A Toilet's Toilet - Slave Joshua
I've received a lot of email since posting "A Toilet's Toilet" asking questions about me, my slave, our history, how we met and whatnot. So, here's a bit of our backstory.
As you know my name is Christopher, Master Christopher. I haven't mentioned it as of yet, but my slave's name is Joshua. And yes, I do call him that from time to time.
We met through a mutual friend in the leather/BDSM community. I'd been fucking around with different subs for a few years and decided I wanted to take it to the next level, find a sub interested in being trained as a slave; someone interested in a commitment rather than a scene here and there.
As I stated, I met Josh through a mutual friend. Our first encounter was a little like a blind date, as up until that point we'd never met. I'd seen him around, but out paths hadn't really crossed.
Our first meeting was at our local leather bar. We sat at the bar, I drank a beer, he sat next to me and we talked. I explained what I was looking for, my history, my interests and what I fundamentally wanted from a slave, as well as a Master/slave relationship. Before I let him comment and/or tell me anything about him, I dropped what I assumed would scare him off; aside from being my slave, I was looking for someone I could train and ultimately use as my toilet.
Before he could respond, I picked up my beer bottle, told him I was heading to the bathroom, that I'd be right back and to think about what I was looking for. I wondered to myself as I walked away, if he'd be there when I returned.
He was still there when I got back to the bar; I placed my bottle in front of him and ordered myself a new one. As the elephant in the in the room hung in the air, Josh talked to me about his history, experience, desires, why he thought he wanted to, and was ready to become a slave.
"Have some of the beer I placed in front of you."
He did as instructed, I could see in his eyes that he knew exactly what it was by the temp of the bottle when he touched it.
He continued talking, and drinking, and finally came to it.
"Sir, I am not sure if I want to be, or could be someone's toilet."
I asked him why not and he explained it had never been something he'd looked for or was turned on by.
"Slavery is about letting go, giving yourself to another, allowing yourself to become his, to be trained and used to his liking, is it not?"
"Yes, Sir."
"While I am sure most Masters and their slaves have likes, turn-ons and desires that overlap, the underlying truth to their relationship is that it's what the Master wants, needs and desires. If the slave finds pleasure is some, or none of it, isn't really the point, is it?"
"Yes, Sir, You are right."
"If you're looking for a relationship with a Master where you truly give yourself to, how you serve shouldn't be of issue. Do you agree?"
"Yes, Sir."
"This is our first meeting, we don't know each other and what we are talking about, especially being used as a toilet isn't for everyone."
I told Josh that I was going to the other room, I'd seen some of my friend there (when I went to the bathroom) and that he should think about what we discussed. If he thought he'd like to continue, knowing what I was looking for, he could meet me when the bar closed and I would take him home for an inspection, if not, it was nice to have met him.
To my surprise Josh met me at the end of the night. He said he was nervous, but interested and that he'd like to explore the possibilities I'd laid out in front of him.