A Special Love

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A Special Love

The first time he walked through the door I think my heart stopped. He looked like a cherub. All pink and fluffy, round face, big round eyes, way to big for his face. I suppose that if I had been older I would have said he was the cutest thing I had ever seen. He was twelve years old and like me, he was there because a friend had persuaded him to join. `There', was the local Sea Cadet Corps. I had joined, reluctantly, the previous week. Johnnie, a school friend, said the unit would close if new members weren't recruited to justify their existence. Trevor had told Alan the same thing. Alan was the cherub.

Because I was fourteen, I was promoted quicker than Alan and at sixteen I was his leading cadet. He was not a keen sailor like me so the only time I saw him was on cadet nights. Trevor used to sail with me at weekends and I was always nagging him to bring Alan along with him, he never did.

I was a country boy and I had no idea what `Gay' was, I certainly had no conscious thought about wanting to be with a boy sexually, but I could not keep my eyes off Alan. For two years I was as confused as hell what it was I wanted from him. I know I treated him differently to other cadets. I spent more time teaching him things. I had to be near him as much as I could, I would accidentally touch his hand, or his arm while we were working together. Crazy sensations went through my body, but I still had no idea what they meant.

One cadet night just before I went off to join the Merchant Navy as a deck officer cadet the Commanding Officer of our unit asked me if, as sailing had been cancelled that weekend, I would take charge of some volunteers and clean out the `glory hole'. That was the name we gave the large room that contained equipment we seldom used.

After lunch on that Saturday, Trevor, Alan and I turned up to clean. As soon as we started moving equipment, the dust started to fly. I realised that we would all be filthy by the end of the day and have to go home in the same clothes. I told Trevor and Alan to strip down to underpants and we could shower at the end and at least have clean clothes to go home in.

Alan was perfect, he had little white Y Front briefs on with his white socks and plimsolls. He astounded me. That was the first time I got an erection over a boy. I realised I wanted to touch his body, to see him totally naked. All three of us had white briefs on so I said,

"Crikey guys our Mums will go ballistic if we take black underwear home. We had better do this cleaning naked."

The other two were reluctant to take their briefs off but did in the end. Alan was beautiful, there was no other word I could think of to describe him. My erection was a real stonker and at sixteen was impressive. I knew it was the second biggest in my year at school because we used to have mutual wank sessions.

When the other two saw it, I just shrugged my shoulders and said, "It always does that when I take my clothes off."

Alan started to blush and tried to cover his genitals with his hands. Now I had an opportunity I could not pass up. I guessed he was getting a hard on as well and the thought of touching his cock had me gasping for breath. I grabbed Trevor and twisted his arm behind him.

"If you don't want me to hurt your best friend Alan you will stand in front of me in the at ease position." I made Trevor yelp and Alan did as I told him.

His cock was just reaching full erection, it was so hard it was slapping his belly. For a little guy it was quite long as well. I reached round the front of Trevor and grasped his cock, which was also hard.

"Ok, I guess we had better get rid of these before we can do any work. Come here Alan. As the reluctant virgin I think Trev and I should help you with yours, don't you Trev?"

I think he wanted to say no but because he sailed with me most weekends he went along with it. We wanked ourselves with one hand and played with Alan with the other. I was so turned on I came very quickly giving me the opportunity to use both hands on Alan. I caressed his arse and his balls while he was wanked by Trev. When Trevor came, I was left to finish Alan off. It was wonderful, wanking his cock and playing with his butt.

I left the cadets a few weeks later and for years thought of that day with fond memories and a hard cock.

I was a couple of years older before I finally realised what the sensations I experienced that day meant.

I was on leave at my parent's home one day when I was twenty-two. Now a qualified deck officer in the Merchant Navy.

"Dale," my mother said, "You know I shall be away all day at your Auntie. I won't be back until late. Can you stay in until the electrician arrives with that new part we need for the mower motor."

"No problem Mum and I'll go out to dinner."

She had only been gone about a half hour when the doorbell rang. It was the electrician. I recognised him immediately, and just like the first time, I think my heart stopped beating. He was now nearly twenty but looked as cute as he did at twelve. He did not recognise me at first until I said.

"I'm devastated, I gave you the best sex you had ever had six years ago and you forget me." I said it with a big grin on my face.

He did a double take and blushing furiously replied, "Crikey Dale you've changed so much."

We shook hands and while he fixed the power motor, we chatted. With some casually worded questions I found out he was still single, no girl friend, he and Trevor had lost contact with each other and he still lived at home.

"What are you doing when you finish work today Alan?"

"Nothing really, I live a good few miles out so I usually bring a change of clothes with me to work, shower and change there and go for a few beers and a meal sometimes before heading home."

"I'm going to be eating alone tonight, why don't you bring your gear round here after work and use our bathroom and come to dinner with me."

"Sounds good to me," then with a little laugh he said, "Will I get the same treatment from you as I did last time I took my clothes off near you?"

I looked into those big round eyes trying to read them. They were not telling me anything, but I realised, as I had last time, that if I wanted this guy I would have to take a chance.

"Mmm, well I'm a bit more experienced now than I was then so if you wanted me to I could probably do a lot better."

His eyes came alive with that answer and he said, "I think I would like that a lot Dale."

When he was finished and ready to go, he told me he would be back about five if that was ok. I moved in close and gave him a soft kiss on the lips. As I pulled back, he wrapped an arm round me and pulled me close for a hard one.

I just said, "Roll on five o clock, see you later Alan."

I spent the remainder of the day on cloud nine. I was going to make love to the cutest guy I had ever met if I played my cards right.

I did play my cards right.

Alan was on my doorstep again at five.

"Come on in , it's such a nice day, would you like a beer in the garden before you shower?"

"Yeh, that'll be great Dale. You can tell me all about your exciting life."

When we were comfortable on the lawn chairs, I steered the conversation round so that I could talk about us.

"You know Alan. That first time I saw you at Sea Cadets when you were twelve and I was fourteen, my heart nearly stopped beating. I didn't understand why at the time. I wasn't a lot wiser when I engineered that strip tease and mutual wanking two years later. All I knew was that you did something to my senses that was exciting. Once I was out in the big wide world, I quickly learned. I'm gay and I made bloody sure that at every opportunity I gained experience of gay sex. I don't want you to get a swelled head over this next comment, but I never forgot you and hoped that one day the scenario from this morning would happen. I must have wanted to make love to you every day for the last five or six years."

"Mmm, that sounds wonderful. Want to start now."

My heart caught in my throat. He had said it with a wicked grin on his face that made me melt, he was just so damn cute.

"How could I possibly say no? I'm going to undress you and shower you before taking a couple of hours to show you how much I have wanted you all these years. Is that ok?"

"Oh yes that's better than ok."

We almost ran up to my bedroom. As soon as he put his bag down I was on him. We kissed for ages, his mouth was so sweet I didn't know how to leave it and move on. We were both as hard as iron and I could feel his pressed up against my thigh. I moved him back a little so that I could see the bulge in his jeans.

"Wow Alan, that looks like it might have grown a little since I last saw it.

I haven't met many guys that can outsize me but I have the feeling looking at that you are probably going to."

He blushed and I melted some more, God he was gorgeous.

I dropped to my knees in front of him and took his shoes and socks off. Standing up again I kissed him gently as I peeled his shirt off and stroked his torso. It was lovely. He was still just like the little fourteen year old. It looked like time had stood still for him. I moved down a little so that I could kiss and lick his nipples. They got erect very quickly like two little penises. He gasped, I laughed and we kissed again for about another age. The next step was his jeans. My heart was racing as I undid the top button and slid the zipper down. I slid them down over his hips and squatted to help him untangle his feet from them. I couldn't resist it, I buried my face in his crutch, biting his cock through his boxers. It was huge, I was too impatient to delay and pulled his boxers straight down. As his cock sprang free it slapped up against his belly more than covering his navel.

"Oh God Alan. That is the most beautiful cock I have ever seen and the longest."

I slid my tongue round the head and licked the underside all the way down the shaft until I could take his balls in my mouth. That wasn't easy, they were almost the size of chicken's eggs. I could smell the man sweat on him from a day's work but he was so incredibly gorgeous he could have stayed dirty for a week and I would still have eaten him.

He had other ideas though. He pulled me up to face him again and said very softly.

"That is sensational Dale, but I am all sweaty down there. Let's shower now can we?"

By the time I had said, "Ok Bud." I was naked as well.

I took him by the hand and led him to the bathroom. I was so pleased that Mum and Dad had one of those showers that ran into the bath, it meant I could get under it with him. We washed each other, playing with each other's cocks until we both came. What a beautiful orgasm it was.

"I'm glad we did that Alan otherwise I don't think I would have lasted two seconds when we got on the bed."

"Me too Dale that was why I did it. Crikey you are one very hot guy."

"Mmm, you obviously bring out the best in me," I said, laughing.

We didn't waste a lot of time in the shower after that. We were both too eager for the main event. As we towelled each other off, getting rock hard again as we did, naturally. I had a thought.

"Alan, are you active or passive in bed? Do you even like to shag, or are you into other things?"

"With you Dale I am going to be and do anything you want. You just turn me on so much, just as you did when I was fourteen. I wanted your cock even then. That's why I got hard, and Trev was always hard anyway. He was the horniest guy I ever met but we never did anything except that day with you."

"Wow, in that case get your arse over there on my bed," I said, slapping his butt as he moved away from me."

He looked so fucking gorgeous and cute lying there on my bed with that huge rampant dick lying along his tummy, almost touching his ribs. I nearly came again on the spot.

"Oh God Alan, I ought to only try to make love to you in the dark, I am almost cumming just looking at you."

He blushed very deep and said, "Come on Dale, I'm not all that great to look at."

I slid onto the bed next to him, kissed his lips softly and said,

"Oh yes you are Bud. You are Drop Dead Gorgeous, I'm telling you."

He fluttered his eyelids at me and said ever so coyly, "Well thank you kind Sir."

We both laughed uproariously.

We kissed again for an age, which was great because it gave me plenty of time to explore his body with my hand. Eventually I decided my lips and mouth needed to taste this guy. Did he ever taste good? I kissed and nuzzled him from top to toe paying way too much attention to his nipples, cock and balls. Well they were amazing. His nipples sat in a little circle of flesh, just a little bit more pink than his chest, they were lovely, and his cock and balls, well. What can you say about a dick that was about ten inches long, slender, perfectly straight, cut with a perfect glans almost the same colour as the rest. Two large balls that hung low in their sack. He was almost hairless as well. Just a small clutch of pubes to set off his lovely cock. No hair on his balls or arse he was just perfect for me.

I was obviously getting him aroused, he was squirming no matter where I touched him.

"Oh Dale I think I've died and gone to heaven, you are amazing. No one has ever come close to making me feel like you do."

As he said that, I raised his legs a little and licked his butt with my tongue moving straight to his pinky. He went ballistic. Funny how everyone appears to have a different place where they are over sensitive and boy was his pinky over sensitive. The second time I touched it he had an amazing orgasm. He spewed a shed load of jism over his head and face before slowing down enough to cover his chest and belly.

"Wow Alan, where did that come from?"

"I don't know but I think you had better get inside me while I am like this otherwise I am just going to keep on cumming and not give you a chance."

I wanted to eat his butt for at least another half an hour and told him so.

"Dale, I would probably have a heart attack if you did. And I mean that."

I looked at his face and believed him.

I had not let him touch me since we got on the bed and even so, I thought I would be lucky not to disgrace myself and cum before I was even fully inside him. I slipped on a condom and used a ton of lube, hoping to de-sensitise my cock but it didn't work of course. My brain was in charge from the signal my eyes were sending.

I was not as long as Alan but I was thicker so I eased into him very gently. The last thing I wanted to do was hurt him. He was completely relaxed and still rock hard and I managed to get past his sphincter without him showing any obvious signs of pain. As I pushed my pubes into his cheeks, he let out a long contented sigh.

"Oh Dale that feels amazing. Don't move for a little while, I just want my senses to absorb you before you make me cum again."

I eased forward onto my elbows so that I could kiss him, but that action pushed his butt up higher and me in deeper. He just went ballistic and came again in great spurts. There was cum everywhere.

"Oh crikey I'm sorry Alan."

He laughed.

"What." I said.

"You are priceless, I'm rocketing around another planet experiencing all kinds of new sensations that have me cumming like it's going out of fashion and you are apologising. Jesus Dale you are fucking amazing. I'm ok, now fuck me please, really hard, really deep."

How could I not. I knew I would not last so I just went for it any way. I had a spine-shattering climax almost screaming the house down. I fell forwards again to kiss that beautiful mouth, and the cute button nose, and those eyes, God those eyes they were like saucers, looking amazed at what was happening to his body.

I could feel his erection returning and mine did too so I just stayed inside him and fucked him again. I came inside him four times and he had God knows how many orgasms. Eventually we were both just too exhausted to keep shagging, but it didn't stop us lying alongside each other still hard. We were both very starved of sex and were as horny as hell so it wasn't surprising I suppose.We were in a real mess covered in Alan's cum, it was spread all over our torso's.

"Oh Dale, I am going to be a complete wreck tomorrow, and I am sure I don't have the strength to go out for a meal."

I leant up on one elbow so that I could look at him.

"Lover that makes two of us but I'm not finished with you yet so we'll order in when we take a break."

He looked at me in amazement and was about to speak when I slid down the bed and took him in my mouth. There was just so much cock there, I was hoping I might get the chance to feel it inside me sometime. I just licked it and kissed it in between disjointed bits of conversation.

"Alan, I'm home for a month before I have to rejoin my ship. Can you get any holiday? We could go away somewhere private and make love all day and night. Sort of store the lovemaking up until I come home again. That's if you want me of course."

"Are you kidding, I've wanted you since I was twelve, I'm sure not going to lose you again if I can possibly help it. I have two weeks leave booked already, I start it at the weekend." He was grinning all over his face.

Someone up there really likes me I thought. So I sucked him off quickly making him cum again. I did notice that quantity was seriously diminished this time even if the intensity was not and I cheated. I used a finger on his pinky, amazing reaction!!!

Sliding back up the bed, I took him in my arms so that his head was resting on my chest.

"I think I've been a little bit in love with you for eight years so being a whole lot in love with you now shouldn't be a surprise I suppose."

He lifted his head and looked into my eyes.

"Are you serious Dale?"

"Never more so in my life."

I could see tears building up behind his eyes so I kissed them and licked away the moisture.

Another big sigh followed by a barely audible comment.

"I am so lucky because I love you to."

We must have slept because when I woke up it was completely dark and I had no idea what time it was. I heard noises down stairs so very quickly turned on the light.

Oh Christ, it was nearly ten o clock. That must be Mum and Dad down there. I went to the door and yelled.

"Is that you Mum?"

My Dad's voice came back, "Yes Dale, we are both here. We saw you were asleep and left you. Come down when you are dressed, and bring your friend with you."

I woke Alan, told him that Mum and Dad had seen us in bed together and wanted to talk to us. I was shitting myself, we were both covered in so much cum it was disgusting to look at. We had a quick shower and got dressed. The bedroom smelt of nothing but cum. They must have known what had been going on as soon as they opened the door.

We went down together. Mum and Dad were in the lounge in the easy chairs leaving us the settee. I took Alan`s hand as we plonked down. I was feeling very protective.

Dad started, "Would you like to tell your Mother and I what is going on Dale?"

I floundered a little to start with.

"I'm sorry Mum, Dad, I didn't want you to find out like this. Alan," I said looking at him, "is the electrician I waited in for. We were in the Sea Cadets together. I was fourteen and he was twelve. I think I fell in love with him the first time I saw him, but didn't know about boy/boy love in those days. I never really fell out of love with him I realised today when I saw him again. We've been trying to make up for lost time I guess and fell asleep accidentally. Please forgive me. I should have told you years ago that I am gay but it never seemed to be important because there was no one in my life to make it necessary."

They both let out a big sigh almost in unison.

"Thank God for that."

I looked stunned.

"What do you mean Dad?"

"We thought it was a casual pick up in your bed, we knew you didn't, couldn't have a regular boyfriend here."

"I'm lost, you're not mad at me."

"No son, your Mother and I have known for a long time, we were just waiting for you to think it was right to tell us."

Stupid bugger that I am, I cried.

Alan cuddled me and I cried more.

"Thank you Mum, thank you Dad, I'm sorry I didn't tell you."

"You are our son, and we are proud of you, and will always love you no matter what. Now how about you introduce us to this young man and tell us a little bit about him."

"Can I order a Pizza first Dad we are famished?"

"Humph. I can understand why, go on then." He was trying so hard not to smile. I wondered what I had done to deserve parents like these.

I looked at Alan and we just dissolved. I was laughing so hard it hurt. We did get our Pizza and told Mum and Dad about Alan. At the end of it they asked me if Alan was staying the night and I looked at him with a question mark in my eyes.

"Can I?"

"Are you kidding?" Then up close, I whispered. "You realise you won't have the strength to get out of bed in the morning though don't you?"

"That's what I'm hoping," he whispered back.

"Yeh, that's great Dad. Do you need to phone home Alan?"

"Yeh I'll call them on my mobile."

He got up to fetch his mobile and Mum said.

"He seems such a nice boy Dale and he obviously loves you as well. You make sure you look after him."

I was choking up rapidly. I didn't deserve parents this good. I slumped down in front of Mum, gave her a terrific hug and said,

"I love you Mum, thank you, thank you, thank you."

When Alan came back, he said everything was cool and Dad said,

"Well you two had better go to bed, you look absolutely exhausted.

We were giggling like a couple of kids as we climbed the stairs back to my bedroom.

"Wow Dale, that was awesome. You have really cool parents."

"Yeah, don't I, and never knew it."

We were exhausted and fell asleep almost the second our heads hit the pillow. We did find time for a good night kiss and for Alan to spoon himself into me for a cuddle. Life was so good at that moment. I prayed it would never change.

Alan did make it to work on time the next day, but not before we had done a lethal 69 on each other, God it was good.

We were together every night that week thanks to Alan's parents being as understanding as mine were when he told them.

At the end of the week, we took off in Alan's Jeep for Cumbria. I had booked a cottage, hopefully in the middle of nowhere for two weeks. I had six bottles of wet lubricant and three dozen condoms in my bag.

I told Alan we could restock at the end of the first week and he just dissolved into a fit of laughter that nearly caused an accident.

"You are a fuck slut Dale, I'm beginning to wonder if I'm safe with you."

I went all serious and kissing him gently on his cheek said,

"Yes lover, you are, always."

We had an incredible two weeks. I made love to my "Cherub" so many times in so many places it was amazing.

The cottage was perfect, it was as secluded as I had hoped but a walk to the lakeshore at the bottom of the property looked out at Windermere that was about a ten-minute boat ride or half an hour round the lake by car. It was late afternoon when we arrived so we went full steam ahead to get all the food and drink stowed and the rest of the cottage organised. The weather was perfect as well so no need to worry about a fire our first night. We did light one on future nights because it was so romantic to curl up in front of an open fire looking out at the moonlight on the trees.

We were both tired after the long drive so after dinner we sat on the porch and talked about ourselves, our hopes and aspirations, and closer to home, what we were going to do for two weeks besides fuck each other senseless every day. We turned in early and after a quick 69er fell asleep almost instantly.

I woke early, literally with the lark. I could here it as soon as I was conscious.

I had juice and toast on the table by the time Alan staggered out and a fresh filter of coffee filling the cottage with its aroma.

"Good Morning lover, did you sleep well?"

"Mmm, yes Dale. Can we go back to bed now though, I want to feel you inside me?"

I laughed. "Huh, and who was the one called me a slut on the way here? Have you no shame, wanting to be reamed out before you have even had your morning pee?"

He looked slightly embarrassed as he said.

"But you haven't fucked me for almost 36 hours."

He looked so delightful stood there in just his little white briefs, just like the ones he wore six years ago. I loved him to pieces at that moment. How could I not take him to bed and make love to him.

"Alright, go and clean your teeth and I will join you in the shower before we go back to bed."

While he was brushing his teeth, I slid his briefs down to his ankles and gently caressed his butt. I had a solid erection thinking about my cock being in between those two adorable and sexy little cheeks. I slid one hand round to his front and took his ball sac in my hand rolling each ball around in turn between my thumb and forefinger. He was almost purring while staring at my reflection in the mirror. When I moved my hand to his glans and rubbed the pre-cum oozing from it into and around it he gasped and his eyes flew wide open. He spat out his tooth paste and said,

"Just fuck me now Dale, right here, I want to feel you inside me so much I can't wait."

So I did. I used soap as lube and just slid my penis into his love tunnel in one smooth movement. I was so turned on by my man I forgot the condom and so did he. Without the rubber I came almost instantly it was so sensitive and so did Alan, he was obviously very horny.

He finished cleaning his teeth, we showered together spunking each other again in the shower before resuming breakfast.

"Alan, I'm sorry, I screwed you with no condom."

"I know, it was fantastic to feel you for real inside me. You are ok aren't you?"

"I'm just about 100% sure I am, but I would have liked another blood test before going bare back with you. Let's go into Windermere after breakfast and see if I can get one done. We must be careful until we get the results and hope everything is ok. I would die if I gave you anything horrible."

Windermere was pretty and touristy but I didn't appreciate it. I was worried now, I was sure I was ok but what if! I would die if I had damaged this wonderful boy. I loved him so much. I would be totally devastated if my blood test was bad.

Alan could tell I was worried about my lapse and our lovemaking was very subdued until we got the result three days later. I was clear. We were in bed about thirty seconds after getting back to the cottage. I smothered him in kisses and apologised again for causing us so much worry. Then I made love to him. Oh God how I made love to him.

Every time I saw him naked I was in awe of his beautiful body. The whole ensemble was just a taller broader version of that wonderful fourteen year old I had caressed and wanked in the Sea Cadet Base. His butt was by far the cutest sexiest arse I had ever seen and his man size cock was to die for. I wanted to worship it and let him use it to fuck my brains out, but he was a very happy bottom. I hoped that before the end of our holiday we would have that changed. I wanted to feel him inside me so much.

We were sunbathing down on the lakeshore one afternoon when I instigated some sex play. I pulled his swim shorts off before he knew what was happening and pinned him face down on the rug. I started to kiss the nape of his neck and lick his ear. His half-hearted struggles ceased almost immediately and he crooned at me,

"Mmm, don't stop lover, I think I could get to like this."

I kissed and caressed him all the way down to his feet before starting up again, spreading his legs wide so that I could attack the entrance to his love tunnel. I used both hands to spread his arse cheeks so that I could bury my tongue deep inside him washing it over his sphincter. He was squirming with the pleasure of it and purring almost like a cat, of course he came but I was used to that by now, he never went soft after that first orgasm and I just carried on as though nothing had happened.

"Is that alright lover?"

"Oh Dale that's more than alright, that is heaven."

I kept up the tongue work on his arse and perineum before attacking his balls that had become available to me as he pushed his butt up and back into my tongue. When I could feel his ball sac tightening up I stopped and rolled him over onto his back, going to work immediately on his nipples and up to his lips.

"You are so wonderful to make love to Alan, I can never get enough of you."

I slid my swim briefs off and straddled him still using my lips and tongue to worry his nipples and kiss those amazing lips of his. I had brought lube with me and used it to lube my arse and then his prick. He thought it was more foreplay until he felt the head hard up against my pinky.

His eyes shot open wide.

"What are you doing Dale?"

"I am going to fuck myself on your cock."

With that, I pushed down quite hard and sucked in a huge volume of air as his monster entered me.

"Oh God Alan that hurts, you are so big lover, I thought I would be alright with it. Keep still for a minute, let me get used to it."

Looking in his eyes, I knew everything was going to be all right. He looked amazed at the feelings running through his body with my arse clutching the head and top couple of inches of his man rammer. As the pain eased, I slid further down his rigid shaft bottoming out before starting to fuck myself on that wonderful tool. His orgasm was mind blowing, he nearly threw me off he was bucking so hard. Mine was pretty good as well but my joy was in Alan's.

For the remainder of the two weeks we alternated being the top. I loved him fucking me, his tool was for worshipping I had no doubt.

We did need some more lube before the holiday ended because it was used at least three or four times every day. I don't think I had ever been so happy.

That holiday was the beginning of a new life for Alan and I, we spent a lot of time away from each other but we more than made up for it every time I was home. I never grow tired of making love to him and vice versa. Aren't I the lucky one?

This is a true story up to the point where I left the Sea Cadets to join the Royal Navy not the Merchant Navy, but another nineteen years were to elapse before I realised I was gay, what a waste. I frequently think about the incident in the Sea Cadet Base and wonder how I could not have realised then what my feelings meant. Alan was a little cherub and did in real life grow up to be a very cute guy.

"Happily Ever After" in the Military section, is a continuation of my autobiography, again with the sex side being fantasy. Nig and Tim would be speechless if they read it because they were both as hetero as it is possible to be. The Dartmouth gym incident still rates as one of the funniest in my life.