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Maurice met and had incredible and rough sex with Adam Thorpe, and was sore for a week! however, months have passed, and Maurice had moved on to other men, as Adam is now gone.
Some of his new adventures are sore dissapointments, others hold the promise of sex nirvana! The moment of his encounter with Sweetbear draws close, as Maurice searches for more sex. His own personal quest for freedom has begun, his world is changing forever.
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A Place for Us is based on a true story.
A Place for Us.
Chapter 4, A Taste of Failure
Based on a true story.
Maurice awoke to another cloudy day, and it was, since last night there had been another fight. The Fight had opened between his sisters and his cousins, drawing in his mother and himself.
The household was never at peace, always some shit between them broke loose and invariably the mood was ruined for the whole week.
Maurice had taken most of the blame... as usual, being an illegal young mexican, in a rotten household where tradition and motherhood were above logic and common sense drove him to the point of near insanity.
"Im so fucking sick of your bullshit, this family is one big fucking joke!!!!, Im DONE!"
Maurice slammed his door, and fell asleep blocking access to his room, he was sitting just behind his door. Tears running down his eyes. he had cried himself to sleep.
Maurice, was tired of the constant fights in the household, everyone was loud and nosy no one had the slightest respect, they even regularly opened the door to his room without asking.
Maurice was peeved by this, the one activity he could safely enjoy without feeling guilty or pestered was jacking off watching porn on his computer, with the door closed of course. But more than anything he craved privacy, "Just so I can fart!" he thought.
But he always had the fear he would get caught redhanded, he relished the day he would move out.
Maurice had a sordid history of taste for porn.. He started early in 2000 when he got his first computer and internet connection, back then he had been in high school, all was well.
As the years passed, the dreams of college vanished, the friends vanished, and the many online romeos vanished.
But the porn remained, he had started with normal looking guys jacking off, touching themselves later he had turned to pictures of fucking.
Finally he developed a taste for hairy masculine looking men, "Bears", he was hooked. and from that day forward, any man, tall, hairy, masculine looking, even with a belly, provided he had a beard and a moustache was hot as fuck, and made the young latino boy that was Maurice hot for them, hard and ready to fuck. Any bear video was good.
Which of course translated into a good session of "choke the chicken"...
Maurice's day however looked good. The night before the fight he had posted a new ad on craiglist looking for hot bear men to fuck his ass.
He had gotten several responses and now maintained communication with several of these men.
The first of these was called "David", who was a bald looking man, who used caps or hats to disguise his baldness, but who sported a sexy shortened beard and moustache, he was short just a tad bit shorter than Maurice (according to his emails).
But David sported a 7 inch cock, or so he said, thick, and he was interested in the young bearish Maurice, he wanted to get sucked, he wanted to suck, and had promised Maurice they would fuck, or rather David would fuck Maurice's ass.
David was in his mid 40's, he was a businessman, and he was in town to check on his estate. Maurice offered to see him at the "Pink Lips", which was a gay bar, hotel and restaurant.
They also offered some quiet rooms for a fee, Hookers and Trannies regularly came by. He felt naughty using this place, but it was in his budget and he sought to have some hot fun.
Maurice had had a very bad streak those first months of the year, people who didnt answer to his emails, to his posts on craiglist. even the manhunt account had let him down when trying to find new lovers. Zero replies.
He had tried to hook up again with Christopher Green and Adam Thorpe, Adam had finally left for LA, Christopher was likely pissing his pants out of fear his husbear would find Maurice had emailed him.
For Maurice, the need for sex was insatiable, a sex drive that didnt stop. he sought more partners, or at least the live ones!
"Alright, well, lets check my email"
Maurice noticed that David had answered back, they would meet at the Pink Lips around noon
"Hi David, Im on my way down right now, no dont worry, I'll meet you at the corner store, yes babe, Im very nervous and happy to meet you. were gonna have a blast I tell you, kisses!"
Maurice as usual took the bus across town to the "Naughty Place".
"Shit, I hope I bring everything, lube... check, money, check!, cell, check!"
Maurice had to rush to catch the bus, but he was relieved to find it mostly empty. He sat down in the middle section and checked his cell for messages
"Im nearly out of a meeting Maurice, see you soon"
"Ok" thought Maurice
"Im heading down there now David" Maurice quickly wrote on his cell, his nerves betrayed him for Maurice sex with a new man was always like the first time. He didnt know what to expect.
Maurice finally made it to the corner market near the Pink Lips, he searched for David's Car, a white lexus.
"Hi, Im Maurice"
"Hello there, ready?"
"As I'll ever be stud"
Maurice gazed at the guy, David seemed different from his photos, most guys seemed different than the digital pics they always sent him on the net. He didnt mind, David was not handsome but he was cute and smelled good.
Maurice made a pass, and touched David's leg, he didnt seem to mind, though afterwards, Maurice thought he probably felt intimidated.
"As if sex really allowed personal space..." Maurice giggled as he considered this.
David and Maurice finally arrived at the Pink Lips, and headed through the side corridor of the bar to the backrooms, Maurice turned at the end of the hallway and kissed David
"Out here?"
Maurice felt a bit out of sorts, the answer was unexpected, he hurried down the hall. Paid the attendant and headed to their room.
Once inside, David took a really long time holding him, smelling him. Maurice was a bear, but he was always freshly bathed and wearing some sweet smelling cologne
David ran his hands up and down Maurice's back, and rubbed his nipples.
David was an ok kisser, but even then he didnt kiss for very long, instead he took off his clothes, just as Maurice took off his, David lay on the bed, his cock hard as a rock and pointed upwards, Maurice sat down by his side, and began to suck on it.
"Ohhhh, God damn it Maurice!!!!, THATS A GOOD SUCK!!!"
"Im glad you like it baby, mmmmhmmmm, good, mmmmmmhmmmm"
Maurice's mouth and hands were full and busy trying to please the cock before him. He was ecstatic, he liked doing this. He relished the moment and before long got really into it.
"Ohhhh... your mouth is so warm, ohhh... nice...."
David's leg was half raised, and the other outstretched, Maurice continued his sucking. David was near cumming, he didnt say anything until only near the end.
"Im cuming, do you want it in your mouth"
"Sure" said Maurice, who quickly wrapped his soft lips around the big pecker below
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Ohhhh... wow, thanks Moe, this was awesome"
David proceeded to suck Maurice's cock, he sucked on Maurice's small sausage good and hard."
"Fuck!!! that feels gooood!"
David didnt linger though, he stopped after a couple minutes, and then made Maurice lick his ballsack and cock again.
"Maurice baby I dont think Im gonna be able to get it up again, Im pretty sure it wont, Im old and it doesnt work double anymore"
Maurice tried to contain his laughter
"Its ok David.. lets just cuddle"
But David instead sat on top of Maurice and grinded on his smaller frame, David was like a dwarf, short, but heavy in weight, and he weighed a ton!, this reminded Maurice of the time Christopher Green had made him suck his cock and rested his legs and body on top of him, Christopher Green was no twig, Maurice's neck was sore for a week.
"See Maurice, now I can be your bitch too! ahhhh ahhhhhhhh"
David and Maurice cuddled, later David decided he needed to be somewhere soon, dressed and left within minutes, though not before he kissed Maurice one last time.
In the weeks that followed, Maurice tried to contact him, he really wanted to get fucked by this hot bear, but all David could answer was "I really like you, youre a great guy to be around, Im busy right now though, talk to you later."
They never say each other again, and Maurice inferred that perhaps David, who was married and cheating on his wife with Maurice, had found someone else or felt intimidated by Maurice's way of lovemaking, Maurice felt used and puzzled...
Maurice pondered his next move at home, and wondered whether he was coming on too hard to the men he hooked up with
"I thought gay men would appreciate a bear vixen!, LOL, a sensual sexy man who likes cuddling, kissing, and getting down with their every wish, what the fuck is wrong with them?"
Maurice was spent, after all, it wasnt but three weeks after he stopped messaging with David that he heard from another man. Josh Gibbons, who had also turned out to be a big flake.
Josh Gibbons didnt reveal his face until the day they met. but the pics he had sent were delicious.
"Omfg, hairy chest, black haired, EIGHT INCHER COCK!, 6'4, this man is perfect!"
Maurice was getting orgasmic just thinking of Josh, he was a tall order of a man. perfect weight, wiry, tall bear with strong arms and a thick cock, just what he wanted.
After two weeks of back and forth email, Maurice was on track to meet him Sunday at 10:00
"Oh god, what excuse do I invent!, oh yes!!!, Im going to the movies with Ana Carla and coming home right after, yes!!!"
Maurice was tired from the week at work, but he was not going to pass a chance at a good fuck, and he would be delighted to oblige.
"Hey Maurice, Im kinda drunk but, only a couple beers, so, would you like going up to Seattle I really want to go, but dont wanna go alone"
"Hmmm, Josh, you really shouldnt drink and drive, how about we go to the Pink Lips, and get a drink, and a room, I would rather suck your cock all night than let u drive like that"
"Well ok stud, I guess youre right, lets stay here in town and see what we can do naked"
"Groovy Josh, I will be at the corner of Jacen and Harding, we meet up and head down to the Bar together"
"Sure sure, why not"
Maurice made up his lame excuse and darted out of the Apartment, he didnt notice that he hadnt done what he usually did for this dates, which was to bathe and clean properly.
He didnt mind, and instead he dashed off dressed and parfumed, and hoped to get lucky
"Hi Maurice, just give me a minute, I gotta take this call, youre cute, give me a kiss"
Maurice kissed Josh, but through the mouthwash he could detect hints of beer and something that was definitely not mint... but herbal"
"Yeah my roommate is in the hospital, no hes having open heart surgery, No mom, hes not OD. yes, I will call you soon after I know, no hes into surgery today, Im sorry but no, Im not going over there"
Maurice hung out quietly while the phone call unfolded, he was especially disturbed with what he later heard
"Sorry, my Mom got called by my cousin fool, he told her I had some crack since friday, havent been hungry and I got really drunk yesterday"
"Wow, Im sorry about your roommate"
"Yeah hes having problems, hey, you wanna take a shot"
And that my friends, is how Maurice got his first shot at drugs..."
"Hahaha, that shit made me feel funny and cheerful, wanna hit the Pink Lips now?"
"Yesss!, lets go"
Maurice was exhilarated, first time using drugs, first time so late out at night with a man. he was enthralled with this tall bear, but he didnt fear, at least not then and there.
"Here, take another shot, smoke from the bottom"
"Ok Josh"
Maurice and Josh made their way into the bar, Josh was so out of synch he pulled down his pants right in the middle of the hallway, Maurice asked him to follow him instead to the backrooms.
Once inside, Maurice used his best wiles, and pulled Josh to him, kissing him deeply and intensely, tongue action and all
"Damn, you taste good homeboy!"
"Kiss me again you big jerk, mmmmmmhmmmmmm"
It was perhaps the drugs, but the way Josh kissed him was the hottest, nastiest and most slimy kisses ever! he felt warm and moist, sweaty and covered in Josh's perspiration and kisses, they couldnt keep their hands off each other and naked on the bed they rubbed and tongue locked harder and faster and deeper than Maurice had ever experienced before"
"Suck my cock man, suck it Maurice, oh yeah, youre a hot chubby bear, I love chubs, course I do"
Maurice sucked at his cock greedily, and turned more primal and animalistic by the second, this was sex with no bounds, Still the eight inch cock in front of him would have been better in his ass instead of in his mouth, no man had yet filled him with a bigger cock than 7 inches or less.
"Ahhh, I dont think Im gonna cum tonight Maurice, I took crack yesterday, my hardon is gonna last forever, and I took levitra too"
Maurice laughed, but he patted Josh and tried to understand, at least he tried to, even as Josh's cock got flaccid and they left the Pink Lips, he tried to be nice, and felt happier still when Josh promised to call and message.
It was nearly two o clock in the morning, and Maurice was feeling good, sleepless, but not high, completely aware and in control.
Or so he was until one week passed and then two, Josh Gibbons didnt answer his emails or calls and that made him feel used, men used him for blowjobs, but he couldnt get his ass fucked men tricked him out of his time, for exactly nothing.
"I fucking fell for it again, they are selfish, load up on viagra and I get stiffed, or rather NOT"
Maurice felt used, and as the weeks passed and the summer ended, he saw an endless parade (or rather a parade of several men) who had tricked him into sucking them, while he used all of his skills to please them, and do it all, he was left to jack off lonely in the corner.
"Two big dissapointments, and a boatload of Losers...
Im gonna have to learn to be more selective of who I pick up.. or who I meet"
He disliked two things in the world, unjustice, and failure. and he felt two double helpings of those on his plate, what had he done? what had he done other than try to please those men? wasnt there good sex for him somewhere along the way?
While Maurice pondered this, Sweetbear, who lived in the neighborhood also wondered about his own surgeries and endless doctor visits, his bones had begun to mend, but many needed work and several muscles needed repair, including tendons.
"You take it one day at a time" Sweetbear thought, as he climbed aboard a bus to take him to rehabilitation therapy.
"Huh, interesting post, from the same guy no doubt"
As sweetbear sat down to check his email several hours later back home, he noticed that a certain chubby bear had posted again his ad on craigslist, he had seen it before, but this time he was curious
"This lad really is beggin for it, lets see who it is"
Meanwhile across town, Maurice confronted a couple of mediocre grades. They werent final, but the search for sex had taken on more resources and time than he had available.
Maurice's controlling mexican family was not pleased, even his work was strained.
Maurice sought to restrain his outings more, and his budget less, he had begun to search for another job, saving money for school and for moving to his own place.
"Although in this economy, Im assured to find nothing, shit!"
Being an illegal alien really chapped his ass, how he wished he could pack up, say "fuck it" and land in Norway tomorrow, or Cannes for the festival down in Southern France"
If only he had the means and the papers...
"Fuck" he thought, and he made an obscene gesture at the mirror, to himself... His only achievement so far was that hooking up with half impotent men who needed levitra...
His sex appeal felt diminished and he felt it,
"like a new penny that gets rusted"
Though of course this was far from the truth, failures, frustrations and dissapointments in bed tend to seep and plant doubt into the minds of those that are innocent of them.
Maurice felt guilty for not being interesting enough, blamed himself for being too easy.
Later that night, as he trashed all of his emails and spam, he noticed he had received one new message on inbox, it was from a guy called Federico, a latino man in his late 20's who was interested in a fuck.
"Maybe if I fuck one of my own race I will FINALLY be able to climax for once!!!"
Maurice picked up his cellphone, and texted Federico
"No, I havent hooked up with anyone, Im single with no attachments, if youd like to meet tomorrow Saturday, Im free all day"
Thank you everyone who has written me, thanks for the comments and the love.
Next Episode Maurice has a midnight adventure, and sweetbear's encounter with Maurice approaches!