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A Love For James Chapters 3 and 4
After getting cleaned up and changed, James and I sat in the living room just talking and getting to know each other a little more. I found out so much about his life and how hard it was to be on the road all the time, I wondered why he kept on.
"It's my life and it's what I have always wanted to do. I just have to sacrifice more than usual."
I think we both kept avoiding the one thing we needed to talk about. Us. Whatever was to become of what just happened outside. I knew that I was falling for him and I wanted to try this but I wasn't too sure if I could handle the months without seeing him and whatever else would be thrown at me while he was away. I think we both silently agreed to not discuss it just yet and we never brought it up.
As the night drew on I started to yawn as it had been quite a day for me and I had to be up early for work again the next day. That, and I had been fighting with myself on how to politely tell James that as much as I wanted him to stay with me that night, I didn't think he should. You see, he may know about how my life and day works but I don't think I was ready for him to see me that helpless just yet.
"Well, someone is getting pretty tired. Maybe you should go ahead and get to bed. I should be going anyways. I have an interview at 8am tomorrow and it's already 2am," said James.
"Yeah, I have to be up at 6:30am to start my prep for work." I was so relieved that he had stated what I couldn't. That he should not stay but return to wear it was he was staying.
"Feel free to call me tomorrow if you have a free moment or on your lunch break. Ok Jesse?," he asked with a look of hope that this just wasn't gonna be a one night thing. I prayed it wouldn't be.
"Yeah, same to you. I'll probably have a light load tomorrow."
"Ok, great. Maybe we can do lunch again and if you want I can bring the guys and we can all go out."
"James? Do you plan to tell the guys about meeting me?"
"Yes. They do want to know if I have met a trustworthy accountant. So, I have to tell them that I have a great one."
"You know what I mean."
"Yes I do and No I don't plan on it yet. Let's talk about it another time. When we figure out what we both want from this and we know then I will worry about them. Ok?"
"Yeah, sounds great. But please, when you tell them about me, don't leave out the wheels. If I meet them, I don't want shocked faces. I want people that are gonna be ok with it."
"They will be don't worry. Now get to bed before you can't get any sleep at all."
"Yes mother."
We both let out a hearty laugh and then it was awkward. Should we kiss goodnight or just say goodnight and go our separate ways. I was voting for the kiss if I had a choice and the smile on his face said the same. He squatted down to my level and simply asked.
"Would it be ok for me to kiss you goodnight?"
"It was very sweet of you to ask James. Of course. I would like nothing more."
So we did. We kissed and it was not rushed, but one tender and passionate kiss filled with love and desire. I never wanted it to end and I let him know it by sliding my hand to his cheek and around towards the back of his head. He began to pull away and I pulled his head and lips back to mine as our tongues began to battle while we continued our kissing. Finally, I knew I had to let him go and I let go and gave him one last kiss on the lips before saying "goodnight James."
"Goodnight Jesse." And with that I closed the door and went to my bedroom to undress. I was on cloud nine and everyone near me knew it. I felt so good that I almost felt like I could get up and walk like the accident never happened. Slowly all the events of the night flooded back into my head and I began to wonder why I had let a client know so much about me so quickly?? Why had I let myself mix business with pleasure?? How could a relationship between us ever work out?? Hell, why was this man interested in little ole me?? I wasn't anything big besides an accountant. And lastly, what would his friends think of me??
My mind and body were so physically and mentally exhausted that I called for Rick to put me in bed and fell asleep just moments after my head hit the pillow.
From Rick's POV<<
He looked like he had had a most trying day. My master. My sweet. My love. How could I go on trying to deny my love for him? How could I let myself fall in love with him? And now he has Lance. His dream man has actually come and taken him from me. I can't stand for this. He's my sweet angel and no one can have him but me.
He looks so sweet lying there sleeping. And to think that my job lets me see this beautiful man day in and day out and with clothes or without. Especially, without. He's like a greek god whose cock I would love to worship. He stirs ever so slightly but he doesn't awake. He's dreaming. But of what?? Oh, my. He's got to be dreaming of Lance. That hard-on says it all. I wonder what Lance is doing to him and maybe, just maybe, I can have my way with that Godly cock and he won't have to know about it.
From Jesse's POV<<
I was having the most incredible dream with James. He and I were on the sandy beach just after watching a beautiful sunset. Our first sunset together and hopefully not our last. We kissed with such lust filled passion. I knew we wanted each other. Even if it was only some small show of affection. In my dream I still wasn't ready to have sex with him but we were fine tuning our oral and anal stimulation.
James slowly removed my shirt, pulling it over my head as I undid his shirt, button by button. The next thing I saw, we were both naked and I was bobbing up and down on his cock while he begged for more. He moaned loudly. I thought for sure someone would hear him so I slowed down and he had me turn around so we could 69.
As my cock entered his mouth, I bucked my hips and moaned. I wanted this for so long.
Rick's POV<<
I watched as my love began to buck his hips a little while his erection grew harder by the minute. He loved to sleep in only his boxers and he was so hard that with one more twist, his cock would be released out into the open air for all to see. I waited like a hungry cannibal waiting for his last meal.
He moaned and bucked his hips just enough for his cock to poke through the hole in his boxers and stand straight up. I saw this as the only chance I had to have a taste of his cock. I only hoped he would not wake.
I grabbed the shaft of his cock with my hand and just held his cock feeling it and gazing at it. He bucked his hips again and I leaned my head forward and licked the tip of the head and was rewarded with a deep guttural moan. I put the head in my mouth while looking up at his sleeping form and sucked on his head while he continued to buck his hips. Man he must be having one really good dream.
Jesse's POV<<
God, James had me so close to orgasm but everytime he would tease me and bring me right back off that high and refuse to let me cum. I couldn't take much more of it. I begged him for it and he said not yet over and over. He wanted to cum together and he wasn't ready to cum yet.
But somewhere deep in my dream state I had this feeling of actually receiving the blow job James was giving me. It felt like I was really getting head and it was so powerful and so wonderful. James was getting close and I knew it. He stuck my cock back in his mouth and starting to suck with such pressure that I thought I would explode from the pleasure.
Rick's POV<<
It felt that Jesse was getting really close to have an orgasm and I wanted to have him all so I began to suck on all of his cock and I deep-throated him and I was just in heaven. I loved giving head and this was the man I wanted to be with even if he wanted to be with someone else because he doesn't know that I love him. He calmed down and stopped bucking so much but he hadn't cum so I had to assume that Lance was being a tease to my angel and I wouldn't have that. If Lance couldn't make him cum then I would.
I began an intense sucking on the head of his cock while I lightly squeezed his balls through his boxers and I started going crazy sucking on his cock and was soon rewarded. He began bucking his hips again and then, boom, he came hard and strong into my mouth. I had wanted this for so long and now I had it.
"WHAT THE HELL RICK??? WHAT WERE YOU JUST DOING AND WHY IS MY COCK IN YOUR MOUTH???" I yelled at Rick having woken from my dream.
"I......III..........I saw you having your dream and saw your tent and.........damn it.....look.....i'm gay. I didn't wanna tell you cause I didn't know that you were and I am in love with you. I want to spend my life with you Jesse. Can't you see that Lance is just a guy trying to get in good with the accountant so that he doesn't pay out a shit load." Rick stated it so easily, after he got past the admittance of being gay and in love with his boss.
"Rick. I don't know what to say right now but I think you should leave my room. And you are wrong about James. He isn't like that at all. I need to think some of this over. So, please just go back to your room and let me be till morning. Ok?"
"Sure think Jesse. I'm sorry it came out like this."
He walked away and I was just dumbfounded. What was I suppose to do??? Now I have an employee in love with me and the risk that he could very well have his way with me and I couldn't fight it. Why me GOD??? Why me???
I fell asleep that night somehow but had a restless night due to the dreams I had that now involved Rick rather than James. Before I knew it, Alyssa was there to wake me and get my day started. Rick came in and picked me up and brought me to the shower as usual and helped me with the washing and what not. Of course I still had my morning wood to deal with and Rick hadn't left this time. I think he looked at me like he wanted to help me take care of it and it would be easier than him leaving and coming back.
I wasn't with James technically so what could be wrong with it? I needed the relief and he wanted to help me. So, I nodded slightly and he said, "Just think of James and it won't be bad." I guess I kinda agreed with him there.
So, he relieved me of my morning wood while I thought of the opportunity that James and I may be able to make love sometime in the future. But then again, we would have to be together first and that would be decided today.
I got to work just a little late and Mike wasn't at the door to greet me which was strange but nice all at once. I went and got in the elevator and pushed the button for my floor when Jenni joined me.
"Morning Mr. Towns. Rough start today?"
"Morning Jenni. Call me Jesse please for the hundredth time. Yes I had a rough night and a rough morning. Where's dear old Mikey at today?"
"Well, I am not at liberty to say but apparently Mike did something not too good yesterday and the President was NOT happy about it. He got demoted. Now we just have to see who is gonna get the promotion. I hope it's you."
"Wow. Mike must have really screwed up."
I got to my office and just as I got to my desk, my phone rang. I picked it up.
"Jesse Towns, how can I help you?"
"Jesse, it's Mr. Juventus. Please come see me in my office around 10:30am."
"Sure thing Sir. 10:30am it is."
My lord. The President wanted to see ME of all people. I could only imagine what he wanted. Although Mike and I aren't the best buds of the world, our work is closely related and if Mike got in trouble for something, there was a possibility that I would be in the same boat as him. But the vibe I got from Jenni was that Mike would be lower than me now if I wasn't in trouble. So I buzzed Jenni and found out where Mike was at and went to visit him.
"Mike?? What the HELL happened??? Jenni was right when she said demoted."
"Yeah, hey Jesse. I fucked up some documents to help a client out and the President saw it as something bad for the company. Thought that a lawsuit might come against us and me by the IRS. So, he demoted me and is handing my work to whoever gets my job."
"Damn. Sorry to hear that but you kinda did deserve some of it."
"Yeah. Well, I hope whoever gets my job enjoys it. It's nice to have people under you even if it's gonna be someone that was under me and now I am under them."
"Did Juventus tell you who he was gonna pick?"
"He gave me a pretty good idea and I think he's made a good choice but I won't say who. Wouldn't want you to worry about it if it isn't you."
"Me??? Why would he pick me? I know I am good but I can't be THAT good."
"Don't sell yourself short Jesse. You are one of the best and I think you will make it pretty far. I mean you are just under me and it took me 4 years to get there. It took you 8 months. That alone has to tell you something."
"I guess. Well, it's 10:15. I gotta get going. I'm up to meet Juventus about who knows what. But I guess a promotion could be a possibility. Later Mike."
"Later Jesse. Good luck with him."
I wheeled out of Mike's new office and I got into the elevator. I pulled out my cell and called James. I wondered what he was doing right now. I guess I would have to wait cause I got his voice mail. He must be in an interview.
"Hey James. It's Jesse. Just calling to see how you were doing. I had some stuff I wanted to talk to you about later on but I am off to see the President Mr. Juventus. Possible promotion. Discuss it later on. Call me back."
The elevator dinged and the doors opened to Mr. Juventus' private floor. His secretary led me right into his office. He was sitting there waiting for me.
"Jesse my boy. Glad you could join us. Why don't we get right down to business."
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