nipples.

"I'd like to fuck you" he whispered when he'd moved down to my cock.

"Whenever you want" I gasped as my hard organ disappeared into his hot mouth. He took the whole length and I felt it pressing at the back of his throat as he sucked back and forth. As he sucked, he rolled my balls between his fingers which added to the pleasure. I then felt a finger lightly pushing into my hole and relaxed to let him in. He soon had it right inside feeling my magic spot. "Oh god, that feels so wonderful" I gasped. He giggled which sent a vibration through my cock. Every so often he'd look up and grin. I placed a hand round the back of his head to encourage him to keep sucking. I just loved the feel of my cock in his mouth and he had such a beautiful touch. He seemed to be able to suck without bringing me off which was the last thing I wanted at that moment since I knew I wanted this to last for a long time yet.

Eventually he stopped and took my hand. He led me to the bed and almost lifted me onto to it laying me face down. I then felt him pull my entrance wide open and his hot tongue push inside. I almost jumped up in the air with excitement. As he pressed his tongue inside me he handled my balls. It was just beautiful and I knew I wanted lots more sex with this guy. I felt some lubricant being squirted into my hole and soon after I felt his big black cock gently press in. Despite its size it slipped in with ease but once the whole shaft was embedded inside me I groaned with pleasure. "Fuck, that feels so good" I gasped as he slowly moved back and forth.

He continued fucking me like that for almost twenty minutes. Sometimes slow and other times with strong hard thrusts which rocked my whole body but whatever he did was just beautiful.

"Can I shoot inside you?" he suddenly asked.

"Yeah, fill me up" I managed to reply just as his cock erupted inside me. I could feel his hot seed shooting out and he kept this going for several more minutes until he finally stopped and collapsed over my back with his big black cock still embedded inside me.

"Fuck that was good" he exclaimed, "You're such a beautiful fuck Mark and I haven't enjoyed a fuck so much for such a long time." I giggled and felt round to pat his buttocks which caused him to jerk forward pressing his still hard cock further into me.

"I'm all yours whenever you feel the need" I laughed.

"You might regret saying that because I frequently have the need"

"Same here and I love being fucked with a big cock like yours."

When he pulled out he turned me over and sucked me off. He explained that once he'd shot his load he never wanted to be fucked immediately although he liked cock up his arse. I made a mental note of that since I rather fancied fucking his beautiful black arse.

Sam and I remained good friends over the years and we had sex and slept together on regular occasions but more about that later.

The week after the photo shoot with Sam, Terence invited me to join him for a long weekend. His cousin owned two cottages in a remote spot in Somerset so during the summer he'd go down there to chill out and paint although on this occasion, he had other ideas!

Terence owned a Ford Cortina so it was this we drove down in on the Thursday afternoon. The cottages were near Somerton and it took well over three hours to drive there but it was another beautiful day so we enjoyed the journey. He told me I'd not need to take anything since we'd be spending the whole time naked or at the most wearing a thin sarong. I looked forward to it and as soon as I'd done some fetching and carrying for Roland that morning made my way to Kings Cross to meet Terence. I changed into a pair of shorts and a T shirt, although that soon came off me once in the car, and in accordance with Terence's instructions wore nothing beneath my shorts which felt very erotic. He was dressed the same and once we were well on our way and out of town we each had a good feel every so often. As always my cock was soon hard which was what Terence wanted.

"My cousin Gina is also down there this weekend" he said casually as we went along.

"How close are the two cottages?" I asked knowing that his plan was to spend hours naked in the garden.

"They join on to each other and she often comes round when I'm down there together"

"Oh" I said slightly disappointed at the thought of having a woman join us. He laughed and made another grab of my cock.

"There's something you need to know about Gina" he then said before pausing. I looked at him wondering what this something was.

"She's a transgender woman; do you know what that is?"

"Is it a guy who dresses as a woman?"

"A bit more than that" he replied and then explained that Gina, who'd been called George when born, always felt he was in the wrong body and even as a young child used to dress up in girl's clothing much to the dismay of his parents. When he was nineteen he decided to pay for hormone injections so he now has breasts and has lost his facial hair. "She's now got beautiful firm breasts which even I find very sexy and she's grown her flaxen hair which is now onto her shoulders. To be honest she's very sexy and attractive."

"What about, you know what?" I asked somewhat intrigued.

Terence chuckled. "Well, she's decided to keep her cock which is huge to say the least, so she's a chick with a dick as it were."

"Wow, and does she have boyfriends?"

"Some, but most straight guys when they find out about the dick run away fast but rather oddly she's found she enjoys sex with women and they certainly don't mind cock. Some guys enjoy being fucked by her, and she enjoys being fucked by men who don't mind the cock so she's got the best of both worlds. She's a lovely woman and you'll like her; and she'll just love you so provided you don't mind tits with cock you're in for a great time."

"And do you two have sex?"

"Of course, I love her big cock up my arse and she loves mine so we have a great time."

By the time we arrived, I couldn't wait to meet Gina who sounded a great woman. Terence also explained that she worked in the City of London in financial services which was a very male dominated profession at the time so she had to hold her own. Even though she was only twenty three, she'd already got a good job and was earning plenty of money.

The cottage was very rural but rather cute and only had one bedroom which was upstairs with a bathroom downstairs. There was a small living room off which there was a small kitchen so overall it was very compact. I personally would never live in such a place but it was a great country retreat, especially in hot weather.

Once we'd unloaded the provisions from the car that Terence had brought with us, we stripped off naked and enjoyed the early evening sun which was still warm. As we sipped our beers if felt wonderful. We were lying on a large blanket so every so often we leant over and sucked cock. Soon we were both hard and sucked each other off. Like me, Terence loved sex and could never get enough of it.

We ate our meal outside having moved a small table and chairs from the living room. The evening air was so warm that after our meal we laid on the rug smoking pot and drinking the rest of the wine. We were still out there at midnight and I walked round the garden stark naked absorbing the night air. The two cottages seemed to be the only ones for miles so were surrounded by fields of golden wheat. The freedom it gave us was just wonderful and we didn't have a care in the world. The garden of each cottage extended to the side so not even Gina's cottage next door overlooked ours. As I stood leaning on the wooden railing fence which divided the garden from the field, Terence came up behind me and put his arms round my waist.

"Mm, you're so sexy" he whispered into my ear, "I want to fuck you right here".

"What's stopping you?" I giggled and pressed my naked butt up against his cock which I could feel was rock hard.

"Nothing" he chuckled and immediately fingered me before pressing his stiff cock inside. Once in he fucked me until he'd reached his climax and deposited his man juice inside me. I just loved the feel of his cock. For that matter I loved all cocks inside me! "Gina is so going to love this arse so I hope you won't mind a trans cock fucking you."

"Of course not, can't wait; and if she wants I'll fuck her too."

"Wow, she's going to love that."

The following morning we woke to blue sky and sunshine so we decided to make the most of the warmth on our nakedness and have breakfast out in the garden. After breakfast, Terence wanted to sketch me sunbathing so we placed the large blanket on the grass at the end of the garden and I lay on my back with my legs slightly open whilst enjoying the sun bathing my naked body. It was soporific and I soon had my eyes closed. The freedom to be naked outside was just wonderful. I think I must have dozed off because the next thing I was conscious of was a voice saying "Oh yes he is beautiful". I opened my eyes and saw a woman standing over me gazing at my naked form. "So you are the gorgeous Mark that Terence has been raving over". I grinned and got up to say 'hello'.

Gina took hold of my arm and pulled me into a kiss as she hugged my naked body against hers which was covered with a thin sarong. The kiss was passionate and I felt her tongue pressing into my mouth. As she kissed I could feel her hands moving over my naked butt and pulling my cheeks apart. Then a finger felt my hole and hovered over it. "Mm, now that feels very nice; I understand you like taking cock so I'm going to make good use of this in due course."

I grinned and glanced down at her breasts which were clearly visible through the thin sarong. She smiled, "I'm so going to enjoy getting to know you". She then turned to Terence, "Where's the wine darling, I'm dying for a drink and I've brought a supply of good quality pot so let's have some fun."

"Think we'd better move the blanket into the shade Mark, otherwise we'll be burning in this sun."

"Oh yes, don't want this gorgeous cock burnt to a frazzle, I've got plans for that" Gina laughed. I picked up the rug and moved into the shade. As I bent over to lay down the rug I felt her finger again feel along my crease. "That is so beautiful". I chuckled and knew I was in for plenty of action whilst she was around.

Once I'd pulled the rug out straight and sat down she knelt facing me almost touching my thigh. She'd now removed her sarong so was stark naked. I couldn't help but gaze at her firm breasts and note the pink nipples which looked very inviting. As Terence had said, she was an extremely attractive woman and very sexy.

A few minutes later Terence appeared with a bottle of white wine and some nibbles. When he'd poured three glasses and handed them round Gina passed each of us a joint which was far thicker and longer than the ones Terence prepared. I lit mine with the lighter she offered and took a drag. It was strong and I felt the effect immediately. I leaned back on my elbow and sipped my wine whilst smoking my joint. It was pure heaven. My eyes then fell on her cock which even flaccid looked large so I imagined it to be huge once erect. She had no pubic hair and I wondered if she shaved since it was so smooth. She chuckled and I looked up. "Does that excite you?"

"Most cocks do" I laughed.

"And these?" she asked placing a hand on her breasts.

"They're very inviting, in fact you're a very beautiful and sexy woman" I replied.

"Oh what a lovely young man you've found Terence; not only as sexy as hell but so charming as well." As she said this she ran her hand up and down my thigh almost touching my cock. It twitched with excitement which she noticed so placed a hand over it. "I can't wait to feel this inside me, it's so beautiful." The warmth of her hand on my flesh caused it to react immediately so it was soon growing in size. She squeezed it several times until it was rock hard and fully erect. "Mm that is beautiful". She put her drink down, took several more drags on her joint and knelt across my legs. Terence looked on amused knowing Gina's capacious appetite for sex with either gender.

She pulled me towards her and pressed her mouth against mine. I automatically opened for her and felt her manly tongue probe inside. I could taste the vapours of her joint which were quickly absorbed into my mouth. I put my drink down and held her tight against me trying not to burn her back with my joint. We paused for a moment to take several more drags and finish them before going back to our kiss. She then pushed my head down onto her breasts so I decided to lick and suck her nipples. She groaned with pleasure so I knew I was doing what she wanted. All the while she had her hand round my tool gently massaging it.

"Time to try this out I think" she said having pulled out of the kiss. She grabbed the bottle of lube that Terence had brought out with him and slicked my cock before lifting herself over it. Having guided it into her hole, she sat down taking the full length. "Oh yes, that is some cock" she grinned as she rode it gently up and down. Her firm breasts shivered slightly and my hand automatically went to them. I cupped them and tweaked her nipples which clearly excited her. I glanced down and saw that her cock was now rock hard. As I'd predicted it was huge, not only in length but also in girth. I rubbed my finger across the slit and felt wetness which I used to tease her more. She groaned and moaned with pleasure and pulled my head towards her. We kissed passionately. Her lovemaking was very much like a man's despite her breasts and her feminine facial looks. With my spare hand I stroked her long flaxen hair which shone in the sunshine.

Terence then decided to join in so knelt beside us and bent over to take Gina's cock into his mouth. She gave a long sigh of satisfaction as he sucked away whilst she used my tool to fuck herself.

She then noticed the bottle of poppers nearby so reached out for it. She took several long hard sniffs and held it up in front of my nose. I did the same and she held it for Terence to take his fill. The bottle did the rounds again and we each took another deep inhalation. My head was now spinning and I was in heaven.

The action kept going for a long time before I was conscious of Gina groaning as she reached a climax. As she did so she increased the pace of riding my cock so it wasn't long before I too was shooting my load. Finally we all calmed down and kissed each other. Terence moved away and she remained seated on my cock for several more minutes.

"Fucking beautiful darling" she laughed, "I hope you can come more than once in a session."

Terence laughed, "There's no end to this guy's ability to keep coming so don't worry about that; and that cock of his remains hard most of the day from what I've seen."

"Excellent, I so like young bucks who can keep it up all day because I've got plenty of things I want to do with that yet."

It was nearly lunchtime so Terence prepared some sandwiches for us to eat lazing on the grass. Another bottle of wine appeared and was consumed for lunch. Gina certainly had an appetite for alcohol as well as joints and sex. I loved her personality and her body. Over lunch she talked about how she'd always wanted to be a girl but now she was one, or at least partially, she realised she also loved being able to fuck which was why she'd decided not to go the whole way and have it removed. "Besides, it would cost a bomb so I decided to have the best of both worlds."

"And women like you fucking them do they" I commented.

"Fuck yes darling, most women love it once they've got over the initial idea of being fucked by a woman and some men also love it, especially bisexual guys."

After lunch, we continued our sunbathing with intermittent cock sucking and fingering. I enjoyed sucking her cock and fingering her arse which was a big round hole, and accepted my tongue with ease. She loved going on her knees to offer it to me whilst leaning over Terence, who was flat on his back, to suck his cock. Having given it a good rimming, I slipped my stiff cock inside and gave her a hard fuck which is what she liked.

Late afternoon she left us saying she'd be back at six since Terence had invited her to join us for an evening meal. "I'll bring the wine" she said as she made her way just holding her sarong in front her to hide her cock. The chances of anyone seeing her as she walked next door, were remote since we were in the middle of nowhere. Besides, I had the feeling she wouldn't give a fuck if anyone did.

Terence said he had things to do for the meal so I wandered to the end of the garden and sat on the wooden fence to enjoy the late afternoon sun. There was not a soul around apart from a few birds flying above. It was idyllic in this weather but I imagined it would be hell in the winter.

"Happy?" Terence asked having come up behind me.

"Yeah, very and I think Gina is great fun; I like her very much."

"Good, because I can tell she likes you." He then added, "I hope you're up for lots more sex because she's hardly started with you yet".

"Yeah, bring it on" I laughed feeling my cock twitch with excitement and my arse yearning to feel her big cock inside me.

When Gina reappeared, Terence and I had just finished having a shower together to freshen ourselves up for the evening ahead, which he warned me would be a long one knowing Gina's appetite for sex. We decided to wear a flimsy sarong to cover our bits whilst we ate and she'd done the same, although I guessed they wouldn't stay on long once the meal was over.

The meal was beautiful and we ate yet again outside to enjoy the warm evening air. The wine flowed, which was red this time, and after we'd finished eating, Terence produced a bottle of brandy. As we sat drinking, Gina gave each of us another joint to smoke.

After a while, Terence and I cleared away the dirty dishes having removed our sarongs. When we reappeared in the garden, we found Gina lying stark naked on the rug smoking yet another joint.

"Come and have some fun darlings" she drooled. We joined her and she immediately went down on us. She was good at sucking cock so I certainly didn't object. When we were both hard she turned to Terence and said "It's time I watched you fuck your boyfriend; you know how much I enjoy watching guys fuck." Terence grinned and told me to go on all fours so I duly obliged. I never minded his cock up my arse and it didn't bother me that Gina was watching on. He thrust his rampant cock into me and started fucking. "Yeah, give that beautiful arse a good hard fuck darling" she giggled. Having watched him for a while she crawled beneath me and sucked me off. I was able to reach her so I gave her a wank as well. By the end, we'd all been fully satisfied. The sensation of having sex out in the open beneath the stars was exhilarating.

It was gone midnight when Gina left us to go back to her cottage. We watched her walk stark naked just holding her sarong in her hand. She was quite a lady and I liked her a lot. Before she left she said she'd make a meal for us the following evening. "I've got to go out in the morning but come round after lunch darlings and we can have some fun again."

When she'd finally left us, Terence took me into his arms. "You okay; she's full on to say the least."

"Yeah, I'm fine; I thought she was great fun and enjoyed myself."

"I get the feeling she's rather taken to you so expect a lot more attention tomorrow."

I giggled as we went inside to go to bed. I loved sex so was always up for it.

Yet again the sun was shining the following morning so whilst Terence did a few things inside the cottage I sunbathed my naked body again out in the garden. After lunch we made our way round to Gina and found her also sunbathing in the nude. "Hello darlings, come on in; I've made a summer drink so strip off and join me." Her garden was much the same as the other one with just a few shrubs but mainly grass which was now looking very brown due to the dry weather. She had laid down a large rug for us to use and invited us to join her on this. As I looked at her nakedness I felt my own body react. Quite why I couldn't explain but there was something about her that was very sexy and attracted me.

She poured out three glasses and when I took a sip from mine I nearly choked. It was well laced with alcohol. The joints were also in good supply so we all smoked one of those whilst we drank. For a while we just played with each other. Gina loved her tits being sucked and teased so Terence took one and I took the other as she lay back enjoying the action. When all cocks were rock hard and aching for action, Gina said she wanted some fucking to take place.

"I take it you know Terence loves being double fucked" she chuckled. I said I didn't since he'd never said. "You do darling don't you". Terence nodded and agreed he was partial to two cocks being up his arse at one time which accounted for the fact why he loved me using four fingers on him. "Okay, let's open him up first" she laughed and told Terence to go on all fours. Once in position she lubricated his entrance and slipped four fingers straight in. Terence clearly loved it as she roughly finger fucked him. She then told me to slip my fingers in alongside hers so I did. I was surprised to see that Terence could take both hands but he did and as we pulled our hands apart I could see his pink flesh inside. "Okay darling now time to stuff him with our two cocks" she laughed so she lay on her back and Terence was told to sit on her stiff cock. Now he was wide open it sank in easily. I was then told to stuff mine in on top of hers so having got into position behind him I did just that. It felt wonderful having my flesh rubbing against hers inside Terence's arse. She told me to fuck him hard so I did and he groaned and moaned with pleasure as the two cocks stretched him wide open.

The activity continued right up to our evening meal which we again ate outside in the early evening air. After our meal she wanted me to fuck her which I found rather enjoyable whilst Terence sucked her off. We continued our fun and games right up to midnight with pauses for drinks and joints in between. The bottle of poppers was also well used so by the time Terence and I walked back to the other cottage, which we also did stark naked, I was feeling well and truly stuffed in more ways than one.

Sadly on the Sunday afternoon we had to return to London leaving Gina on her own but when she returned to London a few days later we met up again at her house in Chelsea. As time went by I really got to like her; she was good fun and became a great friend as well as introducing me to all kinds of sexual activity.

Two weeks after our trip to Somerset I did my first porn film with Colby. He was a lovely guy and we immediately gelled. We both loved being fucked so Terence filmed us both ways including sucking and rimming each other. By the end of the shoot he was very satisfied and booked us in for some more a week later. When I later saw the film, I was very impressed with the quality and would have been happy to purchase it had I the money to do so. In those days most porn films were sold abroad or to a few sex cinemas in London which were slowly opening since the average home viewer didn't have the necessary projection equipment. Even so, Terence made good money from each film so it was well worthwhile.

Just before the end of the summer, which that year seemed to go on for ages, Terence took me to the Lake District for a week's holiday. I'd never been so it was new territory for me. We walked a lot and often found ourselves well away from civilisation. We found one particular small lake where we could swim. Seeing nobody else around, we stripped off and jumped into the water in the nude. It felt wonderful since it appeased my fetish for being naked in the open. Late one night, we drove to the same lake and walked the route we'd done before. We again stripped off and swam naked which was even more exciting to do beneath the starlit sky. When we came out we collapsed onto the grass and had sex during which he gave me a good hard fuck. Having enjoyed doing that we found other lakes where we could do the same late at night or where we could sunbathe in the nude.

I frequently met up with Sam, my Jamaican friend, and he'd stay over in my room many a time for long sessions of sex. Terence eventually said he was ready for us to do a porn film together so we spent a whole weekend at his place fucking each other. It was another great success. The sight of his black cock fucking my white arse and my white one fucking him was awesome. We even did it one day when I met him at the BBC having found a storeroom to use. We stripped off and fucked each other over a pile of boxes. It was great fun and we both loved it. Like me he could never get enough sex so never minded when or where we did it. Thinking back, we did some pretty mad things together but somehow got away with it.

"How would you guys feel about doing a strip show at a male review club I've set up?" Terence asked one day when we were all together.

"Who'd be watching?" Sam asked.

"Gay guys who join to be a member; the club is going to be open from eight to midnight and you guys would do twenty minute slots and as many as you like so it's up to you to decide. If you want to you could have live sex but that would have to be after eleven at night."

"Wow that sounds awesome" I laughed, "Yeah I'm up for that". Sam grinned and said he was too so we agreed we'd do three nights a week together. Over the next few days before our first show we perfected routines. Terence said the main thing was to get down to our briefs fairly quickly to titillate the audience and to then tease them for a while before we finally stripped off naked. The club was situated in the basement of a building in Soho and only accommodated around thirty members at any one time. There were three rows of ten seats in front of a small low stage and Terence was happy for us to let the punters have a feel and even crawl across their laps if we wanted.

I was first on and there were just six guys sitting in the front row. I stripped down to my briefs and then walked along the row sitting on the laps of guys I rather fancied. One guy slipped his hand down inside my briefs and had a good feel which made my cock go hard so he was pleased. I then invited another to come on stage and kneel before me whilst slowly pulling my briefs down. When they were off me I got him to suck my cock. He loved it and so did the others.

Sam did similar routines and the guys loved seeing his black cock. The club quickly became known amongst the gay community so we were soon performing to a packed house. Each night when Sam and I were on we'd go on stage at eleven and do a double act. When we were stripped naked, we'd invite guys to come and suck our cocks and other guys to finger our holes with lube. Around eleven thirty we'd give them a live sex show taking it in turns to fuck each other. The guys loved it and stuffed notes into our hands when we'd finished so it became a good earner for both of us.

"How about going to Hampstead Heath tonight" Terence asked one Friday when I'd gone straight to him from work for a meal and to stay overnight.

"What happens there?" I asked innocently. He laughed and said if I'd never been then I was in for a treat but we had to go late. When he gave me a pair of old sweatpants to wear with nothing on beneath I was even more intrigued. The only other items I wore were a T shirt and a pair of trainers.

He parked up in a small car park behind a pub and we set off into the depths of the woods. It was pitch black so I had no idea where we were going. Eventually we came across a group of guys all having sex. Several were stark naked and being fucked. Terence told me to strip off my T shirt and stuff it in the pocket of my sweatpants and then remove those. He did the same and within seconds several guys moved up to have a good look. It didn't take long for us to be bent over and have a cock stuffed up our arse. It felt wonderful and I enjoyed every second. We even found two other guys who wanted to be fucked so we obliged. We spent almost two hours wandering around naked finding whoever was interested in sex. I was amazed at how many guys kept coming and going. Eventually we decided we'd had enough so got dressed and made our way home.

"So, what did you think of Hampstead Heath" Terence laughed.

"Fucking brilliant, can we do that again sometime?" Terence was more than happy to take me knowing how much I loved sex as did he for that matter.

On another night several weeks later after another session of hot sex, we came across a guy who was wandering round stark naked apart from his trainers. He seemed upset so we stopped and asked him what was wrong. "Some fucker has taken my clothes" he moaned. He said he knew exactly where he'd left them hidden amongst the bushes but when he went to find them they'd gone. "What the fuck am I going to do?" he wailed. For a moment I wanted to laugh but then realised the seriousness of the situation. Terence immediately said we'd help so he told me to go back to the car and fetch a rug that he kept in the boot. I ran back and fetched it whilst he stayed with the distraught guy. We then wrapped it round his nakedness and took him back to the car.

Once inside we asked him where he lived and he said some place in north London so Terence said we'd drive him home. Fortunately he lived alone and had the presence of mind to hide his door key inside his trainers. I was intrigued as to how he got to the heath and he said he used a taxi to drop him off in Hampstead and then walked up to the heath. Since he was invariably picked up by someone they'd drive him home where they'd have more sex.

Having found his house and helped him out he invited us in. "You will stay won't you" he implored. Terence and I had already decided he was an attractive young guy so agreed. He first suggested we all have a shower and then a drink before getting down to business. We spent the rest of the night into the following morning having sex on the living room floor. He loved being fucked and we were more than happy to do that since he had a gorgeous arse to fuck. He took it all ways and was well fucked by the time we left. Sadly we never did meet up again but it was an enjoyable session.

For my twenty-first birthday Roland and Dale did me proud by putting on a beautiful meal again and inviting both Terence and Gina since she'd now met the two guys. When the meal was over, they took me into the living room and told me to sit. A few minutes later a young guy came in who I'd not seen before. He then performed a strip right in front of me so I had a front row view at close hand. When he'd stripped naked he came and sat on my lap and let me feel him all over whilst having a good feel of me. By the time he'd finished we were both rock hard but that was the end and he ran off with his clothes into the hall. Even so it was a lovely surprise and I enjoyed it as did the others. Terence said afterwards that the lad was one of his new recruits for the male review club and all going well he'd also do some porn with me so I looked forward to that.

It was a week later when Roland and Dale sat me down, to give me some news. My heart dropped since I instinctively knew it wasn't going to be good, at least not for me. Roland then explained that he and Dale were setting up a photographic studio business together to do commercial work similar to what he'd been doing for the BBC. "The problem is Mark that I can't continue employing you as my assistant since it will take a while for the business to grow and make sufficient money to employ anyone." For a moment I was upset at the thought of not working with Roland since I'd enjoyed the two years I'd been his right hand man but like everything I knew that one day it would end.

"Okay" I replied wondering what the hell I was going to do since the money I earned from doing porn films, stripping and modelling wouldn't support me. "I presume you want me to leave and find somewhere else to live."

"Fuck no" Dale replied, "You're still welcome to live here if you're happy to continue doing the chores as you've been doing so well for us." I smiled since at least that was one problem off my plate. All I now had to do was find some other work.

"I'm hoping to get some clothes catalogue work so I'll need someone to model men's clothes for which you'd be paid a fee" Roland added as I pondered my situation.

"Thanks and I'm really grateful for all you've done for me over the past two years but don't worry, I'm sure something will crop up."

"I'm sure it will" Dale giggled before I realised what I'd said. He then explained that Roland would be finishing his contract with the BBC within four weeks so at least I had time to look around.

Two days later I'd arranged to stay with Terence and when I arrived he immediately sensed that something was wrong. He'd got to know my changes in moods so could read me like a book. "What's wrong?" he asked almost before I'd slipped off my jacket. I told him the news and he thought for a moment. "That could fit in quite well as it happens" he said eventually. He then explained that Gina had been offered a new job at a much higher rate of pay and status in her company but she'd had to say she was married since that was expected for such positions in those days.

"But she's not is she?" I asked somewhat bemused.

"Precisely but the financial services industry is very male dominated and all top people are expected to be married and settled with two point four kids."

"She's got a problem with the kids hasn't she?" I giggled.

"Yeah but that's not the real problem; the real problem is that she needs a man to pretend to be her husband and accompany her when necessary to important dinners and events."

"Can't she find anyone who'll do that for her?" I asked innocently.

"It's a bit more difficult than that because the man concerned would have to live in the same house as her to give the impression they were married."

"Ah, and not many men would be prepared to live with a chick with a dick" I giggled.

"You've got it in one" Terence laughed before continuing. "So, she's asked me to ask you whether you'd be prepared to be that man. She and I are buying a larger house together so if you were willing we'd live in one part and she'd live in the other with her new girlfriend."

I'd met Fay, her new Swedish girlfriend and she was rather sweet. She was the same age as me and on the few occasions I'd met we'd got on well.

"So if you were willing, you'd be Gina's pretend husband as and when required, otherwise we'd live our own life, that's assuming you'd like to move in with me."

I pondered for a moment to think it through. "So we'd live together in one part of the house, and they'd live in the other; but how does that solve my money problem?"

"Ah, well, I'm expanding the porn business since the house we've seen has a large basement which would make a perfect studio. I'm in the process of getting the latest VHS recording equipment which is going to revolutionise the home film business since in due course the ordinary man in the street will be able to view VHS videos on a video player, plus it saves having to process film; I want to be in at the beginning and I'd like you to help me with the business so you'd get paid, have free board and lodging and continue with the other things you do. In return for the free board you'd help Fay run the house since it has four bedrooms, two bathrooms, two reception rooms and a large kitchen plus a utility room and a hot tub area."

"Wow, quite a house" I chuckled.

"It is and you'd love it; what do you say?"

I was very fond of Terence and I knew he was very fond of me despite there being a six year age gap between us. I also liked Gina very much and enjoyed her company so helping her out in return for living rent free with Terence and working with him to develop the porn business seemed a small price to pay.

"Yeah okay I'll be her pretend husband" I grinned.

"Fantastic, you're good at acting out a part so I know you'd be brilliant at it and it would mean we'd live together my love" he replied enthusiastically. I noticed the endearment and I rather liked it. I'd never known love so didn't know what it felt like but his face of absolute joy gave me a warm feeling. When he'd put me down he said we'd go to see the house the next day with Gina and she could tell me more about what my husband duties would involve.

Whilst he called to give her the good news, I read yet another letter I'd received from my mother. They were endless and I was sick of them. It read "You never call or come home to see us which we feel is most unkind of you. After all we are your parents and raised you in a good home. Despite not hearing from you we pray for your soul and trust you are leading a Christian life, although I doubt you go to church each week to pray to God. We trust also that you've found a good Christian girl to marry and start a family. It's time you settled down Mark and showed us what a good Christian son you've been brought up to be so please call us immediately."

She'd signed the letter 'Mother' with no love or any enquiry as to how I was or what I was doing. Every letter which was now monthly prattled on in the same way about getting married and being a good son. "Fuck them" I shouted which caused Terence to pop his head in from the kitchen. I tossed the letter over to him to read. Even he choked before laughing. "What?" I asked.

"Perhaps you should reply saying I'm marrying a transgender woman who has a cock and going to live with my boyfriend who I fuck regularly." I laughed and suggested I add that I pose naked for an art class, am a stripper at a club and a porn star. We laughed until I had tears running down my face.

I was so tempted to do so but in the end, after I'd met with Gina to discuss the final details, I wrote back saying "I'm sick and tired of your ranting letters. Not once do you ask how I am or what I'm doing. You've never once shown me any love, even as a child, and neither has father which was why I had such a miserable childhood and couldn't wait to get away from you. However, I am leading a fulfilling life doing what I want to do and being what I want to be and being who I really am. For your information I am gay, a fact that I knew from an early age but never felt I could discuss my feelings with either of you due to your religious homophobic views. I am what I am and was born that way but I am happy with it. I now live with my boyfriend and have moved so DON'T send any more letters since they will not be read. I am not giving you my new address or telephone number since I never want to see or hear from either of you again." I signed the letter "Mark, your gay son".

I gave my letter to Terence and asked if he'd read it. "Wow, that tells them" he laughed but said they were my parents so I had to decide. I re-read the letter and finally sealed it in the envelope for posting the next day. Needless to say I never did hear from them again which was a big relief, and I've never once missed them.

The following morning we met Gina and Fay at the house in Chelsea. When Terence parked the car, I felt certain we'd stopped outside the wrong house. It looked enormous and far too smart for somewhere I'd be living.

"Is this it?" I asked.

"Yep; it's Regency style, rather grand isn't it"

We walked up the six steps to the front door which like everything else about the place was large. No sooner had Terence rung the bell when the door was opened by Fay. "Hi guys, come on in" she beamed. Gina then appeared and welcomed us with a big hug and kisses. The front door opened onto a small lobby which separated it from the hallway. From this there was a central staircase and either side there were large living rooms that faced the front of the property with very grand bay windows. At the back there was a large kitchen which had been recently refurbished. Off this to one side there was a room in which a hot tub was installed and on the other side there was a utility room that contained two washing machines and a drying area. A door from this room led out onto a small backyard, there being no garden as such, and from this there was access to a mews that ran behind the row of houses. A large double garage that would easily accommodate Gina and Terence's cars faced onto the mews.

Also from the utility room there was another door that led down to the semi basement area which we'd use as the studio. It spread over the whole footprint of the house so was huge but had been divided into three areas; one large which would make an ideal studio to film in, and two smaller rooms, one of which could be used as a production room and the other as an office. Despite needing decoration and carpeting, it was a perfect space and I could see that Terence was excited at the idea of setting it up.

He then led me upstairs. On one side of the landing there was a large L shaped room that faced the front and which would be our bedroom, plus a smaller bedroom at the rear of the property. Between these two rooms there was an internal bathroom which was big enough to contain a large bath and a large shower area. "I reckon we could both get in the bath and the shower together" Terence giggled. A similar arrangement of rooms was situated on the other side of the landing which would be used by Gina and Fay.

As I looked out of the bay window, Terence put his arms round my waist and kissed the back of my neck. "Do you think you'd be happy living here?" To be honest I was overwhelmed by it all since I couldn't believe I would actually be living there.

"Yeah, it's brilliant; just can't believe I've been invited to live here"

Terence chuckled and gave me a kiss having now turned me round to face him. "I love you Mark and want you to live with me but I need to be sure it's what you want."

I still couldn't grapple with the concept of love; I'd never been loved so had no knowledge of what it felt like. I knew I liked Terence, in fact I liked him very much and I always had a warm feeling whenever I was with him. Was that love? I just didn't know but I knew he loved me so perhaps that was enough. "Yes it is, I'm just unsure whether I can meet Gina's requirements as a pretend husband."

"Of course you can, you'll be brilliant at it; all you've got to do is use your charm and people will be eating out of your hand."

"Do you really think so?"

"Yes I do; you don't realise what an effect you have on people; you're good looking, have a stunning body and a beautiful personality. Why the fuck your parents can't see that and be proud of you beats me."

I nodded. It was fucking stupid that they couldn't accept me for what I was. There was me with two parents who wanted me to be like them and Terence who from what he'd told me had parents who'd loved him and accepted him for what he was, yet they'd been tragically killed in a car accident several years ago. Life seemed so unfair at times.

"Come on, let's go down and Gina can go through the detail." I nodded and followed him downstairs. Even though I didn't show it, I felt excited at the thought of living there with Terence and the others. I'd come to really like Gina and from the few times I'd met Fay, I liked her too.

"Tell me something" I whispered as we made our way down, "Is Fay straight or what?"

Terence chuckled and whispered "She's bisexual so enjoys cock as well as playing with tits."

"Ah" I grinned and followed him down the stairs.

"So what do you think darling?" Gina asked as soon as we entered the kitchen where she and Fay were standing, although they'd been in a passionate embrace as we walked in.

I assumed the question was directed at me since Terence had seen it all before. "Yeah, fucking brilliant; can't wait to move in."

"Excellent darling, I'm so pleased" she exclaimed whilst pulling me into one of her bear hugs and pressing her breasts against me as well as her crotch. "Just think, you'll be able to fuck your boyfriend every night" she whispered into my ear. I think I blushed but she didn't say anything.

The house was empty of furniture since the present owner had gone abroad and wanted a quick sale so Gina suggested we go back to her house to discuss the details. Since she only lived a block away we walked and left Terence's car outside the new house.

Once settled in her living room, Fay was despatched to make some coffee whilst Gina explained that she and Terence had exchanged contracts on the new house and that final completion would take place in two weeks. Terence also explained that he'd sold his current flat so the money from that plus some of the money he'd been left following the death of his parents, was going into his share of the new property with Gina. Quite why I needed to be told all this I wasn't sure but they seemed to think it was necessary.

"So what exactly will I be required to do as your pretend husband" I asked since that was of more interest to me.

"Well darling, what I need you for is to give the impression that we're a loving couple and provide an arm for me to rest on when I have to go to boring dinners and functions." She added that there'd probably be about half a dozen of these each year which wasn't that onerous on my part. "I might also have to entertain business colleagues every so often, so you'll need to be around on those occasions but all you'll have to do is put on your gorgeous charm."

"And if they ask questions about what I do?" I chuckled.

She laughed and said she and Terence had discussed this and the story to use was that I was in the film business doing production of some sort. "I'm sure you can make it sound all very exciting without actually saying you use your dick darling."

"We shall just have to hope that none of your colleagues are gay and watch any porn I"m in or see me strip" I laughed.

"If they are darling they'll have to keep that quiet because the majority are a load of male chauvinist pigs as well as being homophobic as hell; that's why I'm so looking forward to breaking through the glass ceiling and shaking things up a bit; if they knew what I was they'd piss themselves" she laughed. "Besides, once we've dressed you up in fine clothes nobody will recognise you; and let's face it, if they're watching porn or you strip darling all they're looking at is your dick not your face."

I had to agree so wasn't that bothered about such a situation arising. She went on to say that once we'd moved in she'd take me along to a Savile Row tailor and get me fitted out with suits and shirts plus some smart casual gear for when entertaining guests. By the time we'd finished I was feeling rather excited about the challenge ahead. Terence said he'd take photographs of the pair of us in a wedding outfit and superimpose those pictures in front of Chelsea Registry Office as if we'd just got married. These would be framed and displayed in the living room for when she dined her business colleagues.

We then discussed the practicalities of living in the house. Basically Fay would look after all the rooms that she and Gina used and I'd do the same for those that Terence and I used. The only common areas were the kitchen, the hallway and landing so Fay and I would share the cleaning of these. Since Fay enjoyed cooking she'd cook all the meals even though we'd probably eat separately and I'd do the washing up, although there was a dishwasher to make things easier. Since there were two washing machines we'd also do our own washing and ironing and Terence and I would look after the studio. I also agreed to look after the hot tub since I was mechanically minded.

"I think it will all work perfectly" Gina said looking rather pleased, "And it goes without saying that you guys can invite who you like in your part of the house and do what you want in the same way as Fay and I can."

"That means we can have orgies when we want Mark" Terence chuckled.

"Of course, as long as we're invited" Gina laughed.

Terence and I left feeling excited at the prospect of starting our new life. As we did so, Gina gave me a cheque saying it was a present to thank me for agreeing to her plan. When I looked at the amount I gasped; I'd never been given such a large amount before but she said I was worth every penny. When we got back to his flat, which seemed tiny in comparison to what we'd have in the new house, we stripped off and made passionate love. He fucked me like mad until he'd filled me up with his beautiful man seed and after we'd had our meal, I did the same to him.

When Roland and Dale heard the news they were delighted and I got the feeling somewhat relieved because Roland in particular felt slightly uneasy about not being able to employ me in their new business. I then spent most of the next two weeks helping Terence pack up his things in readiness for the removal company. My own minimal possessions were soon packed up so I took them to Terence's flat in readiness for the move.

Finally the day came for me to leave Roland and Dale. It was an emotional parting and we all had tears in our eyes by the time we'd finished. I thanked Roland for all he'd done for me since first taking me on as an assistant at his shop in Dorking, which seemed such a long time ago, and then Dale for providing me with a home. They told me to keep in touch which I said I would. "And we shall still want to fuck that arse of yours every so often" Dale laughed.

When I got to Terence the removal company were already packing all the boxes and furniture into the van. Once the flat was empty we made our own way over to our new home in Chelsea. Gina and Fay had moved in the day before so were more or less sorted out when we arrived. Our possessions then arrived and we spent the rest of the day getting them where we wanted them. Terence had already purchased a modern table and chairs for the dining end of the living room which was at the rear. Since the kitchen had a door leading to each side of the hallway almost next to the living room door it made easy access. Although it was an unusual house in many ways, it had been well designed and was perfect for what we wanted. If anyone asked, Gina would say that her cousin occupied our part of the house and that Fay was her housekeeper, which had an element of truth about it. She always made sure that she kept business and pleasure well apart so there was no chance of the two colliding. I hoped for her sake that things worked out for her as planned.

It took us a week to get the basement sorted out. We painted all the walls, carpeted the floor and bought furniture and shelving for the production room and the office. We also bought a queen size bed, a sofa and a table for the studio all of which would be used for shooting porn. We also obtained a fuck bench, a sling and an array of ropes, handcuffs and floggers since Terence had recruited two guys who were interested in doing a BDSM film. Large hooks were already fixed into a beam going across the ceiling so they were perfect for tying a guy up for flogging and fucking. I couldn't wait to watch this although I wasn't sure I'd want to do it but Terence said he'd like to tie me up and give me a gentle flogging. To my surprise I did enjoy it so we arranged a session with Colby and me to do a scene.

Terence had also obtained his new VHS equipment so that was set up. It certainly made filming and production a lot easier once we'd got used to using it.

Colby came the following Monday morning since he was not on shift that day. As instructed he came to the rear entrance which we decided we'd use for performers to avoid going through the house. I'd wired up an intercom system so we could let guys in and meet them at the backdoor before taking them down to the basement.

"Wow, this is brilliant" he exclaimed clearly impressed with the new set up.

Terence had suggested we do a BDSM scene with him giving me a light flogging whilst I had my hands tied to the hooks above my head. Although I was slightly nervous, I soon found I enjoyed the feeling of being under the control of someone else. Colby was good and gave the impression of flogging me hard as he barked at me. "You like your arse being flogged don't you boy?"

"Yes sir"

"Yeah you sure do and it's a beautiful arse to flog and when I'm done I'm gonna give you a long hard fuck; you want that boy don't you."

"Yes sir"

"What do you want boy?"

"To be flogged and then fucked by you sir"

I could tell that Terence was thoroughly enjoying watching his boyfriend being given the treatment as he moved round with his new camera taking shots from all angles. Since we the performers were naked, the temperature in the basement was kept high so he dressed accordingly and only wore a pair of boxer shorts which clearly showed how excited he was.

Each strike of the flogger on my naked butt caused me to shout out "Fuck" which was partly for the benefit of the soundtrack but was also a true reaction, especially as my flesh started to burn with the lashings. "Fuck, fuck" I cried out and Terence realised I'd had enough so indicated for Colby to stop and get down to some fucking.

"Okay boy, I'm now gonna give you the fuck of your life" he shouted in character. "What you want me to do boy?"

"To fuck me sir" I yelled.

We'd already prepared my arse with lube so Colby grabbed round my waist, bending me over slightly and thrust his hard cock straight into my arse. "Fuck" I yelled. This was as much for the soundtrack as it was for real because Colby had a big fat cock and being thrust in like that brought tears to my eyes but I knew Terence wanted the scene to be as realistic as possible. He then fucked and fucked shaking my body as he did so. By the time he'd shot his load, which as usual for the camera he did over my hole before thrusting straight back in, my arse was sore and my arms ached from being stretched above my head. He pulled out, gave my backside a big slap with his hand and walked off set leaving me hanging there.

"That was brilliant guys, absolutely fucking brilliant" Terence exclaimed.

"Is any fucker going to release me?" I yelled.

"Sorry mate" Colby laughed as he ran over to unfasten the leather cuffs round my wrists. "Are you okay? Hope I didn't go too mad".

I grinned at him and gave him a kiss. "You know me, I never say no to a hard fuck, but just wait till next time when I have you under my control." He laughed and said he couldn't wait.

"Do you fancy going out tonight?" Terence asked as we enjoyed yet another one of Fay's wonderful meals a few days later. She really was a fantastic cook so we all looked forward to whatever she prepared. So far during the three weeks we'd lived together, both couples ate alone each evening but had Sunday lunch together if we were all around. This was a Wednesday so it was rather unusual for Terence to suggest we went out. "I want to take you to a gay club in Limehouse that has an amateur strip on each week. Thought you might like to enter since you could receive a hundred quid if you win." That sounded too good an opportunity to miss so I immediately agreed. "I know you enjoy showing off your booty to guys but don't let on that you strip regularly" he giggled.

The strip didn't take place until almost midnight so we arrived just before eleven. I filled in my entry slip and waited. A drag queen was performing who I later found out was a regular. She was good and we enjoyed her act. At just before midnight she announced the strip show and introduced the first guy. I'd already found out that there were just four of us that night so the competition was not that high. He was not bad but I could tell that the punters were not that impressed. The next guy was much the same and didn't get much applause. The third guy was better but I reckoned I could give a much slicker act having done it so many times at the male review bar. Even so, he received a good reception from the audience who'd now gathered round to watch. "And our final act is Mark" the drag queen announced and the music I'd chosen commenced. As soon as I walked on stage the whole audience went silent. Afterwards, Terence told me that several guys round him had gasped and said "Fuck, he's gorgeous".

As usual I removed my outer clothes fairly quickly and in rhythm to my music without making clumsy uncontrolled movements which the other guys had done. Once I was down to my sexy briefs I teased the audience by wriggling my buttocks and my crotch at them and slipping my hand down inside to give myself a good feel. The action had the desired effect and I started forming an erection which was now visible through my briefs. The crowd were getting very excited with anticipation of what they were going to see once I'd removed them. I turned my back to the audience and slipped my briefs down my legs as I shook my butt. The crowd were now shouting and cheering as my naked flesh appeared. Once I'd kicked off my briefs I turned round and shook my stiff cock back and forth for all to see. The guys loved it and I noticed several guys in the front having a good feel of their own cock.

"Wow, that was some strip" the drag queen exclaimed when she came on stage once I'd finished. She stood beside me with an arm round my naked shoulder and encouraged the crowd to give me some more applause. "Now I must have a feel of this gorgeous cock" she laughed and felt down to grasp my manhood. I wriggled my butt back and forth and for a few seconds massaged myself in her hand. She loved it and so did the crowd.

She then called the other strippers onto the stage for the audience to give their verdict. The other three guys had put their briefs back on so I was the only one standing there stark naked. "You want to put your briefs on?" she whispered. I shook my head and said I was fine still showing it off. She grinned and patted me on my backside. I got the distinct feeling that she rather liked me and my act.

She then asked the audience to show their appreciation for each act. The first two received a muted applause so were asked to leave the stage. This left me and the third guy so she asked the audience to give their vote for the two of us. When it came to mine, there was no doubt that I received the loudest applause and cheers so I was declared the winner. "Thank you darling, you were brilliant" the drag queen told me as we walked off stage.

Terence was waiting with my clothes so I quickly dressed and went to the bar to collect my winnings. When I'd collected it, the manager called me over. I'd noticed the drag queen talking to him whilst I waited at the bar. When Terence and I went over, the manager took both of us with the drag queen into a small storeroom behind the bar. "That was a very impressive strip act you did" the manager remarked.

"Thanks" I replied wondering why he'd called me over.

"We've been thinking for some time now that it would be good to have a regular stripper to precede the amateur strip and were wondering if you'd be willing to be that stripper" the manager continued. "We were thinking of having this once every four weeks."

"And what would he be paid?" Terence asked.

"And who are you?"

"Mark is my boyfriend and we live together; I also look after his financial affairs."

"Good; it's always good to know that a young man as sexy as Mark is being looked after" the manager grinned before stating the fee which for a fifteen minute strip sounded pretty good to me but I left it to Terence to agree the terms.

"Excellent" the manager said and shook our hands. We arranged that I'd do my first professional strip in four weeks at ten thirty so as to encourage more punters to arrive earlier since they'd stay for the amateur strip and drink more.

When we were back in the bar the drag queen, who called herself Paula, joined us. "You were right Terence, this beauty is fucking brilliant as well as being fucking gorgeous". I looked at Terence and then at Paula wondering what was going on.

"Sorry my love but I didn't want to tell you beforehand that I knew Paula. She wanted to see you in action and convince the manager that you were worth taking on as a regular stripper before I said anything. Will you forgive me?"

"I'll show you when we get home" I laughed and grabbed his crotch.

"Ooh darling; think you're in for a treat later" Paula laughed and then turned to me. "And I look forward to having some fun with you on stage because I want this to be more than just a quick strip so I hope you won't mind me getting personal with you once you're stripped."

"Of course not, you can do what you like" I chuckled.

"Tell me darling, do you always get hard when you do a strip?" I nodded and realised she knew that this wasn't my first time. "Excellent; the punters just love to see a stiff cock."

By the time I was due to do my first professional strip at the club I'd perfected my routine and my costume which we decided would need to change over the weeks to make it interesting. The first one was a cowboy outfit which the punters seemed to enjoy watching come off. Once I was buck naked showing off a nice erection, Paula came on stage and grabbed hold of it whilst I massaged myself in her hand which the guys just loved. On another occasion she knelt down and took it into her mouth to give it a few sucks and another time she invited a guy to come up on stage and suck it. The act became a popular addition to the amateur strip night and I got the feeling the manager was more than pleased.

A week before my first professional strip, Gina asked me to accompany her to a business meeting. It was my first performance as her part-time husband so I was slightly nervous. "You'll be fine darling and you look just wonderful" she told me once I'd got dressed into one of my new suits with a smart white shirt. She'd taken me to Savile Row the week after we'd moved in and I'd been measured for business suits, a casual outfit and a white tie job for formal dinners. Once dressed up I had to admit I did look the part so the likelihood of anyone recognising me from my porn or stripper acts was extremely remote.

The meeting in question was being held at a hotel and involved a potential major client from America. Gina had the feeling that her boss who was the Chief Executive of the company, wanted to see how she performed. "They're so high on testosterone they think a female can't cut it; if they did but know" she laughed. Since it was thought the client in question would be with his wife, she decided it would be good to have her pretend husband accompany her for dinner over which they'd discuss business. The plan was that I'd keep the wife amused whilst the other two talked.

It was a smart hotel and nothing like I'd ever been inside before. We reported to reception and asked for the guy in question. A few minutes later a rather good looking guy appeared and I guessed he was in his mid thirties. "Hi, I'm Blake Carson" he smiled as he offered his hand to Gina. When she'd introduced herself and they'd exchanged business cards, she introduced me.

"This is Mark, my husband"

"Hi Mark, good to meet you" he drawled in his American accent. As he shook my hand I had a feeling that he held it longer than was necessary and that he was giving me the eye since there was a definite twinkle in them. Normally I would have responded accordingly but knowing I was acting out the part of a straight husband I just smiled sweetly.

"Is your wife joining us?" Gina asked looking around for a woman nearby.

Blake laughed. "I'm not married" he replied and looked at me again.

"Ah, sorry" Gina said somewhat annoyed that her office had not found that fact out beforehand. "In that case do you mind if my husband joins us?"

"Of course not, he's more than welcome to do so" Blake replied and gave me a friendly pat on my arm. He then made a move towards the bar area but then stopped. "Would you guys mind if we went to my suite and I arranged for our dinner to be served there? I so hate doing business in public restaurants don't you."

"Sure, whatever suits you best" Gina replied immediately.

"Excellent, then follow me" Blake said and moved towards the lift. Gina glanced at me and raised her eyebrows as we went. By now I had certain suspicions about Blake and I got the feeling Gina did too but we were here to do business so that's what we'd do.

The suite was enormous and had its own bar in the lounge area which looked as well stocked as the main bar downstairs. "What would you guys like to drink?" Blake asked before adding that he was having a screwdriver. Gina said she'd have one too so I did the same not wanting to be different. As he made them I noted he was very generous with the vodka. "Bottoms up" he grinned once we'd sat down with our drinks. As predicted they were very strong so I sipped mine carefully. He on the other hand downed his quickly and prepared another before settling down again on a sofa opposite to where Gina and I were sitting.

"I understand you're the first woman to join the board of your company; quite an achievement knowing how male dominated the financial services business is." Gina smiled and agreed it was. "I know what it's like to break the norm" he added as his eyes roamed over me yet again. "I'm the odd one out by not having a woman on my arm all the time, if you understand my drift" he chuckled. By now I certainly understood his drift and I could sense Gina did too having realised that he was not going to be swayed by her charms even though she looked stunning in a black slinky dress she'd bought for the occasion.

"Okay guys, let's get down to what we're here for but I should first explain that I prefer to get business out the way before I eat so I hope that suits you" he directed at Gina. She said that was fine by her and pulled out the appropriate papers from her smart leather briefcase.

"I should also explain that I've read through your proposals in great detail and to be honest I'm perfectly happy with them but I've also received proposals from one of your competitors with which I'm also happy with so I've now got the job of deciding with which company I place my business."

"Great, so how can we persuade you to put it with us?" Gina smiled.

Blake grinned and looked at me. "That depends a lot on Mark here". Gina and I looked at him not quite understanding what he meant although I was beginning to get a good idea. "If I may say Mark you're a very attractive guy and Gina is certainly a lucky woman; I also imagine you're keen to see her succeed in her new role."

"Of course; I love her very much and want her to show her superior and her fellow directors that she's as good as them" I replied.

"Excellent" he grinned before adding "And you'd do anything to help her achieve that aim?"

"Of course"

"Okay, then here's how I'd like to decide whether I put the business with Gina's company or the opposition; as I say there's little between both at present. I've had my legal guys split your proposals into three parts; the first two parts account for fifty percent of the business and the final part the remainder." As he said this he laid out on the table between us three documents all pre-signed by him. "I'm going to ask you Mark to take part in a little task with me for each of the three parts of the business. If you decline or Gina refuses to let you take part in the first task then the whole deal is off. If you agree the first but decline the second then only the first part of the business will go to your wife's company. Likewise if you decline the third then only fifty percent will be won. If of course you perform all tasks then Gina will go away having won the whole contract. Is that clear to both of you?"

"And what are these tasks?" I asked.

"Ah, you'll only know that once you've both agreed and then only one task at a time" he grinned. I could see he was playing with us or more to the point with me, and I felt sorry for Gina.

"May I quickly read through your three parts?" Gina asked with a sly grin on her face.

"Of course you may; I'd be surprised if you didn't." Gina picked up the three documents and perused them whilst Blake and I looked at each other. I now had a fairly good idea what his tasks might involve which was fine by me but Gina had to make the final call.

"Yep, that looks fine by me but it's up to Mark; although he's my husband I'm not his keeper so he must make the final decision but I'm happy to let him do whatever he decides." Gina looked at me with an enquiring expression and a slight twinkle in her eye so I knew that she too knew what Blake was up to. I also knew how much this contract meant to her so didn't want to do anything to put that at risk. Apart from that, I didn't care what task he wanted me to do with him even though I was supposed to be a straight man.

"Yeah, it's fine by me if you're happy darling" I replied. Gina grinned and I could tell she enjoyed the way I was playing my part.

"Excellent" Blake said taking that as an affirmative. "There's just one condition I should explain before we begin" he added. Gina and I looked at him and he continued "Should any of what we are about to do leaks out of these four walls then irrespective of whether Mark completes the allotted tasks, the business will be immediately withdrawn; is that clear?"

"Of course; you have our word on that" Gina replied.

"Then let's begin" Blake chuckled excitedly. He then stood up and asked me to stand right in front of him. "The first task to secure the first part of the contract is for us to kiss, and when I say kiss, I'm not talking about a quick peck but a full-on kiss on the lips." I nodded and he put his arms round my waist pulling me into a passionate kiss whilst Gina watched on. As he kissed he pressed his crotch against mine and I could feel he was getting hard. Knowing that I was supposed to be a straight guy I did my best not to react in the same way so cleared my mind of the fact that I was being kissed by a hot guy. His lips pressed against mine and I could soon feel his tongue wanting access to my mouth. I resisted for as long as I felt a straight guy would do before opening it and letting him in. He then spent a good minute or so kissing me whilst feeling my butt with his roaming hands. When he pulled out of the kiss he grinned and looked over to Gina.

"Your husband is an excellent kisser"

"I know, that's one of the many reasons I married him" she chuckled having enjoyed the spectacle. "So, has he performed the first task satisfactorily?" she asked.

"Absolutely" Blake replied and pushed the first signed contract over for her signature. Once both copies had been signed he continued. "For the second part of the contract I'd like you to repeat everything I do to you Mark; is that clear?" I nodded rather enjoying the game. He then unfastened my tie and removed it so I did the same to him. Since we'd already slipped off our jackets on arrival, he unbuttoned my shirt in a very seductive way. Once it was fully open and he'd pulled it out of my trousers I did the same to him. He then slipped mine off me and tossed it to one side. I did the same to him and admired his naked torso whilst he admired mine. "You have a beautiful body Mark" he commented.

"So do you" I replied so as to feed his ego. I was now intrigued how far this would go but soon felt his hands unfastening my trousers. Once undone, they fell to the floor so I unfastened his. When they were round his ankles he stepped out of them slipping off his shoes as he did so. When he'd kicked them to one side I did the same with mine. He then removed his socks so I copied him. This was now getting very interesting and I could clearly see his erection straining to get out. My cock was just beginning to swell since I was having difficulty in keeping my mind clear of sexual thoughts. I glanced over to Gina who was clearly enjoying the show.

For a moment I thought that was the end of that part but he placed his hand on my cock and felt it through my briefs. I placed my hand on his cock and gently squeezed it. He gave a groan of pleasure but I remained silent. He then stopped and pushed the second contract over to Gina to sign. "You're a lucky woman Gina to have such an accommodating husband" he laughed whilst she signed both copies.

"I know, he's one in a million" she replied and grinned at me as I wondered what the final task would be.

"Okay, now for the final task to win the last fifty percent" Blake grinned. I nodded and he went down on his haunches in front of me. He then slipped my briefs down my legs to expose my cock which was now showing definite signs of interest. Once he'd slipped my briefs off my feet and tossed them well away, he took hold of my organ and started sucking it. I could feel his tongue teasing the head and slipping down inside my foreskin. Instinctively I put my hands round the back of his head encouraging him to give me a good suck. My cock was soon fully erect and he took the whole length right into his mouth. He was good at sucking cock that's for sure. I glanced over to Gina who was almost bursting with laughter knowing how much I loved having my cock sucked. Blake sucked and sucked until I was off loading into his mouth. Once he'd sucked me dry, he stood up and grinned before kissing me on the lips. "Now your turn" he said as he pressed me down to suck him.

For a moment I stared at his manhood which was indeed beautiful. It was thick and big with a nice looking head just like my own. He then pushed my head towards it which at first, I resisted, but I eventually opened my mouth. I knew exactly what to do of course but didn't want to show I'd done this before, so hesitated before tentatively licking his shaft and massaging his balls. I then went to work on his cock like a warrior. "That feels so good" he said. "I think you like sucking cock don't you Mark." I ignored the question and kept sucking and licking his shaft whilst feeling his balls and the sensitive skin behind them.

"Fuck, I'm going to cum" he shouted after a few minutes of intense sucking. I soon tasted his warm man juice and it tasted good. When he'd finished bucking I continued sucking until he pulled out of my mouth. "Fuck, that was good Mark; I reckon you've done that before haven't you."

"Seem to remember when I was at college I sucked the occasional cock when I was pissed with other guys" I replied trying to be casual about it.

"Well Gina, your husband has fulfilled everything admirably so congratulations you've won the whole contract."

"Excellent, I'm sure you won't regret it" she replied grinning and blowing a kiss to me.

"Is that it, can I get dressed now?" I asked innocently although to be honest I rather hoped things might proceed further but that was probably asking for trouble. Blake nodded and we grabbed our clothes. Once dressed, he phoned through our food order and we sat back and relaxed with another screwdriver. The young guy who eventually delivered it and stayed to serve us at the table, was delicious but I tried not to let Blake see that I was drooling over him even though he was.

Finally it was time to leave and Blake gave me and then Gina a big hug and a kiss. "Thanks Mark, you were outstanding and you Gina; you've sure got a hell of a husband so look after him otherwise I might pinch him from you and convert him to my way of life." Gina and I dared not look at each other as we made our way out but once in the lift we rocked with laughter.

"Will all your business meetings be like that?" I chuckled.

"Sadly not darling but you performed beautifully so thanks; the guys at the office are not going to believe it when I go into tomorrow with this contract; they were all convinced I couldn't cut it so it's one in the eye to them, and they can stick their male chauvinist ways up their arse whilst they're at it" she laughed.

"Yeah, you give it to them" I laughed and gave her a kiss.

When we got home Terence wanted to know how it had gone. Having told him he rocked with laughter. "You're kidding me" he laughed.

"Nope, that's exactly what happened and this guy played his part perfectly" Gina replied, "So he deserves a good long hard fuck" she added with a grin.

"Are you offering" I giggled.

"If you want it darling then I'm on, come on in and we'll have some fun if you're up for it Terence."

"Just try me" he laughed so we went into her living room where Fay was sitting. Once we'd all stripped off we spent the next hour rolling around on the floor. Gina gave me a fuck whilst Fay gave Terence a suck. Having given me a good stuffing, Gina said Fay liked to be double fucked so Gina lay down on the floor so that Fay could sit on her cock. Terence then moved up behind and fucked her arse. Once he was nicely embedded, I slipped up behind him and sank my tool into his. Three cocks then fucked like mad until hot spunk had been delivered into each hole.

Seeing how much Fay enjoyed that, we often had foursomes when we had nothing else to do.

One of my tasks for the joint film production business was to come up with ideas for scenes and scenarios that could be played out. Terence reckoned I had more imagination that him when it came to thinking up ideas. I therefore directed the scenes, even when I was taking part, and he did the filming and the production side of things. We worked well as a team and I enjoyed what I did along with the nude modelling and strip work I undertook.

I decided that it would be good to do some filming outside and came up with a particular scenario which involved six guys kicking a ball about in a muddy field. The problem was where to do this since I knew the garden at the cottage in Somerset wouldn't be large enough but Terence said that Gina had a friend who owned a small holding in Hertfordshire. Linda was a thirty year-old bisexual who Gina had sex with every so often and when she heard what we wanted she said she had a small paddock that was used by her two horses and would be delighted to have six horny guys rolling round naked on it. I selected which guys I wanted and chose Craig, who was the eighteen year-old who stripped for my twenty first birthday and now did porn films for us, Sam my black friend, Ben who was nineteen plus Drew and Rob who were both twenty and enjoyed BDSM, with me being the sixth.

Gina said she'd come too since she could have a weekend with Linda and she also decided she'd enjoy watching six naked bucks at work. As there were eight of us, Gina took three of us in her car and Terence the other three. I'd asked the five guys to come to the house in Chelsea for lunch before we set off that afternoon and once they heard there was food on offer they all arrived on time. Fay and I had prepared sandwiches for everyone and Terence and I decided we'd eat those in the studio. It also gave me an opportunity to run through the scenes I had in mind.

Linda lived just outside of Berkhamsted in Hertfordshire which was over an hour's journey by road from Chelsea so we left soon after two and arrived just before three thirty. I travelled with Gina along with Craig and Sam. Because Craig loved sitting in the front Sam and I sat in the back which suited us. I was very fond of Sam and missed seeing him now that I no longer visited the BBC. He frequently came to the house for filming and we made a good pair, apart from that he was a gorgeous fuck. He was a lonely guy so Terence generally invited him to stay over on filming days so he used our guest room. Terence reckoned Sam was in love with me but since I still didn't really know what love was all about, I hadn't picked up on it apart from knowing I did like the guy very much but wasn't sure whether that was purely because of his body and what we did together.

Once Gina had hugged and kissed her girlfriend, Terence introduced the six randy guys to Linda. Had we not been gay, I got the distinct impression that she'd have stripped us off there and then and got us to fuck her, but perhaps I was misreading her. The property had belonged to her parents who'd now gone to live in Spain leaving it to her. According to Gina she lived alone although by all accounts she had numerous women and guys round for sexual gratification. The oldest part of the property was a small farmhouse but an annexe had been built onto this some years before. This had two double bedrooms and a sitting room so it was decided that us guys would use that and leave the two women to have their own fun in the farmhouse. In any event, Gina's physiology was not known to any of the other guys and we wanted it to stay that way.

Terence and I used one of the bedrooms along with Craig who was a delightful guy. He was smaller than the others and had a slim body despite always eating. Even so he had a gorgeous butt which I always enjoyed fucking and he was good fun to have around. Drew and Rob were boyfriends and lived together so they used the bed in the other room with Ben and Sam who shared a mattress on the floor. I was certainly looking forward to having a naked Craig nestled between me and Terence for the night and I got the feeling Drew and Rob were also keen to have Ben and Sam join them.

Once we'd unpacked the cars of camera equipment and other things we needed for the shoot, Linda showed us the paddock. It was perfect and she assured us the two horses wouldn't be at all bothered about having six naked guys running around. There was a particular area which was the muddiest so I chose that to use. There was also a barn which she used to store hay and provisions nearby. I'd planned to use that for a scene we'd be filming after the one in the paddock. The plan was that we'd use all of Saturday filming and then travel back to London on the Sunday.

Drew worked as a chef for a large hotel so he and I prepared the evening meal for all nine of us and Craig offered to help. Neither of us objected to having his gorgeous body around us so we readily agreed. As soon as everyone had settled in they changed into shorts. Since the weather was warm we also discarded tops so everyone showed off their naked torsos much to Linda's delight. Drew decided to make a large meat pie with the meat we'd brought with us and Linda provided the vegetables. He also made an apple crumble which we had with lashings of custard.

The farmhouse had an enormous kitchen with a table large enough to get the nine of us round. Gina and Linda sat at one end with Terence at the other and the six horny guys either side. Terence had also brought a crate of bottled beer which went down well with the meal. Once eaten, we told Terence and the women to leave us to clear up which with six of us didn't take that long. We made coffee for those that wanted it and then adjourned to the annexe so as to leave Gina and Linda to have fun together. The seven of us sat on the floor, with Terence, Sam and I leaning against an old sofa. We'd all removed our shorts so were sitting buck naked and casually playing with each other. I'd told the guys that no serious sex must take place that night since we wanted them as horny as hell the following day. As far as I know they all obeyed and certainly Craig and I did when we finally went to bed with Terence.

The following morning the sun was shining and it was another warm day which was a relief. Drew and I made sausage, bacon and egg for everyone for breakfast and once that had been eaten and cleared away we got down to business. The first scene was to take place in the paddock which was only a couple of minutes walk away from the barn so I told all the guys to strip off and leave their shorts there since the scene would start with everyone naked. Gina and Linda followed rather enjoying the sight of six naked studs walking along to the paddock.

Once there, I told the guys to start kicking a ball around. Although it wasn't a proper match, the idea was that as time went by guys would tackle each other and end up on the muddy grass grabbing each other's tackle in the process. The hope was that we'd end up with six stiff cocks waving about.

It didn't take long for Drew to tackle Ben and have him on the ground. Drew was a large black guy whose parents had come over to England before he was born. Like Sam, once his parents found out he was gay they didn't want to know him. As they rolled about their bodies became smothered in mud which looked very sexy. I tackled Craig and got him down on the ground and Rob was soon doing the same with Sam.

Once everyone was covered with mud, I said to walk back to the yard outside the barn where we'd set up a hose pipe to hose ourselves down whilst Terence continued filming the action. The water felt cold on our sweaty bodies which added to the excitement and caused nipples to go hard. I then took everyone into the barn where we filmed an orgy.

When each of us had fucked everyone and deposited our load inside someone, we finished. "Fucking brilliant guys" Terence said once he'd stopped filming, "a fantastic performance from all of you, thanks." Feeling pleased with ourselves, we went back to the house. Nobody bothered putting their shorts back on so we marched off buck naked still showing off an erection in most cases. We were all hot and sweaty so made our way to the bathroom.

There being no shower, I filled the bath and we took it in turns to get in. It was just about large enough to get two in at a time so Sam and I got in first whilst the others watched on. "Want a hand?" Drew giggled.

"Yeah, why not" I laughed and Drew helped soap us both whilst having another good feel of our cocks.

By the time we walked into the kitchen, Gina and Linda had prepared a plate of sandwiches. "There you are guys, get stuck into those and re-charge your cocks in readiness for this afternoon's performance" Gina laughed. I'd noticed she and Linda had left soon after the orgy started and by the look of the bulge still showing in her tight jeans, I guessed they'd had some fun themselves. None of the other guys noticed but then the last thing they were expecting to see was Gina sporting a big cock.

"So what's next Mark?" Drew asked whilst we sat round the table eating. Gina and Linda had gone into the other room to no doubt have more fun.

I grinned. "First, you, Rob and Ben are going to do a BDSM scene with you as the master and them as the slaves."

"Fuck, can't wait" he grinned and grabbed hold of Rob's cock inside his shorts.

"Are you okay with that Ben?" I asked knowing that he'd not done BDSM before.

"Yeah, you bet; love my arse being flogged and then fucked."

After we'd finished lunch, I led the guys back into the barn. We didn't bother with our shorts since they'd not be required. We first laid out a couple of hay bales and told Ben and Rob to stand on one. We fitted their wrists with leather straps which were then tied to a rope we'd slung over a beam above. The rope was pulled tight until their arms were outstretched above their head and wide apart. The rest of us stood behind the camera and Terence started filming. I'd told the two guys to look as if they'd been captured and strung up so to look frightened. They performed very convincingly so when Drew walked into shot waving a flogger around, they both flinched.

"Yeah beautiful" he said aloud for the benefit of the soundtrack; "I'm gonna enjoy flogging you two sluts and giving you both a long hard fuck; by the time I've finished you won't be able to sit down for at least a week." As he said this he ran the flogger up and down their torsos, over their cocks and between their legs. Both guys looked suitably scared. He then turned them round so their butts faced the camera and proceeded to flog each one.

"Fuck, fuck" they both cried with each lash of the flogger.

"That will come later" Drew laughed as he gave them an even harder lash.

When both their arses were a rosy red, he slackened the rope, pulled their legs wide apart and bent them forward. We'd lubricated their arses beforehand so he was able to thrust his big hard black cock straight in. He first penetrated Rob who yelled "Fuck" as the cock breached his arse.

"Yeah, that's what I'm gonna do boy; I'm gonna fuck this cute arse till you beg me to stop and when you do I'm gonna keep on fucking." Rob kept yelling and groaning as if he was genuinely being hurt but I knew he loved every minute of it having seen Drew fuck his boyfriend before.

After several long hard thrusts in and out, he withdrew and moved over to Ben. With one thrust he penetrated Ben's arse and he too yelled out as if he was in pain. I watched carefully to make sure he was okay since the pair had not performed together before but I knew Ben loved being fucked hard. Besides, we'd agreed a safe word beforehand and Ben was certainly not using that.

"Yeah, fucking gorgeous arse to fuck boy; you love your arse being fucked don't you boy"

"Yes sir" Ben wailed. With each thrust, Drew smacked the side of his arse covering it with red handprints. The rest of us were getting hard watching the action. It was pure heaven. I looked down at Terence's crotch and could see his shorts ballooning so knew he too was hard.

Drew managed to keep fucking the two guys for almost half an hour going from one to the other. As he penetrated each arse with his big black cock, Terence moved up close to capture it on film. Eventually I sensed that Drew was on the point of shooting his load. He was fucking his boyfriend at the time so he pulled out and quickly moved over to Ben's arse. With one thrust he was back inside and finished himself off. When he finally came he briefly pulled out to show the camera he was ejaculating before thrusting back in again. After a few more thrusts he pulled out and went back to Rob to finish off. His cock was dripping with cum as he did the transfer. He then fucked Rob's arse with such force that the rest of us silently gasped but I guessed Rob was used to taking Drew's big tool.

"Fucking brilliant guys" I exclaimed once Terence had stopped filming.

"Yeah, that was fucking hot guys" Sam agreed.

"Fuck yes; nearly shot my own load watching that" Craig laughed.

"Okay, get the guys down" I told Sam and Craig whilst I asked Terence what he thought.

"Absolutely fucking awesome" Terence grinned and gave me a kiss on the lips, "A brilliant scene which should sell like hot cakes". I grinned feeling rather proud of myself.

"Okay guys, do you want a rest before we go into the next scene?" I asked.

"Nah I'm fine, as long as I don't have to be fucked for a while" Ben laughed.

"Yeah, same here" Rob grinned.

"How about you Drew? The next scene involves you all giving Craig a fuck."

"My cock is still going strong" Drew laughed as he ran his black length through his hand.

"In that case let's get set up". We laid six bales of hay on the floor to make a bed which we covered with black sheets we'd brought with us. Nearby we also piled three bales on top of each other and covered those with another black sheet. I told Craig to dress up in a pair of old shorts and a T shirt I'd brought for the scene and he slipped on his trainers. He then had to hide behind a pile of hay bales as if he was watching the action that was going to take place on our bed of hay. I told the other four to get on the bed with me and to start sucking each other.

After Terence had been filming for about five minutes having also filmed Craig peering from behind the hay bales, I shouted out "What the fuck; we've got a peeping Tom guys." Everybody stopped what they were doing and looked up. Terence swung the camera round to show Craig coming out from his hiding place. "Come on guys, let's teach this fucker a lesson" I shouted as we all ran towards him. He turned and ran out of the barn into the yard. We'd agreed that Drew was the fastest as well as being the biggest so he sprang ahead and caught up with Craig.

"Gotcha you little fucker" Drew shouted as he grabbed hold of Craig. He then threw him over his shoulder with his black stiff cock waving about and carried him back into the barn.

"Let's fuck his cute little arse guys" I shouted. Craig was then bent over the pile of hay bales with his arms and legs outstretched. These were then tied with rope with the ends attached to pillars either side of where we'd placed the bales. He was now helpless with his butt at the perfect height for fucking.

"I'm sorry sir; didn't mean to spy on you; just heard you guys having fun" he whimpered.

"Yeah I bet you were" I replied and gave his arse a smart smack. "Okay rip those clothes off him guys". The other four immediately moved forward and ripped Craig's T shirt off his back. I'd previously made a small cut to ease the process. Once his torso was naked the guys ripped his thin shorts up each leg, and then tore them off him. "Yeah, now that looks like a cute little butt to fuck guys" I said as I ran my finger up and down the crease.

"Please sir, don't hurt me; I wasn't doing any harm" he wailed.

"We're just gonna have some fun boy so there's nothing to worry about" I said into his ear. "Okay, who wants the first fuck?"

"Me" Sam said moving up to Craig's butt hole with his fat black cock which was now nice and hard.

"Get fucking then" I grinned. Sam thrust his cock straight in and Craig winced. I moved to his head, pulled it up by his long hair and told him to suck my cock which was also nice and hard. "Now suck that cock boy" I yelled and pushed it right into his mouth. I knew he could deep throat it so kept pushing in until my whole length was down his throat. His naked body was shaking back and forth with the force of Sam's fuck which made my cock go deeper down his throat.

When Sam had shot his load and made sure that the majority of it went inside Craig's arse, he pulled out and I took over. Drew took my place and mouth fucked Craig. Once I had off loaded my man juice, Drew took over and Craig sucked Rob's cock. As Drew's big thick cock penetrated Craig he yelled. For a moment I thought he was in pain but then I realised it was for the camera since he was sucking greedily on Rob's cock. When Drew had drained his load inside Craig, Rob took over and Ben thrust his cock into Craig's mouth telling him to suck it. Once Rob had been drained of his spunk, Ben finished Craig off with a long hard fuck until he too had drained himself.

"Yeah, that's filled him up guys" I laughed as I gave Craig an almighty slap across his well fucked arse. He winced and lay limp over the bales waiting for the next part of the scene.

"Let's take him back with us; I reckon we can shoot a lot more spunk inside him yet" Drew laughed.

"Yeah, let's fill that cute arse with spunk until he's dripping the stuff" Ben added.

We then untied Craig and as we did so I whispered "You okay?" He grinned which told me he was and had enjoyed every fuck which I guessed he would. Having tied his hands and feet with rope, Drew draped Craig's naked body over his shoulder and carried him off with the rest of us following. Terence followed on still filming the action. Once we reached the annexe and got into the living room, he stopped filming and Craig was put down.

"Okay guys, let's have a rest to charge up our cocks for the final scene" I told them.

"Can we have a beer?" Rob asked. Terence nodded so Rob pulled out seven beers and sat naked on the floor drinking them. As we did so I went through the final scene which involved gang fucking Craig again.

"Are you okay Craig?"

"Yeah, course I am; can't wait to have all your cocks up my arse again" he grinned which was all I needed to hear.

When we'd finished our beers, we tied Craig over the back of a chair with his arse high in the air and perfect for fucking. This time we all took a good sniff of poppers before fucking him and offered the bottle to him every so often. Each of us fucked and fucked until we'd shot our load inside him and by the time he'd received five cocks up his arse, we were ready to do it again. This time it took longer for each of us to reach our climax but eventually we did and shot yet another load of cum inside his beautiful arse. By the time we'd all finished, he did have white creamy cum spilling out which Terence captured on film.

"Fucking perfect guys; thanks that was great" I exclaimed.

"Yeah it really was fucking brilliant guys" Terence agreed.

"Time for a nice soak in the bath I think guys and I reckon Craig deserves the first soak" I laughed so we all trooped upstairs, filled the bath and laid him in. Drew had grabbed six more beers and brought them with him so whilst Craig soaked his well used body in the warm water, the rest of us sat on the edge of the bath and drank.

Drew, Sam and I prepared the meal that evening which Linda said was delicious.

"Had a nice afternoon" I grinned at Gina who was sitting beside me.

"Fucking brilliant" she whispered, "Whilst you guys were at it, I was giving Linda a good roasting."

"Lucky Linda" I grinned.

After our meal, we guys went back to the annexe to enjoy ourselves. We'd finished the filming so we could have some fun together. Terence offered everyone a joint which we all readily accepted along with a beer. We spent the next three hours rolling round on the floor stark naked sucking cock, rimming arses and fucking each other. It seemed us porn guys could never get enough of it.

Terence told the guys they could get up when they wanted on the Sunday since we weren't going back to London until after lunch. I therefore made breakfast for him and Craig once we'd decided to greet the morning. Eventually the others appeared and Linda suggested we go to a local pub for lunch and then go on home from there.

The pub was a typical village boozer and I think the locals were a bit suspicious of seeing six young horny guys appear but we ignored them and had a good laugh. We said our goodbye to Linda and I thanked her for letting us use her property. She said she'd enjoyed having us and to come again if we wanted. I said I might well hold her to that since I had other ideas for outside filming. The guys said they'd like to change cars for the way back so Drew, Rob and Ben went with Gina and Craig and Sam came with me in Terence's car. I think Gina fancied Drew so she was more than happy to have his sexy body next to her leaving the others to go in the back. Craig once again took the front seat so I sat in the back with Sam who seemed happy with the arrangement.

Gina had also agreed to take her three to where they lived so I gave them all a kiss and a hug and said I'd be in contact to arrange the next filming. As we neared London I could sense that Sam was looking glum. I knew he lived on his own and I think having been with us for two days he suddenly realised he was going back to a lonely bedsit. "Fancy coming back for a meal?" I asked him knowing that Terence would be okay with the suggestion. He immediately grinned and gave me a kiss.

"Thanks, that'd be great"

"How about you Craig, would you like to join us?" Terence asked, "Or is your mum expecting you home".

"No, she'll be out till late I expect and my brother is away at camp this weekend so yeah, thanks I'd love to" he replied enthusiastically.

I knew Craig's dad had left the family unit when he was quite young but apart from that I didn't know that much about his life at home. "Does your mum know you're gay? I asked casually.

"Oh yes, she's cool about it and so is my younger brother."

"How old is he?" Terence asked.

"Sixteen and no he's not gay, far from it" Craig laughed, "I reckon he's fucked more girls than I have guys".

"Wow, he must have started young if he's only sixteen" I laughed.

"Yeah, he lost his virginity at the age of fourteen and has never looked back."

"And does your mum know about your porn film work?"

"Oh yeah, she's cool about that as well, and me being an escort"

"You're lucky to have such an understanding mum" Terence chuckled.

"Yeah, well, she was a prostitute when she was younger, in fact still is for that matter; that was how she met my dad. She's still got a good body so often brings guys back home for a fuck; in fact a couple of weeks ago she brought back a guy who was bi and when my mum said I was gay we had a threesome; it was great fun."

"Fuck, you mean to say this guy and your mum had sex with you" Sam exclaimed.

"Well, I only had sex with the guy but she watched on whilst he fucked me; after that I left them to it."

"What does your brother think of all this activity?" I asked suddenly thinking through a scenario we could play out.

"It doesn't bother him; he's seen me fuck guys and I've seen him fuck girls; we have to share a room since the flat only has two bedrooms so we don't mind who sees what. I think in fact he sells his own body whenever he can."

"Wow, quite a household" I laughed. I then asked if the three of them were interested in playing out the scenario that I'd been formulating whilst Craig told us about his home life. It involved Terence since it needed an older guy with two younger ones. He occasionally took part in scenes and I did the filming so I knew he'd be interested. "What do you think guys?" I asked having described what I had in mind.

"Sounds brilliant" Terence chuckled and the other two said they were up for it so we decided that when we got home we'd play it out since we'd have plenty of time before the evening meal.

When we arrived, Terence took the two guys down to the studio whilst I went to find Fay just to tell her we were back and that Gina would be back shortly. The door to their living room was open so I peered in. I found her with a guy who looked up and grinned when he saw me. He was stripped to a very sexy pair of briefs and Fay was down to her knickers. "Hi" I announced, "we're back". Fay looked up and grinned.

"Hi Mark, this is Jo; you're back earlier than I thought you'd be."

"Yeah, sorry to interrupt" I replied wondering whether Gina knew about Jo. She seemed to read my thoughts and added that Gina knew Jo was coming and he was staying the night. I nodded and said we'd brought Sam and Craig back and were staying for a meal. I didn't add that they too would probably be staying the night since I had a feeling that was what would happen. I knew Sam wouldn't say no and I sensed that Craig wouldn't either since his mum was out on the town.

When I got down to the studio the guys were eager and waiting to start. I'd told them they'd start wearing shorts with nothing else and they'd already changed into them. The scene was effectively taking place in a living room so we moved over to the area where the sofa we used for filming was situated and placed a television in front of it. Terence set going one of our porn films since the scene started with the two young lads sitting on the sofa watching porn. Having filmed that bit, I moved to the front of them. Terence then comes into shot and Craig exclaims in a loud voice "Fuck, uncle Dave's come home" and moves forward to switch off the porn.

"You can leave it on if you want" Terence grins and places his hands on Craig and Sam's naked shoulders rubbing them seductively. Craig looks at Sam and grins having realised his uncle is not bothered. "Wow, that guy's well hung" Terence says as he watches the porn and notices the other guys casually rubbing themselves. After a minute or so, Terence unfastens his shorts and pulls out his cock. It's already semi erect so I zoomed in on it. He then slaps it against Craig's neck who looks round and finds a naked cock in his face. Terence grabs his hair and twists Craig's face round to suck it. Sam turns round looking shocked but then enjoys watching. Seeing this, Terence rubs his hand over Sam's naked chest and tweaks his nipples whilst keeping Craig's mouth firmly round his cock, which by now is rock hard. I could tell that Terence was enjoying the action and I could feel my own erection straining to get out of my jeans. I wished I'd also changed into shorts but had to put up with the discomfort whilst I filmed.

Sam then put his hand into Craig's crotch to feel the reaction beneath his shorts. He unfastened them and pulled Craig's stiff cock out. "Think that needs sucking boy" Terence told Sam who immediately went down on it. Terence moved round to the front having slipped off his shorts on the way. He knelt up on the sofa and offered his cock to Craig again. He eagerly took it and sucked away. I now had Terence's naked butt on full show so I quickly zoomed in before getting a close up of his cock moving in and out of Craig's mouth.

Whilst Sam sucked away at Craig's stiff tool, he slowly striped the shorts off of him. Having got him naked, he unfastened his own shorts and wriggled out of them. The guys were playing everything out perfectly so I let them continue as if it was happening naturally. Once Sam was naked, Terence turned Craig round and got him on his knees. The guy was so light that Terence moved him into position with ease. We'd lubricated his and Sam's arses before filming so his stiff cock slipped in with one thrust. Even so, Craig gave the impression that it was stretching him and produced a suitable grimace and a big loud 'fuck' for the camera.

"Yes, a beautiful arse to fuck boy" Terence muttered as he fucked away. Sam meanwhile had managed to get his cock into Craig's mouth and is sucking away like mad.

After several minutes of fucking Craig, Terence pulled out and grabbed hold of Sam. He was pushed over the back of the sofa and impaled by Terence's big hard cock. "Fuck, that feels good" Terence exclaimed as he slammed in and out of Sam's arse. Having given him a good shafting, Terence grabbed hold of Craig again and doubled him over with his butt in the air and his head buried into the seat cushion of the sofa. He then stuffed his tool into Craig and fucked like crazy. It looked so hot that I could feel pre-cum oozing out my own erection as I filmed.

After several more minutes of fucking Craig's arse, Terence told Sam to stand in front of him across Craig's back. Once in place, he told Sam to stuff his cock in as well.

"Fuck" Craig yells and for a moment I wasn't sure if it was just for the camera or he really was feeling his arse being stretched too much. I'd asked him beforehand if he was willing to be double fucked and he'd agreed. I zoomed in and captured Sam's thick black cock thrusting in and out alongside Terence's equally thick white one. It looked awesome and I loved it. I just hoped Craig did too but he'd not used the safe word so I assumed he did.

After another few minutes of action, Terence told Sam to pull out and get into a similar position to Craig with his naked arse up in the air waiting to be fucked. Terence increased the rate of thrusts and I filmed Craig's arse being well and truly fucked. "I'm about to shoot" Terence yelled which was my cue to zoom in to capture him shooting his first few ribbons of cum over Craig's hole before transferring to Sam's to deposit the remainder. I knew Terence always produced volumes of cum so he'd have plenty to deposit in each arse.

When he was finally spent, he pulled out and gave each guy a large slap on their naked butts. He then climbed off the sofa, picked up his shorts and moved out of shot saying "Thanks guys."

It was a brilliant scene and I was pleased with the result. Terence also enjoyed himself so was happy. Craig and Sam did stay over and slept together in the guest room leaving me to give Terence a good long hard fuck to relieve my earlier erection.

A few days later, Gina reminded me that I was on duty with her that evening since she had to attend a function at her firm. They were entertaining clients and Gina said it would be boring but she had to go and it was necessary to have me there as well. "You can wear your casual outfit" she told me. "At least I can look at your sexy butt to relieve the boredom" she laughed. My smart casual gear meant me wearing a tight white shirt which showed off my nipples perfectly, and a pair of tight fitting black trousers which hugged my butt.

We were the last to arrive which was Gina's intention since she liked to make an entrance. As this was the first event of its kind I'd been to I was duly marched round and introduced to the other directors. They were all middle age guys who looked as stuffy as hell although I quite liked the chief executive who seemed a cheery soul. The wives looked as boring as their husbands and several remarked to Gina as we went round "You seem very young for such a high position". I felt like thumping them and I'm sure Gina did too but we smiled politely and moved on. The fact that she was probably ten times better than their husbands seemed to be lost on them.

As we did the rounds my eye kept seeing a young guy who I later found out was twenty nine and was the chief executive's assistant. He was running round like a blue arsed fly fetching and carrying for the other old farts. When our eyes met he grinned and I looked at him more closely. He too was wearing tight black trousers which showed off a very nice looking butt. Gina noticed me looking at him and smiled. "I think you two have something in common" she whispered and winked at me knowingly. "Why not get yourself another drink and see if you can chat him up; I'm trying to groom him into divulging information that he has access to which the rest of us aren't privy to; it would give me a big advantage over these buffoons."

"What do I say to him? Oh hi, I'm gay too" I whispered with a chuckle.

"You could always make out you're bi" she whispered before turning to speak to a client who'd now approached.

I went over to the bar and got myself another screwdriver and hovered nearby. Tom, who was the guy in question saw me and again smiled before coming over. "Hi, I'm Tom" he said offering his hand. I took it and deliberately held it longer than necessary which I think he noticed by the grin on his face. "You're Gina's husband aren't you" he added.

"Err, yeah" I replied suddenly remembering the part I was playing.

"She's brilliant; it's been so refreshing to have someone like her around; she's really stirred up some of these old farts and trodden on several toes; don't think they reckoned on a woman standing up to them" he laughed. He then suddenly put his hand up to his mouth. "Oh god, sorry, I shouldn't really be talking like that should I".

I patted his arm and told him not to worry and that anything he said would be strictly between him and I. This seemed to relax him and he went on some more about his superiors. "Look at them, they puff out their chests and strut around like cockerels in a hen house and their wives look just as superior." I laughed and nodded. His description was perfect and I decided I really liked Tom.

"Gina is such good fun" he continued, "and she's the only senior member of staff who treats me as a person. The others just bark their instructions and look at me as if I'm a bit of dirt".

"Why do you stay if you hate them so?"

"I like the job and the CE is not bad; besides I get good money here, far more than I would elsewhere." He continued chatting about his job and told me he was twenty nine and lived alone. I casually asked him whether he had a girlfriend, although I knew the answer since by now I was certain he was gay. "God, no" he immediately exclaimed.

"Wow, that was said with conviction" I laughed, "Do you bat for the other side?"

He looked at me for a moment clearly wondering how much he should say. He leaned so close to me that I could smell his cologne which made my body react. "Is it that obvious?"

"It is for a like minded person" I grinned.

He gave me a quizzical look. "But, I thought you and Gina" he started to say before I chipped in.

"I'm versatile and we have an open relationship." It was the truth but not in the way he was thinking.

"Wow" he grinned and his green eyes sparkled with interest all of a sudden. "I take it Gina knows".

"Of course; think that was one of the reasons why she was attracted to me; I can't imagine her shacking up with a boring straight guy, can you?" He laughed and agreed.

"So you play around with other guys then" he asked clearly trying to ascertain whether he and I could get it together.

"Yeah, frequently" I grinned and downed the rest of my drink.

"You want another?" he asked. I said I would and he went to the bar to get two more screwdrivers. Whilst he was gone Gina quickly popped over.

"See you two guys are hitting it off; was I right?"

"Yep and he's interested" I chuckled.

"Good for you; see if you can get him into bed; he might then be more accommodating for me."

"You're wicked" I grinned.

"Yeah, I know; it's what you like about me isn't it."

Just as Tom returned with the drinks, Gina was pulled away by someone else. I thanked him for the drink and smiled. "I'm so glad you and Gina came tonight; these functions are so fucking boring normally."

"So, have you got a boyfriend?" I asked casually.

"No; I have to be so careful; if it got out here I was gay I'd be out of a job before I knew it; you won't say anything will you." I assured him that his secret was safe with me and told him to keep what I'd said about me under his hat. "No problem; it'll be our secret" he grinned. "What about you, do you have anyone special, apart from Gina that is?" I decided not to mention Terence so just said I had several guys I hooked up with every so often. His green eyes lit up again and I could almost hear his brain ticking away. There was no doubt he was very interested in getting together.

"What time do these events normally go on for?"

He looked at his watch and said it should wrap up in about half an hour. Just then a voice boomed out "Tom, over here". Tom looked at me as if to say 'see what I mean'. I looked over to where the voice had originated and saw a pompous looking guy beckoning Tom over. He gave me his drink and quickly walked over. The guy said something to Tom who then grabbed a guy who was collecting empty glasses. The guy then went to the bar to get some drinks for the pompous guy and someone else.

When Tom returned I could see he was almost boiling over. "He's a fucking pompous arsehole that one; too fucking lazy to ask the drinks guy to get him some more drinks."

I grinned. "What you need is a good long hard fuck to make you forget all this" I whispered as I gave him back his drink. Our hands touched and I again felt a shiver of excitement shoot through me. He grinned and looked down at my crotch which was already showing signs of interest. I looked down at his and noted he was too.

"Are you offering?" he giggled.

"Could be if you're interested"

"Are you joking, of course I am; you're the hottest guy I've ever met."

I grinned. "Just say when".

As Tom predicted, people started to make their exit about half an hour later. Gina came up to us and said she'd had enough so was going home. "Have you got anything else to do here Tom?" she asked having given me a knowing look. He said he hadn't since the venue would clear everything away. "How about we give you a lift home; you live in Waterloo don't you?"

"Yeah, but isn't that out of your way?" Gina said it was no problem so he agreed and gave me a longing look.

When we were near to where he lived, he told Gina to drop him off on the main road since his road was only across the way. Gina pulled into the side and turned to him in the back. "The night is still young so why don't you guys go for a drink and have some fun."

"Yeah, great idea" I said having realised what Gina was trying to do.

"Well, that'd be great but don't you want to join us?" he asked.

"No, I think you two would much rather be alone without me" she grinned, "Come home when you want darling" she said to me. I could sense that Tom couldn't wait and hastily got out the back of the car before either Gina or I changed our mind.

"You really are wicked" I giggled once he'd closed the car door and gave her a kiss on the lips just to keep up our charade.

"I know darling but I can tell you're dying to fuck him"

"Too right" I grinned and jumped out. Once she'd driven off, Tom moved to my side.

"Does she know about me; you know being gay?"

"Gina is a very perceptive lady and doesn't miss much" I chuckled. "So, where are we going?"

He looked at me for a moment as if trying to decide what next to say. "Would you mind if we went back to my place? I've got plenty of drink I can offer."

"Sure, sounds good to me." He then led me across the road and down a narrow street that was lined with terrace two up, two down type houses. He stopped at number twelve and let us in. It was compact to say the least but it was cosy. He explained it used to belong to his parents. He then added that his mother had died from a brain tumour some five years before and his dad was now in a home since he had dementia. I said how sorry I was to hear that news but he shrugged his shoulders as if it was just a fact of life. "Did they know about you being gay?"

"No, they weren't really the kind of parents I could talk to about something like that; don't get me wrong they loved me and I loved them but by the time I could have told them, mum was dead and dad had dementia; don't think he'd understand any of it now even if I did tell him. What about you; do your parents know about you being bi?"

I laughed and explained my parents were deeply religious so considered anything like that to be a sin against God. "I wrote to them some while ago to say I was", I almost said 'gay' but changed it to 'bi' just in time. "We don't speak or see each other now".

"I'm sorry" he replied, placing a hand on my arm.

"Don't be, they're not worth it" I laughed. By now we were standing in the small living room and I removed my jacket and tie. He did the same and also kicked off his shoes so I did likewise. We looked at each other for a moment and I sensed he was waiting for me to make the first move so I moved closer and put my hands round his waist pulling him towards me. "Can I kiss you?" He nodded and I could see his chest pumping up and down with excitement. I wondered how long ago he'd had sex with a guy, or whether he ever had. I moved my face towards his and within seconds his mouth was wrapped round mine. It was as if a spring had suddenly been released. He was a passionate kisser so I let him into my mouth. I felt my organ springing to life and as I pressed it against his I could feel his doing the same.

The kiss ended almost as quickly as it had begun even though it lasted for what seemed like several minutes. "What would you like to drink?" he asked as he moved away. For a moment I wondered whether that was it. I asked him what he'd got and he listed several drinks so I opted for Vodka. I followed him into the tiny kitchen and watched him pour two very generous drinks before returning to the living room.

"Cheers" he grinned and we chinked our glasses together.

"When did you know you were gay?" I asked. He replied that he was thirteen or fourteen when he realised he wasn't like other boys. He'd been sent to a boarding school at the age of twelve since his father worked abroad for a while and his mother had gone with him.

"You can imagine what boarding school was like; as soon as other boys realised I was not like them I was bullied mercilessly and when I was fifteen I had to fag for two senior prefects. I realise now they were gay because they tried to humiliate me by getting me to do jobs for them stripped down to my boxer shorts and sometimes even naked but I rather enjoyed it so it didn't bother me.

"When did you lose your virginity?"

"At much the same time; another senior prefect found me working naked for the other two and fucked me there and then. Instead of being horrified I enjoyed it so after that he fucked me regularly until he left a year later."

"But you've never found anyone special since then?" I queried.

"No, not sure I'd be much good at a serious relationship; not even sure I really understand what love is all about when it comes to that kind of thing." I told him I felt the same way although I was very fond of several guys but whether that was love, I wasn't sure. "We sound like two sad queens" he laughed, "but at least you've got Gina". I nodded not wanting to take that topic any further. Instead I put my drink down and pulled him into my arms again. We kissed and it became even more passionate than before and as we did so I unbuttoned his shirt. Doing porn made me good at undressing guys whilst kissing. I soon had his shirt off his back and unbuttoned mine before slipping that off. Still we kissed and I touched our naked torsos together. I heard him give a big sigh which I took to mean he liked the feel of my naked flesh against his. I then move my hand down to his crotch and felt his erection. Like me he was now fully hard. I unfastened his trousers and they eventually slipped down his legs. He kicked them to one side and I felt his cock through his thin underwear. He gasped as my warm hand grasped it. Seeing that he wasn't going to undress me I unfastened my own trousers and let them slip off me. I pressed our erections together and gently rubbed them back and forth. We were still kissing and he was groaning his pleasure.

I eventually pulled out of the kiss and held his head in my hands to look into his bright green eyes. "Do you want to go to bed?" I asked. He nodded so we grabbed our drinks and he led me upstairs. I also grabbed my silver cigarette case and lighter out of my pocket as we went. His bedroom was furnished in a very old style which I guessed still contained the furniture that belonged to his parents but it was comfortable and the bed looked very inviting. "Do you smoke?" I asked holding up my cigarette case.

"Yeah, would you mind if we had one first? Need to calm my nerves down; haven't done this for quite some time." He pulled back the bedclothes and climbed onto the bed. I passed him his drink and joined him. Using a pillow we sat leaning against the bed head.

I opened my cigarette case and offered him one. "Slightly different to the normal cig" I chuckled.

"Are they what I think they are?" he grinned as he took one of Terence's famous joints.

"Yep, that should calm you down" I grinned and lit his and then mine. We smoked our joints and sipped our drinks casually chatting about various conquests we'd had over the years. As we talked he stroked his cock which was now straining to get out of his briefs. I placed my hand on it and he groaned with pleasure. "Are you a top or a bottom?" I asked hoping that things would go that far.

"To be honest I prefer being a bottom, how about you?" I told him I was happy to be a top which set the scene for the sex that then took place. We'd finished our joints and our drinks so I pulled him flat on the bed and lay on top of him. We again kissed but this time we were both more interested in our bodies so hands roamed all over the place. I soon had his briefs off him along with my own and rubbed our rampant organs together. I licked and tweaked his nipples which caused him to scream with delight before moving down to his stiff organ. I took that into my mouth and gave him a good suck. He held my head down with his hands not wanting it to end but I didn't want to bring him off yet so I eventually moved off it.

Without actually asking him how he wanted to take it, I lifted his legs and held them over his chest, mainly because I wanted to look at his arse. He took the hint and held his legs for me whilst I went down on his hole. I pulled his gorgeous arse cheeks apart and licked the beautiful open hole. As I licked and pushed my tongue inside he groaned and moaned clearly enjoying what I was doing. I grabbed a tube of lube from the side table and squeezed some into his open hole. All the while he watched me intently as if learning from everything I was doing. I slipped two fingers inside him and probed around for several minutes. I wanted this to last so he had something to remember me by just in case this was a one off.

When his hole was nicely open, I offered the head of my dripping cock up to it. I slowly sank in not wanting to hurt him but he took it without a murmur. "Fuck that feels so good" he groaned as I slowly filled him up. Once right inside, I paused and grinned at him. "Yeah, fuck that arse" he giggled so I did. I slowly increased the pace until I was slamming my meat back and forth pulling it right out to his entrance with each thrust.

After several minutes of doing this I felt my climax rising. "Fuck, I'm gonna cum" I groaned.

"I want to see you shoot" he gasped so I pulled out and shot my load over his hole. As the thick creamy cum dribbled over his hole, I couldn't resist pushing back inside taking much of it with me. He grinned. "Fucking beautiful; the best fuck I've had for ages."

I then bent over and took his still hard cock into my mouth. It didn't take long for me to bring him to his climax and when it came I continued sucking to drink the lot. Tom almost shouted the house down as he reached his point of no return and when he'd finished shooting I continued sucking until he was fully drained. "Fucking hell, you really are a pro" he grinned. If he did but know but I knew I couldn't tell him about my professional life of porn.

I eventually left Tom's house at just gone midnight. We'd had a great time together and he said he'd love to meet up again sometime. We did and he became a regular fuck buddy of mine. Sometimes we went for a meal first before going back to his place for a wonderful night of sex. I never stayed over and he never asked me to do so but he enjoyed each session and so did I. Gina did manage to get him to divulge confidential information which she found very useful in her battles against the 'old farts' as she called them. They soon realised she was a force to reckon with and was always ahead of the game.

It was early summer and I'd celebrated my twenty-second birthday. Fay and Terence put on a fabulous birthday meal for me and afterwards we got well lubricated in more ways than one and had fun together, ending up naked on the living room floor. Terence and Gina gave me a birthday fuck and Fay sucked me off as they did so.

The weather was reasonably warm so Terence suggested we go to Brighton for a few days. He suggested we do some outside filming down there since he knew several places we could use away from prying eyes. He also knew the guys who owned the only gay run hotel at the time which was called the Lambda Hotel so we could stay there and do some filming since being the start of the season they'd not be busy. We therefore decided to invite Sam and Craig to join us and when we asked them they both jumped into our arms since neither of them could afford a holiday so to get an all expenses paid one was beyond their wildest dreams. The fact they'd have to work for it was no problem as they always enjoyed having sex.

The porn business was doing reasonably well so Terence said we could afford it. Besides, the income we'd get from the new footage would pay for it. Sam and Craig came round on the Friday and stayed that night so we could drive down immediately after breakfast on the Saturday. Craig again sat in the front leaving me and Sam to sit in the back. Sam loved having me beside him and every so often plunged his hand into my crotch to have a good feel.

Derek and Charles who owned the Lambda were lovely guys. They gave each of us a big hug and a kiss before showing us our rooms. "I've put you in adjoining rooms just in case you want to swap beds during the night" Derek laughed. He almost encouraged sex and provided bottles of lube and even a bottle of poppers, although whether the latter was the norm I was never sure.

Once we'd unpacked we went for a walk round Brighton to have a look round. Terence knew the place well but the rest of us had never been before. He walked us round what even then was the gay area and we had a beer and a sandwich in a bar run by two gays so everything was very camp and we loved it. He also took us to the gay cruising area although nothing was going on at that time of day. "We'll come back when its dark" Terence grinned.

Since the hotel only provided breakfast we had a meal out that evening. It was nothing special but we enjoyed it all the same. After our meal Terence suggested we go to Bright and Beautiful. It wasn't its real name but had become known as such. He explained it was a gay sauna where guys could go round naked and have sex apart from enjoying the steam room and sauna. At the mention of sex we three jumped at the idea so Terence paid for the four of us and we went into the changing room to strip off. It was already busy and once we were naked showing our bits, guys soon gathered round. I don't think we used our skimpy towel once the whole time we were there apart from using it to sit on in the sauna cabin.

It was a tiny place and in the steam room guys sat on each other's laps which added to the excitement. We all found someone to either fuck us or be fucked so all in all we had a great time.

On the Sunday, Derek let us film in the dining room since it was quiet. The scenario I'd dreamt up was me and Sam sitting at a table and Craig was taking our order. We were all dressed in T shirts and shorts with nothing on beneath.

"What would you like?" Craig asks.

"What have you got on offer" I grinned and ran a hand over his butt.

"Plenty by the feel of things" Sam said as he felt Craig's crotch.

We were soon having fun with each other and stripped naked. Sam sat down and I pushed Craig's head down to suck his cock whilst I fucked him. When I'd shot my load inside him, we changed over. Once Sam had filled Craig up with his man juice, we lay Craig back on the table and sucked him off.

The next scene was upstairs in our room. Craig lies on the bed wearing just his briefs pretending to be asleep. His clothes and empty beer cans are scattered over the floor as if he's had a night of drinking and he's now out for the count. I'm filmed standing at the doorway looking at him and feeling myself. I move in to the room, sit on the side of the bed and run my hand over his naked flesh. He doesn't stir so I continue feeling all over his body and feeling into his crotch. My jeans are now open and I'm feeling my own cock inside. I remove my jeans and my T shirt and he rolls over in his stupor onto his front. I run a hand over his beautiful butt, then feel inside his briefs and slowly slip them down his legs. I eventually get them off so he's now naked. My own cock is hard so I remove my briefs.

He stirs again and goes onto his back. I gently open his legs wide and kneel between them. I take hold of his flaccid cock and suck it. I then gently lift his legs and rest them on my shoulders so as to expose his arse. I pull his cheeks apart and lick his hole. Having dribbled lots of spittle into it I slip in a finger to open him up. Once it is nicely opened up I insert the head of my cock. Gently I push it right in until I'm fully embedded inside him and then stark fucking him. He wakes startled but I hold him down and fuck him hard. I grab his cock and that is soon rock hard. He's now enjoying the fuck so takes over massaging his cock. By the time he's shooting his load, I'm shooting mine; first over his hole for the camera and then inside him.

On the Monday, Terence took us on to the downs. He knew a place where we could film out in the open away from prying eyes. We'd taken a tent with us and the scenario starts with Sam and I setting up the tent as if we're going to camp. Whilst doing so we get frisky with each other and by the time the tent is up we're both naked. We put down a groundsheet outside the tent and start having sex. Craig then appears so we invite him to join in. The rest of the scene shows us fucking each other and generally having a good time.

Terence also took us to a gay club where we met up with other guys and had fun. The few days were soon over but Sam and I had certainly had a good time and it gave him a break from his normal work at the BBC which I knew he found tedious at times.

Several months later, Terence decided to close down the male review club. He was under pressure from the landlord to move out because the police were clamping down on such establishments in Soho and it wasn't making sufficient money to move it somewhere else. Sam and I were also getting tired of stripping three nights a week in front of an audience of randy guys so we weren't too upset over his decision. He told us to end on a high and make the last night a memorable one for those that came along so at eleven that night Sam and I went on to do our usual strip. There were just six guys sitting there, two of whom were regulars.

When we were stripped naked we moved off stage and walked along in front of the guys watching. We waggled our erections in front of them and let them have a good feel. We then stood in front of the two regulars and bent down to kiss them. The guy I kissed was pleasantly surprised and opened up for my tongues to probe inside his mouth. As I kissed I felt into his crotch and as expected he was hard. I took hold of his hand and led up onto the small stage. Sam did the same with his guy. We stood them facing the other four guys and moved behind them. We slowly undressed them and as we removed each item we flung it to the other four guys. Once we'd got them stark naked we turned them sideways and sank to our knees and sucked their cocks in full view of the other guys. By now they too had their cocks out on show looking very excited.

Once we'd sucked the two guys off, we asked them to suck us off which they readily agreed to do. The other four guys had by now stripped off and joined in the fun so were sucking each other off. Terence then announced that the club was closing so that was the last night but not wanting to miss a trick he gave them details of our latest film and where they could buy it.

Somehow I'd slipped into being an escort in addition to my porn film work. I'd stopped stripping at the gay bar in Limehouse but was still a model for the art classes that Terence ran. He had a group of regular gay guys attend the monthly class and several of them wanted more than just seeing me naked so I offered my body. They were wealthy guys and could afford me so on a regular basis I'd visit them at their houses and we'd have sex. They then recommended me to other guys and so it went on. Gina said she frequently identified gays during the course of her work, many of whom had been dragged into marriage so were leading a double life. Gays were slowly coming out of the closet so Terence saw another business opportunity.

We in effect set up an escort agency and I'd be offered to such guys as and when required. Sometimes they wanted to take me out for a meal and then go back to a hotel for sex and on other occasions it would be straight to the hotel for a good time. It was a tough life but I enjoyed sex and they seemed to enjoy having it with me so everyone was happy. In the meantime we knew that Craig was selling his body to make a living in addition to the film work he did for us and as time went by his brother did the same, but for women. One day when I met up with Sam I could sense he was very despondent. He told me he'd been moved because of a reorganisation at the BBC and he didn't like his new boss. Knowing his rate of pay was not that high I suggested he join me as an escort and make money from sex. He had a good body and guys loved him. Okay it wasn't always regular work but when it was available it was good money. The guys Gina introduced were loaded and many had houses outside of London where the wife and family lived and they had smart apartments in London which they used during the week. It was perfect since they could have a guy for the night without the wife knowing.

Sam agreed so he was added to the team. We certainly had plenty of guys willing to employ us and several loved a black cock fuck them so it worked well. One particular guy, who I later found out was high up in one of Gina's clients, wanted to employ both of us together. He lived in a swanky apartment in Park Lane. The first time we arrived the commissionaire looked at us suspiciously but when we said who we'd come to see he grinned knowingly. "Go on up guys, he's expecting you."

The guy owned the penthouse and when we arrived he opened the door wearing a short silk robe. He pulled us in and kissed us before telling us to strip off and join him in the living room. The place was sumptuous and laid out on a table was a cold buffet which he invited us to sit down and eat with him. As we ate, he'd move up behind us rubbing his hands up and down our naked bodies and feeling our cocks. Sam and I grinned at each other and let him have his fun.

When we'd finished the meal he took us into the bedroom which had a large double bed with black silk sheets. "I want to watch you guys fuck each other and when you've done that I want each of you to fuck me whilst the other sucks me off."

Sam looked at me and I looked at him. It was different but who cared. We were being paid for fucking each other so we got on with it. The guy slipped off his silk robe and exhibited a large erect cock. He didn't have the most athletic body but who cared; as long as he had the money to pay, that was all we were interested in. I went on all fours, which was the position the guy wanted and Sam penetrated me with his big black cock. As he did so, the guy felt between our legs and played with our balls whilst having a good close look. He told Sam to shoot over my hole, which he did, and when he'd finished, the guy bent down and licked me clean. I then had to do the same to Sam and I noticed the guy all the while rubbing his own cock in his hand. I was told to shoot my load over Sam's hole, and once I was spent, the guy licked Sam clean.

He then took Sam's place on the bed and offered himself for us to fuck him one after the other. He wanted to take our spunk up his arse so we fucked away until we were pumping our load inside him. He'd already paid us the agreed fee on our arrival but when we left he gave each of us some more notes so we went away very happy. This became a monthly ritual and followed much the same format.

During our escort days we met all kinds of guys and we both enjoyed doing what we did. Some guys didn't have anywhere to go since they were married so their home was out of bounds. Terence didn't want to use our house so he made an arrangement with a cheap backstreet hotel in Soho. The owner didn't care what went on inside his rooms so was happy to let us have one. He had a basement room which was grotty and nobody wanted to use for sleeping in but it was perfect for what we wanted so Terence agreed a monthly fee for us to use the room as and when required. We'd each meet our clients in a bar nearby and take them back to the hotel where we'd have an hour or sometimes two, of sex. Some were tops and some were bottoms but it didn't bother us. Terence always vetted our clients before letting them have free reign with us so we knew we were safe and they had to pay us up front. "Money before sex" was what I always told them and most knew that was the system.

Sam loved the work and with the porn film jobs he made more money than he'd earned at the BBC so he was a happy bunny.

Time slipped by and Terence took Sam and I to a different place each year. One year he took us to Cornwall to film us romping around naked on a quiet beach and then having sex on a large rug to avoid sand getting you know where. Late one night we met another guy and swam naked in the sea before having yet more sex on the beach. Another year he took us to Amsterdam but that was just for fun. Each night we enjoyed the male sex bars and the strip shows as well as the cultural things during the day.

Another year he took us to Gran Canaria. This was to shoot porn outside where we could. He knew a guy who ran a gay resort and agreed for us to film round the pool area one day. The other residents enjoyed a free porn scene whilst Sam and I had sex after being filmed playing around in the pool. The following year he took us to Sitges where we picked up guys, got drunk and had wild nights of sex. We loved the gay beach where naked guys strutted about showing their all and from the looks we got, they enjoyed looking at us too.

Throughout this period, Terence and I would pick up guys at bars and clubs in Soho since more were beginning to open. I also loved going to a gay sauna that had opened in London where I'd fuck whoever was willing and sometimes Sam would join me.

Terence seemed to have gay friends all over the place and one in particular lived in Key West. Greg ran a clothes optional gay resort and offered his facility for Terence to do some filming. Since the resort was always quiet immediately after Christmas and New Year, it was agreed we'd go the second week in January. Greg also found six guys who were interested in doing porn so they were invited for a free five day stay in return for taking part. As usual, Sam joined us since he'd become very much part of the team and we knew would enjoy the trip. Greg even hired all the necessary camera equipment so we didn't have to take that with us. When I told Sam we were going to America he gasped and then gave me a big hug. He was such a lovely guy and it was a joy seeing him so happy since life was not a bed of roses for him in the main because like me he'd been rejected by his family. As the years went by we'd become very close so there was no doubt in my mind that he should join us on the trip.

The long flight to Miami was tedious and then we had to hang around for an internal flight to Key West but Sam's excitement kept Terence and I amused. Finally we arrived at the resort and Greg gave us a warm welcome. I watched him and Terence hug and kiss each other and realised they'd probably been lovers at some point in the past although nothing had been said. Greg showed us to our rooms which faced onto the pool. On our way we met the six guys Greg had recruited. They were all stripped naked basking in the sun. Two stood up and greeted us whilst the others just grinned and nodded. In my view the only ones worth looking at were the two who'd bothered to say hello. The others looked a motley bunch and I wasn't that impressed but I put it down to the fact I was tired and probably jet lagged.

We decided to rest for the remainder of the day so once we'd unpacked we too stripped off and enjoyed the sunshine. It was wonderful to feel the warmth on our naked skin knowing that it was freezing cold back home. I soon noticed that one guy in particular was the noisy one amongst the party and the others seemed to think he was the one to follow. One guy was far too overweight and you even had to look hard to see his tiny cock. I told Terence that in no way could we use him in any scenes. Not that I've got anything against guys who struggle to keep their weight to a reasonable level but for porn, the customers do expect a nice body to look at. We were to start filming the next day so Terence decided not to say anything until then but he agreed with my thoughts on the matter.

Greg didn't do meals other than breakfast so it was very much a do it yourself affair. You either had to bring something in or go out. That evening the three of us went out and the two guys who I considered were the best of the bunch joined us. The other four said they were going to hit the bars and grab something to eat on their way. I made it quite clear that we needed them clear headed the following morning so not to overdo it. I also told them that sex was off the menu that night since we needed them gagging for it when it came to filming. I later found out that the ringleader of the four did have sex after they'd come back late that night very much the worse for wear.

The following morning at breakfast there was no sign of the ring leader or his mate so I went to find them. They were still in bed so I told them they either got up immediately or they were out of the shoot. They looked at me and decided to obey but it wasn't a good start. Once breakfast was over Terence had a quiet word with the overweight guy and told him that we couldn't use him in the filming. Fortunately Greg had made it clear in writing that the director and producer had the final say as to who would be included and if not then they'd be sent home. The guy took it well and left quietly whilst I detailed the scene we were starting with which involved the remaining seven of us playing around in the pool before getting fresh with each other and having sex on the poolside. When the other five heard that one of the gang had been rejected they were somewhat stunned but Terence and I wanted to show that we were clearly in charge.

The first part of the scene went reasonably well but when it came to having sex on the poolside the trouble maker, as I'd now labelled him, just giggled the whole time and caused the others to do the same. In the end I told three of them to move out of shot and leave Sam, myself and the two best looking guys to do the sex scene. By lunchtime I wasn't happy with things.

"You either take this seriously" I told the trouble maker, "or you fuck off".

"Ooh, the prissy queen is getting in a tizzy" he replied but I decided to ignore it despite the others laughing at the situation.

Terence decided not to do anymore filming that day in the hope that things might improve by the following morning. The three of us therefore went out after we'd eaten the sandwiches which Greg had bought in for us and left the other five to their own devices. Already I was feeling that the whole thing was a disaster and we were wasting our time but Terence was determined to give it another go the following morning. Sam and I had never visited Key West before so Terence showed us round. We loved the place and after an enjoyable meal that evening visited a gay bar where there were Go-Go boys strutting around and having dollar bills stuffed down their skimpy briefs. I even had one sit on my lap and let me have a feel down inside them to feel his tool which immediately started to react.

"Pity we don't have him instead of those other idiots" I commented to Terence as we left to go home.

The following morning I gathered the other five guys together and gave them a good talking to. I told them once again that if they weren't prepared to buckle down and take the whole thing seriously then they were out. "Sex shouldn't be taken seriously" one of the guys said.

"When you're getting paid for it you do" Terence replied. "You're each receiving a free stay here including an allowance for food so you're being paid and that means you take it seriously." The guy pouted and I could see we were no further forward. I detailed the next scene which this time took place in one of the rooms that Greg had made available for us but by lunchtime I could see we were wasting our time. Once again, Sam and I had sex with the two best looking guys who did take things seriously and wanted to do their best but the other three just fooled around the whole time. By that evening I told Terence it was a disaster and we should cut our losses. With three not wanting or not able to take the matter seriously I'd run out of scenes to play. There was only so much you could do with the same guys.

At breakfast on day three we told all five of them that the show was over and they were to pack and leave. "We were promised five days here" the trouble maker exclaimed.

"Read the contract you signed" Terence told him, "It clearly says that the director and producer decide who will be used for filming and for how long and that once you're not required you leave. Since you've fucked around for the past two days you've blown your chances for everyone so just fuck off." I'd never seen Terence so angry before but I secretly loved him for it because it was exactly how I was feeling. Eventually the five guys packed their things and buggered off.

After they'd gone, we filmed some more scenes of Sam and me in and around the pool and having sex in all kinds of positions. In the afternoon we did some more filming in the room we were using and that too went well. Despite that, I felt it had been an expensive trip and I sensed Terence felt the same way. We pondered whether to change our air tickets and go home early but in the end we decided we might as well make good use of our final two days. Since there was no more filming we could do, we basked naked in the sunshine round the pool and Greg joined us. On the afternoon of the second day he and Terence had sex on the poolside. Greg loved being fucked and Terence certainly didn't complain. It ended up in all four of us fucking each other and having a great time so perhaps it wasn't a complete waste of time although of course none of it had been filmed which was the main purpose of our visit.

That night Terence asked if I'd mind if he and Greg slept together. I grinned and told him of course he could so Sam and I slept together and fucked each other senseless in the process. The same took place on our final night before we had to leave the following morning for our long trip home.

"Well, I presume we've learnt one thing" Terence chuckled as we packed up "In future we pick the guys and not leave it to someone else." To be fair, Greg had advertised in a gay magazine and asked each guy to send in a full body photo before selecting them but it seemed the photos didn't tell the whole truth and of course a photo doesn't tell you what their personality is like.

When we finally got home, I felt exhausted as well as somewhat low. Sam also felt tired so Terence suggested we go to bed since he felt okay. As usual we didn't let Sam go home on his own straight away so he and I used the guest room leaving Terence to unpack. Once we'd stripped off and got into bed, we held our naked bodies close with our arms wrapped around one another. He slipped his leg through mine and our cocks pressed together. It felt nice as we kissed.

"I couldn't live without you" he said as he looked into my eyes, "I love you so much". I could see tears in his eyes so hugged him tight. I was still grappling with the concept of love. I knew I loved having Sam close at hand and I loved working with him but I was still not sure if that meant I loved him. In the same way I knew Terence loved me since he frequently told me but I could never actually bring myself to say I loved them which bothered me sometimes. Instead I just hugged and kissed Sam making him feel wanted. He then looked into my eyes again and smiled. "Terence loves you just as I do; there's something very special about you Mark; you're not only gorgeous in the physical sense but you have a beautiful personality and I'd like to be by your side forever."

I grinned. "I've got no plans to change that so what's brought this on?" I laughed.

"I dunno, but I just wanted you to know; I love you more than anything else in the world."

"I know and me too" I replied not really understanding what I was saying but I felt it was what he wanted me to say. I did love him more than just his body because we'd now been together so many years but was that 'love' whatever that meant? I still wasn't sure.

Life continued in much the same way over the next few months. Sam and I had become popular escorts so always had plenty of work. It was now nineteen eighty one and Sam and I were twenty nine but had retained our good looks and our trim bodies which guys seemed to want. Terence and I continued making porn films and Sam often joined in for some of the scenes with me and the younger guys who we'd now recruited, so life was still looking good despite it being tough at times.

It was Sam who first became ill. I suddenly noticed that he was listless and not his usual bubbly self that I'd grown to love. He frequently had colds and I noticed he was losing weight. Terence told him he should see his doctor but like me, Sam didn't want to bother busy doctors with something we thought was just a bug. Then I started to feel unwell. I was forever tired and lacking energy which was most unusual for me. I then had a blood clot in my leg so had to take medication for that. I'd no sooner finished the course when I had another so was put back on medication again. Sam meanwhile was not looking at all well so Terence insisted he take both of us to see our doctor. He referred us to the local hospital who undertook numerous tests. The weeks passed but still they didn't come up with what was really wrong.

Then one day we were both sent to see a blood specialist and ten days later we were called back to see the guy. Terence came with us and the guy sat looking glum. I immediately knew what he was going to say was not good news.

When I heard the news my mind froze and didn't take in what the guy was telling me. I'd read about the AIDS epidemic in America and never dreamt it would affect us in England but I knew it was not good news. Terence was immediately tested and by some fluke he was free of the virus. He also arranged for all the guys we were currently filming to have tests and it was found that Rob and Ben were also affected. For a while all filming stopped since sex was out of the question for the time being. In my case it wasn't on the menu for over a year.

Sam was as horrified as I was and when we got home he broke down and cried. I held him in my arms and we just sat there without saying a word. We both knew the likely scenario but didn't dare think about it. The thought of losing Sam was unbearable. Neither of us could imagine life without the other; assuming one of us survived. We just looked at each other and cried. Terence and Gina were brilliant and supported us over the next few days. Sam stayed with us because he couldn't bear being alone. Because like me he couldn't continue as an escort or do any porn films, he was soon unable to pay the rent on his meagre bedsit. I had put away some money so I paid the rent for two weeks on his behalf but we soon realised that there was no point in keeping his room so I asked Terence if he could move in with us permanently until such time he was well again. We both lived in hope despite reading about others who were dropping like flies with the deadly virus. In the end we both stopped reading about it since it was too depressing.

As the weeks went by we watched each other become thinner and thinner and more lethargic. Sam seemed to be failing more than me for some reason. I made it my mission to look after him and forced myself each day to help him. For a while we helped each other to dress and do things but eventually he was too weak to do anything so I had to wash him, dress him, get him downstairs and feed him. We just sat in the living room holding hands since we were even too weak to concentrate on reading or looking at television. Each night I'd help him upstairs, undress him and get him into bed before joining him. Terence was brilliant and let me sleep with Sam every night because I'd promised him that I would not leave his side and we'd be there for each other as and when the time came because by now we were both sure it would eventually.

Then one day he wasn't able to hold food down so we had to take him to hospital. I looked like a walking skeleton and so did he, although by this time he wasn't able to stand on his own two feet. He was put on a drip and the doctors told us it was just a matter of time. I knew Terence was looking at me and wondering how long it would be before I was in the same condition but I knew I had to keep living to be by Sam's side. I argued with the nurses that I must stay with him all the time since I'd promised him that I'd not let him die alone. After lots of heated discussions which took their toll on me, they relented and let me stay so I sat by his bedside and we held hands. Terence came in at visiting times to bring me food and drinks since I wouldn't leave Sam's side for one moment except when the doctor came in to see him. I did that for three whole weeks which were the longest in my whole life. As I sat there I would hold his hand and chat aimlessly even though he wasn't able to respond because he was so weak. One day I told him "I love you so much Sam and you'll always be by my side". For the first time in my life I realised what love was and it had taken the fucking AIDS virus for me to get to that point. When I said the words I'm sure I felt his hand weakly squeeze mine although it might have been my imagination but at least I'd told him.

Then early one morning whilst I was holding his hand he took his last breath. I knew immediately he was gone from me so I stood up, bent forward and hugged his frail body as I kissed him. "I love you so much Sam and I shall never forget you" I told him hoping against hope that he'd died knowing I did love him.

Things were then in a blur after that, since Terence took over. All I can remember is him taking me home and putting me to bed. I'd not slept properly for three whole weeks and I was exhausted apart from being very ill myself. I slept the rest of that day and well into the next. When I woke I found Terence sitting by my side holding my hand. "How are you feeling?" he smiled.

"Like shit" I managed to grin. He helped me up, got me washed and dressed and downstairs where he prepared a light meal for me. This continued for days and we were both waiting for me to suddenly go downhill like Sam had done but for some reason I didn't. Day by day I grew a little stronger and by the day of Sam's funeral I was well enough to go. I'd told Terence that in no way was I going to miss that even if they had to take me on a stretcher. He laughed and told me he would if necessary. He did however insist on me using a wheelchair which I agreed to. Everyone who knew Sam was there including Drew and Rob. Terence told me a few days after Sam had died that Ben had also gone but somehow Rob, like me was fighting back so he too survived. Drew had also tested negative which amazed him like it had done Terence.

Slowly my strength gained and the doctors put me on antiretroviral drugs although some days I decided they were worse than the condition itself because of the side effects; I still do for that matter despite the drugs having improved over the years. I never went back to being a porn star since I refused to use protection which was now the message we were all being told. "I'm not having a fucking rubber glove round my cock whilst fucking" I told Terence. "If necessary I'll give up having sex all together" I added. He too felt the same way as did many other guys so once I'd been told that my viral load was undetectable we went back to having sex in the raw, and still do.

For several more years we continued making porn films. Some guys were happy to do it bareback although Terence insisted on them being tested regularly. Others would only have safe sex which was fine but it was always the raw films that were the most popular. I never went back to escort work or stripping but I did continue being a model for the life art class that Terence still ran. The gay class died a death so it was just the weekly one which went on for several years. Once I was fully fit I went back to the gay saunas and had fun and met up with guys who were also HIV positive and prepared to have raw sex.

Shortly after Sam had died and I was very ill, Gina sat by my side one day, held my hand and looked into my eyes. "He loves you very much and worships the ground you walk on; you know that don't you Mark." I nodded knowing who she was talking about so that night when we were in bed and he'd wrapped his arms round me to kiss me goodnight, I looked into his beautiful eyes and said "I love you so much". His eyes filled with tears and he kissed me. From that moment I realised that I'd loved him for years but I'd never recognised it as such. Despite my life being tough over the years, I'd had two guys who loved me; who could ask for more.

Terence's love for me continues to this day and having lost Sam, who's still very much in my heart and by my side even though not in person, I love Terence too. I'm now sixty and have had to give up my wild life but although I say it myself I'm still good looking and can pull young guys who like older men.

A tough life? Not really!