By Mistress Pensuwana, all comments are welcome,unless they're negative...we all most face enough of that in life, I'll be damned if I will over my efforts in writing slacrox@mail.com
After Cindy graduated I was given a new room mate, Alcross Witticure Whitefeather, or Al as she told, not asked, but told me to call her. A transfer from the Indian Collage majoring in nursing, Al was a tall very well figured young woman who could easily turn heads as she walked by, with very sharp well defined features. Not adorable, or cute, but absolutely gorgeous, who caused men to want her and women to envy her. As soon as she was settled she tells me, "Fawn, I do want us to become close friends because I will need help here in such a large school, and as you must know I asked for some one to room with who will be willing to assist me. Now please tell me what I can do to help you to become closer to me."
Not fully knowing what Al was really asking, I replied, "Nothing special, except relax, treat me as you would wish to be treated, and help me understand you also, so we can get off on the right foot together. One thing I will not be able to help you with is dating since I am a lesbian and without a lover as of now."
Al just set there looking at me for a time, then replies, "That is rather common in Native American Tribes, except we do not have a special name for women who enjoy other women. You see because of the conditions in Tribal America and the degree to which our men are forced to do such unrewarding types of work they often are not overly loving toward their women, so many of us find other women with whom we'll express our passions...this may be an opening for us, if I satisfy you sexually, you will be more apt to be of more help to me...are you the aggressor or will you allow me to me to be."
I was dumb founded, and without a reply, until I meekly told Al, "This is not an agreement we just come to, it is of the heart and emotions...without a doubt Al you are a very beautiful woman and any one would be crazy to just turn you down without...well...you know."
"You white skinned people, you confuse the simplest of matters...well alright...Fawn will you allow me to take you to dinner this Friday evening at 7 PM."
"Yes, Al, I will enjoy that very much. How shall I dress."
"Relaxed, nothing even close to formal."
"Al...please don't make fun of me for saying this, but...you excite me very much...just being in the same room with you...I cannot guarantee how I will act once alone with you."
"Fear not my little Princess, I shall contain your excitement."
Al made me feel like a helpless young woman, not in what she said but in the way she said it. Adding to that, I am rather helpless, at only 4-10, 74 lbs, and a cute little figure, blond wavy hair, light green eyes, I almost look like an over sized Barbie doll, and my first date in months is to be one with a young woman I consider the most gorgeous, stately, even regal looking woman I've ever seen. It's a good thing we were not having classes, I would have never been able to concentrate on them at all, then adding to it all, Al and I live and sleep in the same room, and within a day I'm so hungry for her it's driving me crazy. Not two nights later as I'm trying to get to sleep, and all I can think of is Al ravishing my body, and making torturous sex to me, I must have been asleep and talking, because suddenly she's kneeling beside my bed, whispering in my ear, "You cannot wait can you my little sex toy, you long to feel what it's like to be fucked by a real woman do you not."
As if I had been wanting Al all my life I burst out crying as I all but scream, "YES, oh, My God, Al, Yes."
As if Al had some how known exactly how I love to be kissed, she held my head between her hands, softly moving her lips across mine, for ever so long, until settling, our lips pressed just enough together, her tongue exploring my mouth, her lips so full, soft, moist and sensuous, my body is rocked by a slight orgasm, and as I moan it out, I hear, "How easily you submit to me...now please me my pet."
All too quickly her facial lips are replaced by her vaginal lips, which are dripping wet with her pussy juice. As al grinds her pussy into my mouth I work her clitoris which has got to be the largest I've ever felt, and as it reaches what I guess to be its full size, she moves down my body and begins fucking my clitoris with hers. I've never had a man in me before, but there is no way they can be any better than this talented native American woman is to me My whole body begins to move in unison with hers, as wave after wave of physically debilitating orgasms rage through my rapidly weakening body, until I scream, "Please Al, no more...I'm ready to pass out."
She lifts herself just enough, slaps me hard across my face, as she says, "You will not faint on me."
Al Presses her lips against mine in a passion filled kiss which together with her wonderfully pleasing fucking, carries me on a cloud until shortly we both begin building up to a monstrous orgasm which as it hits we both scream one another's names and collapse, but even then she continues moving her pelvis just enough to give us such enjoyment, until because of fatigue we fall asleep, having only our body language telling one other how pleasantly enjoyable we were to each other.
The next morning as I awake, I see Al setting on the bed beside me and she asks, "Was I all that you expected my pet."
I pull her to me, kissing her lips madly, then tell Al, "Darling you are more than I ever expected from any one woman, the question is, have I pleased you enough to keep you interested."
Al smiles as she kisses me, then replies, "You my sweet little pet, are a wild cat, I shall be better prepared for you next time...I've never experienced such a release of energy in one session of making sex. Are you always so physical."
"You brought it out of me darling...ooohhh...Al...I've been so lonely for so long, you will fill that void will you not."
"Yes my sweet, just do as I tell you and my interest will easily last...so since you know what is going on here, what happens now."
"The next few days will be very busy, we must get our classes, books and free periods set up, but now do you want to shower first or together."
"Oh, that sounds like fun, let's try it."
Soon after we begin showering, Al has me with my legs wrapped around her, fucking my clitoris again, except this time the strain is too much and I burst out crying begging her to be easier with me. When suddenly she stops, squeezes my head between her hands, as she tells me, "When I give you the honor and pleasure of fucking you, you will enjoy it and not complain...do you understand me, I need an answer."
As I bow my head, she lifts it up facing her, yelling, "Well."
"Yes, my mistress, I do enjoy you so very much...are you sure you enjoy me as much."
"I would not be here if I did not, now let's continue."
By the time we had our orgasms, and she let go of me, I collapsed on to the floor, so very fulfilled sexually and tired I could hardly stand. After as we're dressing she tells me, "You should have figured this out by now...I'm your dominate...you in turn are my submissive, don't tell me you've never been in a relationship like this before."
"I will not pretend to tell you other wise, as you must know this is the only type of relationships I have. I gladly and happily submit to you mistress Alcross, I am yours to do with as you please." She pulls me to her, kisses my lips tenderly, then tells me, "No precious, refer to me as Al. I am not a cruel task mistress, except when I fuck you, then I expect you to fully enjoy every second of it, other then that we are close lovers, friends and room mates."
"May I love you, Al."
"Your life will become miserable if you do not, because I will be fucking you daily...you are a fortunate little girl Fawn, never forget that.
"I know, and I never shall."
"Can you be happy and contented without being physically or emotionally harassed constantly.
I've never had a relationship where my mistress did not regularly feed me pleasing cruelty...it will be a new experience, but from the little I've had so far, your fucking will probably be more than enough to satisfy my cravings. Al, I must tell you, you are the most gorgeous woman I have ever known, and for you to want me is almost unbelievable, please never allow me to do anything that will cause you to lose interest in me."
Come on you silly little cunt, let's get this day over."
Some time later a couple guys cornered me and began giving me a bad time over wanting to take me out on a three some date. as one touched me, suddenly his hand is grabbed and a deep female voice tells him, "You touch my pet and I'll: personally see you in emergency."
The other thinking he'll: be cute tells Al, "Easy settin cow, we won't hurt this little doll, just fuck her."
In 4 quick blows they're on the floor looking up wondering what hit them, and as Al watches them, she asks me, "Baby, are you alright."
"Yes, darling only frightened. This is the first time this has ever happened."
So al says to these guys, "You tell your asshole friends, any one fuck with my slut, and I'll: put them in the hospital, I'm faster and better than any 5 of you, remember that."
As thanksgiving Holliday came close my mom asked me to come there and bring Al with me, so we flew to my home for the Holliday. It was then I learned I was part Native American, as one evening daddy tells us the story of how it came about. Not that mom or I noticed but daddy and Al were making eye contact a lot during this time. Although my folks knew we'd get in bed together, they put us in different rooms, and later that night as I came to Al's room I heard voices, damn if my father wasn't knocking off a piece of Al's ass:. I went back into my room not knowing how I should feel. Now if it had been mom, I'd be really hurt, but well a man is hardly something to be jealous of, and I didn't think too much of it until a few days later when mom tells me, "you and Al must have a loose relationship, but even so I think the two of you should leave, and Fawn, please don't bring her back with you at Xmas."
"Whose idea was it mom, do you know."
"Probably your father's, he's alright until it's offered to him, then he can't seem to keep from taking it."
"I'm sorry mom, I knew Al is bi, but I sure didn't think she'd do my father while we were here."
Later that day I tell Al, "We're leaving later today instead of waiting until the week end, I think you know why."
"Are you disappointed in me Fawn."
"I am your Submissive Al, it is not my place to be one way or another, you as my dom can do as you please, and certainly not answer to me. I would like to ask one thing, is my father good enough to have hurt my mother as much as you did."
"This is the end of us isn't it Fawn."
"No, I love you far too much to let this break us up, even worse I need you Alcross...I need you so very much...so much..."
With that I burst out crying, she holds me, kisses my lips, and tells me, "Tell your mom to kick him out, he's a bastard from the get go of it, I think he must be fucking every loose broad in town, I didn't find this out until last night."
"I think she knows, it's a matter of the security, especially since she'll: long out live him. One thing for sure no mother fucking man will ever do this to me."
So we went back to the campus and before we're even unpacked, Al really surprises me by telling me, "I can't continue with you Fawn, I've done this terrible thing and even though you are willing to over look it, I cannot, so I'll: be out of here before classes begin."
I choice to say nothing, but I knew this was her way of getting away from what she considered a bad relationship. I actually think I am too weak for her.
That semester went by during which I lived alone, then home for Xmas and my first night home, daddy went out, telling us he was going to his lodge meeting when mom knew he was going out with some female, as we're watching TV, I ask, "Why do you stay with him."
She gets up, sets beside me, hugs me close as she tells me, "I'm not attractive enough to get another man now honey, plus I've given him my younger years, and as terrible as it sounds, I'm waiting for the pay off, he lives too wild to out live me, and there's only you and I to split what he's worth, and you know how tight he's been with his money...well darling I'm going to bed."
"Mom, may I sleep with you, I've been alone all semester, and I'm so lonely."
Some time much later the phone rings, daddy's been in an accident. He and the woman that was with him were hit by a semi both killed, the semi companies fault and both families were quick to sue. I went back to school and had a room mate, a sweet young girl in her first year, only 18 and never been touched. As terrible as it looks I couldn't pass her up without a try, so shortly after classes begin, one Friday evening as we're doing our home work I ask, "Terri, haven't you ever had a boy friend."
"No, boys frighten me...in fact can I tell you something my parents don't even know."
"oh, oh, what's this, what kind of secret can a YOUNG GIRL LIKE YOU HAVE that is this sacred."
"Nothing except I want my first time to be with another young woman like myself."
I had to ask Terri to repeat what she said, I was that amazed at my good fortune. Here is this adorable young girl who just told me she wants me, or some one like me, so I tell Terri, "You do know I am an openly confessed lesbian don't you."
"Yes, that's why I got them to let me room with you...or aren't you attracted to me."
"Terri, you adorably irresistible little doll...,what's to not be attracted to, I'm becoming so excited I feel faint...my precious darling I'm going to be so good to you...you'll: never doubt your decision."
"What do you want me to do Fawn."
"Nothing precious, absolutely nothing, let me do it all this time, from there it's up to you."
Remembering how nice it feels to have my face cradled in some one's hands, that's what I do to Terri, kissing her lips ever so lightly, over her face, eyes, cheeks, ears, ear lobs, neck, back to her face and lips, by now we are becoming sexually excited, our breathing lighter and quicker, until finally I hear, "Fawn...please Fawn...please I need you so badly...stop teasing me please."
"My precious, I don't mean to tease you, I had to know you are very serious that's all."
Opening her blouse, removing her bra, I kiss and suck on her nipples, pull her pants down, reverse us, as I tell Terri, "Follow my lead sweetie."
As we begin tonguing and finger fucking one another, until what seemed minutes, actually a few hours and umpteen orgasms later we explode in one another's faces gushing pussy juice all over our faces, quickly reversing, necking wildly, rubbing our clitoris's together, until fatigue over came us and we fell asleep.
Some time later I was woke up by Terri doing a tongue job on me the likes of which I'd never experienced before. I exploded awake in a dynamic orgasm that shock me so that I burst out crying, screaming and my whole body convulsing. As I calmed, she moves up my body kissing me as she does, ending at my lips, Terri asks, "Do I please you mistress, I want to so very much."
Squeezing the poor girl far too tightly, I reply, "So very much my darling...ooohhh...Terri, how can I ever repay you for such pleasure as you just gave me."
"By keeping me mistress, keeping me with you."
"Why do you refer to me as your mistress, my love."
"Are you not, because you are my dominate lover, teacher, and so much more, I know this is silly to even say, but I've fallen in love with you mistress, I deeply need and love you."
"My precious baby, you will need to beat me away to get rid of me now."
By the end of that year Terri and I were closer than a married couple, doing everything we could together. So deep was our attraction to one another, we decided to take the summer semester just so we did not need to be apart all summer. Then Terri announced to her parents she was in love with me, they told her to either give up this foolishness or they'd disown her, so we quickly flew to see my mom, who told us, "Now before I say a word remember these are my thoughts only, "I've always backed Fawn in her decisions, she has never been so wrong I had to worry, why parents tend to confuse matters by doing what yours has done, I will never understand, my thought is they will regret their actions in time and beg you to forgive them. During this time, welcome to the Van Dyke Family, of which there are only, Fawn, myself and you...what you do not have in funds you need I shall supply, to be paid back when you can."
Terri and I begin crying over mom's openness and willingness to except my judgment on this. Later as Terri and I are talking she asks, "Fawn have you ever wondered if you've missed anything by never having a man make love to you."
`Oh, heavens no, like you they frighten me, they smell funny, have hair all over them, they aren't soft and cuddly...no not even close...especially when I can have you, Terri, you are so sweet, warm, gentle, your lips are like kissing a cloud and your vaginal lips are even sweeter...oh, a question, I've never asked, what are you going to do after you graduate."
"I've never thought about it, because it's up to you.'
"Ok, then change your major to Quantum Mechanics and come to work with me in the collage laboratory, where I'm going to work on solar rays, and storms, and the possible ways we can productively use them."