CHAPTER 8 TOYS R' US
An interest in things anal, you could say, goes back to my teens. I guess around 15 or 16, I started playing with my arse when wanking. As I got into it, I would seek out things to use - marker pens and bananas were good as they were usually around, a bit of baby oil and I was away. It wasn't all the time, but I enjoyed fingering myself and putting things up my arse. As I got older I decided that I wanted something more fit for purpose - a dildo. I was probably 21 or 22 when I plucked up the courage to visit a couple of sex shops. After looking at what was available I decided that the dildo for me would be the gel type, not too big, 7 inches and in bright pink. On the tube home, I decided I would call it Mr Pink and was so excited to get home. Once through the door, I ripped open the box and got out my new toy, stripped naked and headed for the bedroom. I then realised I had not bought any lube, but thankfully had a jar of Vaseline.
I got onto all fours, spread my legs, arched my back and brought my right arm over my back and slowly inserted the Vaseline coated dildo into my arse. I pushed and felt the pressure at my arsehole. It hurt some, even feeling too big, so with my head pressed into my pillow, I reached round with my other hand, pulling my arse cheek and opening my hole. This did the job as the mushroom head of the dildo popped into my arse. My head was spinning and I was getting really turned on submitting myself to this fake cock, having this thing inside me felt so good. Continuing to slowly push, more and more of Mr Pink slid into me. Soon, I felt the whole thing inside of me, the rubber balls pressed against my arse.
As soon as the dildo passed past my sphincter and was firmly placed inside my arsehole, I felt my cock begin to pulse. I buried my face into the pillow, pushing and pulling the dildo, back and forth into my hole. I switched hands so that my right could now work my throbbing cock. As I ran my fingers up and down my shaft, I could feel the pre-cum now dripping from the tip of my cock. I started to smear it over my cock, lubing up and making it slick with my pre-cum. I was trying to control myself, but was soon overcome by the most intense of orgasms. Waves of pleasure erupted from my body. And from that moment my descent into sexual depravity began.
After that night I would bring out Mr Pink every now and again and enact fantasies of being fucked. Now instead of wanking, I could also fuck myself. After a few months and getting very comfortable using the dildo, I decided to get a larger toy. It was another gel dildo, seven inches long, bright red and this time with a suction cup. Having a suction cup, I was able to stick it firmly on to the rim of the bath tub. I now had lube which I coated the dildo with, enjoying the feeling of the silicon becoming slippery around my fingers. Even as I did this, my dick hardened and began to leak pre-cum. As I played with my toy, I grasped it with both hands and slowly worked my hands up and down like I was wanking another guy. This dildo was my substitute man, the one I fantasised about and imagined being fucked by.
Putting one foot in the bath and the other on the bathroom floor, I straddled the bright red dildo, placing the head of the bulbous toy against my asshole and slowly pushed down. When the toy pushed past my anal ring, I saw stars. The initial insertion was always my favourite part... Well second favourite. The favourite part had yet to come. I slowly pushed my ass all the way down to the plastic balls, grinding my ass against the toys base.
I slowly pushed my arse up and down on the dildo. Enjoying the friction it was creating against my prostate. I began to suck two of my fingers, imagining it to be another guy's cock, slowly pushing my them in and out mouth. Being filled from both ends was such a turn on. The dildo had awakened something that was deep inside of me, I began to realise that I craved cock. I wanted to be fucked. I continued to work my arse against the toy, as I sucked on my fingers, my dick bouncing up and down erratically flinging more pre-cum on to the bath tub.
"Fuck! So fucking good." I moaned flexing my arse cheeks trying to envelop as much of the toy as I could. I grabbed both of my cheeks and spread them as far as I could, and grinded my arse into the base again. Feeling myself getting ready to orgasm, my asshole began to clench onto the toy. I felt cum begin to boil in my balls and pushed myself as far down onto the rubber dick as I could, trying to keep myself from screaming too loud.
"Ughhhhhhhhh," I groaned as my dick began to shoot cum over the bath tub. Breathing heavily, I collapsed on to the dildo enjoying the post- orgasm bliss, letting my body calm down and my mind collect itself from the intense fucking I had just given myself.
I pulled the dildo out of my arse with a satisfying SHLOP. When the last inch exited I felt cool air in the hole it had left. I felt empty. How much longer I could keep this as just something I did with a toy? I knew sooner or later it would no longer be enough. Through my twenties I had a succession of short and long relationships with girls. However, I never stopped fantasising about guys and over time these feeling became stronger and stronger. In imaging being with men my fantasies developed from fairly light stuff like kissing and wanking, to full-on being fucked by a guy.
As my fantasies became more male orientated so did the use of my dildo. One occasion that I recall was a warm summer's morning having awoken bright sunlight steaming through a crack in the curtain and the sound of birds singing. As I stretched, still in a sleepy daze, my hips pushed against the bed covers and I realised that I had a raging hard. I began to grind my hips, the sensations from my cock sending tingles all over my body.
I turned over, opened the drawer and pulled out my bright red rubber dildo. Rolling back on to bed, I got on to all fours. As I lubricated the shaft of the dildo, my cock hardened even more anticipating the moment my hands would push the dildo into where it aches for it. Greased all the way down to the base, it was slippery and glistened as I turned it over in the morning light.
Holding the dildo by its rubber balls, I brought my arm round, so that it would be like I was being fucked from behind. Pushing myself forward against the sheets, I bury my face in my pillows. My right hand rubs the dildo up and down the crack of my arse, spreading the lubricant around the entrance to my hole. I place the moistened head against my arsehole, the sensation of the cold lubricant on my warm flesh felt so good, sliding the dildo into where it belongs. As it penetrates inside me slowly, a marvellous wave spreads from my arse to all over my body.
I continue to push and pull slowly, getting accustomed to the dildo being in my arse, moving it a little deeper all the time. From my bed, I can see my reflection is the wardrobe mirror and watch myself as the dildo slid in my arse. It fascinated me as it pulled the skin around my hole a little as it exited and then disappeared as I pushed it back in. Finally, I pressed full force on the dildo, down to the hilt. Its rubber balls banged against mine and the head and shaft slid along my prostate. I gasped as the pleasure rolled over me. I liked the feelings that I was getting. I start to pump the dildo faster. It penetrates deeper and as it hits the prostate I start heavily fucking my beautiful bed. The sensations rocked my body as I fucked my hole with the dildo whilst frantically fucking my bed.
My cock was now grinding against the sheets, my erection oozing with that lovely natural lubricant. I can tell that my cum has reached to the hottest boiling level and needs to leave my body. I am covered in sweat. With my right hand, I keep the dildo up my ass and take my other hand to my chest and pinch my nipple.
My mind is full of all the fantasies about men and my infatuation with cock. I humped the bed faster and pumped the dildo in and out of my arse, faster and faster. I started to moan and groan. As the beads of sweat ran down my back I imagined it to be the sweat of my imaginary lover. My cock began to swell as my arse hole squeezed on my fucking dildo. In my mind, I am crying out loud, "fuck me you fuckers... make me your bitch... I love your cocks... Ahhhh." As I start shooting my first load, I push my hips deep into my bed. "Oh yes... yes... yeah." As post cum relief flooded through my shuddering body, I rested for a while, moving my hips in circles to spread my cum over the sheets and onto me. It all felt so good.
I got out of my bed and headed to take a shower. My dick was flopping as I walked into the bathroom. It was only then that I pulled the dildo out of me and washed it as I took the shower. It is only now that can go to work feeling fresh and satisfied.
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