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A Movie That Was Never Made : Part 1
All the characters and most of the places, localities mentioned in this series are completely fictitious
This is a story of two former gay porn stars in their mid to late 30s. The main story is set in 2009.
20 Jan 2009 on inauguration day of President Obama.
Almost whole country was watching inauguration ceremony of country first African-American President on TV. The country was going through one of the worst economic depression. It was the biggest recession since the great depression in 1929. And like the whole country, people living in small town of Joyberg, a small town 200 miles away from LA was reeling through the same problem. There was a sense of gloom in people mind and they were anxious about their future. But tonight they were hopeful and excited for the night. The town was pretty liberal and voted for Obama overwhelmingly.\
And almost everyone in the town of Joyberg was glued to the TV set to watch this historical moment. Most of them were now hopeful for their future
However, there was no sense of hope in the mind of Nicholas Daniel. Nicholas was partner/husband of town's disgraced ex-mayor Samuel Garcia Lopez.
"It is happening again." I am again going down." He thought. "Dark days will never go away. They always come back to haunt me. It happened in 1992 when I was raped. It happened in 1995 when I had to join porn. And it happened in 2000 when I started doing excessive drugs and prostitution". Nicholas thought.
When Nick started dating Samuel, he thought his dark days were over. He would able to forget and leave his past. "No chance of that. Bad things will continue to happen to me. It will never end"
"The day after tomorrow is my status report in the office. Gosh, Things can not go any worse in my life "Last one year was almost a living nightmare.
He tried very hard to stay positive but a barrage of bad things keep happening. First Samuel started showing signs of sex addictions in 2007. Then the 2007 recession came. Then one of their dogs [whom he loved like their own children]died. then his father got seriously hurt on duty working as a cop. He had to retire early. Though due to union help his father got the full pension. Then his other dog died. Then one of Sam's assistant sued Sam for sexual harassment Till this date Nick didn't know who was telling the truth, Sam or his assistant?. Anyway, assistant won the lawsuit and the town council had to pay close to half a million dollars. If that was not enough during October 2008 Samuel was charged with having knowingly sex with a minor, giving the minor alcohol and drugs to put him in a vulnerable situation.
Nicholas could believe everything but he would never believe that Sam would knowingly give drugs and alcohol to a minor and then would have sex with him. No NEVER,. He knew that Sam had a lot of flaws but he would never do something like that. Nick could believe sexual harassment case which was filed by Sam's assistant but not this. And in Nov 2008 Prop 8 passed which made SSM invalid. thought it didn't affect those people who were already married. yes, he was still legally married to Samuel but since SSM was not valid in California anymore so he was not sure about his status. and Now a few days ago Sam has pleaded guilty of some of the charges in lieu of reduces sentences 2 days later Sam's sentences would be announced in the court. Nick didn't have any idea how many years Samuel would get. Though Samuel' s lawyer had assured Nick that Sam would get a very lenient sentence since Sam was cooperating with the investigation and had pleaded guilty.
But Nick was not sure. Charges were pretty serious. But most of all Nick didn't believe his luck. Samuel was married to Nick and hence Nick bad luck would ultimately doom Sam too. Nick knew he would never have a happy life. There would no happy ending in his life.
When Nich started dating Samuel in 2000 He thought things have finally settled. All he wanted at that time to have a husband, at least one child of his own .couple of dogs. Small home, improved relationship with his parent.
And he almost got it all of them only to lose it one by one. In 2007 when he thought everything was going fine his life then he started thinking of surrogacy to have a child of his own. Then suddenly all of it started happening. Maybe he was never meant to be a father.
He was feeling extremely anxious and depressed. He thought to do some |lines| He knew where Sam hide his stash. Should he? He had made promised to himself a couple of years ago that he would never do coke unless in the special fun occasion with Sam and for almost 2 years he kept his promise. But today, when the whole town was celebrating he was feeling extremely, depressed. His whole world was falling apart. He was all alone again. He just wanted to be bit high
NO No NO NO NO. Don't do it, Nick. He said to himself
And that time landline in the living room rang Nick: Hello
Nick Mother: Hi Nick, How are you?
Nick: good. What happened?
Mother: Nothing, Are you okay?
Nick: yeah, why? Are you all right?
Mother: I am all right. But you haven't called me in weeks ? last time we talked on new years day and it was I who called you.
Nick: Mom, Are we playing who called who and when at this time of night?
Mom: Don't overreact: I just wanted to make sure you are ok.
Nick: I am OK MOM, Can now I hang up?
Mom: Why your Mobile phone is off?
Nick: I don't know, Mom. Probably discharged completely. Anyway now you have talked to me. Now can I hang up? Mom: What are you doing right now?
Nick: Nothing, Just watching TV: President inauguration.
Mother: How could you do that? That guy is not even an American
Nick: Mom, Get over it. Enough with "Obama is a Kenyan" shit
Mom: OK Ok. How is Samuel? Did you meet him? I read in the newspaper that he pleaded guilty?
Nick: What? Wait! does this news is now being published in the local newspaper of North Carolina or did you read in some national newspaper? Congrats mom. Your son in law has become famous [he said sarcasticlly]
Mom: I read it on the online edition of Joyberg Times I know how to use the internet. I am not as dumb as you might think[he said angrily]
Nick: Yes mom, he has pleaded guilty. His sentencing will be 2 days later
Mom: I am so sorry Nick. Why don't you come here and stay with us for a few months?
Nick: Few months?? Mom, I don't even have a few days to spare. A day after tomorrow is my work report due. I have not prepared that. I have been on and off work for past few months due too all personal problems. My company is facing a financial crunch. People are being laid off left and right. I may be laid off too.
Mom: Do hell with your job. Your Dad's new business has been started You can come here and work for him.
Nick: Mom, please can you please give it rest? I have told you a thousand times that I don't want to work for dad. Why don't you get this?
Mom: But why? What is your problem? Why are you still angry with your dad after all these years. He has come a long way accepting your ...... Lifestyle.
Nick: Lifestyle? Did you just say that Mom? Lifestyle? Really? Being gay is not some lifestyle. Its who I am.
Mom: That's not what I meant. Look, your father has changed a lot. He even came to your wedding which is proved to be sham by prop 8 anyway.
Nick: Well congrats mom, You won. Now you are happy? Now can I end the conversation so that I can go to sleep?
Mom: What is your problem, Nick? You made one bad choice after another and we continue to support you but you are still angry at us after all these years? You ran away from home when you were 18 just because your father said few harsh words regarding your homosexuality then after you decided to do adult films then you decided to marry a man which is not possible in eyes of God but we keep continued to support you at every point.
Nick: Support? A few harsh words ?? Mom, I was raped !! RAPED!!!! By two of my classmates and instead of doing something about this, Dad blamed me. Do you think that I would ever feel safe at home after that? Mom: let's do not dwell in past. Your dad is really very sorry about that. Let's forget the past. Please come home At least for a few days. Your birthday is coming this weekend Just fly down here and we will celebrate your 35 th birthday.
Nick: Mom I can't. I have to go now. I will talk to you tomorrow. I have to prepare the report. Bye And Nick hung up the phone.
Nick now felt even more anxious and depressed. God why this always happen near my birthday Nick went to his bedroom and open bottom drawer off his closet. Under some old magazines,, Sam's stash of coke was hidden. When Nick was taking out the magazine to take out coke packet couple of magazines fell . Nick held the magazine. He saw his young face on the cover of a gay porn magazine which read GAY PORN SUPERSTAR BRAYN SCOTT RETIRED AT YOUNG AGE OF 26
Nick saw cover photo of himself. "Gosh. I use to look so young and beautiful "
Nick laughed at his porn name BRYAN SCOTT. No one in porn industry knew reason Nick had chosen this name for his porn career.
Bryan and Scott were names of the two of his classmates who raped him after the end of his high school
"Gosh". he smiled to himself. "I am a really fuck up".Ii really needs to do some lines"
And then Nick started making lines of coke powder to sniff **************************************************************************************************** 20 Jan 2009 Dayton, Florida in a hospice Marco González: Thanks Father Fernadez for coming. Father [pastor]Fernandez: No problem, son. it is my duty. Your mom is ok now. Though she is heavily sedated. She was in a lot of pain so the nurse had to give her heavy painkillers.
Marco: She was getting restless. She just wanted to see you. That is why I bothered you at the time of the night. I am sorry.
Father Fernandez: No problem son. Anyway, I have something to ask. Did you think about my request of joining me in my mission in North Carolina? Your mother wants that too for you. She again mentioned about this few minutes ago.
Marco: How can I? You know my mother's condition.
Father Fernandez": I am not asking to come with me immediately or tomorrow. you can join me after a few months. Father Fernandez paused for few seconds and then said
Father Fernandez: You do know that your mother has not much time left. You need to accept this.
Marco: [a bit angrily ] I know that father. But I have accepted this. I know my mom has only a few months to live. But I also know why both of you want me to go to North Carolina. I don't want to go to meet him. I don't want to meet him and live with him
Father Fernandez: You need to forgive him, son. Forgiveness is the best thing you can to others and yourself. That's what Jesus taught us.
Maco[sigh]: There is nothing to forgive. I am not at all angry at him. Because I don't know him. I never met him. He is a stranger. Forget about remembering him. I don't have a single photo of him. I don't even know what he looks like. I have never seen him or even his photograph. Father in a few days I am going to be 38. At this age, I can not go to a complete stranger and play daddy and son.
Father Fernandez: but listen, son
Marco:[interrputs Father Fernandez] Father I I don't want to talk about this topic anymore. And I have to go to the restroom. I will be back in a minute. If you want you can leave. I will stay with mom here tonight
and then Marco rushed to the restroom of the hospice.
when he entered the restroom he saw his face in the mirror. Marco: Oh gawd . I have no desire to go to North Carolina. I have no desire to meet that guy.
He hoped that his mom and pastor Fernandez would not further force him to go and stay with his biological dad in North Carolina.
Marco took a deep breath and then went the to urinal to pee.
Marco was peeing when restroom door openef and a young cute guy in his early twenties wearing Caretaker uniform of that hospice entered the room.
Maroc glance towards him for a second and then went back to his business [peeing]. the cute guy saw Marco for few seconds then his eye popped out and his mouth opened wide
Cute guy: Ohh my God!: Ohh my God!: Ohh my god! : Ohh my god!. Marco Bush !! Marco Bush is here !!!. The biggest porn star of all time is here.
Marco: Excuse me?
Cute guy:: You are Marco Bush? Right? Where have you vanished for past 9 years, man?
Marco: I am afraid you are mistaken. You are mistaking me for somebody else
Cute guy: No fucking way. I have been jerking off thinking about you every day since I was 12 . There is no fucking way I am wrong
Marco: Dude I don't know what you are talking about
Marco finished . and then went to sink to wash his hand Cute guy.. Hey, Hey don't wash your hand. Let me touch it. this is hand with which you touched your dick while peeing. Why you never did any piss/watersports scene, man?
Marco: What the hell?[Marco was now getting angry ]] Now you are being totally creepy, kid. Stay away from me. Let me wash my hand.
Maroc washed his hand. He was about to go out from restroom when the cute guy almost blocked him on the door Cute guy: Wait Wait Wait, just 2 minutes just 2 minutes. You don't understand. You just don't understand. How much crazy I am about you. I have been in love with you since I was 12 and now I am 22. It's almost a decade... You disappeared from porn without any info. There is no info about you on any porn site after 2000 What happened? There were rumors that you died from AIDS. Some said you joined some drug cartel. Some were saying that you are in prison for the murder of your roommate.
Marco: [Now very annoyed and angry. he swore to Father Fernandez to never cuss but now he was finding it very hard to restrain himself]
Marco looked at the id card of the kid which read "Aiden"
Marco: Look Aiden or whatever your name is. My mom is admitted here recently and is terminally ill and I come here almost daily. You are probably new here. So let me tell you one thing very clear. Heckling, harassing and accosting relative of patients may not only get you fired immediately but may also hinder your chance of getting any sort of future employment elsewhere. You understood? Now move out of my way.
Aiden " umm okay. He stepped aside from the door and let Marco move towards the door: "Wait! Listen, Marco, I just want to tell you that Bryan Scott was a very overrated star. He was nothing compared to you. Its shame that he used to get so many awards, fame, and money. All should have gone to you. I always find him very obnoxious. You are a real alpha male. Compare to you, he was just a fag.
Marco's mind went blank: Bryan Scott? Bryan Scott?This name sound very familiar? Where I have heard this? Then it struck to him. Ohh, Bryan Scott. now it seems like a name from another life. Yes, that was really another life. He now even doesn't remember his image of that life
Aiden :[kept going on] I just want to ask you one thing. Why you never did any movie with him? I think you two would be very hot together. I am saying this because. I read on the internet that you two were supposed to do a very big budget porn movie together where you were supposed to do a flip fuck scene. But that movie was never made. probably? Why? What happened to that? And after that, you just vanished. No news or information about you And I hated Bryan Scott because of him, Legendary porn director Barry Smith never worked with you. Was Bryan that much of asshole?. I bet because of him that movie was shelved. It would have been super hot to see you two flip fuck.
Marco ignored Aiden and comes out of restroom then suddenly turned back and went back to an awestruck Aiden He went near him and told him in a very calm voice.
Marco: Bryan Scott was a fucking amazing guy. A true gem of a person. I wish there were more person like him in industry. Goodbye Aiden
And then Marco turned to leave
Aiden: Hey you have myspace account? facebook or any other social media account where I can contact you?
Marco" [smiled] Goodbye Aiden.
and then moved away
Aiden: Happy birthday in advance Marco.
Marco Huhh?? Aiden: Happy birthday in advance. You are going to be 38 in the next few days 24 January. That your birthday, right?
Marco: [smiled for the first time] you really are my big fan, Aiden
Aiden: And I can make this birthday one of the most memorable birthdays of your life. My friend who is from California left me a huge stash of amazing party favors. These pills are so amazing with no side effects. I can promise you never had a party favor this good and all for free. My treat. Believe me, You would never forget this birthday of yours. These pills are simply amazing
Marco:[smiled ] Thanks but no thanks [and moved away and start walking towards hall]
Marco: And kid, don't' do drugs and don't watch porn. It is not healthy for you. It is a sin too
Marco reached corridor in front of his mom 's room. Pastor Fernandez was still there talking to a very handsome man in his mid-fifties.
Father Fernandez: Hey Marco, This is Mr. Robert Davenport. He has come from Naroth Carolina just now. The day before yesterday I contacted him and told him about your Mom and you. He is so kind. He has a business in North Carolina. He left everything and flew down here just to see meet you and your mom. And Mr. Davenport. This is ummm.......your.... son Marco.
Marco just stood there stunned. He just could say not anything. He felt like he could not breathe. His whole body became very stiff and his throat became very dry. He felt like his heartbeat almost stopped and somebody knocked out winds from his lungs
The handsome man moved his hand forward towards Marco
Robert Davenport: Hello Marco, Nice to meet you ........Son
Marco just stood there like a statue. He could not say anything
To be continued ................................................. Next chapter in a few days